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I Am Losing Control

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 73 People

    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3, 2014

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12, 2014

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F May 12, 2009

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    he is flawless to me, how simply, smoothly he takes control. he knows he has me, my everything. Sirs control is. is beautiful. his strength in everything he does. I will fallow him...
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Since class 5 I've kept losing friends either they've left town or I have and this time the girl who is not only my best friend but was my best friend andore is leaving I thought...
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    I'm more than just scared of losing you... I'm terrified, wrecked, and even dead if I ever lose you... Please, don't leave me... You're the only reason why I get up each morning...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I regret losing my virginity. Let's just say it was too young too dumb. I knew the guy for three years before we started dating. We ended up rushing things and I immediately...
    ashs998 ashs998 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Whoo wants to control me?? I really wanna be controlled
    GAMER108 GAMER108 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I used to have quite a few friends, i even had a best friend but everything changed... I transferred schools and my best friend was left in the previous school. That's not what...
    fallenindarkness fallenindarkness 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Man does not control his own fate. The women in his life do that for him....lol...(just a touch of glamorous humour guys...)
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yes I am feeling better with my weight loss, actually happy! The fasting and eating my meals in a small amount is helping quite well, especially that whenever I go to the city from...
    VisionOfLove VisionOfLove 26-30, F Jun 25

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    When do stop letting our parents control us and start thinking for ourselves? Even though they'll yell and scream at us.
    Amichelseaoramichris Amichelseaoramichris 18-21, T 1 Response Jun 24

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    The ***** needs to be dethroned. She's out of control.
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Men wear the pants...women control the zipper...:)
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Lately my brain is meticulously chaotic. Maybe I'm spiraling out of control
    Notadickjusthonest Notadickjusthonest 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 23

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    Whoever controls the media controls the mind. People are so blissfully ignorant to what the media doesn't share with the public and are so easily manipulated to think whatever...
    Mandatorysuicide Mandatorysuicide 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I went to a clinic not too long ago to get tested for STIs. They tests came back negative, thankfully. But the workers gave me free condoms, Plan B, and birth control (even though...
    Dezaria Dezaria 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    Although I have use b.c in the past for vanity .. Clear skin , but the side effects out weighed the good points ,so I stopped and used simple science to figure out fertile days...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F Jun 21

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    plateaus #567: it's kind of disheartening when you notice that your cat is losing weight faster than you and all he does is eat and sleep all day
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I need someone to help me loose control ;) total turn on
    Sicklygirl1 Sicklygirl1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I've never done this before. Does anyone want to control mine
    mermaidlove418 mermaidlove418 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 20

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    I will control anyone if u have siblings ages 1-3 or 4
    babygirlindiapers babygirlindiapers 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    If u take away guns from the citzens u just leave them helpless when the criminals who receive guns illegally come along. Even if u were to wipe out all guns, ur just gonna make...
    jmarquart jmarquart 13-15, F Jun 20

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    What gun control is... To take the way of defending yourselves away from the citizens. It does absolutely nothing except taking away the guns from the good people. The criminals...
    jmarquart jmarquart 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I want to control someone's bladder, msg me.
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I need someone who has control over every aspect of my life. I want to give that to someone, to be told what to wear, what is expected of me each day, what I'm allowed to do, and...
    LizzieBarker LizzieBarker 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    another mass killing in the US, thank god I live in a country that has controls on guns, not allowing just anybody to have a gun..............
    scottie1974 scottie1974 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    My story is kinda hard to explain , me and my ex have been split up for almost two years now, well lost my mom in December, He wants everyone to believe he's here helping me...
    Brittaniexoxo Brittaniexoxo 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    It's a complete mind control and raping of the soul
    Jhayne8 Jhayne8 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    On 1st August, ZJ40DB Arctic Solids Control System would be put into operation in Lukoil oilfield of Russia and was being debugged for the last time in the workshop of KOSUN Yongle...
    zmzmllll zmzmllll 26-30, F Jun 17

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    Because I haven't had any real sexual experience due to rape. I feel that I'd have to have the guy be in control of me and tell me what to do. I can't imagine sex or any other...
    fightingwithyou fightingwithyou 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I've never been on birth control not will ever be because I simply don't believe in it...and...I love the risk of getting pregnant
    desiree26 desiree26 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    The only thing I can control at this time is: 1) how often I gym 2) what I eat everything else seems to be up in the air