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I Am Losing Control

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3, 2014

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12, 2014

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F May 12, 2009

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    I'm desperate! who wants to control my bladder?
    hoii88 hoii88 18-21, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I'm looking for somebody that will let me control her bladder and have a little bit of fun along the way
    alex2123 alex2123 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    I think it would be fun to let somebody have full control over my bladder. To tell me how much to drink when did drink and for how long I need to hold.
    alex2123 alex2123 18-21, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I believe in letting nature take it course. Birth control should never be used to prevent a woman from getting pregnant and bringing that beautiful child into this world.
    MasterTom28 MasterTom28 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    An older female friend of mine gave me her supply of birth control pills when her prescription changed. The biggest change I found wasn't the slight breast development or the...
    amandatrane1 amandatrane1 51-55, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a terrible fear of losing people I love, this includes family and friends. I'm pretty sure it started when I was 7-8 and my mum was going to leave me and my sister's and run...
    YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY YOULOOKLOSTLIKEDOROTHY 36-40 4 days ago

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    When you're losing In Mario karts and drive the wrong way to annoy your friends :3
    BelgianGuy420 BelgianGuy420 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    It's taken me a while to even admit that he was controlling and emotionally abusive because I loved him and still do but I can see things clearer now that I'm not with him. He was...
    leeniebubbles leeniebubbles 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I feel love through possessive and controlling behavior. I think it's a way of him showing how much he cares and is afraid to lose you. the more controlling, the stronger the love...
    MyJosie MyJosie 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Hi, any girl want to have her bladder controlled and maybe tortured?
    Dante711 Dante711 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have hardly any hair left, after losing some when this Oriental salon relaxed my hair instead of putting in a keratin treatment. Most of it is gone now because my Fake Mother...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I own guns. I'm not for the complete removal of them, but our gun culture has gotten out of control. The industry funds radicals who spout paranoid rantings about rights vanishing...
    justmaggie justmaggie 31-35, F Jul 26

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    If you're doing a hold right now, I'd be up to controlling your bladder/giving you challenges. You can either message me here, on skype or on yahoo messenger. Skype: cec0692...
    ccc92 ccc92 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    It's time for us women to understand controlling, abuseive men are sociopaths and not worth a single tear or thought. I've been dealing with a socipath for six years and I'm...
    ha1978 ha1978 36-40, F Jul 24

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    kimyfu730 kimyfu730 22-25, F Jul 24

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    Let me tell you something about what I look for in CONTROL. It is not some childish game of 'Simon Says'. Even a master of the game knows when to make an objective more challenging...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    Wanting a bladder mistress that will control me 24/7, torture my bladder or whatever you please... After all it's your bladder I'm simply carrying it
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22

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    Ive always been chubby but it really got out of control 5 years ago when i moved to ireland and had no friends and my mom was always working so i would just eat and watch tv all...
    zivilexox zivilexox 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    You awakened something in me that can never sleep again, the Sub in me. Shes always been here but was always dormant. You freed her and now she seeks her master. She will never...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I'm scared to death and I just admitted tht to myself my grandpa, my best friend, had lung cancer and no matter how much I tell myself it'll be ok everything will turn out all...
    PrincessTiff1997 PrincessTiff1997 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I've been holding for a few hours now and I'm starting to get really desperate, anyone wanna control me??
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I'm a 23 year old bisexual female Mistress looking to dominate a submissive/switch. Any gender or none. PM me if you want your bladder controlled over Skype.
    OmoGirl OmoGirl 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 21

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    Anyone want to control my bladder or let me control there's?
    Katiemylady369 Katiemylady369 22-25 3 Responses Jul 21

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    Anyone want to control and torture my bladder? I've been holding it for a couple hours now, getting pretty desperate
    Katiemylady369 Katiemylady369 22-25 1 Response Jul 21

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    To me I would hate to be controlled by anyone even my own government
    Foxy112 Foxy112 22-25, M Jul 21

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    I love the idea of to be controlled by a woman, its a turn on.
    findme123x findme123x 26-30, M Jul 20

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    I lost my virginity last friday night. i was out in town with my friends and hadn't been so drunk since my 18th birthday. i started chatting to a guy next thing i know I'm walking...
    travellover96 travellover96 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I love food and I always have. I do not eat my emotions though and I actually walk when I'm upset. I will be watching a movie and there may be a very serious scene in a restaurant...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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