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I Am Losing Control

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-18, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response May 12, 2009

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    I'm a competitive person, it's a good kind. But the thing I really hate is losing, losing to a person that plays games in a cheap way! If I lose to a good player I won't be bother...
    Fetish4life Fetish4life 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Tonight I am worried I have lost my best friend. I have been best friends with him for many years and I am so upset with myself for pushing him to the point of being angry with me...
    aimeejane17 aimeejane17 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I feel so depressed, i haven't felt like this in my life. There is pain, depression, fear of losing everything i have earned in past 2 years.. my life, love everything.I don't know...
    elex003 elex003 22-25, M Sep 16

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    I have lost over 10 pounds and still losing! I'm excited :)
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Im more than torn over this...i didnt think this would ever happen. My best friends name is Freddy. We met our freshman year of high school and have been best friends since. We...
    contreras415 contreras415 16-17, F Sep 20

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    I feel like I'm losing my mind though it should be the reason all I see is dislike/hatred/rejection...could this really be the truth in life? It doesn't make sense...how could...
    Quentine Quentine 22-25, F Sep 20

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    Since a young age i have been pushed to be academically superior to all my peers and now that i am a senior in high school im expected to go to a top school however i cannot with...
    Merrcury Merrcury 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am so scared that i am losing him he is everything to me and i just feel i am annoying him maybe i would be better off dead i can't breathe i am sitting with a razor blade crying...
    SophieMarkezzie SophieMarkezzie 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I used to much more. I felt like at anytime they would siappear and that's a self fulfilling prophecy. My codependent behavior made me do a lot to try for them to not leave ... I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F Sep 12

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    I'm 18, and my mom has always controlled my life. Every time I was relaxing at home, she would always urge me to do my homework. But instead of nagging, she made it seem like it...
    graduallyventuring graduallyventuring 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I don't have sex. I have before, but birth control has nothing to do with that. I take birth control for several reasons. Reason #1: It regulates my period. Reason #2: It regulates...
    SammieSweetheart687 SammieSweetheart687 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I hate controlling people and control issues! I do not want to control other's or a lady I would like to find to date, but I would love to share with her!
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Sep 5

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    I rushed into a relationship almost 10 years ago with blinders on and the only thought was I am thirty time to find the one and settle down. I met a man who was the son of my...
    Change75 Change75 36-40, F Sep 9

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    Im not agree with it! If we are talking about condoms, its also good for genital health etc. And birth control is always be better option than abortion! You should against to...
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I want to control my fear not let it control me. My anxiety level is spiking through the roof especially with school starting in a few days. Local school Thirty minutes away and...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F Aug 31

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    I'm loving and good to others. I'm devoted in love, so there is no reason to try to control me. I'd rather someone talk to me or protect and lead me than to try to control me. It...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Sep 4

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    Not everyone is - not all women or men are controlling, conning, or manipulative. There are only a number of them who are, and they seem to be drawn to certain personalities. If...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Sep 5

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    If a couple does not want to have kids then that woman needs to get on birth control and the male needs to use condoms and stop this method as birth control.
    maturemominbackyard maturemominbackyard 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I need to take better control of my life. Not yet has what controlled me for a long time come back to get me but still I need to make sure it won't happen. I should really monitor...
    Thomasjcox Thomasjcox 18-21, M a week ago

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    quarrieoriard2013 quarrieoriard2013 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I'm taking birth control pills (hormone pills) just to regulate my period. I have been wondering about smoking marijuana while taking it...any medical professionals here know if...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I just wanted to say with all things going on in this world today do not be discouraged for god is in control and as long as you believe in him you shall be saved! Matthew 10:28 Do...
    nicolv32 nicolv32 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    I love controlling people telling them what to do what to wear when to do things.
    MistressAllie4 MistressAllie4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I would love someone to put a catheter into me and have control over my bladder u can put me in a nappy or make me wear a leg bag or clamp the catheter off
    latexlover101 latexlover101 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    But advise like one. And think like one. Me lists coping to help. And feels ignored when advice not taken. Me checks pals profiles for new posts. And learns they...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Taking back control of my life is truly liberating. I'd like to thank God, a supportive network of friends, self help books, EP and a HUGE restoration of self image and self worth...
    NotFiction NotFiction 31-35, F Sep 9

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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I can still remember how it spiraled out of control. A figure would appear far in the background sporadically then over time became a part of every dream. At first I would try to...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Sep 13

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