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I Am Losing Control

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-18, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    heavyeyebags heavyeyebags 22-25, F Mar 28

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    I'm afraid of losing my father , not least because he is family, but also because I did not want to lose it all , I love my dad , but I love my mom too, both are the best we have...
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    I'm losing my touch. That's all I am though. You know what it's probably because I'm on this website so much now and not in the real world where I connect with people. I guess I...
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    I experienced a great deal of stress for the most part of last year. I'm 5'5'' and had always been around 125lbs, but I rapidly started losing weight with no changes in my diet...
    syk939 syk939 22-25, F Apr 2

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    I was "trying" to lose weight but today is my one week mark since starting my new diet! So now I'm just LOSING WEIGHT ;] After one week of my new eating habits and with all the...
    Lapoeta2nv Lapoeta2nv 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I don't know where to start, in my 36 years of existence my life has been complicated ever since. I have an unusual family to start, I have an adopted older sister which had been...
    jopet jopet 31-35, M Apr 4

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    I have this fear of losing you. The fear of not having you beside me. The thought of you being gone and out of a sudden your love towards me change. That one day you decided to...
    Secretdiary92 Secretdiary92 18-21, F Apr 9

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    You know going through these past few yrs have been tough...not one night goes by that I don't lay in bed and cry. And wonder how can I see their smile, how can I get back to them...
    Klynn74 Klynn74 36-40, F a week ago

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    I am beginning to lose appetite in all the food that I have been eating my whole life, sugars, fat, carbs, processed food all this is making me feel weaker, unhealthy and bad about...
    0silence0 0silence0 18-21, F a week ago

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    I am losing her... and there is nothing that I can do about it.
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    My girlfriend and I have been exclusive for six months now. Not saying that we have a particular problem, but things just feel weird. When we started dating she was pretty clingy...
    skatesa207 skatesa207 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been in and out of a relationship since 2010. After 10 months, our first break up occurs. I'm heartbroken to the point where I start to lose sleep. My eyes swell up because of...
    thesecretme11 thesecretme11 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    There are people that I would be ok with then controlling me but its the amount of control my parents think they have over ne that i hate. They control what i wear, how i do my...
    LizWasNotHere LizWasNotHere 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm only 14, but all my life, I've simply played the parts people expect of me. I was the good daughter, the perfect honor-roll student who never broke a single rule, and the best...
    okc15 okc15 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I've been in Birth control for along time now . Not just for sex but mainly because of my long periods I use to get . It's like a love ad hate relationship I have with it lol I...
    trulyblessed90 trulyblessed90 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I hate control freaks with a passion, it's either their way or the highway, they have to be in control of everything. Reminds me of a jealous, possessive man who isn't happy unless...
    denaellis575 denaellis575 46-50, F Mar 26

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    My boyfriend is very controlling. He doesn't allow me to wear certain thing or hang around with certain people. If I don't do as he say he get mad or just yell. When I ask him why...
    tattoofreak101 tattoofreak101 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Long story short, controlling boyfriend. He is especially controlling when I am adamant against something. Definitely a power issue, loves controlling people. Thing is, we broke up...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F Apr 2

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    If you still believe mind control projects are simply fictional, think again. These covert mind control projects and secret programs were undertaken as far back as the early 1950s...
    FlysoFree FlysoFree 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have always been on birth control, but my last dosage ended in early March. I've been busy and keep forgetting to make an appointment to get on new birth control. Pregnancy...
    FatNLovingIt FatNLovingIt 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    The uncomfortable thing about control freaks is that you often only realize you have some kind of relationship with one when you're already in too deep. Since in the beginning they...
    grimlydefiant grimlydefiant 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    all of us has an ego, its normal for a human..but we should never let our ego control over us but we should be the one to control out ego,, ego is a very short word but can destroy...
    mcindygrace mcindygrace 22-25, F Apr 9

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    Everyone at my school says I'm too negative, too ugly, too loud or something. They tell me to be positive and to just be happy. But being told what to do does not make me happy...
    lily6233 lily6233 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My husband and I both come from Catholic backgrounds and don't believe in using any form of artificial birth control. Every child is a blessing and if I get pregnant then it was...
    babymamajenn babymamajenn 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 19

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    I have controlling parents and I'm 26.
    kristinew123 kristinew123 26-30, F Mar 21

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    I love it when a woman controls me, when she says she's my mistress and she owns me
    aergh7465 aergh7465 18-21, M Mar 23

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    for the past 5 months I've been purging n starving myself. I've lost about 35 pounds and my weight keeps going down. my weight is controlling my life its all I think about. well...
    OriginallyVintage OriginallyVintage 13-15, F Mar 23

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    I have no clue how to keep my anger under control
    welch1995 welch1995 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Hi guys! I got the Depo shot in November 13. I was suppose to get it on Feb 25 but didn't because i didnt like how it made me feel, it made me spot/bleed since jan 1st february...
    kikims27 kikims27 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Have been on birth control for a year now but missed four days in a row. Used no back up and had unprotected sex each of those days. I didn't make the pills up either just carried...
    loosetoothy loosetoothy 22-25, F Mar 26

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    There are too many people who try to control you, but they do this just because they know deep down you are better than they are. So let them be and ignore it ;-)
    domipl domipl 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have a bad relationship with my parents, and still live at home. I'd move out as soon as I could. They say they don't trust me, and can't talk to me. And they can't, as I won't...
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I don't let anyone control me but god.
    Littlemonster77777 Littlemonster77777 13-15, F Mar 30

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    Has anyone here gotten pregnant on the birth control patch ortho evera
    Brittanywolf Brittanywolf 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I'm 21 years old and a female. Growing up with a sister there was always comparison. As the child who acted out I was left in the dark. My dermatillomania was a result of becoming...
    Has415 Has415 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I'm looking for love and hope to build a family i realise it's not something I can control but I keep looking for that illusory woman even though my friends tell me I should stop...
    klain45 klain45 26-30, M Apr 5

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    Every time I remind myself of this , stop stressing over things I can't control , I will for a second but then I start to over think about it and then it happens again!! :(
    Gravity949 Gravity949 36-40, M Apr 5

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    My doctor put me on birth controlon March 2nd of this year. II'm not taking it to prevent pregnancy or nothing of that sort. I am actually using it to regulate my period. But I'm...
    Raven628 Raven628 16-17, F Apr 7

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    We have only been in a relationship for a little over a month now and already i feel like he might be too controlling...Could someone just please help me and tell me im over...
    DreamerGirl4 DreamerGirl4 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Working on self control and and the fact that I may have anger issues is something i need to learn to cope with
    markmcparker markmcparker 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I took birth control for one full month but I didn't get my next pack on time so I missed two days. I've too ken 16 this month so far and a full pack last month without skipping...
    virgo1998 virgo1998 16-17, F Apr 9

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