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I Am Losing Control

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12, 2014

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response May 12, 2009

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3, 2014

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    So I've gained 17 pounds since Christmas I haven't been able to stop binging all the time totally lost control I need someone to help me get back on track again atm I'm doing 300-4...
    Bethanie123 Bethanie123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    My boyfriend and I have been together off and on for 2 years. He breaks up with me when he gets mad or doesn't get his way. He always tell me what to do and what to wear. I can't...
    idk3913 idk3913 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I'm starting to feel like I can not control my anger! I've taken anger management and everything! When my boyfriend and I get into arguments I black out and say thing I do not mean...
    Lolabeautyy Lolabeautyy 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My parents did not like the wedding date that my fiance and I had set, so they kept throwing out ultimatums until we finally pushed the date back. Now they are freaking out because...
    southernlove45 southernlove45 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm losing weight. Slowly but surely! I've always been skinny BUT then I got pregnant! I love being a mom and I haven't been dieting or rigorously working out... I focus on my baby...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    just stay there and fix those you feel nothing for until you screw it up and kill someone . You will not see you unless someone is a lost cause. And when you are losing him, you...
    Theaudienceofdeath Theaudienceofdeath 70+, F 6 Responses Mar 1

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    I'm not feeling like myself at all. I'm losing faith in everything, except God. I'm losing faith. I don't know what's happening. I feel like I'm doing a lot of things to make...
    BMTH99 BMTH99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I'm scared of losing people, I wonder if people are scared of losing me.........
    kst97 kst97 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    It's been awhile EP friends!! About a month ago I posted on my weight loss and currently still maintaining the same weight. I had chicken pox a month ago too and was off track. I...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    i am very lonely because i am losing facebook friends that i thought that liked me. as i told you last week about Facebook i had posted about a certain person too much and i...
    db174 db174 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is from an article written by Abby Johnson, a former director of Planned Parenthood: Women of today have been convinced that our fertility is broken. And so, because it is...
    Darkanddesolate Darkanddesolate 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I've learned that distance doesn't make a losing someone less painful... it only makes you think about all the opportunities you wasted... I can't help but to blame myself for...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F Mar 2

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    first...lay in bed (before you sleep) slow down your breathing. and as you allow each exhale relax you, you may notice your body relaxing. once this has happened repeat to...
    Nicolekey Nicolekey 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Rn I'm really regretting losing it. Sometimes I Wish I Was A Virgin Again. Things would have been much different if I were. ?? ??????
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Ugh where to start. I was always a "normal" size up until i was about 13. But even when i gained some weight i was only a tad bit over weight. I became depressed over personal...
    ramonascur ramonascur 18-21, F Mar 14

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    Well, hate is a strong word, and quite inappropriate I may add. I don't HATE that I am losing my friend. I am happy that my friend is going to bigger better places, however I will...
    orchidspetals orchidspetals 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Quite rapidly, I've lost another kg it's within a week or two. So totally now I've lost 11 kg in a 2 - 3 months period I think. I've lost 8 kg easily cuz back then I couldn't sleep...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F Mar 18

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    I am showing signs of schizophrenia... I never wanted to believe it... I see things that aren't there... There's voices in my head... I feel sensations on my skin as if there...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm losing 2. I've knows pipes for about 7 years.. I've known Annie for about 2. Pipes has already been dealt with. I need help on Annie. Sh has a crush who likes her back. He...
    anon42402 anon42402 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I made like 2 new friends a few weeks ago, and they all pretty much left me. Something bad happened to one of them, (she never told me what it was) and she had to delete her...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Oh i hate losing you i cannot live
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    If you want to have power and control over a certain person, never, ever, interrupt them when they are speaking. - When they stop, or ask a question, you ask a related question...
    JakeNarcissist JakeNarcissist 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    Well I can't possibly be against something that is a myth. Abortions are expensive. And it can have a huge affect on women emotionally. Having an abortion is a very difficult...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    When I want to start the control process over a person, I often look them in the their left eye (which is connected to their right (emotional) brain, and... - Silently, and to my...
    JakeNarcissist JakeNarcissist 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I fantasize about having my daily life controlled by someone online. I don't know why but I just love the lack of control and crave cruelty and dominance.
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I am so frustrated of everything. i can't improve myself... everytime i lose or i fail. i rage i flame, i blame others, i am so angry.... i can't control my fury, my rage...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M Mar 16

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    I have no self control on food. When I am bored, I eat a lot. I do not care my career ambition. I just want to have a boyfriend. :D I should start dating.
    fitwealth fitwealth 26-30, F Mar 1

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    I never want to give up on myself and I always do anyways. I always seem to disappoint everyone I love in the process because I get so excited about doing something or trying to...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F Mar 2

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    Anyone out there holding and wants someone to control their bladder, feel free to message me anytime!
    ccc92 ccc92 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3