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I Am Losing Control

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 76 People

    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 1 Response May 12, 2009

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-18, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3

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    What am I losing? I'm not too sure, but it's something important to my wellbeing. Over this past year I have been learning how to love myself, how to properly care for myself...
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    I'm slowly losing my mind. Most of the people I try to reach out to stop talking to me as soon as they get the chance, and the friends I manage to make stop talking to me after a...
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    I've been dealing with a lot of my stuff and whatever. My roommates keep talking about me to other people, and when people come to our room and they talk about me. Whatever it may...
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    I'm losing hope lately,I can't sleep,eat,or function right. Lately I am feeling useless again. I haven't worked in over a year and I am still terrified of driving. I am now 22 and...
    DarthPancake DarthPancake 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My dad has stage 4 liver/lung cancer. He just went into hospice care. He's a great man. A wonderful father. I can't believe I'm losing him so soon. He's 72. Not fair
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    fitness12 fitness12 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    maturewifeandmom maturewifeandmom 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 26

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    commandpest commandpest 31-35, M Oct 27

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    I'd say I want to be controlled by a woman but are women ever in control. I want and organized scheduled life full of anything.
    littlemissmeemmie littlemissmeemmie 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Can't stop worrying about my "relationship" which is falling apart and out of my control...: I can't control his feelings or what he does but I can't help worrying about it...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    I'm 15 and I started birth control last night. It's not so I don't get pregnant it's so I don't get my period as heavy and it's controlled better. Hopefully it works well for me.
    vrl1022 vrl1022 13-15, F Nov 17

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    I want to my bladder to be controlled. Any women interested in controlling my bladder tonight and making it hurt?
    ThereBackAgain87 ThereBackAgain87 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I am done making the decisions. I want someone to control what I eat. Whether I gain or lose weight. I want to find someone who wants to mold me...I want to give up control.
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    On & Off I've been on birth control since I was 18, so about 3 years. I started on the minipill, hated it. Then I was on microgestin for a while, I liked it but with a life a busy...
    janaeannette janaeannette 18-21, F Oct 29

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    OK, I'm gonna start from the beginning. I only found out I was an Empath about 3-4 years ago. all growing up I knew when people were lying to me, and there were other things...
    feelingcrazynconfused feelingcrazynconfused 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    My ex bf was controlling about everything. Like what I could wear, eat, drink...even my hair make up and nails. At first I didn't like it but then it made me feel more loved.
    Paula98665 Paula98665 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    Anyone want to control mine? No limits.
    badboyalex badboyalex 18-21, M Nov 3

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    I like being controlled and used to help others it gives me a clear mind
    aimtopleas3 aimtopleas3 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    This is one of the times I can't ******* control my emotions. Only rationality is fighting with my body to going into my mom's room, beating the **** out of her while he squirms...
    PokewithasideofTurkey PokewithasideofTurkey 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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