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I Am Losing Control

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    Daddy Controls Me

    I am losing control over my entire life. I do not make my own decisions as my dad makes them for me. He decides everything for me. my body, How I dress, where I go, who I'm with, what I think. It's all controlled by him. I can't even express the thoughts I want to think sometimes...
    vampiredory vampiredory 13-15 Feb 6, 2009

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I've Totally Lost It...

    The last couple of days have been complete hell for me.  Jordan, my best friend (or .. was), hasn't talked to me since before May.  And three of my other friends, Gabby, Kiley and Savannah .. they don't talk to me anymore either.  My whole world is falling apart...
    danosaur danosaur 16-17, F 3 Responses May 29, 2007

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    At this point in my life,

    I am nothing. A shameful past haunting meaningless present destroying any chance of true future. I have nothing to do. Nights turn into days, I rarely catch the sun anymore. I lie on my back and feel the inevitable depression seeping in. I am not surprised every mind crazed...
    koorlo koorlo 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    Everytime

     i  get where im  just doing real well something happens n messes  it up for me....  eventually  ill   make it  through a crisis and not get down .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 24, 2007

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    I am so desperate! I lost my sleep!

    I lost my good will! I have nothing!
    WhispersOfTheDark WhispersOfTheDark 26-30, F Dec 24, 2013

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    Run.

    Everytime I eat I can't wait until I can run to the bathroom and rid myself of the food I've just eaten. It feels so relieving to let all the fat just wash away. I personally don't understand how it's bad for my body. (I don't want a lecture of how it's going to demolish me...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F May 12, 2009

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    Not Quite a Control Freak

    Now, I'm not saying I am a control freak, but I do like to have at least a little control in my life. This has always been a concern for me.  How much control.  My mom is a total and complete control freak.  So,  I've learned from her, both sides of the...
    meowmeowface meowmeowface 36-40, F Sep 27, 2007

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    I am married to my amazing husband,

    I have two kids from previous relationship but he stepped in and has been amazing father figure to them as well. I am a military wife and I thought that deployment would be the hardest thing we would have to face but I was wrong. A year ago, my husbands friend was accused of...
    Missunderstood423 Missunderstood423 26-30, F 1 Response May 3, 2014

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    Falling

    loosing control ?  REALLY ?  Did I ever have control over anything?  Regardless of whether I did or not,  I am seemingly still in a free fall,  tail spinning faster and faster  -  and when I hit  -  its gonna be hard as hell.  I...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2010

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    No one take an Eye on me,

    just myself, but... Still trying to get back! (Starting from ... EP ?)
    KentVu KentVu 22-25, M Aug 12, 2014

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    No Control Anymore

    I have lost all control over my life. I have tried and tried and nothing has happened. I give up. Whatever happens to me, just happens. I don't even care anymore.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 7, 2011

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    If anyone wants me to control their bladder message me and I'll respond imeddiatly immediately.
    BladderControler BladderControler 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I'm interested in controlling another's bladder. Message if you're interested(:
    SimbaLou SimbaLou 18-21, F a week ago

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    I was 15 and had been dating the guy for like 4 months and he was a bit pushy. so being the people-pleaser that i am, i said yes and he didn't seem to show much love and care when...
    lilahwillowoak lilahwillowoak 16-17, F Feb 1

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    As a radical feminist, I have many views that many would consider controversial. I am a huge advocate of petticoating and support any women (especially mothers) who adopt this...
    radicalfeminist radicalfeminist 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    But they have no control over me now
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    My biggest fear is losing those I love
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    So I don't get periods normally. Guess what she tried to do. When I was 17 she tried to massage me inappropriately when I was weak from psychiatric medication. Saying that it was...
    lostqueenofrain lostqueenofrain 22-25, F Jan 31

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    I think I'm losing my Best friend as a Best Friend. I've known my Best friend since the 6th grade. (Now We're both in 10th grade) and we all go to the same school. But, she met...
    Jgummy123 Jgummy123 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I feel so alone! Every weekend I'm trapped in the house with no car to go anywhere and no one that can come over since I live far away from everyone. I want to move back home, or...
    Whatsmystory Whatsmystory 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I lost my best friend and my grandma in the same year. Ever since then I've been afraid of losing everyone who's close to me
    Thornton2 Thornton2 16-17, F Jan 30

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    Control.... Something we all desperately strive to grasp. But the naturally chaotic settings of things make it hard to master. Law with its rules, science and laid out facts...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F Jan 29

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    i'm looking for someone that i can controlled
    mistresstar mistresstar 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    17 Thompson souligne aussi des incohérences dans la recherche foucaldienne concernant la relation entre subjectivité et identité. Il remarque que certains chercheurs de cette...
    ennoujiul ennoujiul 22-25, F Jan 28

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    I sent him a text today saying that I felt it my duty as his girl to warn him and apologise in advance for the fact that this weekend I might very well be overly clingy and grabby...
    OwnedByDaddy OwnedByDaddy 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I can't pretend that my world hasn't just crashed in. I can't pretend like I dont feel like this is the end. Why wont you listen, why wont you try. Say something, do something...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    Need to be controlled and what to do I'm out of control any ladies wanna control me message me I'm open to any ideas
    Lilian143 Lilian143 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Yes I can do things on my own, but the fact is I want to be told what to do, to have all the decisions taken from my hands, to be led and controlled. I need to feel completely...
    OwnedByDaddy OwnedByDaddy 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I have this deep fear of people losing interest in me when i meet them or tell them about myself and what i like.
    Knickster24 Knickster24 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I lost my virginity about 3 days ago to a friend that I've known for 9 years. He's my best friends biggest enemy and I haven't even told her I'm speaking to him since she...
    longdarkhair longdarkhair 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I have my bladder control problems 35 years I've been wearing nappies 35 years now I go in the baby changing room on disabled toilets to change my nappy I got one of them...
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Jan 24

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    Looking for a submissive girl who wants to have her bladder controlled. pm me
    magifan magifan 26-30, M Jan 24

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    Looking for a submissive girl who wants to have her bladder controlled. pm me
    magifan magifan 26-30, M Jan 24

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    Last August, I was diagnosed as being diabetic, something that I knew might happen because my mom is diabetic. And while my numbers were high enough for me to qualify as being...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 23

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    Hi, I want to control someone bladder, preferably a girl's one, till it can't last longer. Message me if you want to hold it or if you're already holding it
    Dante711 Dante711 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    Yup I am 13 and i still wet the bed. It happens to me a few times a week. I always go to the bathroom right before bed and dont even drink anything for hours and somedays ill wake...
    Kirito500 Kirito500 13-15, M Jan 22

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    I am so glad this is real and I am not alone. I have been waking up multiple times a night in a cold sweat due to my fears. someone or someTHING is controlling me to do, think and...
    Apathy420 Apathy420 18-21, M Jan 22

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