I Am Losing My Mind

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 606 People

    Actually

    i lost it a longass time ago.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Jul 2, 2011

    I Am Loosing A Part Of Me, Funeral Invitations Are In The Works O_o Lol

    to be honest i am close to loosing my mindor some part of me which has the job of my ego /personality/past life so therefore this journey means i am near the breaking point,it means i am close to the endwhich will give birth to my beginning :)with me courage to see that which...
    Lunadelobos Lunadelobos
    41-45
    6 Responses Sep 3, 2011

    Everything Seems To Be Falling On Me

    Today was a ruff day.  My wife told me that I was miserable.  That made me think that she doesn't care about me.  She stated that I can leave and shell still be able to find happiness without me.  How am I supposed to take that?  I would never say that to...
    LONELYBUTNICE LONELYBUTNICE
    31-35
    3 Responses Sep 12, 2010

    I am not afraid to hurt someone

    when I am depressed I can do anything nothing matters
    NogoodElizabeth NogoodElizabeth
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    I'm afraid at some point in the future I'll get

    mixed up between daydreams/thoughts and reality
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    Last June we lost my daughters mom

    and it is taking a toll on me. After she passed me and my current wife split up because she said I had changed and maybe I did. Me and my daughter moved out and 2 months later the state handed me another child who I care for. We were doing good until my job at home depot let me...
    Blaker19 Blaker19
    41-45, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2015

    I wanna say **** everything

    and go run till oblivion x(
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles
    18-21, F
    Aug 3, 2014

    Since a young age i have been pushed to be

    academically superior to all my peers and now that i am a senior in high school im expected to go to a top school however i cannot with my sat scores. Sure i get good grades in class but sat wise i am not capable of doing great. I am losing my mind studying for the last chance...
    Merrcury Merrcury
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Sep 24, 2014

    Here I am. Getting excited by the idea of death.

    There I was. Smiling at another guys message. Here I sit. Blade scraping across my tender skin but I don't feel a damn thing. There I stood. A glass of water and bottle of pills in my hand. Here I think. You're a **** up. There I laid. Not able to breath. And here I am now...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2015

    again, still. everything is slipping away from

    me. i dont understand what is going on, my friends just leave me and act that they've never seen me before. my only close, personal friend stole all my money when he was around my house, left and has severed all contact with me and my girlfriend who i was in a long-distance...
    lilhunters lilhunters
    18-21, M
    Mar 18, 2015

    I want to want to kill again.

    This calm silence is eating away at me. The pictures of discovery and intrigue, of possibilities do nothing. I need to be there to see it, to **** it, to slice it. Dreams and fantasies will only satisfy the restlessness for so long. I need to do something about this.... Patience...
    LightYagami LightYagami
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

    So randomly I just started seeing things out of

    the corner of my eyes lol. Well, I mean, this has happened before...but now it's like every 10 seconds! Haha wtf is going on?? It's freaking me out hardcore lol. It's the ghost in my head! It's trying to scare me -_- My head is like an old opera house, empty and haunted by a...
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015
    mizchenee mizchenee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2014

    There's just some days

    where I actually don't know what's happening to me. Im just lying on the floor, pulling my hair, bawling my eyes out, hurting myself, cutting my wrists way too deep, repeating to myself "I can't do this anymore". I honestly feel like I'm really losing it. Im really afraid that...
    lvcr lvcr
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    I’m writing this before I forget it; excuse me

    if I lose basic writing structure. I’d prefer to have this written down somewhere before I begin to forget this feeling because I will be getting busy soon and won’t have time to think deeply. Last night I was driving around 12am, I had to take someone somewhere. The...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117
    22-25, M
    Aug 17, 2015

    I guess it's that time of the year again.

    If I don't check myself in to a hospital I will end up in jail. I have to say it's the anger and rage. That keeps brewing inside me. My love for people is growing in to a hatred. Aggression in taking over. I find it hard to stand being around people. I find myself ready to run...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Mar 21, 2015
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 17, 2014

    Im Losing It...

    slowly but surely... I feel myself becoming numb to things I used to be so sensitive too.. I dont feel like myself.. I feel like my sanity is dropping and is slowly turning into insanity.. I feel blank sometimes... I feel like ive been robbed of my emotions... at least...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jan 23, 2009

    Again. My mum just told me

    that it would be good if I'd just finish this semester and get a summer job. I panicked. I suddenly feel like my childhood is gone and I am only 15, I shouldn't be thinking this way. My depression makes everything worse. I think I can't breathe again and want to cut or scratch...
    weirdcharlie weirdcharlie
    18-21, T
    Apr 19, 2015
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Sep 25, 2014

    I don't sleep much any more.

    All I do is think about the meaning of everything. Daily life is becoming a chore that goes on for way to long.
    Deuz Deuz
    22-25, M
    Oct 16, 2014

    Losing It and Sinking Into Depression

    Well lets see, I live in a boring town.  Years ago I had quite a few friends, a good job, a house,  and a girlfriend.   Well my girlfriend had to move back home because her mom was sick, which was an hour away.  Then my roommate started to be a *****, and...
    JakeRyan JakeRyan
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 6, 2009

    It would be better if i go crazy

    and end up in a psychiatric bed.
    waruchen waruchen
    31-35
    Sep 25, 2014

    So i recently found out my girlfriend has been

    talking to her ex boyfriend. I can say i dont tell her anything like to stop talking to him but i found some messages saying stuff about how she still loves him and how she would love his company somedays. Now i dont know what is the correct move here to play? Do i tell her that...
    Merrcury Merrcury
    18-21, M
    Dec 6, 2014
    LittleLion13 LittleLion13
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

    Detached And Tired.

    I sleep for 12+ hours sometimes. I leave my house only to go to work. I come home, eat, sit alone in my room until 4 or 5 in the morning and go back to sleep. I experience short periods of time during which I am slightly detached from reality. For the most part, I consider myself...
    Sunshinedust Sunshinedust
    18-21, F
    Nov 18, 2012

    I'm tired all the time

    and want to die. Every little thing is overwhelming and I'm not to sure who I am any more. Memories keep getting replayed over and over and over. I just need everything to stop. I can't handle this. I just want to let my thoughts take me and disconnect from reality all...
    Ebbal Ebbal
    18-21, T
    1 Response Dec 10, 2014

    Clinically Depressed

    My life is the best its ever been and I am miserably depressed.   I'm not just sad about one thing or another, I'm just depressed.  Everything is wrong.  I dont trust people, or the world, or myself.  I have anxiety to the point that I have physical...
    dammityall dammityall
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 29, 2009

    What's left of it anyway,

    I literally have nobody I can see, no friends, nothing. And I usually don't care, but lately I just.. I'm becoming completely socially absent and i don't want to be. If I completely lose interest in people ill never be happy again, I just don't ******* know what to do anymore, I...
    LukeShaggyJones LukeShaggyJones
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    Not Again.

    I feel it happening again. It's like there is an ocean inside my brain and the tide is pulling all of my thoughts and my eyes to the right. I hope this is just because I am going to have a stressful tea party in 3 hours. You know, if I behave all the way, this doesn't happen...
    Allergic Allergic
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Jan 17, 2011

    Having a breakdown and feel trapped.

    No one is picking up, no one is replying and im really stuck. Why does this have to happen to me.
    Argo23 Argo23
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 3, 2014

    I just watches the movie "her"

    and i really felt like that type of technology should be real. I would love to have a friend who really understands and says everything right and understand me clearly. I would love to have that same connection with someone as the main character in the movie had. It was such an...
    cheffAri cheffAri
    26-30, M
    Jul 14, 2014

    Slipping Away

    I feel very disconnected from my life. It seems like my entire life is just a dream and one day I'm going to wake up and find that the last 7 years or so never actually happened. It worries me that I just drift along without really noticing my life passing by. Nothing seems real...
    platypusnoiz platypusnoiz
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 13, 2013

    Recently things haven't been good

    for me. I've been trying to push through and today was one attempt to gain some ground. I took a female friend to watch the Minions movie. Things were going great, I was having a good time. That was until one of the theater employees seemingly asked a mother and her young...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117
    22-25, M
    Jul 11, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2015

    where does this belong?

    It's so complex, every piece is morphing it feels like everything is cycling on itself inside
    anonimius anonimius
    18-21, M
    Sep 17, 2015

    Going Insane

    Im too young for this much stress, im 24, have 2 kids, a fiance with an incurable non contagious life time illness, a family who is at each others throats constantly, so called "friends" slagging me off behind my back, im broke, in debt, have felt like a person pleaser...
    beyondoverit beyondoverit
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 17, 2009

    I Need Help

    I am losing my mind I lived in the South and had a great 2008, I was a dancer living my dream, photoshoots, spreds, fashion shows and performances infront of over 10,000 people everyweek. I loved it. I was dating my boyfriend of 6 years and we finally decided to make the move...
    findr0ci findr0ci
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 24, 2009

    I'm one of those people

    that have this enormous imagination that gets dangerous at times. It's been happening before, but for the last week I've been sleeping tighter and dreaming very vividly. I managed to remember them all with enough detail it got terrifying. You'd think that if the dream isn't...
    TunedOut TunedOut
    18-21, F
    May 4, 2015

    Really starting to believe I am going crazy.

    . Some times my mind gets so messed up with thoughts I begin to believe are real that i mixed them up with what is real. Gets hard to tell what is in my mind and what isn't... It's mostly thoughts about how people see me, what they want from me and what they are really doing...
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    Omg I feel drunk of something lol in my room

    watching TV and listening to music in the other room so I'm doing both and I'm talking to myself and being crazy lol what's wrong with me? And I sounds like a dude cause of stupid allergies!!! :( I'm crazy!
    cheylovecory19 cheylovecory19
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    Well, it is probably from the result of my

    surroundings, which constantly put me in a state of despair, that I'm running away from reality. I loathe reality now. Thankfully, I didn't grow up in an environment where drugs were freely available, nor do I know anyone who can get me some. Because if I did, I knew I would...
    xancrish xancrish
    18-21
    May 3, 2014

    You bring my heart to life with your voice,

    your touch so hypnotizing, about to get lost with you but my minds playing tricks on me....
    Gardener1 Gardener1
    22-25, M
    Mar 22, 2014
    dreshany dreshany
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 25, 2014
    52die 52die
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014
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