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I Am Losing My Mind

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    Slipping Away

    I feel very disconnected from my life. It seems like my entire life is just a dream and one day I'm going to wake up and find that the last 7 years or so never actually happened. It worries me that I just drift along without really noticing my life passing by. Nothing seems real...
    platypusnoiz platypusnoiz 18-21 1 Response Jul 13, 2013

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    Well, it is probably from the result of my

    surroundings, which constantly put me in a state of despair, that I'm running away from reality. I loathe reality now. Thankfully, I didn't grow up in an environment where drugs were freely available, nor do I know anyone who can get me some. Because if I did, I knew I would...
    xancrish xancrish 18-21 May 3

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    SalmaChuu SalmaChuu 16-17, F 1 Response May 15

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    You bring my heart to life with your voice,

    your touch so hypnotizing, about to get lost with you but my minds playing tricks on me....
    Gardener1 Gardener1 22-25, M Mar 22

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    I wanna say **** everything

    and go run till oblivion x(
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles 18-21, F Aug 3

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    Cheating Husband

    just need some advise from anyone about a husband who can not be sexually active and still has an affair.
    lenahan lenahan 46-50 1 Response Feb 23, 2013

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    Hating My Life

    Nothing makes me happy. I am bored. I dont want to do this anymore, my house is a mess I have no job my husband is a jerk and my child which I love very much is a slob. My family throws their garbage, clothes, crumbs, boogers, scabs and everything else all over the house. I dont...
    caryn530 caryn530 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2013

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    jonahthewhale jonahthewhale 13-15, M 1 Response May 15

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    Im Losing It...

    slowly but surely... I feel myself becoming numb to things I used to be so sensitive too.. I dont feel like myself.. I feel like my sanity is dropping and is slowly turning into insanity.. I feel blank sometimes... I feel like ive been robbed of my emotions... at least...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 23, 2009

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    Don't Know Which Way to Turn.......

    My life right now should be all I've ever wanted...but , somehow, it's not.  I face problems, and not small ones, which ever way I turn.  There are many things to take into consideration...love, respect, security, freedom, responsibility, honesty....promises made...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Going Insane

    Im too young for this much stress, im 24, have 2 kids, a fiance with an incurable non contagious life time illness, a family who is at each others throats constantly, so called "friends" slagging me off behind my back, im broke, in debt, have felt like a person pleaser...
    beyondoverit beyondoverit 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    Slowly Sliping Away

    Every day I feel like I'm slowly Sliping away. I gess my life isn't as bad as mosts but its still hard when it seems like no one thinks that informing me about a thing is inportant. I will always put on a smile but when my friend calls me and talks about how a so called friend of...
    EternalHowling EternalHowling 13-15, F Jan 9, 2013

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    Lost In Another World

    My boyfriend and I "broke-up" in April, but we continued to see each other everyday. We still see each other everyday, and we aren't together, but we aren't not together. I live in one house and he in another. At first I thought it was going to be good for the both of us, have...
    CercoAiuta CercoAiuta 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2010

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    Losing My Mind

    Now don't get me wrong, I'm doing okay for the moment. but sometimes I feel as if I'm losing my mind. Maybe it's the depression that I suffer from, or maybe it's in my nature to just f-ing lose it. I'll admit, I get worried about my future...I feel as if my mind is slowly going...
    TheTopDawg TheTopDawg 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2011

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    Everything Seems To Be Falling On Me

    Today was a ruff day.  My wife told me that I was miserable.  That made me think that she doesn't care about me.  She stated that I can leave and shell still be able to find happiness without me.  How am I supposed to take that?  I would never say that to...
    LONELYBUTNICE LONELYBUTNICE 31-35 3 Responses Sep 12, 2010

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    Just another rant to hopefully clear my head.

    So, Friday went really well. I never went to my prom, so going with my friend to hers wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. We actually both had fun and it was great to see her smile for once because she doesn't do it enough. Anyhow, it was great until the end of the...
    AnInfamousDerka AnInfamousDerka 18-21, M May 12

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    I Need Help

    I am losing my mind I lived in the South and had a great 2008, I was a dancer living my dream, photoshoots, spreds, fashion shows and performances infront of over 10,000 people everyweek. I loved it. I was dating my boyfriend of 6 years and we finally decided to make the move...
    findr0ci findr0ci 26-30 5 Responses Feb 24, 2009

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    Is it just me or is there more people

    that are going insane? I hear voices of a man telling me what to do and it ain't my father. I see dead people and it scares me!
    AngelZane224 AngelZane224 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Well, it is probably from the result of my

    surroundings, which constantly put me in a state of despair, that I'm running away from reality. I loathe reality now. Thankfully, I didn't grow up in an environment where drugs were freely available, nor do I know anyone who can get me some. Because if I did, I knew I would...
    xancrish xancrish 18-21 May 3

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    I Don't Love My Husband

    I don't love my husband. I don't think I have ever loved him. I care for him but there is no "love". I married him out of sympathy. He makes me guilty for some reason for everything and makes me feel like my way of thinking or reasoning is not the right way and I used...
    montygirl montygirl 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 23, 2009

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    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F May 3

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    Losing It All

    i try each and every day to do it's right ...i get up early and make her lunch ..and i spend hours trying to get her up for school ..i do everything that a parent should do ..and still she doesn't want to go ..she is far to big to just pick up and take to school ...every school...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Shattering

    there are rumors floating around school about me that I'm gay watch **** and wack off.(witch isn't true) allso that I'm a perv.I have allao been bullied all my life and its really starting to deteriorate my personality and sanity.My name is Cody and I'm 14 (about to go into high...
    HalfbornLycan HalfbornLycan 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 3, 2013

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    I feel like I am verging on insanity.

    If I keep prodding and keep living this useless life, I will go insane. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's real, and I don't know how to deal.
    sesi1116 sesi1116 22-25, F 1 Response May 11

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    Nyarlathotep

    I think im going to remember something important soon and that might be it.Im afraid itll push me over the edge...but I try not to think about it. let me try to explain things abit i dont remember alot of my childhood but fragments are returning.i havent been truly happy or...
    Rubedo Rubedo 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

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    I'm afraid at some point in the future I'll get

    mixed up between daydreams/thoughts and reality
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    Clinically Depressed

    My life is the best its ever been and I am miserably depressed.   I'm not just sad about one thing or another, I'm just depressed.  Everything is wrong.  I dont trust people, or the world, or myself.  I have anxiety to the point that I have physical...
    dammityall dammityall 26-30 1 Response Jun 29, 2009

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    I just watches the movie "her"

    and i really felt like that type of technology should be real. I would love to have a friend who really understands and says everything right and understand me clearly. I would love to have that same connection with someone as the main character in the movie had. It was such an...
    cheffAri cheffAri 26-30, M Jul 14

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    Everything is happening way to fast.

    .. again. I know my family is just trying to help, but doing things on their time usually means it is done super fast! I signed a lease for a house and I am moving 2000 miles away from home, but I didn't plan on actually moving until at least the first of August. Of course...
    sunniedays89 sunniedays89 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Not Again.

    I feel it happening again. It's like there is an ocean inside my brain and the tide is pulling all of my thoughts and my eyes to the right. I hope this is just because I am going to have a stressful tea party in 3 hours. You know, if I behave all the way, this doesn't happen...
    Allergic Allergic 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    Always thinking everyday,

    did I do wrong or did I do right?
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 1 Response Jul 29

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    Don'T Know Where To Go!!

    Help!! Today was a bad day. I felt anxious, aggitated, and angry all day. I guess its because I am around people who do not appreciate me as a person. When that happens i have thoughts of wanting to hurt myself or other people. This is not normal right. Sometimes I even...
    q4quality q4quality 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2013

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    Well, it is probably from the result of my

    surroundings, which constantly put me in a state of despair, that I'm running away from reality. I loathe reality now. Thankfully, I didn't grow up in an environment where drugs were freely available, nor do I know anyone who can get me some. Because if I did, I knew I would...
    xancrish xancrish 18-21 May 3

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    Do you really know what it's like to die?

    And don give me pretentious philosophical bs about how technically everyone is dying every second. Ha and they thought that I acted as if the devil may care then. I'm even more so now but they still do not understand. Live fast die young but it's not by choice haha! It's so sad...
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M 1 Response May 3

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    Chaotic Thoughts Come Over Me And Go Like A Spell

    I get these weird feelings sometimes when I can't find something or when I get distressed. I do silly things like can't remember if I took my medication for the day or not and it was like it was only 10 minutes go and I get these weird sensation headaches and what to cry I forget...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Apr 20, 2011

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    I Need Out

    It's been about four years and I've been doing the same thing in the same place around the same people. I'm tired of it, and I'm unmotivated. I've never stuck with anything in my life for longer than a year, so I'm really trying to stick with the career training and just tough it...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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    i hate my parents. i'm not overreacting.

    i'm not a "you are ruining my life" kind of girl but these ******* morons ARE RUINING my life. i was in a little car accident. YES the stupid jerk who was driving was 17 and drunk, YES we were 7 people in one car, YES we were being STUPID but it's not like we planned for things...
    KatieRosess KatieRosess 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    I Am Tired Of People

    I am fairly young.. and the youth that I did have I gave away by worrying and being distracted by other people.  My partner is wonderful.. I love him dearly.. but since we have been together we have done nothing but be consumed by all of his family members.  It has...
    iamnothappy iamnothappy 26-30 3 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    I Am Loosing A Part Of Me, Funeral Invitations Are In The Works O_o Lol

    to be honest i am close to loosing my mindor some part of me which has the job of my ego /personality/past life so therefore this journey means i am near the breaking point,it means i am close to the endwhich will give birth to my beginning :)with me courage to see that which...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 6 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    I... I just don't know anymore.

    .. I've lost my partner - not literally, but he barely comes home anymore, and when he does i can't seem to connect with him. *sigh*. Just... The twins are healthy and all - two girls, Lucrezia and antoinette. But i just... I'm so empty. I have no idea why i feel so empty, but...
    poliwhirlandicecream poliwhirlandicecream 18-21, M Feb 14

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    I Beat Heroin And Got My Life Back But I Feel Like Im Losing My Mind

    Sorry if  this is short and sweet but right at this moment my whole life is disintegrating before my eyes and I fell powerless to stop it.  Ive worked EXTREMELY hard to get where I am, I was a heroin addict for ten years spent a lot of my adult life in and out of...
    adamsgoneawol adamsgoneawol 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 2, 2010

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    It's 1 AM. I'm crying in my grandma's kitchen.

    I'm not really sure why. My heart just really hurts. It's heavy with a grief that I have no explanation for. My thoughts are racing. I'm afraid to talk to anyone around me. The only person I want to talk to right now is my doctor or any doctor but I can't see one until next...
    SarabearPark SarabearPark 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16

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    TheAnonymousINFP TheAnonymousINFP 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 17

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    A skunk sprayed around my house,

    and I'm very sad about that. Well, not really sad, but you see, it's smells terrible! Why??! I just hope the sent clears out very Very VERY soon.. Does anybody have tricks? I think bleach helps?
    TheAnonymousINFP TheAnonymousINFP 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    It is killing me to know

    that my life so messed up and finding me wander in all directions with no where to head to. I find myself think that i have had it for real as wish if the friends i was talking through ep. I would meet and walk with daily or once a week and can talk and keep enjoying life with...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I suddenly found my self gay

    and i hate it .. How to marry someone straight?
    subbbbbb subbbbbb 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    Actually

    i lost it a longass time ago.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Jul 2, 2011

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    Losing It and Sinking Into Depression

    Well lets see, I live in a boring town.  Years ago I had quite a few friends, a good job, a house,  and a girlfriend.   Well my girlfriend had to move back home because her mom was sick, which was an hour away.  Then my roommate started to be a *****, and...
    JakeRyan JakeRyan 26-30 5 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Detached And Tired.

    I sleep for 12+ hours sometimes. I leave my house only to go to work. I come home, eat, sit alone in my room until 4 or 5 in the morning and go back to sleep. I experience short periods of time during which I am slightly detached from reality. For the most part, I consider myself...
    Sunshinedust Sunshinedust 18-21, F Nov 18, 2012

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