I Am Losing The Will To Live

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    I've never drank and alcoholic drink

    specifically for stress relief before, but I'm considering doing it.. //Oops..
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat
    16-17, T
    Apr 23, 2015

    I don't understand what is happening.

    I don't desire anything in this world. Literally. I am so numb and sad and depressed. I feel like maybe I'm not human. I don't enjoy people, tv, fun things. Nothing can make me content. What has gone wrong. Has anyone else been where I am? Does it get better. Think I'm dying...
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    26-30
    Apr 25, 2015

    So about ten minutes ago,

    I went around the neighborhood asking neighbors I knew if there was any housework I could do for them for a little pay. A little pay being like two dollars to clean a toilet and six to help in the back yard. There is literally no food in my house and I'm really trying to find...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat
    16-17, T
    Apr 23, 2015
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