I Am Lost About My Life

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    Cant get over him #2

    This is the update... Normally people would say things about how its got better; but after more then a year, i dont think that it has. I got comments on they kno and dont kno how this feels. Well i wish i knew how i felt. Well jus to let yall know, i still havent got over him...
    behkii behkii
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2010

    Directions?

    I am afraid that my life is going to pass me by and when it does I will have done nothing for no one on this earth. I feel that I have no purpose for being here and I should just die and get it over with. Sometimes I don't feel this way but here lately the way everyone has been...
    justawish justawish
    16-17
    5 Responses May 30, 2009

    Moving Forward

    Most of my life has been one horror after another. Beginning from the age of 4 and up. Childhood filled with horrors that would make a best selling novel. There was a time when all I could do was lay on floor crying. Then, through receiving the treatment I needed I was able to at...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 13, 2011

    My Life

    My life,It's lost,My next trick,Findin' it again,When I do,Sure as hell,Ain't losin' it again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 28, 2012

    Which Path Do I .... Chose Thats Right For Me

    Two paths  and I can only cxhoose one I used to beleive the right path was the one is the one with the glowing energy balls the dark creature just enjoying life. But now i am growing up and noticing everything does'nt turn up the way it loooks like . For instance I 'm tall...
    harboraqua harboraqua
    13-15, F
    Jun 20, 2010

    I Was Lost And Now Take responsibility For My Reality.

    For most of my life I have gone through phases of feeling like I know exactly what I want to do and then something happening and being catapulted back to the lost sea of my own psyche. That lost feeling is suffering to me, it feels terrible. I feel like I have no place in the...
    MelodieofMovement MelodieofMovement
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 9, 2010

    Almost Over...

     So things have been getting better after i told my parents what happened. and what he had done, he had taken advantage of me when i was vulnerable when he knew i was to young to completly understand. So with the help of friends I have been praying more than i have ever in...
    illneverforgetwhathappened illneverforgetwhathappened
    18-21
    Dec 15, 2010

    i found out my dad isnt my biological dad

    when i was 9 and i have felt sort of left out since i discovered this. my mom got pregnant 3 months before she got married and then dad ran away when she was 6 months pregnant. they had only dated a few months :P when i turned 2 my mom remarried and then divorced when i was 5...
    alonealot alonealot
    16-17
    1 Response Aug 11, 2014

    Talking to a lot if you in here made me think

    more about my life. I think I'm bi-curious and would like to find a woman I could associate with. Please no fakes and I would love for her to respect my privacy. If I can begin to know and trust I will show myself. I'm just too afraid to be outed. Please be at least 21 :).
    liquorxsmile liquorxsmile
    26-30, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    SO CONFUSED!!

    NOT about my baby daddy(chris) this time ... this is about my recent relationship... I had a boyfriend which is now my ex(X) for almost a year and a half. He was great and loving but i felt that my heart was never completely his(X) because it still belong to chris. I tried to...
    behkii behkii
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2010

    I spent NY's in bed, sleeping.

    I am not sure where my life is heading right now.
    sweetheartss sweetheartss
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2015

    I Lost My Life Goals Help

    Hello there, I'm 17 years old and I think I lost my life goals... My parents are divorced, I can live with that. My mother is living in Portugal, and I'm living with my dad and sister in Canada. My dad is an hot headed person, basically the minor thing results in a discussion...
    lifeproblemsteen lifeproblemsteen
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 21, 2013

    What the Hell......

    So,   I am healthy, not bad looking, intelligent, live in an awesome place, have a healthy, perfect son.................WHY am I so miserable??????    I have no stability, no friends, no passion about anything.    If you saw me walking down...
    flatliner flatliner
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2008

    Days...

    I guess it started when my dad left my mother when I was eleven years old, I just got angry with him and it fractured me. I have always been a nice person and it's not like my life is bad, I have a place to live, I can afford food, and all the little things I need. I just have no...
    Jan 20, 2013

    Cant Get Over Him

    Me and my ex have been truely brokin up over a year. Between that time we have both tried to make it work for our baby. I never stop loving him but he thought he wasnt ready to settle down. After everything he has put me threw, youd think anybody is smart enough just to...
    behkii behkii
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2009

    That's It?

    I worked hard in my life, and i was proud.  I knew where i was going, knew how to get it, and I was going to get it.Then somehow i lost all my confidence. reality sets in, and i was forced to face it.  But another part of me is saying, the me before would have never...
    commond commond
    22-25
    1 Response Jan 25, 2010

    i live in a dreamworld ,

    im lost in my head, i want to hide away from the realworld, i have depression,i lack confidence, i have a terrible memory,i have seizures 3-4 a month. i am male 43, a loner , i barely have a social life. im technically still a virgin, my heads a mess, i am so shy i live in a...
    defoekeane defoekeane
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    ...this Is Life...?

    Is this all life is..? Looking back on everything you’ve ever done and wondering what if or why? Reflecting on every thing that you’ve ever done and feeling guilty about things you cannot or could not change, neither then nor now. Theres nothing here in this life im...
    MakeMeFamous331 MakeMeFamous331
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 6, 2009

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