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I Am Lost and Cannot Find My Center

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    Out of Balance

    There is just something wrong.  I have no focus and it has taken me a lot of reflection to see that.  My moods are so far to the left or to the right.  Well, if the “left” is sadness and the “right” is hostility, then I must retract that...
    wikkedirish wikkedirish 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    Help! I Cant Find Myself

    The title says it all. Im lost and i try to find myself ive done yoga meditation and just tried to think of things i like and when i think i find myself i lose it and sometimes it was never me. Maybe me is jus messed up but i was me when i was young i lost her when i was about 5...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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    Struggle Within

    The beast within me is asleep once again.  How long will it stay that way?  How much longer can I keep him at bay?    I try not to feed this beast with my hate. I will not sate its thirst with alcohol.  The beast fears no man, and at times like this, I...
    wikkedirish wikkedirish 31-35, M 5 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    MPD With No Host

    I feel I do not have a real me or center person.  I have DID of MPD, but I have come to the conclusion we are all alters and maybe the host is dormant or simply quite exsiting when I was very young.  We all share the same memories but have always made group descions on...
    allofus allofus 46-50, M Apr 28, 2009

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    I Want To Be Alone

    I have a feeling that I hate most people, because I think they are cruel and mean and they want to hurt me. I am so nervous around people, but I hide behind a mask of a strong and condident person. But, inside me, there is a broken and scared child, who is looking for care, love...
    BigChild BigChild 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 17, 2011

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    I wish I had all the answers to understand

    why I feel so depressed and lost. I tried denying to myself that I'm not depressed which only left me feeling worse, instead off accepting my feelings and dealing with them has had far worse repurcasions. People don't want to hear if you tell them you are depressed, this has...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2014

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    Since long I am travelling tired

    and weary through the paths of darkness I urge you show me the light. In my eyes are only visions of dreadful dark nights I plea to you blossom in them golden lights as vibrant flowers smiles bathing in morning dew. With your graceful uplifting words help me erase my fearful...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 8, 2014

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    Stumbling In The Dark

    I have never had a perfect marriage, but thought we would be together till the end. I foolishly engulfed myself in my husband, our sons and our business. Two years ago I noticed a huge change in my husband. Now he tells me he wants out. I am realing from this, as I have stood...
    katlady66 katlady66 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2010

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    It seems like for as long as I can remember I have had this desperate desire to find something that would make my life feel complete and worthwhile and for me it has always been...
    granger85 granger85 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It is true. I want what i want but I will never find it. I won't tell u what it is
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    and that is true Love. I have never know what Love is but i want love
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    He wasn't just my dad but my whole entire world! its been 1 year and 2 months since my daddy left me i was only 12 when I lost my dad he took apart of me that I'll never find again...
    dadsbabygirl211201 dadsbabygirl211201 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I cannot live without my imagination. When things suck big time I imagine they will get better. I imagine the future being brighter. This does help me from feeling hopeless and it...
    WingsoftheDove WingsoftheDove 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    He called before the brain surgery, warmly recounted the way he thought our friendship changed his life, and thanked me for everything. He has a new baby daughter. I cannot stop...
    FrictionFractal FrictionFractal 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Almost two years ago I lost my Mother to cancer and it took a toll on me. It was soo sudden and by the time they found out that she had it she was already in stage 4. We found out...
    naturalwoman2 naturalwoman2 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Amsterdam-yhteytta Center Amsterdam, jossa vaaditaan tunnusnumero 14020 Amsterdamin kaupunginvaltuuston tulevat, kayttaa TalentPitch sovellus tyokalu juuri yhteytta center...
    lenardico lenardico 26-30, M Mar 20

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    I had a short term relationship with God the Father. Although I've been raised in church most of my life. I cried out to God for forgiveness one day while laying on the couch. I...
    dbrewer31 dbrewer31 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I forsaw him dying and almost to the year it happened., I was in a furniture store two weeks ago and I felt like I was having a heart attack,At the same time exactly across the...
    Alanasma73 Alanasma73 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm actually 13 and just lost my v-card to my 15 year old boyfriend two days ago at a party with 6 other "sleeping" people in the room was great! Felt no pain didn't bleed but...
    mady3 mady3 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    First off congrats to everyone here! I have lost a lot of weight but my question is does anyone still have low self esteem after. I mean I buy new clothes should be so happy but...
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 18

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    At the beginning of this school year, I read a bit of Carl G. Jung's "Liber Novus." I talked to my soul, if that is what it is. I saw a darkness within myself. It wasn't a bad...
    oakenbras oakenbras 18-21, M Mar 9

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    I'm feeling certain I'm going mad today. My mind won't stop thinking but it cannot think of the right thing to do. I have been like this to please everyone, to be the good daughter...
    vwoolf53 vwoolf53 22-25, F Mar 16

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    I have $20 in my pocket, and that's it. I have no home any longer. I have no family to go to, I have no close friends to go to, I have no guidance or support I can count on. Every...
    kristenvslife kristenvslife 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    You never thought you' d be in this situation. All your life you' ve been dreaming about this knight and shining armor who would come and sweep you off your feet. Finally, he came...
    purpletearsfall purpletearsfall 36-40, F Mar 13

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    Lost in my forever lasting battle between myself. in the never ending battle that me yes me who moans at lost Lost confused about the road ahead, alone without anyone to guide me...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 23

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    Hello everybody who thinks they lost their salvation, impossible no matter what it is impossible how did you lose it or better yet where did you lose it, God will not bless you...
    scrupulosity777 scrupulosity777 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Never thought I'd actually consider it but maybe I will try a career in modeling. Maybe I'll find happiness along the way...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    How are we supposed to find love when society has smeared the line between love and lust so much that we have forgotten the distance. I just want someone who loves my intellect and...
    maemusic maemusic 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    im not sure if il ever stop grieving but one day I will. its harder as the seasons change & everyone is out during the nice weather..but not me ill be home missing you & thinking...
    MyraTomPhil MyraTomPhil 26-30 59 mins ago

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    It is tonight again.Just Myself and nobodyshe is such a lovely thing….It is quiet, and we sit sipping wine.The SUN has been laid to rest.the water’s cover has been...
    nocool nocool 41-45, M 1 Response 47 mins ago

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    I have always cherished the idea of love; of having someone that you love so much that they bring out the best traits in you and they make you want to become a better person. I...
    sammymater sammymater 18-21, F Mar 3

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    I want to warn people strongly: stay on the paths already paved in tradition or stay on the ONE path you have chosen and do not let anyone kick you off it. I can not stress this...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well, I often find myself lost and bored All The TIME. But when That happens i put on my headphones and listen to music and it feels right. But i take the headphones out, it all...
    ZeldaNerd ZeldaNerd 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    Is it sad so that the only time I ever remembered bawling like a baby was when my cat was put to sleep? I mean, I lost most of my family coming out of the closet, My boyfriend...
    Iamlyingtoyou Iamlyingtoyou 22-25, M Mar 6

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    I feel totally stupid useless I don't know I don't care lost lonely understatement I just want to give up I don't want to be here anymore I'm so done I hate it I hate people no...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F Mar 6

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    I lost my husband my love my soul to cancer November 2014 Tribute to my dear husband. Today marks fore month since the death of my dear husband . It was on this same day that I...
    toha1 toha1 22-25, F Mar 8

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    I lost a friend again, today. This wasn't the first time happened to me but it hurts knowing that I am poor at keeping things close. It wasn't easy for me to find a person who...
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F Mar 8

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    It's time for republican to confirm Loretta Lynch as our new AG! We all know that Republicans have been stalling this nomination at every turn. It has now been 129 days since...
    padraig17325 padraig17325 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    HOW TO REPENT. we do not do it with our own strength, but by the strength God has given us through his son Jesus. God knows we cant have a perfect repentance, if we did then there...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I have been in and out of treatment for mental health for 10 years. I start 30-90 days at a residential treatment center thiss Tuesday. I would appreciate your good vibes/prayers...
    pencil88 pencil88 18-21 1 Response Mar 21

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