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I Am Lost and Confused and Devastated

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    They Say, They Want, They Need...

    Not wanting to have a future or stay there. I am such a disgrace, a dishonour, a pile of obsolete thoughts that mingle in a world that needs no more of me, to redo and try is not an option anymore, for me that all doors have been closed and made of me dust, just dust piled in a...
    belpeol belpeol
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2012

    I Don't Know What To Think

    I've been dating this guy for 2 years now and we live together, but this Christmas we had to spend it apart because he said he had work and we wanted to spend it with our own families. Which is completely fine, but that day he would not say "I love you" at all, even...
    TallButShort TallButShort
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2009

    Hit By A Train

    Wow where to start.. For the past 7 years I have had one thing after another happen. My son and I was in a rollover crash after hitting black ice, he flew out of the vehicle and broke his t-5 and t-9. he was a college football player on a fullride schlorship. Then I found a...
    chaneyk chaneyk
    46-50, F
    Oct 31, 2009

    Please Read This: I Need Help Now

    Disclaimer:  This is not to make light of those who are truly feeling lost, confused and/or devastated.  I've been there, done that, and it wasn't pretty.  This story is just a little over the top thing about a matter that does actually plague me and make me upset, but it isn...
    milkynips milkynips
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 30, 2011

    I Wish I Knew...

    Ever since my last suicide attempt, stopped by a friend here on EP, I've been wandering too much about my life, remembering things, awful things, and saddening things. And recently, some phrases some people have said to me such as "Definitively, life would not be the same...
    belpeol belpeol
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

    I Cannot Find My Way.....

    My wife and I have been married for 13 going on 14 years and we have had our share of problems.  We have worked through them and we have come to a bump in the road.  Actually a sink hole.  She texted me the other day that she wanted to separate and would stay in...
    silver2001 silver2001
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 4, 2009


    I am lost and confused and devastated by the death of what used to be my family. After a basic explosion over the weekend which resulted in my husband being arrested, my children from my previous marriage going back to live with their dad, and me being left alone with my 5 year...
    littleredlv littleredlv
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2009

    Am Truly Confused And Lost

    After so many years of dating,i have been betrayed by so many guys and let down. Finally i find that special guy that makes me happy,we ve been 2geda for almost 3 and 1/2 years. Am a committed christain but he's a muslim,he want me to change to a muslim so that i will...
    breaktru26 breaktru26
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2010

    Why Why Scared

    I am not sure where to start. I have a long history. Probably the best place, is the worst part of my life. My daughter started using meth around the age of 14. She graduated to IV and later to heroin. I had her arrested so many times, as a juvenile, for assaulting me, dealing...
    RoyalDutchess RoyalDutchess
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2010

    My Story........

    Hell, almost everyone here knows my's been all over EP...but for those who don't know, I met  and fell in love with a friend on EP.  I fell so deeply in love with this man, I left my 20 year marriage, I left my mom and dad when he was having bypass surgery, I...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    22 Responses Sep 4, 2009
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