I Am Lost and Confused

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 47 People

    I'm sure there are many people

    who are going to read this and can relate. If you can relate, I am truly sorry. I feel so depressed but the thing is, I don't feel pain because of this. I feel a constant emptiness. It's almost a numb kind of feeling. I can't stop crying. The self hate is making me sink deeper...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2014

    I'm 21. I don't know

    if this is a phase, or if I will always be this way. I have lived with my parents till now and they were a little extreme on the obsessive-control part. Too many rules that made little sense (they are very, very superstitious and religious), and they wanted me to be what they...
    xancrish xancrish
    May 2, 2014

    When I was younger I was addicted to drugs

    and cutting myself. I pulled myself out of it... But my little brother followed my footsteps. I always promised him I'd be there for him. Now I'm 19 and my brother is 17. This year has took a turn for the worse. My little brother over dosed. I hate myself because I wasn't there...
    ryanreid19 ryanreid19
    22-25, M
    Dec 4, 2013

    Lost and Confused.

    i never know what to do. i never know what to say or how to act.  i always feel lonely like no ones there. i always feel unloved because so many people try to kick me down when i'm already on the ground. i miss a guy i will never forget and don't think i will ever stop being...
    gothicromantic gothicromantic
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2009

    Married 10 Years, Not Sure What To Do Now.

    My husband and I got married just shy of ten years ago, I was 16 going on 17, he was 18. We dated for 9 months and had an intense fire , I got pregnant. However I loved him , like love at first sight- from day 1. He says it was not that way for him and it was sometime between...
    kwdrtdsbdgnd kwdrtdsbdgnd
    26-30, F
    Sep 10, 2010

    Divorce Pls Think It Through First

    We have been together for 8 years. Our marriage got labelled as troublesome and problematic. I worked from home and hubby work from, well where ever he could - as in my eyes he was a workaholic and didnt give a damm aboud his family's emotional needs. I got sick of being married...
    fairywingsanddevilhorns fairywingsanddevilhorns
    26-30, F
    Nov 4, 2009

    Not Sure

    I just don't know what I'm thinking, or where I want to go.. if you look at me from the outside you'd think I have everything under control.. that I know exactly what I'm doing.. but that's anything but the truth, and I hide that from everyone, I keep my shell, I'm the popular...
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick
    22-25, F
    Oct 14, 2013

    Divorce and Reality

    There are so many reasons why I want to divorce my husband. I so miss the man he used to be and the relationship we had. I need to tell him I want a divorce, but I also know that we must share our home for now, due to finances. I am confused because he is disabled and I don't...
    Bananafone Bananafone
    46-50, F
    Sep 12, 2009
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