I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings

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    On day, I'll cry, I'll cry everything out of my

    body the pain, the scars, the insults, the mistreated, everything little thing that ever made me unhappy, scared, hate life. And when I'm done rinse everything and never look back.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 17, 2015

    I need help. My Waze doesn't work here.

    I guess it would actually help if I knew where I was supposed to go.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    Most of the time I'm really happy

    but then they're are time where I get really sad and I mean like I will contemplate self harming again or sometimes suicide. I just feel really **** and I feel like there is no point in me but I don't know anymore. I don't even know why I wrote this. I don't know how to explain...
    JoshKilbride2 JoshKilbride2
    16-17, M
    Aug 17, 2015

    ive grown so accustomed to just being quiet .

    past two years I havent been in controle of myself . ive just been going where I need and doing what I need to do . but I have no life outside . nothing . ive been here for two years and not a friend I could turn to . so I bottle it up . and now two years down the road I feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 5, 2015

    What is "LOVE"?... How do you know

    if your in love or not? How soon is too soon to say "I love you"?. My boyfriend is always on my mind. He's my everything....but if people say that my love for him(our relationship) is just PUPPY LOVE, then i guess idk what Love is atm. im so confused.
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2015

    I'm hurt all the time.

    I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on. Anyone find me! Anyone care! I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore. I feel unheard and unseen...
    nivanvc nivanvc
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    I'm drowning in darkness

    and sadly I don't know if I'll win this fight.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 9, 2014

    “‟Whatever we may do

    or attempt, despite the embrace and transports of love, the hunger of the lips, we are always alone. I have dragged you out into the night in the vain hope of a moment's escape from the horrible solitude which overpowers me. But what is the use! I speak and you answer me, and...
    OverwhelmedinFL OverwhelmedinFL
    31-35, F
    Oct 23, 2015
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    Sometimes it just seems like my whole

    perception of life is often just an illusion that my mind puts on to distract me from what is really going on. its only hard to imagine the truth .
    blueboy23 blueboy23
    18-21, M
    Sep 14, 2015

    My emotions confuse me.

    My mind is a jumbled mess. I can't think. I don't feel sadness anymore, I just feel nothing. Numb. Completely disconnected from the world around me. The loneliness feels safe, yet I desperately want to feel a connection.
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2016

    "When you think we're lost,

    we're exploring". ;)
    mssparkles mssparkles
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2015

    I used to be a happy,

    bubbly, exciting girl but now I feel empty, numb and weak. They're are so many things wrong with my past, present and more than likely my future. I'm finding it hard to deal with my day to day life and pray that one day everything will fall into place before it's too late. I've...
    bethscottt bethscottt
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

    I don't know what to do anymore I just feel

    lost in my life, sometimes I think God exists and sometimes I'm like " shut up silly he Does not exist" I feel lost without religion yet I can't find the right one.
    zoozii zoozii
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    my mom is like unbelievable ,

    ,she said I can't hang out with one of of my guy friends just because I have a boyfriend ,,and this kid is one of my guy friends 😞
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2014

    I am i really am.... i

    even just want to kinda end it all right now just so i can make the rest of the world happy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 2, 2016

    Running...through destination toward the

    journey Stopping...to rest at the transition of a catalyst I walk...through the towns asleep within the dreams of their own creation I crawl...at the desolate landscapes that enslave my fellow wanderers Escaping...through thick thickets of thorny brush that wraps around my...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2016

    To feel nothing&everything at the same time is

    unexplainable. To escape from reality&the heartwrenching pain of what may have you is all I have ever known to do. To numb myself initially has me feeling nothing,but simultaneously feeling 10x the emotion causing uncontrollable crying.
    Sugasug Sugasug
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 28, 2015
    sarawoods sarawoods
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    I have a clear idea of what I want to do with

    my life; I have a sense of direction and I am working towards achieving my goals. However, there's still this part of me that feels very lost and alone and I just don't know what to do or how I could get rid of those feelings. I am not even sure if I fully understand them. It...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 2, 2014

    I wish there were a map to life.

    I seem to spend so much time and energy trying to please others and make others happy that I neglect to address the issue of myself. I'm like a sailor without a compass, a Tin Man without a heart, a lion without being brave and I seem to be a Dorothy who just wants to click...
    friendlygent friendlygent
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    my boyfriend and i have been dating

    for 7 month and he still gets iffy when i touch his phone...not for even 30 seconds..i dont think he's cheating on me or anything but he do talk to his female co-workers here and there since he's a supervisor. how do i let myself to understand that he need his privacy...
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    My mind is every where.

    ..it is no where....it is all over... My emotions rage like a fire...then silent like ice...then somber of a summer breeze.....then hard as the dark, cold night.... I am lost, lost in my mind, lost in my emotions that are all over the place...I feel so much...then I feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 4, 2015

    I am still in dream..

    . I like to I expecting Everyday I wanna have coffee and cigarettes in my dream....
    skyglad skyglad
    26-30, M
    Apr 15, 2016

    I am lost. My mind wanders too much

    and thinks non stop. I can't organize them sometimes because I always feel like each one of them should take priority....
    lotstodeal lotstodeal
    22-25, F
    Dec 30, 2014

    I drive myself crazy.

    Most of the time I don't know what is real and what I am making up in my mind. I get too attached to people and get hurt easily. I trust others to much and am too caring. 95% of the time it backfires which I truly hate.. My mind never sleeps, I stay with crazy thoughts of what...
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    I am really in my feelings today

    and I'm just in a fck everyone mood. I hate that some men are insensitive and rude. I don't know why I bother at times because I had always had bad experiences when it comes to men. It's more than a situation with a boyfriend. It's all my relationships! Dad, brothers, friends...
    MarvelMagic MarvelMagic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    my mind wanders to moments with

    You anticipating, but anticipating what? blinded, but sensing Your presence hearing You breathe, makes me hold my breath and breathe harder all at the same time aw, You are near, barely touching but touching all of me lost am i in You, in a single moment feeling, releasing...
    gingerlymaid gingerlymaid
    46-50, F
    May 29, 2015

    I wouldn't say lost. People cant relate to me

    per say. So then has me thinking a lot.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 17, 2015

    i feel that i cant think straight,

    i feel that i cant filter what words will i talk to i feel that being silence is best for everything than say something stupid that my hurt someone or make me regret i dont know how to express this.
    chocolattee chocolattee
    26-30, M
    Dec 29, 2014

    Like dust to the wind.

    ..blowing scattered, I am lost ..... Like a tree without riots feel like I am wilting away, don't know where to dig my roots in, where do I fit in? Where do really call home? Like glass hitting the floor, smashing in a million pieces, as are my feelings, emotions....I am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 23, 2015

    Eye be trapped in mind eye be trapped in my

    mind all the fuckking time eye be trapped in my mind...
    1kingdarkness 1kingdarkness
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014

    I honestly don't know what I really want right

    now. I don't understand my own self sometimes. These feelings and emotions that I can't express and let it out it suffocates me.
    ssangvellies ssangvellies
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2016

    I think hard I get so lost in my head sometimes

    so many things in my head and it saddens me I can't connect them there's no structure to it there's no definite meaning just rambles
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2015

    I used to be that girl

    who can keep things together. I used to know what I wanted. I used to have my own specific ways on how I wanted things to be done. As I opened up to the world, or as I let people in, I started to question things and now I don't know where I actually am and what is up. I am...
    zrylism zrylism
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 16, 2014

    I lost my feelings when I was 7 years old

    because of my mom and now I'm with my dad but I don't feel but sad and depressed . I want to feel love because when I read manga or books they say it's a nice thing but not sure if I can feel it any more because I don't have a crush . I kindda like not having feelings because I...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2014
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