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I Am Lost In Life

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    Fragile And Broken

    I lie awake into another nightmare. And I can’t find a place to lay my head. I tried to close my eyes but sorrow keeps me awake. It creeps inside slowly that I don’t even notice the tears starts flowing. I tried to make it go away, but still misery finds a way. There’s...
    warriortears warriortears 22-25 6 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    Okay so I'm 19 years old

    and a female and I want to be adopted into a loving home since a young age I was placed in a care made un wanted I've been up for adoption twice which both failed I'm just a normally human living independtly and wants to be loved and cared about this was me as a baby 😊
    daisydoo567 daisydoo567 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    Take a breath. Life is hard.

    But well make it :) to anyone who's going through depression, low self esteem, internal struggles that are masked by your false content I'm here for you ;) I understand you because I am all those things but when I look at the sun painted across the sky it gives me hope :). I...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M May 30, 2014

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    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I suppose you could say I'm lost.

    ? I'm not really sure where to go for where I am. Everyone I know is moving on wards and upwards and I feel stuck, trying to recreate past memories, trying to be happy with my past self. But none of it is working. I mean I feel okay, I act normally but every now and again I...
    AtaliaSails AtaliaSails 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like killing someone,

    I've been told multiple times I'm worthless, nothing, just another body taking up space in this world. I've been pushed. Beat. One time I was at a restaurant with a friend and she punched me and made it look like I was in the wrong, that moment I realized people were wicked...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I came to a recent understanding about my time.

    I am not to live by my own free will. My natural instinct directs me in a way that made me come to realize its not my own feelings I choose to live by but its the guidance of its creation that leads this life I thought I called my own. We share this body,we share this time and...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 27, 2014

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    how can we love ourself

    when we don't know who we are?
    cascadesky cascadesky 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 4, 2014

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    I want to feel like I am someone's favorite.

    I want to be one person's, favorite person in the world, and they are mine. Love is the most important asset (I think) a person can have, if it is a true love. But it's so hard to find. Being in love, & spending your life with the person who wants to grow old with you, makes...
    DrexelFloriene DrexelFloriene 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Oh am I lost, I have been lost

    for years. I feel like I barely know myself anymore. I have this 'idea' of who I am, who I want to be, but the world doesn't know who I am. I don't show who I am or act or live the way I want to. I feel like there are two sides to myself, the side who loves life and knows what...
    kateegirl kateegirl 22-25, F Feb 25

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    Where I Belong?

    they say i belong in a mental asylum and i just think what have i become. as i cry all they do is sigh. they give me pills and hope that it will kill, all my emotions. slowly as my mind starts to blur ,all i say is it was the Atlantic ocean. was it that ocean, that caused all...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 11 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    Sometimes I want to scream just to feel the

    sound leaving my body. Then for once someone will hear me when I make a sound. I'll be important for that split second even if it is just because they are wondering if I'm insane. No I'm not crazy just lonely and sad. Don't mind me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23

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    That feeling when u feel no one is

    for you in this world :((
    zheiy zheiy 31-35, F 3 Responses May 1, 2014

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    Sometimes I wonder, what's the point in life?

    We're all gonna die anyways..
    zareenatoor zareenatoor 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Those days when you can't

    even type how you feel. So blank. I don't know what to say. Life is tough.
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    All the time. I'm a software engineer

    who always wanted to be a physicist or mathematician growing up, but I'm not sure how much I care anymore. It's pretty sad. I know I have a job and make money, so yeah sure I'm "lucky" and shouldn't complain, but life and the universe has gotten so disturbing and hard that I...
    kchip11 kchip11 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    No one believes in my dreams &

    even I don't sometimes. My life is completely void of love. I'm Just always in a cold & lonely state of being
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    On March 23rd, mama died in my arms

    after a devastating battle with cancer. Now, myself (nineteen), Chantal (twenty) and grandpa (ninety-two) are left to figure out everything from finances, bills, taxes, mortgages payments, funeral costs and medical expenses. Here's her story: www.giveforward.com/fundraiser...
    kayygordon kayygordon 18-21, F Mar 28

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    yokittyx yokittyx 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 22, 2014

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    I'm living in a country

    where is big unemployment and I can't find any kind of job, I'm moving to another continent soon and if I don't succeed, I'm done. And by that, I'm thinking of committing suicide after spending all off my money which I got from selling my home. I've had two apartments and my...
    Zpirit1978 Zpirit1978 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Heart this if you're the type of person

    who never knows what going on
    shymic shymic 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Cutting. Sleeping. Crying.

    Basically all I do all day .
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have days (many) when I feel very empty inside

    and dissatisfied... Today is one of them. Not necessarily because something has happened to make it a "bad day", just days where nothing satisfies some yearning inside me. I know I "shouldn't" feel this way by many standards; I have a good job, nice home, and a good family...
    salix75 salix75 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    lost and cannot be found fallen

    and hit the ground broken and cheated all hope is defeated stepping into the abyss never to escape this lost and cannot be found to this hell forever bound
    RegicideJester RegicideJester 22-25, M 1 Response May 8, 2014

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    I'm at the point where I know I'm making

    terrible decisions but I really don't even care. Like I very well know I could end up drunk in the ditch by the end of the night but honestly I don't even care. If I somehow do find my way back home in one piece then lucky me. I don't have many people lookin out for me and I'm...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    fathom77 fathom77 26-30, F 7 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    How do I find myself again?

    My head is in the clouds. I don't know what I am meant to do and I don't know what I want anymore. I am confused with what my purpose is or whether I even have one. I feel so alone and unsure. I am tired of feeling this way. I am tired of feeling so lost and thinking about it...
    Mela22 Mela22 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 21

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    I don't know what I want to do with my life,

    i have no clue where to start either, it feels kind of like everything i ever felt before has been wiped out and as much as i try to connect with anything or anyone in any way i can't. it's like everything has so much meaning but at the same time it doesn't or it doesn't matter...
    lostinthisworld45 lostinthisworld45 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Does anyone else feel like this: like they lost

    motivation in life like they can't sit themselves down to do anything even the things they love. Kinda like they're just stuck.....
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Not on the right path,

    but which is? And this weekend consisted of my relatives giving me advice about how to behave and what to do when I'm over there. Everyone is looking forward to me going to college while I have to put on a smile for them. The harsh truth is I don't like what I'm going to study...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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    I Hate My Life... Sometimes I wish I could just

    lay in bed and not get up. Let myself wither to the point someone cares enough for me and comes and saves me, to show me affection and nurture me. I crave so much love. I'm upset with the world I live in because I came to suffer. The world has so much to offer, and it seems I...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 21 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Lost Expectations

    I have been exploring the idea that happiness can only be achieved when we have no expectations.  I believe all the pain we have in life is from not getting what we expected. Think about it: Lost Love: You never lose love.  You simply lose possession of that person...
    HeWhoPleasures HeWhoPleasures 41-45, M 31 Responses Oct 19, 2008

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    This is true to a degree in my life.

    But it always helps to have someone to help you along the way. Sometimes I don't have that.
    ShyProdigy ShyProdigy 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I have no idea where my life is going.

    I had a plan with my last gf to do long distance while she finished school but she ended up not being able to handle that and now she's with another guy and happy. Everything in my house reminds me of her and I have zero plan of where to go next. I've tried dating and haven't...
    bmo7987 bmo7987 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I'm not sure what to do anymore.

    My dream has always been to settle down with an older man. Someone financially stable, smart, funny, strong( both physically is mentally) and will take care of me. Have a life like back in the old days. I'll stay home, cook, clean and take care of the kids. Have date nights...
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    My Sob Story

    I spent 4 years and a small fortune earning my undergrad degree just to feel like I've learned nothing.  I went back to college to get a post-grad diploma for a year, and I'll be done in 3 weeks.  I haven't worked since the summer after undergrad because I feel like I...
    kalikka kalikka 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2006

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    What is love? People say love is given not

    taken Love is putting him first before you Love is doing anything to keep that someone happy Love is trust Love for me cannot be defined but only felt. We all been through experience where we loved that someone special who doesnt love you back and it really hurts. I spend...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Jan 18

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    I don't know how to be happy.

    I can list the times on my fingers where I felt complete joy. Other than that I always will look forward to something and be disappointed. I have never been content with anything in my life and don't know how to be. I have always tried to be invisible in life then regret it when...
    typicaltypingteen typicaltypingteen 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    fdenna fdenna 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I Had It All Figured Out ...

    the first time i saw "Who's the Boss?" with Tony Danza and Judith Light I was 13.  i knew within the first five episodes what i was going to do with my life!  as time went on i made it.  i was an advertising executive with lots of big accounts, status...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 29, 2007

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    I Don't Know What I'm Going to Do With My Life

    I'm young, smart, well-educated. But I have no idea what I'm doing with my life working an ordinary job for the man. And I can't just get up and quit because I don't know what else to do. Is this what we work hard through college for? To be slaves to someone else's dream...
    rhubarbo rhubarbo 18-21, F 19 Responses Jul 24, 2006

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    And I was high on you,

    while you were high on everyone else ||
    Peachh Peachh 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    i was pretty close to my mom.

    i mean, she was everything to me. she was the only person that understands me truly. the only person that listened. the only person that gets me. the only person that accepted me for who i am. and my dad on the other hand was the total opposite. he would pick fights for no...
    flxwrs flxwrs 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I just want to be able to start a task,

    concentrate on it, and finish it. I just want to be successful. A lot is holding me back right right, past relationships, no motivation, the thought of me getting too old and being lost in life. I always feel like I got to catch up. I'm introverted and I think too much these...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    i dont know if i should go to college,

    where i should go to college, what kind of job i want, or what to major in. my choices are astrophysics, aerospace engineer, economics, and political sciences.. id love to be an engineer or physicist, but im horrible at math. but then the other two dont really have any defiant...
    ThatOtherGuy17 ThatOtherGuy17 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

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    Cause and Effect

    I think you get lost in life when you let yourself get carried by the current of life.. you feel you have no say in what happens to you, but I believe in cause and effect.. so be the cause of your own life path and not just the effect of what life throws at you. God gave us free...
    SuzyWongx SuzyWongx 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2007

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