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I Am Lost In Life

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    There's days that I feel lost.

    No where to go or turn to. Not knowing what's the out come sometimes I feel alone in my life having hundreds of relatives that love and adore me. Yet I feel alone. There are days, night I kneel down to pray to you god for guidance. Ask you what's my true calling in this so...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    Where I Belong?

    they say i belong in a mental asylum and i just think what have i become. as i cry all they do is sigh. they give me pills and hope that it will kill, all my emotions. slowly as my mind starts to blur ,all i say is it was the Atlantic ocean. was it that ocean, that caused all...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    So lost. Where do I go from here?

    Nothing in my life gives me happiness anymore. I’m completely numb. I can’t feel anything. And when I do? It’s only ever temporary. Sometimes I feel it would better to just disappear. Most of the time I want to. But I know what that would do to my parents. They...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 17 Responses Apr 25

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    Lost Expectations

    I have been exploring the idea that happiness can only be achieved when we have no expectations.  I believe all the pain we have in life is from not getting what we expected. Think about it: Lost Love: You never lose love.  You simply lose possession of that person...
    HeWhoPleasures HeWhoPleasures 41-45, M 31 Responses Oct 19, 2008

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    I Just broke up with my gf of 7 years.

    I know it had to be done. I've offered to stay in the home until she gets her things in order . This stuff hurts but I know it was the right thing to do
    shunjustin shunjustin 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I don't know where to begin really.

    .. I have bipolar and when I am well I do very well, I am good at my job, socialize with my friends and family and enjoy life to the fullest........ And then it changes all the light in my life disappears, I stop going to work, I push everyone away, I start self harming again. I...
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Madame Bovary […] in the depths of her soul,

    she was waiting for something to happen. Like a sailor in distress, she kept scanning the solitude of her life with anxious eyes, straining to sight some far-off white sail in the mists of the horizon. She did not know how it would come to her, what wind would bring it to her...
    A1m1A A1m1A 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 2

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    I Dont Want To Participate In Society...

    i have been unemployed for a little over a month now and it has given me more time to think. which i dont need because i already cant shut my mind up as it is. anyway, ive come to the conclusion that i am now 30, and am pretty much... nothing. i have no real skills or artistic...
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My Sob Story

    I spent 4 years and a small fortune earning my undergrad degree just to feel like I've learned nothing.  I went back to college to get a post-grad diploma for a year, and I'll be done in 3 weeks.  I haven't worked since the summer after undergrad because I feel like I...
    kalikka kalikka 21-25, F 4 Responses Aug 3, 2006

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    This has more to do with my parents

    and family. For a long time now my dad has always gone to websites so he can talk to girls and most recently he got into contact with his old friend her name is michelle, he's been cheating on her untill he got caught talking to her and he's trying to make it ok. My parents...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I Don't Know What I'm Going to Do With My Life

    I'm young, smart, well-educated. But I have no idea what I'm doing with my life working an ordinary job for the man. And I can't just get up and quit because I don't know what else to do. Is this what we work hard through college for? To be slaves to someone else's dream...
    rhubarbo rhubarbo 21-25, F 18 Responses Jul 24, 2006

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    I am so confused. I don't know what to do with

    my life. All I want to do is just run away because things at home are just so terrible. I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to take it anymore and I'll just get to my breaking point. I know one say I will get to that point if I keep living like this. I want a new life. I...
    lvcr lvcr 13-15, F Aug 12

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    I'm not sure where my life is going.

    .. Nowhere at the moment I suppose. If you've got any suggestions or opportunities let me know. I don't feel like I want anything in life and it stops me from doing anything every single day.
    Holdontothefire Holdontothefire 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 29

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    The long answer is I don’t know.

    I’ve let myself chug along, and now it’s time to choose a different path. Admitting that makes it real. I’m telling the world I don’t have it all together, that I’m uncomfortable and vulnerable. But I’m also telling the world that I value myself, my life, enough to...
    lifechapter lifechapter 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Do I even want to find the way?

    Do I even remember where I was headed? Did I learn nothing? Im in a bleak desert. Nothing on the horizon but dark storm clouds.
    popuptarget popuptarget 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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      I am 20 years old

    and have no clue what I am doing with my life. 2 years ago,I graduated high school with honors, a large scholarship to a solid out of state school, and several ideas with what I wanted to with my life. When I got to college, I started drinking and partying and eventually got so...
    js3261994 js3261994 18-21, M 4 Responses May 17

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    All I See And Feel Is Nothingness.

    I wake up almost every morning thinking to myself: 'You are going nowhere. Your life means nothing.' I am currently studying for a MA degree in English Literature, and yet I feel no drive to excel at it because I see nothing positive at the end of it. With rising...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Oct 18, 2010

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    I mean life is a opportunity

    that God gave you , you must enjoy every little moment like what i said before you regret the no's you said in the past, make from your life a journey if course there will be downs but stay strong
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I really don't know where to begin I have an

    eating disorder heck I don't even kno anymore the stress builds up over time and comes out in a weird eating disorder please I just want to kno wat this is its destroying me
    ameliajanebrock ameliajanebrock 13-15, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Fragile And Broken

    I lie awake into another nightmare. And I can’t find a place to lay my head. I tried to close my eyes but sorrow keeps me awake. It creeps inside slowly that I don’t even notice the tears starts flowing. I tried to make it go away, but still misery finds a way. There’s...
    warriortears warriortears 22-25 6 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    I Had It All Figured Out ...

    the first time i saw "Who's the Boss?" with Tony Danza and Judith Light I was 13.  i knew within the first five episodes what i was going to do with my life!  as time went on i made it.  i was an advertising executive with lots of big accounts, status...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 29, 2007

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    One Year Ago Today

    I had everything I ever dreamed that I wanted. And how strange, that today, I am back at square one? No drugs or alcohol, no adverse health condition nor infidelity has struck me. Nonetheless, here I am. What could have a goal driven over achiever floundering? The magic carpet...
    WoobieTuesday WoobieTuesday 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I'm a fresh grad from college.

    Most of my friends are very smart even though they don't study at all. I tried to be like them, to just do some fun stuff and not study for exams and see if I can pass like them, but I failed. I always fail. And even if I study, I can't still get high marks. My grades are just...
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 31

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    My soul has always felt lost ever

    since i could remember. Ive jumped job to job, very very few friends (mostly aquaintences) and i have never had a long term relationship (never been in love). Im 29 years old and i still feel this way. I dont know what to do anymore
    tb2985 tb2985 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I'm angry at myself and I hate myself.

    And I am feeling totally lost. Have felt it all my life. I'm too afraid of living and too afraid of dying (by suicide). I'm stuck and feeling lost. I feel adrift and I can't find any light to guide me to shore. 40 + yrs I've been adrift. I'm so alone! Suffering is no existence...
    akinhead akinhead 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    That feeling when u feel no one is

    for you in this world :((
    zheiy zheiy 31-35, F 3 Responses May 1

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    Ok...that was really hard

    because we have a really difficult year to continue,..schools will open at 15 of September so we have to study a lot to be ready for this new school year cyaaa guys :D
    Vaszax Vaszax 18-21, M Aug 14

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    Well, things have been hard lately.

    I've always been a anxious kind of person. It got bad in college, but I learned to deal with it. It's become unbearable since I've graduated. without going into too much detail, I started a job at a horrible place, which I quit not long after starting. I was able to find...
    lolwhutisthis lolwhutisthis 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Take a breath. Life is hard.

    But well make it :) to anyone who's going through depression, low self esteem, internal struggles that are masked by your false content I'm here for you ;) I understand you because I am all those things but when I look at the sun painted across the sky it gives me hope :). I...
    internallybroken internallybroken 13-15, M May 30

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    My boyfriend and I will be celebrating our 5th

    anniversary together soon. I don't know if I want the relationship anymore. I love him to no end but there are issues I can not get passed. He doesn't want to try and hold a job. He won't see anyone for his bipolar. I don't feel much between us when we're intimate. He can be...
    Avadear Avadear 22-25, F Aug 17

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    I feel like my life is the exact opposite of

    what it should be! Everything i want becomes a delusion and everything i don't want just makes it's way into my life ruining everything 😭 is there anyone else hu feels the same way as ms??! Is it just me...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 16-17, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I can't post anything to make you guys

    understand what's happening. But. I keep hearing the sounds and that one sentence I just read. I can't breathe. I can't cry. I can only think. Like being in prison. Being forced to think if what has happened. What will happen. My mind is my prison. I don't want this. That...
    Diana14R Diana14R 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I came to a recent understanding about my time.

    I am not to live by my own free will. My natural instinct directs me in a way that made me come to realize its not my own feelings I choose to live by but its the guidance of its creation that leads this life I thought I called my own. We share this body,we share this time and...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    I'm not sure what to do anymore.

    My dream has always been to settle down with an older man. Someone financially stable, smart, funny, strong( both physically is mentally) and will take care of me. Have a life like back in the old days. I'll stay home, cook, clean and take care of the kids. Have date nights...
    JordanJessie JordanJessie 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I never thought this is

    where I would be in my point of my life. I had a bf for 6 years and I thought for sure we would get married and have a family. But all that went out the window, when I never knew what he was saying was the truth or not. He was a get lair. Instead here I am almost 30, living...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I finally had the courage to get help.

    3 weeks in hospital and I see improvement. Maybe it is just the drugs talking, but whatever it is, I feel better. Happier. Not to long ago, I went to some groups. One to help with Anxiety, and one to just talk to others like me and help each other with challenges they face...
    NiennaG125 NiennaG125 13-15, F Aug 20

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    I've decided to leave EP,

    prob at the end of this week.
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    The title says it all.

    Why do we fall into these holes that we ourselves have dug for us to only dwell awhile until we notice we don't want to be in this hole anymore....and about that time is when the heavy rains come tumbling down making our hole in which we dug a impossible, slippery, muddy...
    Falcor88 Falcor88 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I Hate My Life... Sometimes I wish I could just

    lay in bed and not get up. Let myself wither to the point someone cares enough for me and comes and saves me, to show me affection and nurture me. I crave so much love. I'm upset with the world I live in because I came to suffer. The world has so much to offer, and it seems I...
    solomon3020 solomon3020 18-21, M 20 Responses Jun 5

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    I have days (many) when I feel very empty inside

    and dissatisfied... Today is one of them. Not necessarily because something has happened to make it a "bad day", just days where nothing satisfies some yearning inside me. I know I "shouldn't" feel this way by many standards; I have a good job, nice home, and a good family...
    salix75 salix75 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    Tomorow is my birthday.

    But now I'm feeling. Y I was born. What a ******* life??
    harry8199 harry8199 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Do you ever have those days

    where life seems.... unreal? dreamlike? as though you have stepped into another relem... I enjoy spending alot of time by the river at my house. There, i love to walk and gaze curiously at all sorts of things. leaves, that hover in what seems like mid air but only barely...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F Aug 12

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    My Last.....

    I started college about a year and a half ago and was beyond excited. High school was hell mostly because of my over zealous mother who instead of allowing me to embrace our faith my way forced her God fear upon me. I was sheltered to an extreme. And idk uhow but I end up on the...
    lolipopsweet lolipopsweet 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 13, 2012

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    it's one of the moments where i want to write

    about something i feel crazy thinking a thousand thoughts at the same time i have a not perfect yet loving family but they're already have their own lives to face.. my parents disappointments on me.. i used to please them but to realized i'm just being hard on myself.. i have...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai 26-30, F Aug 14

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    Ever just wanted to pack your bags

    and just **** off and without saying anything to anyone? Yep same😢
    rhiannperry rhiannperry 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Who am I? Why am I here?

    What is this life all about? There is a deep longing to think about and to know these things. I wonder do we all think about this or do some people just live their lives without much contemplation. It seems to me some people inherently know who they are and what they're here for...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M May 30

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    deadrosez deadrosez 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    Yeah. Looks like am locked in a dark hole hells

    burning me alive slowly a great soul gets bitten by the hollow hearts
    8tattoos 8tattoos 70+, M Aug 3

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    So tell me where shall I go?

    To the left where nothing is right or to the right where nothing is left?
    WantingItToEnd WantingItToEnd 31-35, M Aug 3

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    KINGofclowns KINGofclowns 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    So i am in my early 20s,

    unemployed and don't know whats going to happen in life. I feel and abandoned and homeless. Not literally. I have an amazingly supportive family though id like to be treated like an adult than a child. I am being dramatic right now but then i don't see where my life is...
    Ambiguoustruth Ambiguoustruth 22-25 Aug 7

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    I graduated high school about a year ago

    and I'm not ready to go to college I font have a job I'm living off of relatives and I still depend on my mother I don't know how to get my life together I was never taught any life lessons and I am so lost about everything in life I just don't know what to do or think anymore I...
    lalaabossm lalaabossm 18-21, F 1 Response May 23

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    Looking For Michelle

       Yep, that's what it said, LOOKING FOR MICHELLE.For those of you that may or may not have noticed, I haven't been on here in a couple of months. That's in part because I've been search for myself. Yeah, funny right? People say, How in the name off hell do you lose yourself...