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I Am Lost In My Life

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    So I realized about a few years ago,

    I was in this mood I couldn't get out of. Every now and then I could have a really good day but those are like once a month. After a long while of dealing with these empty days a few people I talk to occasionally, asked if I was feeling depressed. I've been to a psychiatrist...
    Sakurokumaru Sakurokumaru 22-25, M Jun 15, 2014

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    I am having a really flat year.

    Hard to get motivated and keep stressing myself out and want to move forward with my life but I feel I'm stagnant and depressed. I have a great family! Mum, Dad and 4 siblings who are my strength but I don't get to physically see them much.
    Proactivity Proactivity 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 15, 2014

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    I bet no one will read my lifetime story till

    the end. Life isn't meant for me either. My twin sister died when she got hit by a bus, my daddy died last year on Christmas Day, great grandparents this year, I was raped and molestered not to long ago. I cut, take pills, and attempted suicide FOUR times but it never helped...
    RestInPeaceSister RestInPeaceSister 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2014

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    I Dont know where I'm going in life.

    I can't commit to anything and my career choice seems to change every week. I am becoming someone I'm not due to ignoring my true desires and it has caused me to forget who I am. I need to find myself.
    brandih12 brandih12 18-21, F Jul 20

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    Someone please help me.

    I'm lost in all my words. Please please please I'm begging someone.
    RestInPeaceSister RestInPeaceSister 16-17, F Jun 24, 2014

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    Stuck In A Rut

    Hello, Where do I start? Well....I suppose it is just like the title says. I am in my mid-20's and except for a relationship I have accomplished nothing that I have set out too. I have no education with the exception of a two-year degree which gave me nothing except a student...
    janeaustenfan janeaustenfan 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2012

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