I Am Lost Without Him

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2013

    He always comes back

    and I always go out of my way to reach him. I need to let him go. I'm only hurting myself talking to him. There's been too much time between us now... Just let him go... Another damn month I need to just loose his numbers addressss everything grrrrrr DELETE!!!!! DELETE!!! But I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 15, 2015

    Laying here listening to music with my

    headphones on. I start to hear screams, scream that sounds from outside, there coming from a far, outside... I decide to pause the music so I couldn't listen better, who's scream out of pain out in the middle of the night by the woods near my home... I'm surrounded by nothing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 18, 2015

    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

    I keep going back to him.

    .. I can't bare to let him go...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 4

    Well tonight was another hard night without him.

    He crept into my thoughts and I couldn't/can't shake him off. ­čśĽ I've found a sweet guy he takes my mind off things I don't want to recall or think about, except nights like today where I'm at work and he's asleep before he has to report for PT. Make it hard to be sane and not...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 14, 2015

    I feel so empty without his presence near

    or accessible to me. I saw him the other day, heard his voice and saw him pass my work, and it made my day that much brighter. And here I am again, without him, and lost
    CiorstaidhNicAnToisich CiorstaidhNicAnToisich
    18-21, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    He has officially made me look stupid.

    I hate him, yet I'm hurting deep down inside... I never wanted to feel this pain again...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 1, 2015

    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove
    31-35
    1 Response Feb 12, 2009

    I've been enjoying this beautiful spring dry

    Texas heat! God I'm in love!!! But I hate to admit it I miss him. And I know I shouldn't.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 17, 2015

    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz
    F
    3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

    My husband. I would be lost without him.

    Random chance brought us together, perhaps it was fate as some say. Whatever it was I am so very thankful every moment of each and every day. My husband, my friend, my love.
    Linsmile81 Linsmile81
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Sep 28, 2015
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject
    41-45
    Dec 4, 2008
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 1, 2015

    Some days I feel it's hard to keep on going.

    But then I remind myself, he was busy and I was busy all the time, we had to schedule our alone time, and he'd have to remind me of which. God! Help! Me! I'm completely lost without him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 28, 2015

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    kyliecc11 kyliecc11
    26-30, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    I broke up with this guy

    because my parents didn't want me to date...but I am old enough so I just don't understand.... but I think about him all the time I can't get him out of my head.... I want to ask,him out again but....I dunno if he will say yes.....after I broke up with him.......and plus me and...
    lonefirefox lonefirefox
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015

                                         UnthinkableMoment of honestySomeone's gotta take the lead...
    chrissbabigirl chrissbabigirl
    36-40, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    I can't remember to forget you I keep

    forgetting I should let you go But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight I can't remember to forget you
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2015

    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and not talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2013

    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2012

    He is the only reason I am alive.

    He is the most amazing man I have ever been blessed enough to call mine.<3
    meganjEmpress meganjEmpress
    18-21, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject
    41-45
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    I'm still lost without him.

    .. God help me forget this man that has hurt me and battered me so, I don't understand why I still love him so... Life shouldn't be so hard to face... (It Will Rain)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

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