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I Am Lost Without Him

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    I'm still lost without him.

    .. God help me forget this man that has hurt me and battered me so, I don't understand why I still love him so... Life shouldn't be so hard to face... (It Will Rain)
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and not talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    He always comes back

    and I always go out of my way to reach him. I need to let him go. I'm only hurting myself talking to him. There's been too much time between us now... Just let him go... Another damn month I need to just loose his numbers addressss everything grrrrrr DELETE!!!!! DELETE!!! But I...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 2 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    I can't remember to forget you I keep

    forgetting I should let you go But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight I can't remember to forget you
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F Feb 24

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    Laying here listening to music with my

    headphones on. I start to hear screams, scream that sounds from outside, there coming from a far, outside... I decide to pause the music so I couldn't listen better, who's scream out of pain out in the middle of the night by the woods near my home... I'm surrounded by nothing...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F Jan 18

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    My life completely changed. I am really lost without him in this world. He was the kindest most loving and sensitive man there is. I am sick with the flu and it made me even sadder...
    TopKatQueen TopKatQueen 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    More like I AM lost without my cat.... I guess that's what I get for having farel cats as pets! I miss my Midnight :(
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F Feb 5

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    I feel so sad my kitty passed away last night I don't know what I'm going to do with out him :(
    roseanne00 roseanne00 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 24

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    if only we had more in common we probably would of still been together he was so nice and sweet to me but it just wasnt mean to be.......im so hurt but ill never forget him and...
    sweetwitchy sweetwitchy 26-30, F Feb 19

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    My cat is definitely my best friend
    Whathi Whathi 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    They're the reason I didn't kill myself two nights ago. They're all I have left and I promised them a better life when I adopted them. They deserve it.
    PlayfulPeach PlayfulPeach 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    Lilly has been a joy this weekend. She knows I'm down. She has her ways to make me smile. Love my crazy lil terrorist.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Esther got out of the apartment on 2/11 we were getting ready to move and bringing in boxes with which to pack. We think she snuck out then. We looked everywhere. We called...
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses 46-50, F 7 Responses Feb 22

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    My kitty died 18 months ago. I miss her so much. She was the one female I could always depend on.
    Foenix Foenix 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My relationship is going down the drain. I know I should leave him but I love him too much and I don't think I am strong enough to do that. I just think I will be lost without him...
    haybree haybree 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I lost custody of my 8 yr old special needs daughter 3 weeks ago. I never thought in a million years that anyone could think that she would be better with her abusive father n step...
    kimj511 kimj511 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    So I honestly tried to post this in "I lost my father to suicide" and that didn't come up. So this was the next best thing. My dad knocked up my mom when he was 18 in high school...
    xx1KC1xx xx1KC1xx 22-25, F Feb 11

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    It's going to be 2 years this June since my brother died. I don't know if I'll ever get over the absurdity of that kind of sentence. There were three of us growing up. I was in the...
    lottacar5 lottacar5 26-30, F Feb 11

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    I miss someone who once meant the world to me. He was the most conceited, but humble guy at the same time. He could've been the perfect representation of an oxymoron. We never...
    31Point5Million 31Point5Million 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had a gut feeling that my bf is falling in love with me and during this vulnerable time I should be there for him. That he might be feeling a bit nervous or uncertain about his...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 19

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    I can't stand being with my boyfriend any longer, but I don't know if I can leave him...I'm too afraid to let go. So this is our story: We're at a long distance relationship...
    Bitterlove Bitterlove 16-17, F Feb 10

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    We finally moved past it last night. I'm just happy he doesn't have to worry about me anymore and that sex isn't a big deal anymore ^_^ Now I can keep him happy and make him feel...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Feb 17

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    This is my ******* idol for life he has been my favorite for 3 years now i started liking him since i was 16 and that year was really tough for me but through his music he has...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend is in Florida right now...so he doesn't talk to me much...GOSH I just ******* miss him. Last night we were having phone sex,I was there moaning...I start to hear a...
    Ihateokay Ihateokay 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    but I feel like we weren't supposed to be together. thing is, I cant go on without him. I love him so bad. he's everything I ever wanted. its just that we don't have time for each...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I wouldn't say I grew up completely without him, but the way things look it was a shock that I had one. My parents were never really close even when they were married, and my mom...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    We were in love like really in love. No one liked us together not even our teachers and everyone use to envy what we had. We weren't allowed to date but we still did anyways. He...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Growing up without a dad...what a crazy epidemic. I was a "daddy's girl" until I was 6, and then my dad left. Weird to think that him and I were so close until we weren't
    VeganSoChic VeganSoChic 22-25, F 53 mins ago

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    The world lost an amazing man today. A veteran, a fun goofball, a ex fireman chief, the only male figure in my life, and the most important man in my life. RIP Gramps I love you
    ChesireCat96 ChesireCat96 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I get confused and lost often lately. I am in a state I've never seen before, visited, and know nobody. Except for my boyfriend and roommates. Often ask myself, "where am I...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    The world is full of wonderful opportunities. So why do we feel the need to cling to the ones that lead us no where? I'm a customer service manager for the largest furniture...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Yeah I'm lost but I'm not lost because there is no destination so in some manner it's good. Just like I'm here and you're there. A destination wouldn't be bad though but hey it's...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    On January 1, 2012 something felt wrong, my world felt different and I didn't understand why. I used to have a best friend back then, we talked here on EP since I didn't have a...
    TheSurvivalOfTheFittest TheSurvivalOfTheFittest 16-17, F Feb 9

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    Here I sit alone in the dark...again. How did this day start off so right and end so miserably wrong? How have I arrived at this place in my life after 20 years? I remember a...
    Lanna40 Lanna40 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    i would only be heartbroken if I lost one of my close ep friends! there is a small handful of you guys that if any one of you ever left... then tears would be shed... XD SO DON'T...
    Slothislife Slothislife 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Over the course of a 23 yr controlling, emotionally and at times physically abusive marriage, I had 4 beautiful children. I was the virtual epitome of the "Martha Stewart" mom. I...
    Chrissy342004 Chrissy342004 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago