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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 1 Response Feb 12, 2009

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    He always comes back

    and I always go out of my way to reach him. I need to let him go. I'm only hurting myself talking to him. There's been too much time between us now... Just let him go... Another damn month I need to just loose his numbers addressss everything grrrrrr DELETE!!!!! DELETE!!! But I...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and not talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    Laying here listening to music with my

    headphones on. I start to hear screams, scream that sounds from outside, there coming from a far, outside... I decide to pause the music so I couldn't listen better, who's scream out of pain out in the middle of the night by the woods near my home... I'm surrounded by nothing...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F a week ago

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