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I Am Lost Without Him

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 1 Response Feb 12, 2009

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and not talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    Recently i lost my dady 9/9/2014 i miss him so much my life is nothing without him rest in peace dady i love you so much
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    I lost my older brother 2 yes ago, I miss him like crazy. He was my best friend. It's hard without him especially with the holidays coming up
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    I had the best relationship, for 7 years and I screwed it up. We did not cheat on each other. We were each other's first. And he loved me unconditionally. But I just gave into...
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    I had the best relationship, for 7 years and I screwed it up. We did not cheat on each other. We were each other's first. And he loved me unconditionally. But I just gave into...
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    so after everything I found out that without him I'm depressed.. I even wanna eat this morning and I can't even smile. I get to see him today at school wish me luck :,(
    sabby86 sabby86 16-17, F Oct 6

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    I don't know what being happy means. I seem to have forgot it when he left . I forgot what it is to smile and your cheeks to hurt because of how amazingly painful it is cause you...
    WhenLifeGoesOn WhenLifeGoesOn 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    It will be a gear ago in December that I lost one of my very good friends due to cancer. I sang at her funeral and the song still brings tears to my eyes. I am so lost without her...
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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Any UK girl want sex without?
    spunkytravler spunkytravler 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    Very much so. I mean there was years I couldn't look in a mirror without crying. I really don't like myself. There's only a cple of things about myself I really like but other than...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F Sep 28

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    July 15th, 2014 I lost someone I was very close to. I met Justin when I was 11, and we hung out almost every single day, and had sleepovers every weekend. We didn't always get...
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    First off, this is completely new to me. I don't even no where to begin. So, here goes and it will be long, cause I want to put everything out there. This is my 2nd marriage and...
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    I hurt the man I love very badly. I betrayed him and lost everything. He is done with me and all to ready to throw me away like yesterday's trash. He has already moved his stuff...
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    It's still recent and it hurts. He left a daughter which resembles his face when he was a child. I am helping my parents process what happened and getting them to join a yoga group...
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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
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    My dad didn't go to work and when I went over there today after school he didn't say anything he sat in the living room with nothing on it just looked down at the ground for like...
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    But truth is, I don't know the person. I don't think any of my classmates know what his real name is. Everyone, even the teachers, calls him Shadow. It fits him well, though. He's...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    1 year back I was introduced to a guy by one of my best friend.. we all study in the same college.. that guy used to come in my college bus.. he is my junior in college.. but age...
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    He's no good. This I know. Why do I love him so much? I have the chance to expose him and pay him back. Hope I have the heart to do it.
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    I suppose I did. But I mean this question can be interpreted in different way. I lost someone mentally as I'm growing up. He's physically still alive and breathing and comes back...
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