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I Am Lost Without Him

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and notĀ talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 1 Response Feb 12, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    It's been over two years and yet every time we talk there's never a lull in our conversations. Every photo that you send still makes me smile and my heart skip a beat. Hearing your...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I feel lost without her it was going so good, then I feel as if she has pulled away from me. Now I wander if I will ever feel her warmth, her skin, see her angelic face and smile...
    lonelyheart1967 lonelyheart1967 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    So there's this boy I likeā€¦ well, actually, we're in love. It took a while because he can be shy, but it's gotten to the point where we're not afraid to kiss in front of my...
    laracomn laracomn 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Currently my cat is my only friend. My older sister has recently moved out to her own apartment meaning that I am the only child. It is rather boring without her. Luckily my cat...
    DamoiseauDynavolt DamoiseauDynavolt 16-17, M Jul 7

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    Cats are my favorite animal. They're beautiful, elegant, quirky, cute and full of life. In short, they uplift and inspire me with their agile moves and haunting eyes. My cat in...
    PersianPeasant PersianPeasant 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 2

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    I've had some dark days in the 25 years of my life and this summer some new ones were added to that. I watched my mother die of cancer at 16, and within a year after her death, I...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F Jul 9

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    I've never been like this before him, so ****** up I can't even sleep. But without him laying next to me it's like I'm not really complete. I used to be strong, nothing fazed me, i...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    3 months tomorrow my boyfriend of nearly 3 years passed away in a scuba diving accident, though some believe he was taken by a shark. To make matters worse his ex wife (still...
    lizeh lizeh 22-25, F Jun 28

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    I miss him so badly too. He passed away 3 yrs ago as of June 26th. He was my friend and my confidant. He was the family glue too. My mom is a nut and he managed to keep her...
    kacie1197 kacie1197 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    First off, I'm new here! Hey there!! Now, I hope someone can understand what I'm going through. I'm not trying to upset anyone by my post by the way. I have a few hard questions...
    Gal4321 Gal4321 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I lost my parents four years ago last June. My father was murdered, and my mother committed suicide after we heard he'd died. That was awful. I was only 15 at the time, and I was...
    ILovetheOcean20 ILovetheOcean20 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    My heart is sore. Literally. It's been years since I've felt this way, this alone. Futility. That's been my word for the day. It manages to be a word both handed to me and selected...
    KeagzB KeagzB 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    I joked, "Hey, do wanna help me let go of my dark mind ...". He was so fine! I liked the way his name echoed. Those summer nights seem long ago...sunsets, small towns...
    xoHrabina xoHrabina 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I'd be completely lost without them, I don't smoke many a day, but I'm still dependent on having at least a couple every single day. :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 9

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    He pushed me away in the beginning. I stopped trying to reach out for him with a broken heart. He came back to me unexpectedly. I could not forget how he used to push me away...
    cloudish cloudish 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So, I last saw my OM on the 4th and when he didn't reply my texts for 4 days, he does today for "I need 'it' " whoa. I know that we tease each other about using one another but...
    lonelysara1211 lonelysara1211 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    i didn't completely lose them, im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    Reading everyone else's experiences.... It makes me feel so young. I lost my virginity at 10. To a 14 year old. He was my friend's brother. I was really close with him and we...
    DarkSoulInsaneHeart DarkSoulInsaneHeart 13-15, F 1 Response 19 mins ago

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    Have you ever found yourself lying awake in bed at night, with so many questions and observations and thoughts seemingly crashing around in your brain refusing to let you sleep...
    Oliveea Oliveea 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I lost her due to buying a guitar. It's a long and absurd story.
    Deprivation Deprivation 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Noah hates having his picture taken, and I love taking pictures of the people I care for. He challenged me to a race. One lap around the rink, but without our skates. We'd run on...
    PaigetheBook PaigetheBook 16-17, F Jun 26

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    I was raised a Christian. I never have had a born again experience. I knew about God but I suppose never knew Him as a person. Being raised Catholic might have something to do...
    Deejaygee Deejaygee 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I lost my father in October 2013. He was the most gentle and loving soul ever! I never got to say good bye or tell him that I love him and this bothers me every single day. I miss...
    Pinksteroo Pinksteroo 26-30 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I lost my dad very recently to a car accident. The car was a Chevy Cruise, and it was a very fast car. They said that my dad wasn't wearing his seat belt, he was speeding and...
    T1997 T1997 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just cannot live without music, life would be so so boring and quiet
    trInIsty trInIsty 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Today I lost my dwarf hamster, Dexter. In the past I had a gerbil, but never had the connection that Dexter and I had. He was located to the left side of my bed so in the middle of...
    oaklynK7 oaklynK7 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I lost my first time with a rubber and then went to see him again in two days. We just kinda moved quickly and I can't stop thinking about him. He ****** me without protection and...
    PureRain PureRain 18-21, F 17 Responses Jul 12

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    I just want him. That's it. Only him. I want to just be around him. I want to listen to the sound of his voice talk about anything an everything. I want to talk until 5 am and...
    JustAnotherNobody21 JustAnotherNobody21 13-15, F 10 hrs ago

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    So i talk to this guy over Internet, I know what you guys are thinking 'that's weird' everyone thinks it is :'( but i really fell for this guy I've been talkingg to him for over. 3...
    Jessie09871 Jessie09871 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Well something reminded me of him and im in a sour mood so talking about him might make me feel better On my birthday my granddad asked what did I want more than anything in the...
    Citygirl06 Citygirl06 13-15, F Jun 24

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    Is sad to realize today that i lost the chance to be happy with a person that really made me feel myself.i was always in need of something not giving the right value to that...
    bluedolphin22 bluedolphin22 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I was in an abusive relationship as a teenager. We met in high school, he was a few years older than me, and for the first 4 months it was wonderful, then he moved away, and slowly...
    sheloveshim57 sheloveshim57 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I spent the last 11 years spending my entire life savings in a long, drawn out custody battle for my son, who I lost custody of to my ex-wife when he was two. On July 4, 2010 I...
    OneLostFather OneLostFather 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 1

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    My husband never loved me. Our marriage was like an arrangement...he needed help, and I wanted to love (in retrospect, had I viewed it this way, I would not have married at all...
    mrswittywhit mrswittywhit 26-30, F 14 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    My uncle Greg killed himself yesterday. He had been in a car accident two years ago and was in constant pain. He was the youngest of my father's brothers. I lost my dad when I was...
    random619 random619 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I lost her... Again. The first time she left was back in October I think because me and her boyfriend had started talking and became like brother and sister. She left and I cried...
    talia13 talia13 16-17, F Jul 7

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    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 22 hrs ago

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago