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I Am Lost Without Him

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    He has officially made me look stupid.

    I hate him, yet I'm hurting deep down inside... I never wanted to feel this pain again...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't remember to forget you I keep

    forgetting I should let you go But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight I can't remember to forget you
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Feb 24

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    Laying here listening to music with my

    headphones on. I start to hear screams, scream that sounds from outside, there coming from a far, outside... I decide to pause the music so I couldn't listen better, who's scream out of pain out in the middle of the night by the woods near my home... I'm surrounded by nothing...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Jan 18

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    I'm still lost without him.

    .. God help me forget this man that has hurt me and battered me so, I don't understand why I still love him so... Life shouldn't be so hard to face... (It Will Rain)
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 2 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    I've been enjoying this beautiful spring dry

    Texas heat! God I'm in love!!! But I hate to admit it I miss him. And I know I shouldn't.
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Mar 17

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    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F May 1

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and not talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    He always comes back

    and I always go out of my way to reach him. I need to let him go. I'm only hurting myself talking to him. There's been too much time between us now... Just let him go... Another damn month I need to just loose his numbers addressss everything grrrrrr DELETE!!!!! DELETE!!! But I...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I've been with my boyfriend for two years. I fell in love with him for all the good reasons everyone else falls in love.. He was smart, funny, fun to be around, and we had common...
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    I am from London, England. I was married for 13 years to my best friend. But it all went wrong when I had problems with depression. Things got worse when I had emotional problems...
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    I lost a pet that was really close to me. And when I say close I mean close. His name was Linus and he was a ferret. Linus to me meant everything to me. I couldn't live without...
    Linus28 Linus28 13-15, F 1 Response May 6

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    I lost my father, the only person who knew about my sexual abuses (and kept them from everyone because I made him promise), when I was 9 years old on Christmas Day of 2006. I was...
    HaleyJG HaleyJG 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I lost someone very dear to me, she doesn't feel like the person I met and feel in love with anymore. She finally walked away and now... I don't even know who I am anymore.. I'm...
    Sakaratte Sakaratte 26-30, M May 24

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    This happened a long time ago. It's a long story, so bear with me. We were friends for 6 months. And we got together for 4 years. And then we broke up a little after celebrating...
    Lonely90s Lonely90s 22-25, M May 12

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    My best friend who I lived with never said goodbye. I moved away and he never came out of his room...it's horrible being without him. I just want him back in my life. I am all...
    JaylynnDaereon JaylynnDaereon 26-30, F May 4

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    My bf and I have been together for a long time. we were in a long distance relationship before I moved to be with him and everything was great. We spent time together and...
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    It hurts more than anything, how can somebody **** you up so bad? He said he needs time to sort out what he wants to do with his life, but I don't know what I'm going to do because...
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    I lied to my crush (let's call him Aaron) about my dad being in the hospital and needing money for medicine. He gave me like $20. Lied to my friend (let's call her Jessica) for...
    mizzhourglassshapequeen mizzhourglassshapequeen 22-25, F 58 mins ago

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    lonely147 lonely147 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    I never knew my father until i was about 15 years old. When we first met i had no doubt that he was my father. We never really had a relationship we hardly talk but I knew that he...
    amanda1267 amanda1267 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    macmann macmann 56-60, M 6 hrs ago

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    I never seem to move on forward without a day and night and time not thinking about him. I remember telling him that I'd jump a bullet for him, I'd actually do that because I wanna...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    I have a friend. A guy. We're like so close. Best friends. You know this one friend is kinda changing these days and I just dont have any idea of whats goin on. It's like he's...
    RandyBastille RandyBastille 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I do! I can't stand it when a guy is rude to anyone! Example, I posted a thing on Facebook about how anyone can cosplay anyone they like. This guy starts cussing me out saying that...
    chase667 chase667 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    My heart is truly broken. I lost my father to cancer 4 years ago. One year later I lost my Aunt (my fathers sister) to cancer. Now, just about a week ago I lost a cousin (my...
    msnettajay msnettajay 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Its been awhile since ive written anything.. I have been feeling lost lately and i was reminded that i used to write.. So here i am. Wondering where to start..... I suppose ill...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F May 7

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    Here I am once again....this is getting to be a regular thing.. But anyway.... I met this amazing woman...we shared so much..it was though we were cut from from the same clothe...
    SingleDad40 SingleDad40 41-45, M 6 Responses May 25

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    Many think, "In order to be happy, I must fix my life and THEN go to God." It's just the opposite. You don't have the ability to fix your life. That's why it's in the shape it's...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 1 Response May 18

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    I am a girl in my 20s. 2 years ago I lost something in me which resulted in making me unhappy, lonely and negative person. I used to be more active, motivated, positive and happier...
    Gady222 Gady222 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    i feel like a freak on a leash, i took my pills ( my anti depression pills) i just feel so lost. the reason why am i here bcoz i have 7yo son. my husband have my son and im alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 10

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    For all of my life there have been immense obstacles in my way both physical and emotional. and after eighteen years of living with these obstacles having finally conquered the...
    darren1776 darren1776 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    Not him god tell me this is a nightmare please I can't my soul is my brother it always has been the only thing I have left in this world I lost and am going to lose everything the...
    elior elior 18-21, T May 21

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