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I Am Lost Without Him

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    He always comes back

    and I always go out of my way to reach him. I need to let him go. I'm only hurting myself talking to him. There's been too much time between us now... Just let him go... Another damn month I need to just loose his numbers addressss everything grrrrrr DELETE!!!!! DELETE!!! But I...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Laying here listening to music with my

    headphones on. I start to hear screams, scream that sounds from outside, there coming from a far, outside... I decide to pause the music so I couldn't listen better, who's scream out of pain out in the middle of the night by the woods near my home... I'm surrounded by nothing...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Jan 18

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Holiday Thing????

    i was on holiday in Lanzarote and i met this guy who works in the gift shop. When i seen him first he gave me ear rings as a gift and asked me to come back. When i was walking back i started talking to him and he said he will be free next day after 5 and if i want to meet him to...
    julzzz julzzz F 3 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    Every Day Hurts

    I met John when the father of my child rejected me big time and told me he was about to have a child with a 16 year old girl.  I didnt love him at first, he used to hang around me and I would think him silly, he was nothing like I had experienced before.  Over...
    adonisreject adonisreject 41-45 Dec 4, 2008

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    My Dad!!!

    ever since i lost my dad to cancer 4 years ago, i have just been lost!!! people say that it gets better in time, but it doesnt really!! you only become more and more accepting of the fact that someone you love is no longer ther for you, but you still miss them the same, not...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I Need Him So Bad

    ......and i can not stand more than that ! i want you where r you ?! you know i become really sad and gloomy all day while you're away and notĀ talking to me , send me call me come and say im infront of your house see me , anything just do anything so i feel happy , im really...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 11, 2013

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    Just Words Need To Be Told !

    Ba7bak wa7shtny mish adra a3esh la7za mn 3'erak w I over think and I'm always afraid n I don't feel happy when u don't send me I really miss you I miss your smell I miss your smile I miss ba7bek from you I want to be with you for ever I don't know what should I do more to make...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 10, 2013

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    Miss My Best Friend

    I'm just sitting here thinking of how much I miss my best friend of 32 yrs,.That person was my Husband, He was warm, funny, loving, and everything a girl dreams of . He was always making things better for me. When we met I was in an abusive relationship , I grew up in an abusive...
    misundrstood misundrstood 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I can't remember to forget you I keep

    forgetting I should let you go But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight I can't remember to forget you
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Feb 24

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    I've been enjoying this beautiful spring dry

    Texas heat! God I'm in love!!! But I hate to admit it I miss him. And I know I shouldn't.
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F Mar 17

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    I Am Lost Without Him

    Lost without my son in my arms, lost in the day and the darkest of nights. He is 13 now, and thinks that he is much older. He has gone through allot and is in councelling at the moment with his younger brother, he hates the world it seems and I feel helpless. I am lost without...
    LadyDove LadyDove 31-35 2 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    I'm still lost without him.

    .. God help me forget this man that has hurt me and battered me so, I don't understand why I still love him so... Life shouldn't be so hard to face... (It Will Rain)
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    I lost a pet that was really close to me. And when I say close I mean close. His name was Linus and he was a ferret. Linus to me meant everything to me. I couldn't live without...
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    When I first met him it was the end of my first year in high school, I had just moved to a new house near my 2 best friends. We went to the park and there was 3 boys there Best...
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    This post is coming something that I wish I didn't have more than one experience in. When I was a kid I lost my father to cancer after about 15 months from his diagnosis. After...
    Imnotreelyhere Imnotreelyhere 31-35, M a week ago

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    I lost my dad two years ago and it hasn't been easy at all ever since. Recently, I have been thinking about him and I feel so depressed. I hate the feeling of feeling empty without...
    kirby95 kirby95 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    One reason: have had to deal with people's who egos were out of whack my whole life. People who always though they were better than me. People who thought 2 + 1 = 4 and everyone...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Im 44 and just lost a big love in my life,and it hurts like hell, it was all down to mistrust,jealousy issues and misunderstanding. I haven't helped these issues recently, when we...
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    I feel like I lost a part of myself. I had so many hopes along with fears but the hope was to marry him. To snuggle up close to him, have fun together, plan our lives together. I...
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