I Am Mad At God

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 31 People

    Because He Won't Give Me What I Want

    when all I want is to care about Him in such a way that I would be incapable of hating Him the way I do now.
    toreth toreth
    22-25
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2011

    $20 For My Virginity Said The Fat Man...

    College days... because I have no friends I love to watch movies and play bingo in a mall... one day...finished watching a movie, while i was walking a guy suddenly looked at me and said....Fat Guy: "$20 bucks..."Me: "....I beg your pardon?"Fat Guy: "$ 20 bucks!!!" *looks at me...
    godhatesme12 godhatesme12
    26-30
    Mar 7, 2012

    Why??

    I ask myself why a LOT!  I am a very kind person with a heart of gold.  I'm not being conceited, everyone tells me that.  I've worked very hard to be compassionate, empathetic, caring and loving.  I was raised in an abusive home with an alcoholic father and co...
    tinkerbell75 tinkerbell75
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 18, 2010

    Funny Experience

    When I was in college there was this beautiful girl at another block section... she is really gorgeous...she was a commercial model... she got a crush on me.... yeah.... but... because I know that I can't have any child..knowing i'll just ruin her life..  I try not to let her...
    godhatesme12 godhatesme12
    26-30
    Mar 7, 2012

    12-22-08

    this is the day (early a.m.) that the lord called my only bio son home. it is not right for a parent to lay their child(ren) to rest. is takes so much out of a parent to have to face their remaining days with out that child. i know it has taken a tool on me and my wife. no matter...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 8, 2012

    How I Healed..

    "The trials in our life can either make us bitter or better. Affliction can either draw us closer to the heart of God or drive us further from Him; it all depends on our view of God." -Mark A. FinleyFor many years I was very bitter towards God because I felt alone and abandoned...
    girl4god girl4god
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2012

    Forsaken

    Why have you forsaken me?Why have you forsaken me that I must travel this path rather than the path that I could have had.Why have you forsaken me to the point that I must break these goals I have set in life, both long term and short term.Why have you forsaken me to the point...
    IridescentSkies IridescentSkies
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

    Has God Forsaken Me?

    I am very, very, VERY angry with GOD! I feel he has forsaken me and has left me alone to fight evilness- of which I am not well equipped. I am mad because he has not yet delivered me from the grip of evilness. There are people out there seeking to do me harm and have been...
    aniave aniave
    31-35, F
    79 Responses Sep 18, 2009

    God’s Game

    The vacancy sign that hangs over my heart Is like a sheer cliff warning reflecting in the night I am my own detour on a dead end plight Any future relationship is far out of sight When will I be loved like I was before That compassion I have missed for two years and more Though...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2011

    A Friend

    I was very lucky when I got a friend....he was something else.... but my mom ruined our friendship....I was embarrassed to know that my mom borrowed money from my friend...$1,500.... and gave that money to my sister...my mom paid my friend back cause if my mom didn't pay my...
    godhatesme12 godhatesme12
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 7, 2012

    Helping Out.

    College days...A classmate of mine was saving money to buy a hand phone... he didn't eat at lunch...I pity and instead of him watching us eat...yeah...i try to understand...oh yeah! he was like fat... really really fat....I always treat him lunch.... until he bought the hand...
    godhatesme12 godhatesme12
    26-30
    Mar 8, 2012

    I am new to this website

    and gave it some thought before deciding to contribute anything. Having read most all of the postings and responses there certainly are common threads that prevail among them. As for myself? All I can offer are views from my own experiences. The views are mixed. Firstly, if...
    acausetobe acausetobe
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2014

    On A Heavenly Father Boycott...

    I am mad at you God. I am deeply hurt and feel deeply betrayed by you. I trusted you and had faith in you. I prayed, went to church every Sunday, read the scriputures, and even went to the Temple and started to take a class on the scriptures last night. And you betrayed me. You...
    Kaity5 Kaity5
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2012

    Does God Really Love Us

    I am probably the most lonely and scared person in the world right now. When I was 18 I met a man, he was a Muslim I fell in love with him he treated me pretty badly. Fast forward 9 years and he decided he loved me and did everything the right way. I was patient and loyal to him...
    LostChild777 LostChild777
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 15, 2013

    Please Stop Making Me Suffer Will You!?!?

    Literally every year, I am having someone I get close to die on me. This year it was my uncle, also my only cat by my abusive sister killed for enjoyment, next year it is a pastor who used to make me laugh and was a fantastic teacher to me. He isn't even 60 yet!?!? God, What...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2011

    I Don't Hate God, But He Hates Me

    Please forgive me for this being so long. At 17 I had my life planned out and everything was going to plan. I had the grades, references and extra curriculars I needed to follow my dream. Until I destroyed my knee in a freak accident. The full ride scholarship I had in hand...
    davidlg davidlg
    56-60, M
    4 Responses Aug 12, 2012

    I Want To Help

    I'm sorry that you all feel this way about Papa. I know for a fact that he hasn't forgotten any one of you and that he loves you all. I am truly saddened that you all feel this way. This goes out to anyone who is angry at Him: I am here for each and every one of you to talk to if...
    WisdomBeyondAge WisdomBeyondAge
    16-17, M
    Oct 13, 2011

    WOW

    OMFG I HATE THIS WORLD EVER SINCE JULY OF LAST MONTH I HAVE PRAYED THAT GOD WILL PROVIDE AND I HAVE SO MUCH ANGER SO MUCH ANGER I WANT TO HURT.......SOMEONE I'M NOT ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING MY MOTHER SAID I WILL SUFFER AND MY KIDS WILL WAST IT ALLL THAT I WILL BUY THEM I MEAN WHAT...
    whygodruthere whygodruthere
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 18, 2013

    Money Does Not Matter...

    I can still remember the things that I bought until now....1. Playstation 1 $2++.002. Playstation II $3++.003. Ipod Nano $2++.004. PSP $3++.00my dress shoes food were bought by my sister... when I buy a shirt she buys 2 shirts.... so that if she gets scolded haha she blames me...
    godhatesme12 godhatesme12
    26-30
    Mar 7, 2012
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