I Am Mad At Myself

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    It's been, what, one maybe two months

    since I had my last crying fit filled with depression and a sprinkle of self loathing. But the joke's on me. How will I freaking sleep now?
    Arcencielx Arcencielx
    16-17, F
    Aug 8, 2014


    I'm always mad at myself for something. I would consider being mad at myself a step up from being sad with myself, but I am always disappointing myself, and I really just want to be happy.
    Breathe6 Breathe6
    22-25, M
    Jan 16, 2012

    My Thoughts On Me

    I want to change my life. I want to make improvements and there is room for improvement. A lot of people will look at me as spoiled and say i have nothing to complain about which i guess is true. i'm the baby girl of six, of course i'm spoiled! but i do have things to complain...
    MNY21 MNY21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

    There is this guy that I like a lot

    and yesterday he started talking to me. I was so nervous and I probably looked like an idiot. I didn't even do much talking! I wish I had said something more and now its the weekend so I can't even fix it.. I can't bring up something we talked about 3 days ago... I lost my...
    smurfinaround smurfinaround
    18-21, F
    Nov 29, 2014

    I Hate Myself.....

    for hurting you....i am so mad @ myself....i wish i could take it all back...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 13, 2010

    I need to be asleeeeeeeeeep!

    !!! When j want to go to sleep, I can't. When I don't want to go to sleep, I sleep. It's so freaking annoying and I'll only have 6 hours of sleep if I fall asleep now and it's annoying and it's so hard to fall asleepppppp...eeeeeeeeehhhhh........
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472
    13-15, F
    Jul 28, 2015

    My new bf sent me pics he should not have We

    have dated for a few weeks and he did this
    raptordelta raptordelta
    18-21, M
    Jun 19, 2015


    I'm sorry for hurting you, and everyone else I have hurt in my past for my own personal gain. Somehow I couldn't see what I was doing, and when I did it was already to late. I can't tell you how much I despise myself for it. You're disgusted with me? I understand why, I'm...
    purplenurple16 purplenurple16
    16-17, F
    Aug 3, 2012

    I'm so ******* mad at myself

    for saying all these things I shouldn't say to you. I hate myself for doing it, cause I'm only pushing you further and further away and I make everything worse. I wish I could take those words back, everything I said. I really blame myself for losing you.
    sproetje sproetje
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2014

    I am healthy, have four beautiful children,

    a home, a job, but i still feel sad, tired and alone. I'm supposed to be happy right? Am i crazy? Or ungrateful?
    lAgruMpy lAgruMpy
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014

    I always let ppl down.

    I always lose in the competitions , group competitions and then they get mad at me and then I get mad at myself
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 1, 2014

    ok...things in my life have led me to a dark

    dead end where I don't know what to do next. My house is at risk. my family is at risk. I have an inward crisis and it is that I don't trust anyone. and I barely like anyone. I feel this is reciprocal but its not fair... whatever. I am so mad and despairing at the life I...
    Jimbobclacy Jimbobclacy
    36-40, M
    Dec 14, 2014


    I'm Mad At Myself Because I Hurt Someone I Love. I Didnt Mean To And They Said It Was Ok. But Still I Am Mad At Myself For Even Letting It Happen.
    cry7 cry7
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2009

    Ugh. I totaled my car almost two weeks ago,

    the insurance company will only pay for the rental for a few more days, even though they haven't given me the check to buy another car yet, I got my mother's car in my name yesterday...but since I have let the car sit for almost a year, I am going to have to put in work to get...
    Myzery Myzery
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 17

    Why Do I Do The Things I Do?

    i am mad at myself because i keep in doing the same mistakes over and over again knowing the consiquences. I realize that i care what other people think of me (depending on the situation). thats not right. i shouldnt care what people think.. i wont move on in life if i keep on...
    meek2012 meek2012
    May 8, 2012

    I Am Mad At Myself

    I basically make it possible for people to think i'm bad. I literally did horrible in basketball tryouts because I kept telling myself and others I was horrible. I didn't make the team but I know I am much better then some of the people on the team. If I had believed I was good I...
    linderson9 linderson9
    Oct 24, 2013
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