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I Am Manic Depressive

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    Where Do I Go From Here?

    I have been battling with manic depression for some 20+ years now.  Just the other day I started going back to Therapy with a Therapist that I had seen many moons ago.  The reason I wanted to get back to Therapy is because I had a my uterus removed this past March. ...
    texas2005 texas2005 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2009

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    Semantics: I Call It Life

      Hmmm...what to say about bipolar. In true manic depressive fashion, both bipolar and the contemplation of it leave me hopelessly ambivalent. I can’t detach from it and simultaneously, I seem unable to reconcile bipolar with my self, with who I am. I guess my...
    LickingStamps LickingStamps 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    I Now Have Adhd As Well As Bipolar

    I WAS TOLD I HAD ADHD BECAUSE I FORGET WHERE I PUT THINGS AND I CAN NOT SIT STILL I HAVE TO BE IN CONSTANT MOTION.  I WAS OFF OF THE VYVNASE WHICH I TAKE FOR THE ADHD FOR 2 WEEKS AND I CAN TELL THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN TAKING IT.  I PICK UP THE PRESCRIPTION YESTERDAY AND...
    texas2005 texas2005 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2010

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    Any Body Shared the Same Experience??

    hey! im 13! my dad went into hospital in january this year! we had been on holiday and because of the family that came with us,, my dad went on a high.. the holiday was a nightmare! the other family were rowing and very lazy! we had gone on holiday for a rest but when...
    bananapuff bananapuff 13-15 Aug 13, 2009

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    I just need someone to sit in my room

    and do drugs with me all night. I need to be anaesthetized and placated. I want to blast music while so high I no longer recognize my corporeal form. I need to know that I am in the presence of something with a pulse. I feel unreal.
    WithoutChemicals WithoutChemicals 18-21, F Feb 8

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    Fired After Four Months

    My first manic episode happened to me during my first professional job after graduate school. I felt so happy and fulfilled in life and was working very hard to establish a career. When I moved into the city (2 months after starting work), I noticed that I was starting to...
    CW1715 CW1715 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have been for as long as I can recall, only I was not diagnosed until my life took one final (we thought it to be final) nosedive crisis. It was then that I was diagnosed and...
    bbush69 bbush69 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Tomorrow I start a plan where I starve myself for around 2 weeks or so and then commit suicide. I had an old account, goingunder, but this membership will be used while I'm on this...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    So tomorrow I start starvation instead of today, I had to stay home sick. Tomorrow I put up an excuse that I was bullied badly so everything else can go smoothly
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    **** I just really want to die
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    I hate my life. I hate my personality and my body and dependency. I'm so quick to laugh and fall in love and I'm ******* fat and I depend too much on a certain person that makes me...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    Just thinking about my suicide right now....
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    I'm crying right now because I want to die so badly and I just hate myself so much
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    What's bothering me at the moment ...so yesterday at my highschool some girls I knew bullied me about being lesbian and pulled my hair and hit me. I also have this idol...he's...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I feel ******* worthless and just ******
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 21

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    I want to die so bad. There's nothing good left in my life. I have no friends and I get bullied all the time for my sexuality and body and music preference and my personality. I...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    First day of my starvation. Feeling pretty good about it, just have to make sure not to take my Prozac or I probably won't go through with it.
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 22

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    2nd day of no food. My brother said yesterday that if I haven't had a meal all day and just snacks then that's the equivalent of no food. I'm pretty sure he didn't take me...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Starving yourself isn't that hard I think. If I ever get hungry all I do is drink warm water and I feel full
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I want to stick a gun to my head and pull the trigger. I want to abuse my body to the maximum because I know I deserve it. I want to isolate myself so no one else gets hurt. I want...
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F Sep 5

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    I literally wish I never existed
    maydaysirens maydaysirens 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hey people, I was diagnosed with Bipolar I disorder this year and here's the back story of all of that -- I knew something's been wrong with me since I was 14. Even before I was...
    starryxo starryxo 22-25 3 Responses Sep 7

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    I wish my mom knew how miserable she makes me feel. I have a horrible relationship with her and nothing is ever good enough. I try to spend time with her but I don't have tons of...
    eaarcher93 eaarcher93 18-21, F Aug 19

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    For a year and a half. I was a bad drug addict and I was 17/18 and I was living with my sister and I ran away from her and her husbands house. All I had was my bookbag filled with...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F Aug 20

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    Madonnadz Madonnadz 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I can't ever get a relationship to last. Mainly because I'm a sex addict. I can never get enough of it and I'm addicted to orgasming I try to give myself as many as I can a day...
    Gothika88 Gothika88 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    Less than 10 months ago my life changed drastically, it was a sun shining day but yet a horrible day. Around 4 or 5 pm my sister found my mother dead in her bed. We had a clue on...
    ninja6152 ninja6152 13-15 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I am a hateful person, people tell me that i'm a kind soul and that i'm just hurting. True, I was abused and raped, but so were others and they recovered. I am a manic depressive...
    Oldwounds Oldwounds 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Let me start off by explaining a bit of my issues, that are causing me to lose my mind. I am 41yrs old with really bad teeth and hair loss issues, live in my mother's back area of...
    about2giveup about2giveup 41-45 Aug 26

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    He and her dad and mom at the moment are confident she has stopped using her meds, which the doctors have mentioned she need to hardly ever do. She has misplaced a huge quantity of...
    Devon1739q Devon1739q 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    I hate the fact I can't stop it. I should be able to its just too hard. So I guess I'll remain in pain. I'll beat myself up over nothing. But I would rather hurt my own feelings...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Carriele83 Carriele83 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Totally new to this..... So here you go! I've been struggling with mental illnesses for well over 18 years now. At first I was diagnosed as manic-depressive which the psychiatrist...
    accaliaraynne accaliaraynne 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    It is by choice. I love my family bit don't like them much. I was treated as if I was put on this earth to serve. I never knew any better, thought it was my position. I was...
    jeanola jeanola 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today is a manic/depressive day. I literally feel cut off and numb in my skull, but my body feels like it's overdosed on adrenalin and needs to do something productive. The battle...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today is a manic/depressive day. I literally feel cut off and numb in my skull, but my body feels like it's overdosed on adrenalin and needs to do something productive. The battle...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend says i am too emotional for him. I cant help it. I have manic depressive disorder but now that im Pregnant im not on my meds. So i have been depressed during most of...
    Nikki2626 Nikki2626 31-35, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    A QUICK BREAK DOWN: BI-POLAR TWO It is more than just plain depression, but never delusional or psychotic (in some cases) the "up" moods never reach full blown mania...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder when I was 20. I'm 22 now, and I know and any one that knows me, knows that there's been something wrong with me my whole life. It really...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F Aug 20

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    The first time I attempted suicide was at 10, my ***** doner turns out had like 5 other familys and women on the side, and beating me and my mom. I broke a Christmas ball ornament...
    UnstableSammi UnstableSammi 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Hey, guys. I have a little bit of a problem - I've been noticing bipolar symptoms in myself for around a year now. I've practically self diagnosed myself with type 1. Every single...
    faeishere faeishere 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Ok I’m going to do these, despite that only one other person was in this group and that was nearly a year ago. [I did this on a word document in case my internet died and I lost...
    thefluffyclouds thefluffyclouds 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I haven't visited this page much these last two days, mainly because I moved and the packing, actual move and then unpacking has been taking all of my time. My mood hasn't been any...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I am anti medication ever since I saw my mother die of cancer. She took pills all her life for digestion problems. I