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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 194 People

    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Had a coffee with a friend over the weekend

    and she updated me on her affair she is having which i have known about since it began. She met a married lady (ML) through friends about 4 months ago. ML stated she spoke to her Husband about her urges and wanted him to support her exploring her lesbian tendencies. She told...
    LesGirl01 LesGirl01 26-30, F Sep 13, 2015

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 26-30 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    Phoebe888 Phoebe888 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2015

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    Hi, i have a friend who would want to be in a relationship, she is a lesbian and 16, she prefers someone older, message me and I'll give you her info
    itsmereesa itsmereesa 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hi, i have a friend who would want to be in a relationship, she is a lesbian and 16, she prefers someone older, message me and I'll give you her info
    itsmereesa itsmereesa 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hi, i have a friend who would want to be in a relationship, she is a lesbian and 16, she prefers someone older, message me and I'll give you her info
    itsmereesa itsmereesa 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Dear bisexual lesbians.. Please do not chose to have relationship with a girl when you are already with a guy. It's a horrible thing for all parties involved... No use.
    carrydawg carrydawg 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have never done this before, you know, posting thing. I don't even do facebook but I guess there is first time for everything. or I am just so tired of being kept inside and want...
    WanderingIdiot WanderingIdiot 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I m a Muslim lesbian want to marry a gay can any one help me
    ANJUMANSARI84 ANJUMANSARI84 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm feeling quite confused. I have been in a very serious relationship for two years and I am more then happy with her. We're great for each other and everything is just amazing...
    Scorcor12 Scorcor12 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    They had a beautiful story of two Indian women married to each other and settled in Chennai on a news paper. It was encouraging to know this happens. Both are bold enough, and...
    carrydawg carrydawg 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    They had a beautiful story of two Indian women married to each other and settled in Chennai on a news paper. It was encouraging to know this happens. Both are bold enough, and...
    carrydawg carrydawg 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 21 and have never gone on a real date in my life.Isn't it sorrowful? Nothing is worse than being in the closet and suffering from the pains and loneliness :-/. I'm jealous and...
    MindMillion MindMillion 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i am a lesbian. My mom knows but she does not fully realize.. A year ago, when I thought i was bi, I told her: hey mom, i think i like girls too. She said "Of course you can do...
    TwigOfLife TwigOfLife 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Looking for MOC. Please message me in pvt if interested. I am from India and work as software engineer. From a good family and cultured background. Open minded. Willing to relocate...
    acoolstud99 acoolstud99 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Looking for MOC. Please message me in pvt if interested. I am from India and work as software engineer. From a good family and cultured background. Open minded. Willing to relocate...
    acoolstud99 acoolstud99 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    One of a kind closeted gay man looking for his soul mate, a closeted lesbian. 100% discreet and 100% masculine. I am handsome, physically fit, athletic, genuine, outgoing, career...
    joesmithnyc joesmithnyc 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    Yesterday my wife got three bags of clothes have to her. So we picked though them and tried on what we liked than passed the rest to my sister. We kept two bags of some truly...
    SolayTranswife SolayTranswife 26-30, T 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi, I'm looking for a MOC. I am a closeted lesbian looking for a closeted gay. I am from the Uk. Someone in there early 20's please! Also, re-locating will be preferred.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 30

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    I am a genuine, educated, athletic, handsome, physically fit DISCREET gay man looking for a discreet lesbian to enjoy life with. I am looking to experience all the little things in...
    joesmithnyc joesmithnyc 41-45, M Jan 30

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    Indian Gay guy based in Europe looking for a MOC. I´m from a Christian family. Am open to all nationalities, religion, caste etc, but not in a position to relocate elsewhere in...
    Studio54 Studio54 36-40, M Jan 30

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    31 year old Hindu Indian gay looking for an asexual/lesbian for MoC, preferably with the same background.
    MrConfusedSoul MrConfusedSoul 31-35, M Jan 30

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    33 year old Hindu south Indian gay looking for an asexual/lesbian for MoC, preferably with the same background.
    krishere1982 krishere1982 31-35 Jan 29

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    33 year old Hindu south Indian gay looking for an asexual/lesbian for MoC, preferably with the same background.
    krishere1982 krishere1982 31-35 Jan 29

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    33 year old Hindu south Indian gay looking for an asexual/lesbian for MoC, preferably with the same background.
    krishere1982 krishere1982 31-35 Jan 29

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    33 year old Hindu south Indian gay looking for an asexual/lesbian for MoC, preferably with the same background.
    krishere1982 krishere1982 31-35 Jan 29

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