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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 185 People

    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 8 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    Phoebe888 Phoebe888 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I am a lesbian myself so of course I think lesbians are awesome
    alantae14 alantae14 13-15, F 27 mins ago

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    I believe that talking to a lesbian will give a man a better idea on how a girl wants to be treated; because who else knows how to treat girls the right way, than a girl herself?
    myokujiraiya10 myokujiraiya10 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I was blindsided one day when my husband called me out of the blue crying and told me that he had messed around and got another woman pregnant. He was away from me training in...
    forty6and2 forty6and2 22-25, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm not exactly a lesbian but i like girls and I'm always wishing I'm a girl... I don't like boys at all though...
    Crossdress4life Crossdress4life 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I was in denial about being a lesbian. I married my best friend, I think a lot of the reason, I was subconsciously trying to find a place in a "normal" family. 2 months after...
    michellebella46 michellebella46 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    thinking about it yes I would love to be a lesbian it must be fantastic and very loving and the sex if I had one wish this is it i love the idea of it if I cannot be one I want to...
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I'm in the closet bisexual. Actually, I'm not really sure if I'm bisexual or if I'm just with guys because it's socially acceptable. I've only been with one woman, but I've been...
    spiritualsearch spiritualsearch 41-45, F 8 hrs ago

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    Yes I am married. Things are going okay. The bedroom has lost spice and hunger. From a females perspective - why does that happen? Why do females lose their appetite? Is it normal...
    GoodHeartedGuy GoodHeartedGuy 46-50, M 26 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Happily married 35 years together since high school.
    petite44 petite44 51-55, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Any decent & "serious" girl from US wanna get married. ? . (I'm from Pakistan)
    dansizzling dansizzling 26-30, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Well of course I'm not a lesbian.... But I do get lonely sometimes.... And I sometimes wish I was a lesbian....
    seanbone11 seanbone11 36-40, M 20 hrs ago

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    i always have been a lesbian but was scared to come out. so i married a guy had three kids, well i never was happy im leaving him. and i feel better i met a girl and she is so...
    littlewhispers29 littlewhispers29 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm 47 and I married my husband 8 years ago. We have been together 9 years. Before him I had been married before, but my last relationship before him was with a woman. She broke my...
    Trish0302 Trish0302 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am 38 years old. Middle Eastern Muslim gay guy. I am looking for Middle Eastern lesbian or bisexual Muslim girl. I am conservative, very well educated and good looking. I know...
    lovecater lovecater 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    Idk if I'll get bashed out for this but I don't really care about gays and lesbians getting married because it doesn't affect me as I am not a lesbian. If they wanna get married...
    the808heartbreak the808heartbreak 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Hi. I am 27 , well-settled and well traveled Indian living in PUNJAB. My family is living in abroad. I am Self Employed. I am looking for a DECENT , good-looking, closet girl who's...
    decentlife decentlife 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I'm a very happy lesbian. My wife and I decided to celebrate this momentous occasion to go out, just the two of us and have a wonderful supper. I'm glad we whet to New York to...
    jgeorge68 jgeorge68 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am a lesbian, and I love it. I spent about 15 years confused and in denial about my sexuality. I remember the first girl I had a crush on was a cartoon character. Growing up in...
    ash000056 ash000056 22-25 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've known I liked girls for as long as I can remember. I've gone out with guys before thinking maybe something was wrong with me? As a pastor's kid it isn't really 'okay'. I'm...
    luvvyowl luvvyowl 13-15, F a week ago

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    I'm a 31 years old closeted gay guy. Trust me when I say I can not come out. Yes, it comes easy for some, and more difficult for some, but for me there's almost no positive in me...
    gayneedgirl gayneedgirl 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    hey guys im 14 and a closet lesbian i've known for about a year and a half so feel free to message me
    rubygoad99 rubygoad99 13-15, F a week ago

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    Been married for almost 5 years, never been with a woman but been thinking abt it a lot. Love my husband and don't want to cheat, but feel like I may be missing something. My...
    AdventurousM AdventurousM 26-30, F a week ago

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    I am Marathi Guy ( Bi Sexual In Nature :Age 30) Wants to hv serious MOC with self independant girl ( Bi sexual/ Lesbian )from Maharashtra. She must be willing to relocate at...
    kunalmarriagemoc kunalmarriagemoc 31-35, M Jun 23

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    I'm 39 years old and have been married for 15 years. We have two children, 10 and 12. The problem is that I am sure that I am a lesbian. We have a good marriage and he is a...
    mel1229 mel1229 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 22

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    Alright so, as the title says it, I'm a closet lesbian. However, I have a boyfriend, whom I love greatly, but am not attracted to at all. I'm physically and emotionally pulled...
    AutumnReverie AutumnReverie 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I was only five or six. I slept with my closet open. I would always sleep through the night. But one night I just woke up. No reason. Almost as if I was supposed to wake up then. I...
    ICanDoMyOwnThing ICanDoMyOwnThing 13-15, T 2 Responses Jun 21

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