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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 194 People

    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    Phoebe888 Phoebe888 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 12 Responses May 1, 2012

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 8 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    Well I'm new here, just really flustrated. I've been married for 4 years. Guess when I'm married him I thought he would feel content. He spent years in his past drinking at bars...
    shelovesherdogs shelovesherdogs 46-50, F 3 hrs ago

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    Hi, am a gay Somali guy looking for a lesbian for MOC. Am muslim and well educated. Am in Ohio, USA. I don't mind some in EU. If interested let me know.
    aahmed72 aahmed72 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    Good Evening Ladies how are all of you? Newly out of closet looking for a clean chat :)
    Katerina1996 Katerina1996 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I long for a girlfriend. But now isn't the appropriate time for me. I'm married.. But it will end. We have a plan and I know we'll separate. Because he's not right for me and I...
    Sophia117 Sophia117 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I need more lesbian friends. I have some friends that are bi but they prefer going to regular bars. There are times I want to go to a lesbar with friends. What's the best way to...
    Wholenewworld123 Wholenewworld123 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I want to marry a lesbian who loves me but sleeps with women.
    Cuck4lesbian Cuck4lesbian 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I am searching for a lesbian.some guys are pretending here as a lesbian.please don't do that.
    nafiha1234 nafiha1234 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, I just found out that my favorite cousin is 6 weeks pregnant... And boy, did the big green jealousy monster slap me hard! I've wanted a baby for years, but I'm trying to do the...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So, I just found out that my favorite cousin is 6 weeks pregnant... And boy, did the big green jealousy monster slap me hard! I've wanted a baby for years, but I'm trying to do the...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I am a lesbian trapped in a mans body .. .
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    well it all started because we are part of a mission and we started talking on facebook he is 32 and I am way younger than him he is really kind I have never met his wife because...
    crazygirlsdontcry crazygirlsdontcry 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ok so I guess I'm not only one on here who have been dealing with this. Over the past few days I've had a number of lesbians adding me to their circle group. Not sure how you are...
    louisiananudistcpl louisiananudistcpl 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Over the past few days I've had a number of lesbians adding me to their circle thingies. Not sure how you are all finding me based on the experiences I am sharing. I'm friendly...
    xoxMorganxox xoxMorganxox 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    While most of us are still closeted, discussing about the difficulties of a gay life, or brooding on our first love (that wasn't meant to be).. I would like to associate with...
    simplychat simplychat 26-30, F a week ago

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    It's been a long time since I've posted on EP. In short, I used this website to seek other women like me. Being confident in my sexually at such a young age, along with attending...
    MissMoofia MissMoofia 16-17, F Aug 26

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    Lesbians are great! ^_^ so many lesbian friends there just great!
    Ashley123445 Ashley123445 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I'm lesbian and I wanna get to know more gay and lesbian people, it would be cool to make a friend or two lol, I have a kikster you can message me at (talaunanna)
    talaunanna talaunanna 16-17, F Aug 25

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    I don't like talking to lesbians on here. they either have the most boring conversation, or have really bad grammar and dnt make any sense or they're too forward asffff!! and also...
    Sillylilyxoxo Sillylilyxoxo 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    Hey everyone I am Maria new to EP I'm from Cyprus I am Full Lesbian 18 years old single 170 cm Fit I am Proud and Out Lesbian, enjoy working out, traveling , spending time with...
    Maria72097 Maria72097 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    You probably know that the absolute majority of Russians hate gays, so coming out is out of the question if you still live in a relatively small city with muslim parents. It's not...
    UchuuStranger UchuuStranger 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    My friends accuses me I'm a closeted gay and it annoys me every time they open the topic and sometimes I will just hear it from another person that they were talking about my...
    mikehaha111 mikehaha111 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm still at the closet ugh ??
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 21

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    looking for someone to start a friendship with lesbian looking for other 18 and over lesbians.
    reginacali12 reginacali12 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    i am from delhi, 28 guy want to marry a lesbian
    singh2709 singh2709 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Here's my story: I grew up in a tiny, deeply Southern town. With a small, close minded, religious family. Being different was difficult and coming out as gay was downright...
    lovelyconflict lovelyconflict 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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