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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

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    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    Phoebe888 Phoebe888 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Like my parents picked me up from school today for our family doctor visit, and they were joking around about how i'm going to be married with a husband and kids one day and i'm...
    imasweetheart imasweetheart 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Okay, I'm going to come out on here now, I've already told my family so I'm proud to say I'm a lesbian have been for a while but I didn't label myself. My friends and my close...
    ThisIsLife13 ThisIsLife13 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 7

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    would love to get to know others who are in a similar situation, preferably similar in age too (im 22). ive known since I was really young that I was different and that I was into...
    Char16 Char16 22-25 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm Sri Lankan (closest to Asian Indian) and have always been interested and attracted towards women more than men, and it is actually scary to even try to attempt and date. I'm...
    sara0088 sara0088 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 8

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    When I was in grade 6 I found out there was a thing called lgbt then that summer I thought what if I was trans then I took into deep thought about it I had tons of dreams but then...
    20tatumt 20tatumt 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I had this girl, she use to hang out with me and something happened and she kissed me. A lot happened after that but now I find myself attracted to other girls but my family doesn...
    breemarlie breemarlie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Well I am mostly still in the closet. My closest friends know. Well basically anyone who isn't my family knows. and i would prefer to keep it that way. I joked about it to my mom...
    TaquilaTopaz TaquilaTopaz 26-30, F Apr 15

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    If you are a woman 30-50 years old who dreams about teaching a young lesbian how to worship her body, message me. I want to be taught how to make love.. I want to explore a mature...
    Bicurious12345 Bicurious12345 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Any tips on coming out to parents???
    imawarrior imawarrior 16-17, F Mar 29

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    We're going on a holiday together this week. Yes, this is really happening, I'm going overseas with my crush. But yea, this is happening because she couldn't think of anyone else...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    anyone wanna talk? inbos me please
    monikamilk monikamilk 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I have a best friend she's awesome and a girl too. We love eachother lots have made out lots when drunk and had drunken talks about being together. We both have boyfriends now and...
    purplepants911 purplepants911 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Is making an effort to come out for the 4th time even worth it? Ugh I wish I could be accepted. :(
    Lovelybaby18 Lovelybaby18 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Okay so this girl that I have a crush on is definitely straight. Spent two weeks together and it was fun but I could tell that she regards me as nothing more than just a friend. I...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F Apr 13

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    just want to share lil' bit to ease the hurt in my chest...it's been long time that I ever remember that I more preferred girls than the opposite...but I grew up in homophobic...
    shadowspuppet shadowspuppet 26-30, F Apr 14

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    are there any girls between the ages of 24-30 that would like to get to know each other? I would really love to hear about others with similar feelings.
    anli28 anli28 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    If you want check out my very gay tumblr account ;) : lezzz-rock-on.tumblr.com
    jlove987 jlove987 16-17, F a week ago

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    how many of you can relate to this? 
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My friend thinks my crush and I should be travel partners when I told her about our two-week trip together. It was fun and we had a great time. We have made plans to go on a day...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    hi girls feel free to message me :)
    elle0489 elle0489 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Hi I'm a closeted lesbian Muslim looking for a MOC with a closeted gay Muslim.
    halalgirl564 halalgirl564 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    add me lesbians. +679 9146931. girls only
    JulzDaveta JulzDaveta 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Not everyone has to get married.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 27 mins ago

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    When I was 14 I met the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on. We were both in the closet but crazy about each other, she wanted to come out and I was too afraid, we...
    pambisaurus pambisaurus 22-25, F Apr 8

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    I have been this way for a long time. There were times when I thought that I had to like boys because "society told me I have to" but my attraction to girls just feels so right and...
    SamanthaJC SamanthaJC 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I have been married for almost 10 years and we have four young children. Last summer I fell in love with my good friend. She was/is in a committed heterosexual relationship and...
    Basorexia Basorexia 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 5

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