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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 169 People

    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 13

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 10

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 2 days ago

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    it sucks to be closeted but the african culture has forces us to be closeted... the femmes have it easy coz they look just like a normal female but the butch and studs have it hard...
    barbrabarbie barbrabarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I'm in my late twenties and still (uncomfortably) tucked away in the far back of the closet. I've known I was gay since I was 9 but it was always very difficult for me to accept...
    Michele87 Michele87 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    Handsome, white, educated guy here. Very serious, genuine, and eager to meet a girl in the same situation. I'm living in the US (Midwest) and would be a great guy for the right...
    zulu1010 zulu1010 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    This is my first time admitting it but I am a lesbian. For years I have been and I am still hiding it from the people I love because I'm scared. I just want to be free and love who...
    SecretUK SecretUK 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I'm 16 years old and I know I'm a lesbian I have for years I've never kissed a girl but I have kissed a guy and I didn't like it but it's hard because I can't come out because I...
    mish6 mish6 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    im dying to try tribbing ..looks like so much fun but i dont know how to tell my best friend to do it with me..i dont think she'll judge me. We are always telling eahother how we...
    les509 les509 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Today i was looking around facebook ... watching how my friends have boyfriends and look so happy .... i have tried so hard, but it just not who i am, i like woman so very much and...
    spankeegirl1 spankeegirl1 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    its so hard. laying in bed every night and fighting the urge to get online and look up videos of lesbians. its my only way of releasing the sexual frustration I have built up. I...
    sydlittle sydlittle 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Even though I have come out to quite a lot of my friends, I'm still hidden in the closest! As much as they all accept me for who I am, I'm still scared to tell family and the rest...
    secretsinmylife secretsinmylife 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    I can't take this anymore. I have never felt so alone or scared before. It is like I am hemorrhaging all these emotions with no share them and it's messy and scary and...
    Musicartlife Musicartlife 26-30 4 Responses Nov 23

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    I'm falling hard for this girl that I've known for almost a year now. We've been texting almost everyday and I can tell that she genuinely likes me as a friend. We enjoy each other...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F Nov 24

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    We've been friends for almost a year now. I can tell that she genuinely likes me as a friend and we enjoy each other's company because we've been texting every single day for...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I admit to a friend that i like looking at beautiful girls pictures too but i thinks its weird to tell to someone. and she was like, its not weird ,its not like we're a lesbi if we...
    mozaq mozaq 16-17 Nov 25

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    Hence my fish profile picture. I'm still badass though. And I can assure you my friends are reading this, but have no idea it's me lmao
    lezbelez lezbelez 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Wanting to talk to young girls like me. can't ask questions cause people keep reporting me so inbox me if you want to talk
    stephygirl99 stephygirl99 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    http://www.experienceproject.com/groups/Bicurious-Bisexual-In-NYC/954235
    marilife marilife 31-35, F Nov 28

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    Today my straight girl crush surprised me with a homemade cake. It was really very sweet of her to spend her weekend baking something specially for me. Honestly, this is the first...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    So...this girl I like asked me to go on a holiday with her and I said yes. I'm not sure where I'm going to get the money from, but it would be stupid of me to say no, right?
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    So in addition to the above tag I am also a Muslim and of Indian decent. How's that for triple threat lol. I have chosen to commit to a life of celibacy and most days I am quite...
    DrKara DrKara 22-25 1 Response Dec 4

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    My crush has been telling me about the guy that she has a crush on, and I keep telling her that she should do something about it because who knows, maybe the guy likes her too. I...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    I can't sleep. I've been crying for the past hour all because of my crush. She showed me the texts that she got from the guy that she likes. My crush has to go to work tomorrow and...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for about 3 years now. He knows/thinks I'm bisexual, but the truth is I'm gay. Very, very gay. I know that I need to come out to him and tell him the...
    persemad persemad 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    And I would love to chat ;) xx girls only
    ashleypaige11 ashleypaige11 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Heya ladies, I'm getting pretty tired of being told, “You can't write this or that.” I've decided that's ok though because I've found a new website. I've only been here for 2...
    DevilishTongue DevilishTongue 26-30, F a week ago

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M <