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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 191 People

    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 8 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    Phoebe888 Phoebe888 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    Half of me is out of the closet.
    freesoul95 freesoul95 18-21, F 1 Response 58 mins ago

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    Quick update here. My husband should post his update in a bit. Two things: We finally got married after planning it 6 months ago. I'm now 480 lbs / 34 stone / 217 kgs. I'm...
    Miteu Miteu 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Any lesbians want to have long talk and get to know each other ? Write me ?
    blackberryteam54 blackberryteam54 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    And we celebrate our first wedding anniversary next week! We were married on 13th August, two years since the day we had our first date :D
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Not so long time ago I found out that I'm lesbian and I'm really scared because my parents hates gays and lesbians . I don't know what to do; should I tell to my parents or to my...
    blackberryteam54 blackberryteam54 16-17, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Hi,i have been in a relationship with married man for almost 4 years,we work together, when meet him he was having an affair with another married woman, but after a year they after...
    myrtle67 myrtle67 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I was always taught never to go to bed on a cross word. I haven't been married that long but I always tell my husband I love him and thank him for today before I go to sleep...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 22 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I always knew that I was a little different. Growing up, I had more of an attraction towards girls than boys and I didn't realize it until I started getting older. When I was 16 I...
    CheekyXX CheekyXX 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    My wife (now ex) was/is a compulsive liar. All the time we were married I started to realise something was not quite right. I caught her lying about a number of things, some...
    Horny63 Horny63 51-55, M 11 hrs ago

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    My wife (now ex) was/is a compulsive liar. All the time we were married I started to realise something was not quite right. I caught her lying about a number of things, some...
    Horny63 Horny63 51-55, M 11 hrs ago

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    Hi everyone, is there anyone out there looking for a MOC in London? Seems like I'm the only one :( A quick summary; I'm a Cypriot guy living in north London, I'm 29, good looking...
    funkymonkey9 funkymonkey9 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Hi everyone, is there anyone out there looking for a MOC in London? Seems like I'm the only one :( A quick summary; I'm a Cypriot guy living in north London, I'm 29, good looking...
    funkymonkey9 funkymonkey9 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Hi everyone, is there anyone out there looking for a MOC in London? Seems like I'm the only one :( A quick summary; I'm a Cypriot guy living in north London, I'm 29, good looking...
    funkymonkey9 funkymonkey9 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I started dating women when I was 20. I never looked back...until I met my husband. He is a great man. However, I miss kissing and hair in my hands and soft skin. I posted 7 years...
    Cate74 Cate74 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    After ending a 7 year old relationship with my sons father I began a romantic relationship with a woman. Although I had slight attractions to women in the past this was the first...
    Wholenewworld123 Wholenewworld123 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Married 15 years to my wife and we have 2 kids. I feel so lost. I don't want to give up my marriage as she is my best friend, but I can't help the attraction to other guys and...
    Brenjaminbarker Brenjaminbarker 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a 24 year old female who is completely unsure of her sexuality. I've never been with another female, but I find myself becoming more and more curious as I grow older. I've been...
    CuriousF420 CuriousF420 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    At 31, I must be so old to this. But for some reason all I have ever had are relationships with people either afraid of committment, or they just want sex. I cry sometimes hearing...
    MirabellMay MirabellMay 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    What's up just wondering if any lesbian females wanna read my post on my profile to see if it sparks interest!
    nashville88 nashville88 26-30, M a week ago

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    I am in counseling with my husband whom I love dearly to help us get back together after my infidelity with a woman. Oddly the therapy makes me feel worse because I see what a...
    GingerDame GingerDame 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Dear Soulmate.. Where are you?
    candies020 candies020 26-30, F Jul 25

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    Well first I'm new to this so let me just start off with my story! Well I'm a bisexual male who is in a relationship with my bf but the thing is I'm not out to anyone in my family...
    nashville88 nashville88 26-30, M Jul 24

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    I was in denial about being a lesbian. I married my best friend, I think a lot of the reason, I was subconsciously trying to find a "normal family." 2 months after getting married...
    michellebella46 michellebella46 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm 31yr asexual guy I was in relation with lesbian girl for sometime, so I'm not much interested in straight relationship as I like lesbian love, I'm looking for lesbian companion...
    Showmelove84 Showmelove84 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    Hi. I am a lesbian living half-closet. My friends all know I like girls by not having to ask, but not my family. ( I think deep down they notice it, but just try to ignore that...
    Tarynymous Tarynymous 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 22

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