I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Jun 1, 2013

    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile
    May 25, 2013

    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 7, 2014

    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe
    8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag
    22-25, F
    10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489
    4 Responses May 26, 2013

    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Dec 6, 2013

    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Jun 6, 2013

    Well....just home from a night out & it always

    happens to me ! There's always 1 girl I cnt take my eyes off... Perfect in every way only problem is I'm 'straight' so prob didn't even tough her radar...! She was out with us & we danced a lot im happy with that cos I didn't freak her but I'd have loved a kiss...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 7, 2015

    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke
    22-25, F
    Nov 26, 2013

    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared
    26-30, F
    11 Responses May 1, 2012

    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 21, 2013

    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Jul 13, 2014

    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 4, 2012

    Had a coffee with a friend over the weekend

    and she updated me on her affair she is having which i have known about since it began. She met a married lady (ML) through friends about 4 months ago. ML stated she spoke to her Husband about her urges and wanted him to support her exploring her lesbian tendencies. She told...
    LanaH102 LanaH102
    31-35, F
    Sep 13, 2015
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