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I Am Married And Closet Lesbian

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 170 People

    Sometimes I Wonder

    I am married with kids. My husband knows I am bisexual. I dated around before he and I met. It isn't about the sex for me so much as it is the personality and chemistry. I often wonder about the what ifs in life. This is one if those ifs. I have several friends that are lesbian...
    momof3yahoos momof3yahoos 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Where Do I Go From Here.?

    Hello. I'm a married 23 year old female who thought she had her life all figured out! All my life, I've been a bit codependent and pleasing others genuinely used to make me happy, lately that hasn't been enough! As a child, I was molested on three different accounts. The first...
    Crazygirl489 Crazygirl489 22-25 4 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Cleaning Out The Closet...Starting With His Stuff

    I always said when my mom dies I would become lesbian. Become! I really meant when she does I will have the courage to live openly as a lesbian. I can't do it with her ugly twisted mouth looking at me like I'm a dirty lezzie. My mom was terrified, when I was in my teens, that...
    christinacrawford christinacrawford 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    I am married to a man,

    but have recently realized I am a lesbian. I thought I was bi when we got married, but I think I was just in denial. A few weeks before my husband and I started dating my girlfriend of seven years left me. To say the least I was heartbroken and desperate to feel loved. Everyone...
    Onlyifyoucanguess Onlyifyoucanguess 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 10, 2014

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 May 25, 2013

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    Anyone Near 33541?

    I think I always knew that I liked women, so when I met my husband when I was 17 and he was starting his senior year of high school, I did not understand why I loved him so much. We lived together from 1992 to 1997 and got married in 1998. I have 20 + years of my life invested...
    deathsmiled deathsmiled 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 21, 2013

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    Hi I'M Kimmy

    I'm a lesbian and out, and I just wanted to offer my support and companionship to anyone who needs it :)
    BabyDyke BabyDyke 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    What I've Always Known But Never Told

    I was always a little tom-boyish. I always felt different. Even though most of my friends were guys I always had very strong feelings for women. I became very good at hiding my true self from the real world, masking my feelings so I could fit in. I married my HS sweetheart, I've...
    PseudoLyfe PseudoLyfe 26-30 8 Responses Oct 17, 2012

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    Attracted To Women?

    So I am married And I think That I may be attracted to women.... Although I have never been with a female intimately, I find that while watching...videos...I spend more time focused on the female and her features and it..makes me ...happy to say the least. Lol. But I think am...
    Neveragainsag Neveragainsag 22-25, F 10 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I am 36 and am coming to terms

    that I am gay. I've never had a relationship with a woman. I am married with two kids and I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do.
    robotprincess robotprincess 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I have been married to a man

    for over a year and I can't stop thinking of being with a woman again. I had my first lesbian relationship 5 years ago with this great girl and then wound up getting married to my husband which is a major mistake because I really want to be with a woman. I don't know what to do...
    omeyeliner omeyeliner 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    Hi I been married for 10yrs an been with my

    husband since is was 18 now I'm 35. I just recently fell in love with a female an we been having a affair for a yr! I'm so stressed out an don't know what to do cause Im scared to leave my family but I can't let her go either!!:( this my first lesbian experience an I love it so...
    Nickyhoney Nickyhoney 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Update: In A Closet No More!

    Well...God exists! My husband has decided it's better for us to just end the marriage. I'm very scared of what my future will be like without a provider but freedom comes with a price and I am willing to pay for it. It's been two weeks since he left and I have never felt better...
    turquoisehell turquoisehell 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 6, 2013

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    Married 30 Yr Old & In The Closet

    Hi there.. Im a 30 yr old mother of two and a closet lesbian. This has been a secret that Ive carried with me from my early teenage years. Let me start by saying I was raised by wonderful parents in a very conservative home and was taught that being "gay" meant that you were...
    janared janared 26-30, F 11 Responses May 1, 2012

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    I Wanted You To Hear Me

    I wanted you to hear me out, To see things as I do, To understand things the way I did, I wanted us to talk out of the same mouth. Maybe I just really wanted to be understood by just one person in this world, I was confused you reminded me of a past lover who I never had the...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I'd like to hear from other married women

    who know they are attracted to women
    mariarainy871 mariarainy871 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Am Bi. I...

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    I am a closet lesbian! I had a crush on my second grade teacher. Then fell in love with a straight woman I worked with. I could stand next to her and feel this exotic sexy energy...
    Lalola1956 Lalola1956 56-60, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Iam closet lesbian i've never met anyone before that shared the same experience specially where I live its horrible to have all those feeling and not being able to share them with...
    sally944 sally944 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I am 26 year old muslim feminine lesbian. I’m looking for a MOC due to family pressure and also because I want to have children!! I come from a respectful family background, I...
    sabahk sabahk 26-30 1 Response Jan 4

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    Hello, I am 26 years old closet BI guy and looking to get married with a girl. I have a masters degree and I am a working professional living in Midwest USA. I am looking for a...
    indianmaverick indianmaverick 26-30, M Jan 14

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    Hello, I am 26 years old closet BI guy and looking to get married with a girl. I have a masters degree and I am a working professional living in Midwest USA. I am looking for a...
    indianmaverick indianmaverick 26-30, M Jan 14

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    Hi...A good Looking, very closet gay guy Looking for MOC ,with a femminine lesbian girl to coverup social and family pressure of marriage, Looking for long term assexual...
    jacksonthakur jacksonthakur 22-25, M Jan 2

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    Hi! I am a Canadian man interested in a lesbian or bi woman for MOC. Not just convenience, but also friendship, love, and mutual respect. You can look at my story and see if you're...
    BilliamThomas BilliamThomas 46-50, M Dec 28, 2014

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    I am a 36yo hindu lesbian girl from India belongs to brahmin family.. Due to family pressure for marriage im seeking a well settled hindu gay guy for MOC .. Guys who are in...
    Lesbn4MOC Lesbn4MOC 36-40, F Jan 16

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    I'm a married woman looking for another woman to help give me something my husband can't, to chat to and maybe swap some pics, inbox me x
    Nikkalax Nikkalax 26-30, F Jan 4

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    On the first day of my first job I met another girl who was on her first day too. We talked and grew close. We r in the same department but diff sub departments. I always talk to...
    hildaq14 hildaq14 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    How can I become straight???? I love my boyfriend for who he is and all but I am not in love with him. I've known I was into chicks all my life but I just avoided to face it. I...
    dipeelee dipeelee 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I am in the closet , in the real world . But on the Internet im not , I feel like I can be free here , and I love it , it feels like home , but then it comes to the real world and...
    zoeylove145 zoeylove145 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Hi! I am a Canadian man interested in a lesbian or bi woman for MOC. Not just convenience, but also friendship, love, and mutual respect. You can look at my story and see if you're...
    BilliamThomas BilliamThomas 46-50, M Dec 28, 2014

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    Hi! I am a Canadian man interested in a lesbian or bi woman for MOC. Not just convenience, but also friendship, love, and mutual respect. You can look at my story and see if you're...
    BilliamThomas BilliamThomas 46-50, M Dec 28, 2014

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    Hi! I am a Canadian man interested in a lesbian or bi woman for MOC. Not just convenience, but also friendship, love, and mutual respect. You can look at my story and see if you're...
    BilliamThomas BilliamThomas 46-50, M Dec 28, 2014

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    So I came out to my friend yesterday. It was the most nerve-wracking thing I have ever done. She took it so well and kept telling me "it's okay" when I started to cry (it was at...
    whentostop whentostop 22-25, F Jan 13

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    My family has always lived their lives for God. And in our religion, they believe being gay is wrong. Since I was little, I knew I was different from them because I was always...
    Tristag8 Tristag8 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I don't know I'm either bi or a lesbian but I don't know
    pxrfxctdxrk pxrfxctdxrk 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Some people know about it, but I guess that if I ever had a girlfriend, I would not introduce her to anyone but a very tight group of friends. Most times I am ashamed of myself. I...
    cursedswan cursedswan 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    LOOKING FOR MOC !! LOOKING FOR MOC !!
    studgr8 studgr8 26-30, M Dec 28, 2014

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    Looking for moc. For more details see my profile please. thanks!!
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    Looking for moc. For more details see my profile please. thanks!!
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    Canadian male age 27, financially stable, looking for MOC
    bd312387 bd312387 26-30, M Jan 18

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