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I Am Married and Have Fallen In Love With Someone Else

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    Yes, I am married, with children,

    and have fallen in love with someone on the side. My new male lover makes me feel so wonderful and loved when we are together. We have so much in common and have a great time in and out of bed.
    maryannelamb maryannelamb 46-50, F 12 Responses Mar 31

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    Thinking about you tonight.

    Wish we could talk, just because. I miss you. I love you. You're gorgeous. You make me smile. You're my favorite person in the world. You light up my life. *sigh* I wish I could tell you those things. I wish you could just know them. Hope you're doing well, baby. Have a good...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F Sep 4, 2014

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    Hello everyone. I used to go by another name on

    EP but I had to get rid of that account and start this one. In short I married the wrong woman. I should have stayed with the one I met nearly a decade ago. A day hasn't gone where I haven't thought of her. She is the only woman I dream of, and they aren't even sexual dreams...
    Burai Burai 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Guess this should be the forum to post my

    stories because I'm definitely not the Other Woman anymore. But I've fallen madly in love with a single guy (SG) but I'm still married :(
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    We had an eight month relationship despite of

    the fact that i'm married and he's in a relationship with another girl for 11yrs. He was so in-love with me back then. As for me, I'm a bit hesitant to give my 100% because of the situation although honestly, i really love him more than i loved anyone else. We broke up 4mos ago...
    burnsandbruises burnsandbruises 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I would say I'm in love with TWO men other

    than my husband. Doesn't THAT make life interesting!
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 1

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    These feelings are really scary.

    ..is it normal to love someone this much? I guess it's how my husband feels about me. I hate this feeling. Love is amazing but honestly...it's scary all the possibilities :-(
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Lost And Confused

    Here is my story. I am 45 years old, married 15 years with two amazing, brilliant, beautiful children. I own my own business and am a successful and well-known individual in my field. My wife is a very sweet person, incredibly smart. Every one loves her. She is the confidante...
    mo250466 mo250466 41-45 67 Responses May 7, 2011

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    I don't know how I feel anymore.

    My life has gotten too complicated to even handle sometimes.
    LM96753 LM96753 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2014

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    I want to believe that everything is going to

    work out for the best. But, how can the best be without him? We connected on so many levels. I believe he knows me and understands me like no one else, yet we cannot truly be together. Tonight I'm angry....I'm tired of his excuses. I'm mad at myself as well....why can't I...
    Inlovebutmarried Inlovebutmarried 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 20, 2014

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    We've never met, hell I don't

    even know if you exist. You were in my dream, beautiful, perfect. I made you laugh, we walked and talked as I tried to impress you. I remember you so vividly. Blonde hair, blue eyes the blue shirt you had on. Gorgeous smile. When I close my eyes and vision you I see that smile...
    incognito21 incognito21 26-30, M 1 Response May 9

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    But I'm polyamorous,

    so it's ok. ;)
    Zabet Zabet 31-35, T Feb 1

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    I Wish You Were Strong Enough

    So you said good bye in an email. You've said you are afraid that I love you too much, that I want a relationship you can't give. You've said you never meant to hurt me, yet here we are. Because of life pains I have walked with you through, you want to hide. I knew it would...
    darthstaff darthstaff 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I didn't know I could

    so easily be moved to fall in love with her. It wasn't planned. I simply was looking for a lonely soul on EP who lived in the same state, was from the same generation, had similar interests and experiences. But it's happened.... I'm not afraid of falling in love, she's right...
    Lovethatgal4415 Lovethatgal4415 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Tired

    Today I am just plain and simple tired. Tired of crying, tired of feeling lost, tired of wanting to do the right thing, tired of smiling when my heart is breaking. I need to take a step towards making some sort of decision. I've been stuck in one spot for months, and I need to...
    Inlovebutmarried Inlovebutmarried 41-45, F 8 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    Married But In Love With Another Man

    I am 32 yrs old, I have been married for 4yrs but with my husband for 8 years. Recently I have sought out another man, in which I have been friends with for over 3yrs. In my situation I have 2 children from a previous relationship and 1 child with my husband. The other man knows...
    momma03 momma03 31-35 75 Responses Jan 2, 2009

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    I love my husband he works his *** off.

    I try to do what I can to help. I'm back in school to make a new career. I have been in situations where I have falling in love also with someone else. why can't I just have two men in my life. oh my hubby also has ED.... frustrating.
    kavett kavett 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the

    usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger Women Looking for Older Men . Are you a man looking for a younger woman, or a woman seeking an older man? Everyone has their preferences in relationships...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F Feb 2

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    Tangled

    I haven't written anything here for quite awhile. I thought things were starting to untangle and become easier to deal with....but I was so so wrong! Things are still complicated... Maybe even more so than they were before. Nothing really has changed. My feelings are the same...
    Inlovebutmarried Inlovebutmarried 41-45, F 9 Responses Nov 3, 2013

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    I'm married, 2 gorgeous

    and very little children. Last year I had an affair which ended 2 months ago after 14 months. We got very close and started to plan a life together, but his wife discovered his affair and intentions and so he decided to end it. I was backing away myself as I wasn't sure I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    zoecc11 zoecc11 26-30, F Dec 24, 2014

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    If You Can't Get Someone Out Of Your Head, Maybe They Are Suppose To Be There?

    My first post....I apologize in advance this may turn out long :/ I have been with my husband (J) for 11 years married for 6 we have 3 children together. I have know the one that truly holds my heart (C) since we were practically in diapers. We lived houses down from each other...
    CrazySweetCakes CrazySweetCakes 26-30 6 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I hoped to hide my affair from my H.

    Didn't want him to think that my wanting to leave him had anything to do with the affair. But my H found out somehow and he's hurting bad. I wish he had let me go when I asked him. Maybe I never should have asked him...should have left...but seeing him hurt so much breaks my...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Ugh....getting off of work soon.

    As tired as I am...I rather be at work. Home is so uncomfortable right now. Just passing by each other. No words...just stares...I get nervous and scared to walk by him wondering if he would snap. I really need to move out and move on with my life. So scared...but it has to be...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Just talked to my H. He wants to work on our

    marriage...is he nuts? I said I don't think I can be what he wants. I can't be a good wife...not to him. I don't want to tell him I've fallen in love with someone else. It would really kill him. But I can't be his wife anymore although I'm giving up a lot! My heart feels happier...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Spent basically the entire weekend with him.

    ..off and on anyways...Then last night I saw him and spent the night with him and all day! Enjoyed every moment. Waking up having been cuddled in his arms all night long was the best. Our worse times are when we are apart. Such a sad situation to be this in love with someone and...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F Dec 7, 2014

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    Another wonderful night with my man!

    ! Hung out, then slept (no sex) cause we were both soo tired. We cuddled the entire time. It was beautiful. I hate leaving him. We both get so sad but it is the situation right now so we just have to deal. I feel he's my other half. My soulmate. He makes me feel alive again! I...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    I met him a year and a half ago

    and my world changed. I am married and he is 14 years younger. There was an instant connection, literal sparks. We have been seeing each other on and off in a casual, sexual way. There is never any conflict with us, we just get along. He is a kind, gentle, fun man. In the past...
    Kristen2331 Kristen2331 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Peace

    A lot has happened since I last posted anything here. I have been on an emotional roller coaster the last few days. Tonight I feel like I have found a sliver of peace....at least for now. We finally had some time together to talk about everything! It felt good to get...
    Inlovebutmarried Inlovebutmarried 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    I need help!!!!! i met my husband in 2008.

    .. we were young, loving life and infatuated with eachother. we got married in 2012 and here it is 2014 and I have felt for a year and a half now that we have grown apart. I found out he was talking to a girl online. I had never been unfaithful and this hurt me even though it was...
    lovexlife lovexlife 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I think I've fallen so in love

    now that it's pretty much become an addiction. I've never longed for anyone so much. My heart is happy with him and so sad without him. I want to pull away but it's hard. Not the pull away because he isn't treating me right no not at all. He loves me so much too. I just want to...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Dreaming About You...

    Every night, when I go to sleep, I think about you. I think about how it'd feel to be in your arms; comforted by you. I try to think what you'd whisper in my ears as I drift into sleep. May be something funny. Like you always do. May be you'll want to do something. But don't...
    PolkaDotGirl PolkaDotGirl 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2012

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    I am really torn and desperately need advice.

    I have been married to my husband for 8 years. We have two kids together. Our relationship has always been rocky and I was unhappy for most of the years. But we met each other in college and have been together ever since. We know each other well. Our marriage greatly...
    ok4u ok4u 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Going home for Thanksgiving.

    And the main thing on my mind is that I'll actually be in the same city as you but I can't be with you. I wish I could.
    Burai Burai 31-35, M Nov 26, 2014

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the

    usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger WomenOlder Men Dating . Are you a man looking for a younger woman, or a woman seeking an older man? Everyone has their preferences in relationships...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Yep. I have experienced what love

    and respect actually look like. Then I ran. And hurt this person in the process! I hate myself for it. But I'm married. Till death do us part?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    I've been married for 39 years to a girl I met

    in high school. We married because she was going to have a baby...I dd the responsible thing at the time. We lost the baby at 6 months. A year or two after, our marriage fell apart, we separated and I found my first high school sweetheart and we started dating some. She was my...
    linkbelt6335 linkbelt6335 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    ive fallen in love with someone else.

    . and is having a secret relationship..
    AmandaCxo AmandaCxo 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    Yes. It really can happen.

    My marriage has been over for quite some time in my heart but separation/ divorce has been slow as we feel for the kids and are cautious of changing things. It's all slooooowly happening though and I think we are both just preparing on every level for what is to come. A few...
    lotusblossoms lotusblossoms 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    I happen to love two men.

    Is that a crime? It's not like I have to act on it, right? Why do I feel so guilty at times? Is it wrong to be friends with someone? This is my dilemma.
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    The two hours I spent Facebook chatting with

    her has been better than any day my wife ignores me and talks to her family more than me.
    Burai Burai 31-35, M Nov 28, 2014

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    I've read that it's just infatuation.

    I certainly feel that it is not. I know he's not perfect - hell neither am I. I love him just the way he is. I loved him at his darkest moments. I let him lean. He is my best friend. He is everything I want in a man. I'd gladly step in harms way for him. He stepped away. He said...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    I am sitting here alone with my thoughts wishing

    that my someone would interrupt them with an unexpected good night message. It has been exactly one year since I got involved with my best friend. We started texting and sharing our thoughts and feelings. And I soon found myself falling in love, head over heels for this man...
    Inlovebutmarried Inlovebutmarried 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    What A Year A Difference Can Make

    The recap: I started growing in attachment to a very good friend who backed away when we were getting too close. This happened in June 2012. When she stopped texting & calling as often, I went cold myself. I was deeply hurt. It was like my losing a loved one. But she was...
    darthstaff darthstaff 41-45, M 9 Responses Jul 6, 2013

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    Limbo Love

    So here we are, dancing in our predictable cycle. You're attracted to me, and I'm attracted to you. I married to a wonderful lady, and you're married to horny unfaithful teenager in men's clothes. Right now you don't talk to me as much because he's treating you well; he...
    darthstaff darthstaff 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    I have been married for over 10 years,

    and I havent felt attracted to my wife for about 5 years. In that time I have met women that seemed interesting, and even entertained cheating at some point, but I never brought my self to actually doing so. This has made me feel depressed for some time, I go up and down...
    willil willil 36-40, M 6 Responses Oct 28, 2014