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I Am Married to a Woman With Borderline Personality Disorder

For men who struggle with and cherish their women with BPD 204 People

    A Bpd Epiphany

    My wife of almost 11 years has proven most of those years to be manipulative, hostile, sexless and demeaning. She can also be incredibly nice but it usually has a price. She uses her pocetbook to impress me and doesn't realize I'm not impressed with gits. A recent reply...
    deguarddog deguarddog 51-55, M 22 Responses Mar 23, 2009

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    Hi everyone, That's my first post here.

    I'm writing because I'm really desperate, and need some help. I've come a long way till I discovered what is BPD. I'm 41 years old. My wife and I are together for 20 years now. We have a beautiful 12 year boy, my greatest pride in life. When I first met my wife, she was a sweet...
    RodW RodW 41-45, M 11 Responses Jan 9

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    I just love how some of you people

    who are BPD wives want to come here for sympathy and help with your issue. I'll get to my story sometime later, but first I want to talk about the abuse that you people put us through. You want us to care and be loving, etc. From the post I read from you people, I think you...
    Poloist71 Poloist71 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 8

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    Things I Have Had To Deal With

    For those who do not know what it is like to live with someone with a borderline personality. Here is a small list of the things I could never do in front of my soon to be ex. Touch her on the arm or shoulder to get her attention because that is considered tapping and she hates...
    OmyTVC15 OmyTVC15 51-55, M 16 Responses Sep 24, 2012

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    Married To A BPD Wife! Any Success Stories?

    17 years of marriage, 4children and she attempted suicide. I put up with lots and realized that's not ok. I called 911 after. Are there any success stories? I love her but hate feeling she does not know what love is! The reason it took so long to stand my ground is a combination...
    RyanKM RyanKM 36-40, M 7 Responses May 20, 2013

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    Update: I Live In A Town Full Of Incompetents

    So as an update to my situation, two months I left my ubstable, borderline wife, filed for divorce, and moved into a new place. I find out yesterday that my petition for divorce never was filed properly. Considering her relationship to some people within the courts, I can't...
    VeloAficionado VeloAficionado 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 18, 2013

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    Newly Married To BPD

    Hi all and please excuse my English , it's not my first languge . I get married last January and discover that my wife have BPD ..I have no good reason to trust her actions, she have no problems in building any crazy theory and completely believe it and then act on it . For...
    george86 george86 26-30 6 Responses Jul 26, 2013

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    I haven't posted in a

    while however I wanted to get something out. I seem to attract women that are amazing and beautiful and smart. Also some how have borderline personality disorder. I decided to go out Saturday night and I saw my ex wife out as well. She was beautiful oh man I knew she was going...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 20

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    My Story Of BPD My Wife Has It...

    Well my story is I meet my now wife in 2003 and My friends told me I was instantly in love but I was stubborn and wanted to be friends. I had a bad breakup before and just wanted to be free. We started dating and we went through normal stages in life, we got married, we had a...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2013

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    I've started speaking out about my abusive wife.

    The experience project and many people have inspired me to start a blog to help men who face the same things I have with an abusive borderline wife and spiritual abuse from Christians. If you'd like to check it out: DVOWRD.com
    bwDVOWRD bwDVOWRD 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    Inside Their Mind

      A helpful video but it doesnt help in knowing what it feels like to live with a BPD patient constantly. My wife is going to thrapy finally after 6 years of our marriage. She is better than before already, and the medicine is helping. There have been times she drove me so...
    HelleblueStick HelleblueStick 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 5, 2010

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    My brother married a narcissist bpd alcoholic

    that has actually set him on fire. These women can be dangerous too. I won't speak for him but can tell you I like commiserating with him because his devil voodoo queen is so much worse than mine. My wife is high functioning classic bpd from sexual trauma at a young age, death...
    sesesh sesesh 31-35 4 Responses Jun 13

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    My english isnt so good im from italy.

    i been with my wife for 10 years 8 dating two years married. i feel if i can never do any thing right or im walking on egg shell's. her mood swings are alot to handle and it stresses me out cuase im very mellow and laid back.one minute she is fine and 5 mins later shes losing...
    wedtoaborderline wedtoaborderline 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Got Hacked!!!

    So I got a text from my wife last night that she found out that I had sex with another person. It was a bit hurtful cause we are separated and I was very drunk which led a really bad mistake. My wife cheating on me before while we are married and so I felt for one she shouldn't...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2013

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    Friends And Counselors Of No Help

    Counselors and BPD: How badly they mishandled it or missed it:   I've had to struggle with my wife's issues for years. A counselor recommended that she be tested for BPD- since she fits the profile. She refuses- because she says there is nothing wrong with her. But her extremely...
    airshow1 airshow1 51-55 8 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    The Other Side

    I am not a guy in love with a BPD women. I AM that women.  I am so very sorry all of you guys suffer because of us. I also commend and acknowledge your love and commitment to your wives/gf. I am so very much aware of what it takes to live AND be with us. We will eat you alive...
    alwaystwisted alwaystwisted 46-50 11 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    The Worst Has Passed, And I Am No Longer In Love.

    I don't know if my wife was full fledged BPD, but I do know that after eight years of being tortured it was the only answer that fit every criteria. Once I finally stood up for myself, it was a hellacious couple of years. The marriage almost fell apart several times. Honestly...
    ShellOfAMan ShellOfAMan 31-35 15 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    I Was Feeling Like Forced Into A Plastic Pedophiliac Relationship

    Hello, I had a BPD girl friend for about one year, she was a "high functioning" adult women and when having sex (*1) with her, I felt like being drawn against my will in some sort of ped0philia sexuality on the top of the dummy thing (*1) so it seems that having sex with a...
    plasticRelationship plasticRelationship 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    nelson222 nelson222 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 30, 2013

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    About To Give Up

    I have finally plucked up the courage to open up about what has been happening in my marriage so here goes… From the beginning my wife seemed addicted to drama. Anyone who criticizes is “going off at her”. Any horn that beeps in the street or overheard comment of a...
    breakingeggshells breakingeggshells 26-30, M 14 Responses Oct 3, 2012

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    I Thought I Was Alone

    HelloI was blind to the illness that my wife had, hoping that she would get better, they were taking her off her meds and everything, she THOUGHT she was getting better, but that couldn't haven't been further from the truth. our arguments started to escalate and finally i had had...
    reacto reacto 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    Wifes/Significant Others With BPD On This Site.

    My wife is Borderline and I came here to check for new coping skills. Reading through the stories and/or replies, I see wifes/significant others posting here. GO AWAY!!!! Borderlines cannot stand it if something else threatens their domain. I feel they are on here trying to...
    fireman6 fireman6 41-45, M 6 Responses Jul 20, 2013

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    What Do You Do If Your Spouse Cheats?

    I wanted to try to fix my marriage and I know my wife has a terrible disease. I read a lot about this disease I watch videos. I see that people with this issue do things they shouldnt and it really hurts their partners or spouses. I dont know how to handle the cheating part. I...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    At my end but hard to leave.

    Married 2 years, together 6. I saw the BPD before the marriage but thought we could work through it. Thought I wasn't trying hard enough. It's hard knowing someone that seems to love you more than you've ever known love but in the same moment make me wish I were on a deserted...
    constantRevelation constantRevelation 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 11

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    My english isnt so good im from italy.

    i been with my wife for 10 years 8 dating two years married. i feel if i can never do any thing right or im walking on egg shell's. her mood swings are alot to handle and it stresses me out cuase im very mellow and laid back.one minute she is fine and 5 mins later shes losing...
    wedtoaborderline wedtoaborderline 31-35, M a week ago

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    We Can Fix This

    That's what the text message read. It made me happy. I wanted so much for us to work together to fix the problems. Little did I know that the only problems were me. I came to discover that by saying "WE can fix this" she meant that we would both focus full-tilt on changing...
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 11 Responses Oct 27, 2012

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    An Open Letter To Stbx

    One of my favorite movies is the big sleep with humphrey bogart. There is a great scene at the end of the movie where bogart is being held captive by Eddie Mars and Eddie's wife comes in and Bogie tells her "you think you husband is just a gambler don;t you" and she says yes...
    OmyTVC15 OmyTVC15 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    The fragility of a BPD woman can also plug into

    a man’s hero complex. Her constant need for reassurance and support can exaggerate an insecure person’s sense of importance. In fact, it’s not uncommon for narcissistic men to gravitate to BPD women, because each disorder serves the other, says Freed.The borderline patient...
    nikeboy488 nikeboy488 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    It's critical to understand

    that both narcissistic and borderline personality disordered individuals incurred similar types of wounds to their developing sense of Self, and isn't it simply natural to be drawn to someone with whom you have things in common, or who echoes personality aspects in yourself...
    nikeboy488 nikeboy488 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Two Years Wasted, But A Lifetime Ahead Of Me

    I headed back up north three years ago to a world that I had left only months earlier, but it seemed so different. I was completely lost at the time. Between my failed business and my partner now overseas, I started over, though I had no idea what I was doing. Feeling a...
    VeloAficionado VeloAficionado 26-30, M Aug 26, 2013

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    My Mother Was Narcissistic, My Now-separated Wife Is A Borderline

    I've been separated from my wife for two months. We were married for 10 years, during which I put up with some of the worst forms of verbal and emotional abuse any person could possibly endure. Seeing a counsellor during my separation has revealed that my mother was a narcissist...
    JasKay JasKay 36-40, M 7 Responses Aug 6, 2013

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    I Have Been Married To A Borderline For 24 Years.

    I have been married to a woman with BPD for 24 years. I joke its the best five years of my life. Don't get me wrong, there have been many good times in our years together, but they haven't been easy. I had never even heard of BPD until she was diagnosed with it in 2007 after...
    Slartibart Slartibart 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    And yet I stay because she's young

    and I love her. I'm older than she is, and while she says things to me like "Kill yourself/do it in front of me so I can see it!" and my eardrums have almost burst from the sheer pitch and intensity of the screeching when she's angry, I know where it all comes from. While she...
    DrFlamecane DrFlamecane 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 19

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    I left my wife in August

    and immediatly went to speak to a lawyer to file for divorce. I'm still not divorced. She and I have signed papers twice all ready, and we will have to do it again. The first set of paperwork was because of bumbling and the second set was because of bureaucratic nonsense. I...
    VeloAficionado VeloAficionado 26-30, M Apr 10

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    Please Help Yourself First

    I wrote a story on hear nearly a year ago. It is so similar to everyone else's. lying, debt, rages, manipulation, the list goes on and on. I had just decided to get a divorce. I simply could not and would not participate in that world any longer. It was truly a nightmare. I was...
    pantherfan9625 pantherfan9625 31-35, M 6 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Been separated from my wife

    for almost 16 months now. I sporadically hear from her, usually near the holidays, the last time a few weeks before Christmas. She texts and leaves voice mails asking if I have done "anything", meaning filing for divorce. Why doesn't she do this herself? And she can never use...
    cockfrot cockfrot 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I will start by saying

    that my wife does not have a BPD diagnosis... However, I have suspected for a long time that she has this disorder. I am told that it is just me, that it is "all in my head" and that I am crazy... That in mind, I would like to share some experiences and get honest feedback from...
    joeswink joeswink 31-35, M 8 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    I left my wife in August

    and immediatly went to speak to a lawyer to file for divorce. I'm still not divorced. She and I have signed papers twice all ready, and we will have to do it again. The first set of paperwork was because of bumbling and the second set was because of bureaucratic nonsense. I...
    VeloAficionado VeloAficionado 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I was married for 15 years

    until I decided to separate from my wife. I ask myself why it took so long, but upon reflection, I did love her. So I have torn apart my family unit, (which includes my 2 beautiful daughters) and live a lonely existence where everyday I question whether or not I have done the...
    catsfan1972 catsfan1972 41-45, M 6 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Does anyone know of any borderlines being able to love? Or getting better and stopping the lies n cheating?
    superempath superempath 31-35, M Dec 2

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    But I am getting out. Just had a phone call from solicitor, he has written some nasty unpleasant stuff on the divorce petition goodness knows what the judge will make of it. He...
    00flyaway 00flyaway 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder about one month ago. Borderline can consist of emotional disegulation, anger, disruptive interpersonal skills and other things...
    sarahcas sarahcas 22-25, F Nov 24

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    I happened to find a book in the bookstore about a year ago..."Borderline Personality Disorder for Dummies." I just opened it to read it some...and it was ME. Finally...something...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    So I always mess up. I wrote about my therapist disliking me but it's not just her it's everyone who is in my life I will mess up or purposely push a person away or make them...
    nevawas nevawas 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I am getting married tomorrow.. And I just found out all my episodes.. Suicidal experiences, depressions could be related to BPD.. My fiancé is supportive, he said now we know...
    arachmichel arachmichel 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago