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I Am Meant to Be Somewhere Else

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    I Know For a Fact

    I know for a fact i am supposed to be some where else. I can't stand my home life i can't stand my job. I am not myself. I am broke i am stressed I am depressed. I am doing none of the things I want to do mostly because i try not to anger my overly insecure overly domineering...
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 28, 2007

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    I've Always Known I Don't Belong Here

    I live in Hungary since I was born, I was also born here and my parents are also Hungarian citizens. I'm 19 now. I've always known that I am not supposed to be here, I belong somewhere else. I don't like living here and I would never call this country my home. I have 3 months...
    nicw nicw 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2011

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    Races

    Today i meant to be in another town with all my friends at the horse races. But i have chosen to stay at home and do nothing. I do this all the time I wonder if i actually like my friends?
    em072 em072 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2007

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    I actually thought that moving from Kentucky to

    beachside Florida was my final stop, no more problems right? Problems did follow me and some bad years, I could be happy anywhere under reasonable conditions if I am just honest with myself about what I do and don't like about myself.
    mrrabbitdigital mrrabbitdigital 46-50, M Feb 22, 2014

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    Smothering

    I've been in my now-hometown since I was 7.  That's more than 20 years...and it's past time to change.  Until fairly recently I had little hope of escaping, but when a friend suggested I visit her in California I realized that was my home.  So now I pack and wait...
    MossAgate MossAgate 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 11, 2010

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    Life Lessons

    When you know you are meant to be somewhere else, be it a new house in a neighboring city or a different continent, your mind tends to take frequent visits to that very location. You picture it in details; the countless opportunities you never had before, the happiness and...
    LilyLua LilyLua 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Over a Stove

    Yeah, somewhere slaving over a hot stove for ungrateful people. Not tonight, I got pizza from the delivery man and am going to take the credit for hand baking it. Why not??
    Luangi Luangi 18-21, F Nov 28, 2007

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    I Don't Belong

    This place,I don't belong,Wanna go home,I need out,I'm sure,I'm meant to be,Somewhere else.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 14, 2011

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    DelMonteMan DelMonteMan 26-30, M Feb 22, 2014

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    Hate It Here

    I really hate it here. I hate the random annoying stupid *** people, I hate having no where to go. I can't possibly imagine missing this place. Maybe the food, but that's it. I've lived here all my life. I can't wait to move on. I'm considering moving to Charlotte, NC. I hear it...
    ChunChun ChunChun 18-21, F Dec 25, 2007

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    Anywhere But Here

    Ever since I was a child, I always had a vivid imagination, I was always dreaming about being someone or somewhere else... I would constantly conjure up a series of adventures inside my head, for the sake of maintaining my sanity among my other peers in preschool/elementary...
    bloodpromise bloodpromise 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2009

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    I can't post them to social network where I my friends are my workmates, classmates from elementary high school n college or even cousins or aunts. They would definitely think I...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 9

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    Sometimes I wish I would have just ended things with him so we could have a real chance. But I was scared and it seemed like you gave up... So I gave up even though I didn't want...
    SgrKtn420 SgrKtn420 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I put trust into my last marriage and i don't think I could ever trust again .I really do think I am just meant to be alone I started talking to Tim and I started to trust again...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 9 Responses Mar 31

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    I was in a hurry when I typed that...meant to say, fool me once, your fault, fool me twice, my fault. Anyway, I'll survive like I always do, it's the betrayal that amazes me...
    RestlessWarrior1 RestlessWarrior1 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    People saying "I'm I Am Unique Just Like Everybody Else". er... how is this even possible?!?!??? such a non sense...
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M Mar 26

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    Hello, this is my first post here in Experience Project and I apologize that it's going to be a rather depressing first post. I don't really like myself. I often daydream that I'm...
    WanderingMind752 WanderingMind752 22-25, M Mar 30

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    there is something satisfying about making another smile. it's not always easy. particularly when you don't feel like smiling yourself. so you.... when you are feeling low.... or...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    Did anyone else realize there is a group on here, called I am a cannibal? Looking through the groups and came across it. WTF? I just seriously couldn't believe it. Had to say...
    kittykat419 kittykat419 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    The following sentence describes my life. I've always been the one to sit there and congratulate everybody else while I mope and just barely get by. I guess my younger age has...
    xNickDavidx xNickDavidx 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Yeah, I pretend to be the confident me that I would like to be elsewhere.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 1 Response Apr 10

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    i don't know why but for me its always easier to cry alone because no one sees when i cry in public Is anyone else like that?
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    i don't care about you or anything else.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 12

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    For as long as I can remember I've wanted to be a mother and when I got pregnant at the age of 19 I was nervous but overjoyed and the person I was with was excited. We started to...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's the day before my court. And I am preparing and getting ready for my court trial tomorrow morning. I had to hitch hike to wiky this afternoon. Rode in the back of a truck. Got...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 16-17, M Mar 28

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    I feel like my entire life has just been a struggle. Im too chicken **** to kill myself but i pray every night to die in my sleep. Im tired of living, im exhausted. I cant do this...
    niellyn niellyn 22-25 1 Response Mar 31

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    I sometimes wonder what people don't like about me. How some hate me even. What did I do? Why can't I be your friend? We may like the same things...
    chantie95xo chantie95xo 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    So I'll just do it here. My aunt has an infection and it might have gone down to her bone in her toe. The doctors are thinking of amputating her toe. I want to move down there so...
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    i don't want them nearr me and with me. i want no more contact.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 17

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    I am freaking out, I am witnessing how I lose myself So this week it was my first time going to college. I expected it to go terribly, with me wanting to escape and feel...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I feel like I'm going to grow up and become a model or a fashion designer... but I need some support.
    lollypop426 lollypop426 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    My father passed away early Friday morning.My first love,my best friend,my role model.I love and miss you
    KAYDUBAU KAYDUBAU 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    "Dollhouse" It explains my social life.
    Tsubaki16 Tsubaki16 16-17, F a week ago

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    Naturally, I would have a video with this since I love to post audio. EP ******* blows, I swear. Once you are here, I want to burn this site off my computer....lol. But anyway, if...
    HalfOfMeIsYou HalfOfMeIsYou 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I met him a year and a half ago and my world changed. I am married and he is 14 years younger. There was an instant connection, literal sparks. We have been seeing each other on...
    Kristen2331 Kristen2331 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I thought I was blazing my own trail. Until I saw the video how to be a mountain biker. It summed up who I am pretty well Turns out no mater what you do someone els has bin there...
    JustNickThanks JustNickThanks 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    No words can hurt me harder than the ones I tell myself… (makes mental note to remember I'm ONLY human)!
    AutumnBliss AutumnBliss 46-50, F Mar 29

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    I make mistakes. Physical, emotional. And I live with a man who feels honor-bound to make certain I feel as rotten as he deems I should over each and every one. There is to be no...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    People thought that I was Andy Biersack when I walked into school this morning. It was so funny. people were asking me for autographs and pictures, but then when they found out I...
    xXxWildOnexXx xXxWildOnexXx 13-15, F Mar 30

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    My face doesn't look feminine. I don't act like a girly girl. I really wanna have a feminine face. And also wanna be a bit more feminine with my actions. But the thing is I think I...
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Yes, I am married, with children, and have fallen in love with someone on the side. My new male lover makes me feel so wonderful and loved when we are together. We have so much...
    maryannelamb maryannelamb 46-50, F 10 Responses Mar 31

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