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I Am Mentally Unstable

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    BECAUSE MY MOTHER , THE PERSON WHO I WAS

    SUPPOSED TO TRUST BEAT ME, THEN BEAT ME, THEN BEAT ME THEN THREW ME OUT TO DIE, BUT I FORGIVE HER . I FORGIVE HER
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 8

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    I'm not suicidal, and I don't think I'd ever

    actually kill myself. I just think that if I was in a situation, for instance, a car was driving straight towards me I'm not sure if I'd get out of the way ..
    FelwaM FelwaM 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Tired of Life and My

    i dont know how shall i begin my story,or even when has it begun!!! what i know now,that i reached a stage where i hate my father,i feel he is the person responsible for the unstability that im going through,he used to shout at my mother and try to hit her,but i was always defend...
    abomi abomi 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    I'm not sure how common this is

    but I have random bursts of 5 to 30 minuets of painless ness. Afterwards I also always end up with a migraine. I'm only 14 and I'm very confused. I'm not completely complaining because it has kept me going in a rugby match or rare fight, I'm just a bit concurred. I'm assuming...
    Lovell101 Lovell101 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    Understatement Number 127!

    Yeah unstable, but surround myself with others who are the same so we get along just dandy. LOL Anyone who is even all of the time is hiding something or just really good at faking it. And if not, could ya sell me your secret? I'm not sure normal really exists though.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    Am I?

    I'm 14 years old and I cut myself. I have a pritty bad family life. I often feel crazy, and always confused. I talk to a couple of friends, and all but one believes that I should get help. One says that all families have problems, and mine are just normal.... Though, this might...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2011

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    I am fudge up in the head I'm 16 I say it out

    allowed to people aka family and friends sometimes strangers but I think I'm mentally frustrated maybe both I don't cut or try and kill myself but I do hurt myself because I can't handle any of this mental stuff like instead of cutting I hit the walls and break either my...
    Porangiataahua Porangiataahua 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I have an amazing ability to take any given

    positive situation/statement/thought and make it stressful and depressing. It's not that I want to. I just do it naturally lol. Anyone want someone to cast a shadow over your happiness? I'm your woman. Hit me with your best shot
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 31

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    Every Day

    I want to scream and sob and cry because my cat just died. I know it's not a big deal but I got sad and these are the times I fall deeper into my depression. It's when I realize how truly unstable I am. These are the times I literally want to fall back into complete darkness and...
    lilianthegreat lilianthegreat 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2013

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    well i am according to a therapist,

    because i am anti social and am changing... isn't that just part of growing up
    gingerninja96 gingerninja96 18-21, M Apr 28

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    I haven't took my pills in two days

    and I'm in hysterics 💀💕
    gorgeoushobo gorgeoushobo 16-17, F Jun 30

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    I feel crazy right now :( I can't stop crying

    because I got a criticism. Wow that feels pathetic.
    aveliney aveliney 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    Lately I've been having extreme mood swings.

    For example I'll be in the mood to be social and talk to people for maybe 30 mins and then BAM. I want nothing more than to be alone. What do I want? I'm so confused o.O
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I don't know if it's me

    or if it's my boyfriend. I'm a college student attending a 4 year university, my boyfriend and I started dating in 2011,which was the beginning of my sophomore year. He is so much different than I, but I never saw it to be a problem. Anyways............. He had a situation-ship...
    Latch Latch 22-25, F Jul 6

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    Stupid pills, I know

    that I need them to get better, but they make me so irritable, and feeling so bad. I seriously believe that is worse the remedy that the illness.
    RCardos RCardos 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    THIS WORLD MADE ME BLEED AND ALL I WANT IS TO

    RETURN THE FAVOUR TO GIVE IT MY PAIN . TO PUNISH IT . IT SCARED ME , MUTILATED ME, MADE ME A MONSTER
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 8

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    I'm starting to feel low again.

    I can feel it coming, like some black heavy sludge climbing up my body. It's sitting in my stomach now. I know it'll creep over me again until I want to kill myself. I have rapid cycles of feeling incredibly low and suicidal to feeling fairly level. It's seems to take something...
    illneverbenormal illneverbenormal 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    He called me mentally unstable.

    The words weren't meant to cut, they were just simply stated, and I knew they were true. Aside from the old scars, which I assume he's noticed by now, he hasn't really seen me act "unstable". I knew he would realize at some point, but how did he ALREADY know I was an internal...
    bowlofsurreal bowlofsurreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    TheDarknessInsideM3 TheDarknessInsideM3 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 11, 2013

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    I Don't Know.

    I dont know how i got this way. everything was going fine, better than finne, then all of a sudden, i can't feel good.iv cried myself to sleep on numerous ocassions. i feel like i cant do anything anymore. i cant look at myself in the mirror without wanting to break it because i...
    c0nfus3ds0ul c0nfus3ds0ul 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2012

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    i am going to counseling

    and they havent diagnosed me with a disorder yet but i think i am histrionic and borderline because i take the online tests and read about it and see it on tv and i seem to have those disorders.
    nobumbump nobumbump 13-15, M Jun 19

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    Or emotionally disturbed.

    I've been called both many times. This past school year I was so "mentally unstable" I wasn't even allowed to attend school.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I sometimes talk to my dead sister

    or an imaginary being I call Eaves (because he supposedly eavesdrops. I end up asking questions. Can anyone relate?
    theDoomProject theDoomProject 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    My actions make me feel like it more

    and more everyday. And I think people can see it and that's why they abandon me.
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I have been diagnosed with depression.

    I have been going to consolers and a mental health service since I was 13. I have strange thoughts, ones that people normally don't have. I also see things and hear things no one else does. I don't blame anyone for this. Although I don't think I'm weak because of this. God gave...
    supergirl01 supergirl01 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I truly am but im trying to be more content with myself and not have to think i need the medication to go on with my day or feel the need to inflict pain when i cant control myself...
    Shayalex Shayalex 18-21 1 day ago

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    In the past I have been considered kind of mentally ill (i don't mean depression), I guess I'm part mentally ill, but I'm still human. I might rant a little more on this later, but...
    FebruaryAsh FebruaryAsh 18-21, F a week ago

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    I am mentally tired, border line do not care any more......I don't care if I am no longer enough, I am tired if I am not giving YOU what you need, I have given my all and nothing...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 29

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    Yes i am to mentally damaged n i will never recover from it
    howard1945 howard1945 51-55, M Dec 19

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    Im not the one who crossed the line of normal thinking. Well kind-ish. I am just mentally and emotionally depressed. That and the voices that kept hunting me. Like they say Im a...
    JinxRaven JinxRaven 16-17, F a week ago

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    My biological parent were married for 8 years, which was the first 8 years of my life and the first 6 years of my now 11 year old brothers life. my dad beat my mom... A lot, and...
    thelifeiknow01 thelifeiknow01 13-15, F Nov 29

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    Today hasn't been a good day. Stuff is slowly starting to dawn on me, and I've just about had it. Had it up to *freeeeakin* HERE. I need a couple days away from certain people. Can...
    Miaaa8 Miaaa8 16-17, F Dec 3

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    i was so depressed/anxious last week that i kept calling my school's helpline. in order to get through to the counselors on the phone you have to call the campus police first. on...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F Dec 8

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    it was my bday a day ago... My hubby made no effort what's so ever... his text messages were so informal, the writings in the card too...No attempt make me special, as my GP and...
    081275fizz 081275fizz 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    My mind is constantly at war with itself. The thoughts that come to me... Always putting myself down. I'm not sure if there's any other way to explain it besides self mental abuse...
    omnomchelsea omnomchelsea 18-21, F Dec 11

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    "You rock." The psychologist said when I walked into the room at the student health centee and sat down. I looked at him like he was crazy. "You rock yourself back and forth...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F Dec 12

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    I'm so sad and scared, i hate myself more than anything. I have tried to end it twice already, i can't do this anymore. Sorry mom and dad, this is What is best.
    arielmadelen arielmadelen 22-25, F Dec 14

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    its irreversible and i miss how things were before i was broke down into nothing.
    zanityone zanityone 18-21, M Dec 18

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    Let me rephrase... I am not damaged. I have some little scars in my mind from the past, but I do not let it rule my life. I let it go and move forward with life. I become a better...
    MissyMo MissyMo 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    I constantly feel so different than everyone else.. I feel like someone is pressing random keys on a keyboard somewhere and controlling me. Nothing I feel makes sense to me!!
    mysticalgem mysticalgem 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I have so many things to get done, in so little time. Semester ends soon and I still have some Midterm/Finals due ... Urghh. I've been working all through Christmas break. It takes...
    mstv1112 mstv1112 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i dont feel like myself!! i havent been to the therapist in forever either.. my personality is like water it just fills whatever mold it wants to at the moment and i am SO confused...
    mysticalgem mysticalgem 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Do you know what I hate? I hate people who say "violent TV shows and violent video games should be banned or censored, because it causes our children to have more of a chance to...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Why does everyone in this group consistently think they are werewolves? Do you even realize how ilogical and immature it is? Please, for your own fvcking sake. Grow the fvck up...
    XxPwningN3RD2xX XxPwningN3RD2xX 13-15, M 5 Responses Nov 30

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    I am very honest and blunt, and I will always speak my mind. I will not shy away from voicing my opinion or telling someone if they are being stupid - something that's a double...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 2

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    I'm finally cutting off my verbally abusive and mentally unstable family and going to do everything 100% on my own for the very first time in my life. I'm scared because I've...
    alliemamabear alliemamabear 18-21, F Dec 3

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    Are you mentally unstable?
    EnchantressEvianna EnchantressEvianna 70+, F 7 Responses Dec 8

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    You know being generally mean is one thing but for us guys its kinda tougher when you put girls into our lives. For instance a girl you meet really likes you says she wants to be...
    Rhykker Rhykker 16-17, M 5 days ago

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