I Am Mentally Unstable

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 285 People

    After almost being kidnapped I went into shock

    for days and I've still to recover. I feel weak, I felt scared, and I have no will power.
    markmark254 markmark254
    18-21, M
    Jul 8, 2015

    I'm not suicidal, and I don't think I'd ever

    actually kill myself. I just think that if I was in a situation, for instance, a car was driving straight towards me I'm not sure if I'd get out of the way ..
    FelwaM FelwaM
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2014

    I sometimes talk to my dead sister

    or an imaginary being I call Eaves (because he supposedly eavesdrops. I end up asking questions. Can anyone relate?
    theDoomProject theDoomProject
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    When people say im a lunatic,

    unstable and depressed, I would feel lightheaded and I will act angry for a while and cry for no reason. And, no. I cant handle it. Its impossible for me to fight it.
    Annaambrose Annaambrose
    16-17
    1 Response Jan 21, 2015

    My actions make me feel like it more

    and more everyday. And I think people can see it and that's why they abandon me.
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 7, 2014

    Is it the psychosis? maybe its the BPD,

    plus having tourettes and urges to ******* hurt everyone, and you make this erratic, worthless piece of **** that has no control over himself
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme
    16-17, M
    Mar 16, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 22, 2015

    BECAUSE MY MOTHER , THE PERSON WHO I WAS

    SUPPOSED TO TRUST BEAT ME, THEN BEAT ME, THEN BEAT ME THEN THREW ME OUT TO DIE, BUT I FORGIVE HER . I FORGIVE HER
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 8, 2014

    It's horrible the way I feel .

    I feel like I have no control of my life and it's killing me . My mentality isn't healthy at all because of my circumstances . I sort of wish I was dead because I can't stand this horrible depression .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 18

    I have been diagnosed with depression.

    I have been going to consolers and a mental health service since I was 13. I have strange thoughts, ones that people normally don't have. I also see things and hear things no one else does. I don't blame anyone for this. Although I don't think I'm weak because of this. God gave...
    supergirl01 supergirl01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2014
    bisexkitten bisexkitten
    18-21, F
    May 12, 2015

    I feel crazy right now :( I can't stop crying

    because I got a criticism. Wow that feels pathetic.
    aveliney aveliney
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

    Every Day

    I want to scream and sob and cry because my cat just died. I know it's not a big deal but I got sad and these are the times I fall deeper into my depression. It's when I realize how truly unstable I am. These are the times I literally want to fall back into complete darkness and...
    lilianthegreat lilianthegreat
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2013

    well i am according to a therapist,

    because i am anti social and am changing... isn't that just part of growing up
    gingerninja96 gingerninja96
    18-21, M
    Apr 28, 2014

    THIS WORLD MADE ME BLEED AND ALL I WANT IS TO

    RETURN THE FAVOUR TO GIVE IT MY PAIN . TO PUNISH IT . IT SCARED ME , MUTILATED ME, MADE ME A MONSTER
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 8, 2014

    Lately I've been having extreme mood swings.

    For example I'll be in the mood to be social and talk to people for maybe 30 mins and then BAM. I want nothing more than to be alone. What do I want? I'm so confused o.O
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2014

    I don't know if it's me

    or if it's my boyfriend. I'm a college student attending a 4 year university, my boyfriend and I started dating in 2011,which was the beginning of my sophomore year. He is so much different than I, but I never saw it to be a problem. Anyways............. He had a situation-ship...
    Latch Latch
    22-25, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    i am going to counseling

    and they havent diagnosed me with a disorder yet but i think i am histrionic and borderline because i take the online tests and read about it and see it on tv and i seem to have those disorders.
    nobumbump nobumbump
    16-17, M
    Jun 19, 2014

    I have an amazing ability to take any given

    positive situation/statement/thought and make it stressful and depressing. It's not that I want to. I just do it naturally lol. Anyone want someone to cast a shadow over your happiness? I'm your woman. Hit me with your best shot
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2014

    I have never said this out loud.

    I've never told another living soul. I am four people. I am carrying three 'others' with me all the time and I cannot tell anybody. I don't want to be locked up for being ill.
    BayBeeCakez BayBeeCakez
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 20, 2015

    I'm starting to feel low again.

    I can feel it coming, like some black heavy sludge climbing up my body. It's sitting in my stomach now. I know it'll creep over me again until I want to kill myself. I have rapid cycles of feeling incredibly low and suicidal to feeling fairly level. It's seems to take something...
    illneverbenormal illneverbenormal
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2014

    Tired of Life and My

    i dont know how shall i begin my story,or even when has it begun!!! what i know now,that i reached a stage where i hate my father,i feel he is the person responsible for the unstability that im going through,he used to shout at my mother and try to hit her,but i was always defend...
    abomi abomi
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

    I am fudge up in the head I'm 16 I say it out

    allowed to people aka family and friends sometimes strangers but I think I'm mentally frustrated maybe both I don't cut or try and kill myself but I do hurt myself because I can't handle any of this mental stuff like instead of cutting I hit the walls and break either my...
    Porangiataahua Porangiataahua
    31-35, F
    Jan 31, 2014

    I'm not sure how common this is

    but I have random bursts of 5 to 30 minuets of painless ness. Afterwards I also always end up with a migraine. I'm only 14 and I'm very confused. I'm not completely complaining because it has kept me going in a rugby match or rare fight, I'm just a bit concurred. I'm assuming...
    Lovell101 Lovell101
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    Understatement Number 127!

    Yeah unstable, but surround myself with others who are the same so we get along just dandy. LOL Anyone who is even all of the time is hiding something or just really good at faking it. And if not, could ya sell me your secret? I'm not sure normal really exists though.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2009
    bisexkitten bisexkitten
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    Am I?

    I'm 14 years old and I cut myself. I have a pritty bad family life. I often feel crazy, and always confused. I talk to a couple of friends, and all but one believes that I should get help. One says that all families have problems, and mine are just normal.... Though, this might...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2011

    I Don't Know.

    I dont know how i got this way. everything was going fine, better than finne, then all of a sudden, i can't feel good.iv cried myself to sleep on numerous ocassions. i feel like i cant do anything anymore. i cant look at myself in the mirror without wanting to break it because i...
    c0nfus3ds0ul c0nfus3ds0ul
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 20, 2012

    Like i mentioned in my last post,

    i got sent home from school on monday for being a danger to myself & so i spent some more time in the emergency room & was almost admitted for the 3rd time into a hospital. But i went to my psychiatrist the next day to see what they were going to do & they decided i'm not...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2015

    I'm pretty much healthy.

    . I rarely get fever, I've only vomited thrice in my entire life, I've never experienced sore eyes.. or other common diseases. Call me lucky? No. Because not all diseases can be seen. When teenagehood came to me, I faced another threat: Mental disorders. I don't know. Do you...
    Seaspiritaria Seaspiritaria
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2015

    Or emotionally disturbed.

    I've been called both many times. This past school year I was so "mentally unstable" I wasn't even allowed to attend school.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599
    18-21, F
    Jul 6, 2014
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