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I Am Mentally Unstable

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    I am a mentally unstable suicidal drug addict
    TheDarknessInsideM3 TheDarknessInsideM3 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 11, 2013

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    Am I? - I'm 14 years old and I cut myself. I have a pritty bad family life. I often feel crazy, and always confused. I talk to a couple of friends, and all but one believes that I...
    alexeprincess alexeprincess 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2011

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    I sometimes talk to my dead sister or an imaginary being I call Eaves (because he supposedly eavesdrops. I end up asking questions. Can anyone relate?
    theDoomProject theDoomProject 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Tired of Life and My - i dont know how shall i begin my story,or even when has it begun!!! what i know now,that i reached a stage where i hate my father,i feel he is the person...
    abomi abomi 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    I am fudge up in the head I'm 16 I say it out allowed to people aka family and friends sometimes strangers but I think I'm mentally frustrated maybe both I don't cut or try and...
    Porangiataahua Porangiataahua 26-30, F Jan 31

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    Understatement Number 127! - Yeah unstable, but surround myself with others who are the same so we get along just dandy. LOL Anyone who is even all of the time is hiding something...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    I Don't Know. - I dont know how i got this way. everything was going fine, better than finne, then all of a sudden, i can't feel good.iv cried myself to sleep on numerous ocassions...
    c0nfus3ds0ul c0nfus3ds0ul 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2012

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    I'm not sure how common this is but I have random bursts of 5 to 30 minuets of painless ness. Afterwards I also always end up with a migraine. I'm only 14 and I'm very confused. I...
    Lovell101 Lovell101 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I'm not suicidal, and I don't think I'd ever actually kill myself. I just think that if I was in a situation, for instance, a car was driving straight towards me I'm not sure if I...
    FelwaM FelwaM 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Inside I dance between striving for hope and rationally approaching doom. I've gotta believe in change. It exists, even if it's a rocky ride. I felt like giving up the last few...
    avessel avessel 22-25 2 Responses Jan 11

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    A bloody nightmare awakens locked memories of torment of pain. Days old emotions of bitterness and hate. Spit in my face, grab my throat, slap me repeatedly...the mere recollection...
    blackxrosexyuuki blackxrosexyuuki 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    The problem with me is that I forgive far too easy. I may not let go of the hurt but I let them back into my life. I used to hold grudges, I'd hold them for long periods of time...
    SuicidalChick SuicidalChick 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    So I just dropped my college course. I'm devastated and feel like a failure but I couldn't go on any longer with the way I feel mentally. I was missing too much time and studying...
    Yummylicious4ev Yummylicious4ev 18-21 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I have ADD. And depression with suicidal ideation. And social phobia disorder. And general anxiety disorder. So yep, I'm mentally ill.
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Lately I've been putting my bubbly face on.. Pretending to laugh it all off.. Be all sweet about everything.. No more though.. I am losing it and I just don't know how to control...
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I always cry, I try to laugh it off but anything that I do wrong or the smallest thing happens the waterworks come on, I can't stop it. I just curl up in a ball and stay alone.
    indigo21 indigo21 16-17, F Apr 2

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    Trying to stay strong and stable, but stress just builds up.
    indigo21 indigo21 16-17, F Apr 3

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    From one day to the next, I have never been able to back up how I felt about something from the previous day. I could be Eeyore and minutes later I could have a smile that would...
    agirlwithcurlyhair agirlwithcurlyhair 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yeah, i had something horrible happen...and it's crazy to say it was nearly 5 years ago. I can't believe that much time has gone by. The world has moved on, while i've just wasted...
    08pbls 08pbls 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Voices speak in my head, I'm depressed more than half of the time, I'm negative, I don't have any real friends, I see things that aren't there, I have delusions and "false" beliefs...
    Lily111 Lily111 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    It's super hard in my state to get a job in the degree field I chose. There are so many out there looking for the same job, it sucks. My field is education and I got my history...
    sharp1989 sharp1989 22-25, M Mar 26

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    Well with all the work in weekday and the traveling on weekends makes me exhausted. I am trying to find a way to get out of this situation but the more i fight the more i get stuck...
    ViperRemu ViperRemu 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    U dont understand tho. And u never will. Idk what parents I'm coming home to? Jesus freaks that care about what I'm doing every second? Awesome parents? Or maybe the parents...
    sleepingolipiercedthebronx sleepingolipiercedthebronx 13-15, F Mar 28

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    I was by my boyfriend. We broke up and that's were it started. I wanted to remain friends or get back together. We remained friends but he said I had to change and I worked my but...
    Loveisupsetting Loveisupsetting 13-15, F Mar 28

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    Hello. Are you listening to me? Are you talking to me? Are you trying to give me a lesson? Just give me a sign.. I feel silly talking to myself in my head, and crazy when I hear...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Hey guys... I figured out how to feel better about myself, and be happier and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I guess to understand the full depth of my story, it's best to start at the very beginning It all started when I turned 7. Up until that age, I has a great family. My mom and dad...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I was picked on in elementary school for being overweight. For three straight years I took those kids' crap. Now I have a severe social anxiety disorder. It really sucks.
    mongo275 mongo275 22-25, M Mar 30

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    Please for my health and safety. Don't use the word rape towards me.
    jessixoxo4 jessixoxo4 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Weeeeeeeee!yay me!:3 ooh ahhhh ye ye I drink sea water <3
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F Apr 6

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    Maybe if its a nightmare, i just have to wake up- my dad was in jail for two years which made my whole family really depressed, specially my mother and myself. My two older sister...
    Justbreatheba Justbreatheba 16-17, F Apr 7

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    I have a 7 year old son who is moderately intellectually disabled. It has been a very tough journey with him. I love him so much and want to do what is best for him. He has an IEP...
    jb2985 jb2985 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Divorcing a controlling and mentally unstable narcissist who is dangerous we have three young kids and he keeps them hovered around him constantly. He won't leave the house bc his...
    paige0431970 paige0431970 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    As I have written about previously, my life here is complicated, trapped in a marriage with a man who is mentally unstable and unable to leave at the moment. I have been on this...
    sweetlady002 sweetlady002 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    The island of lost souls . Lost Soul. somebody who has no direction in his/her life, a lost soul can have many acquaintances but never any real close friends. often a lost soul...
    Ashishishe Ashishishe 31-35, M Apr 4

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    Update after last night assault. Police have been fab. Still not sure if there's a case but giving a detailed statement ( took 6hrs) made me see my life through others eyes. Also...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am hoping to find some relief in venting about my personal war on fat. I feel a bit narcissistic posting about vanity, but it goes deeper than my exterior appearance. My self...
    peacockskeleton peacockskeleton 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    When I was severely mentally unstable, I could write poetry. Now that I'm semi-normal, I can't write my beautiful poetry anymore. At first it used to flow without thinking, but now...
    blackxrosexyuuki blackxrosexyuuki 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am currently going thru a divorce with my soon to be ex husband. I never knew that going thru a divorce would be so tough. I left my husband because things just didn't pan out he...
    missingmy1angel missingmy1angel 31-35, F Apr 7

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    I remember when I used to get bullied in school when I was 7 years old. I was teased because my hair was different, my height was different and everything about me wasn't like the...
    toyaawright toyaawright 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 16

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    I WILL NOT SELF HARM. I am fed up of hurting myself, I am fed up of hurting and I am worth recovery. So are you. I decided to put up a list of things to do instead of cutting...
    writercookies writercookies 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Ughhh just realized Easter is Sunday and I have to visit the parents which means mentally preparing now and popping Xanax that day. My dad's nasty, mean & destructive moods are...
    Hally2001 Hally2001 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    My Life Of Drug Addiction By: An Addict named brad In the beginning, I shot myself in the head. Three times. With a nail gun. As I remember, it didn’t really hurt all that...
    sober4life sober4life 41-45, M 6 hrs ago

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    My bulimia soon turned into anorexia after finding out what throwing up does to my teeth, as I'm super strict with oral health. Anyways, through that time, i dropped a lot of...
    ProHappiness ProHappiness 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    Not so long ago, things were falling into place. I was getting past my depression. My boyfriend was getting over his depression. I was doing well in my classes. I was working hard...
    9593gzusfrk 9593gzusfrk 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Bulking up like no tomorrow! Gotta love eating good protein food honestly! Not trying to use any protein shakes! I'm getting bigger mentally and physically ! I just don't want my...
    AYEZOOS AYEZOOS 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I thought when my mum died that nothing could get worse but it did, i not only lost my mum i ended up losing what i thought was my female soulmate, bestfriend, lover. I have to...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Mar 23

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    I definitely believe in the Second Amendment to the United States Constitution. However, I believe in common sense when it comes to owning and having weapons. We do need to...
    birthdaypartyforme birthdaypartyforme 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 28

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    It's not that I can't accept criticism, oh no...it's just...whenever I come up with a clever idea for something there's always some negative ninny who calls it unoriginal for some...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I have been married for almost five years and really wish I could leave but I have a 4 year old son with her and just can't bring myself to leaving him behind, not just for my sake...
    LanceSir LanceSir 41-45, M Mar 16

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    I'm scared of relationships of all kinds. This guy keeps trying to get closer to me but I keep pushing him away. I tell myself one thing mentally (go for it hang out with him) but...
    mrvitous26 mrvitous26 26-30, F Mar 16

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