I Am Messed Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    Last night was Rachel's 21st birthday

    party Sarah drove me to the train So I drank on the way there I was tipsy and dancing by myself on the train when Stefan texted me And told me he loves me and I'm the one But I don't know if that was just a drunk thing He hasn't texted me today I lied to Alex and said I was...
    WhoReallyKnowsAnyway WhoReallyKnowsAnyway
    22-25, F
    Jan 11, 2014

    I Want Things To Fall In Place In My Life......

    m a 19 year college going girl and i have messed up life...i have nice parents and i have had a normal upbringing.....but there have been many memories of my childhood which are not worth remembering...i have always been a person who likes freedom and who thinks of best for...
    itrustmyself itrustmyself
    18-21
    Jan 11, 2011

    I will admit. I am ****** up.

    a year ago i was diagnosed with anorexia,bulimia, depression, anxiety, ptsd, ocd, and obsession. I will have these for the rest of my life. I have been dealing with it for three years and came out in november of last year i had so much pain bottled up that i started cutting. it...
    cheyseason cheyseason
    13-15, F
    Mar 9, 2015

    Well I'm not sure how messed up I am it's just

    I think that all boys from berth should be brought up as girls. So they sit on the toilet, wear stocking, skirts, dresses. Be thought how to curtsy. Learn how it is to be a lady so what is going on these days will stop because men think of women as a play toy and that has to...
    honeypettle honeypettle
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2014

    I'm so messed up. I can't

    even explain why, because it would seem so stupid and ridiculous but horrible at the same time. Ughhh. Sorry. Needed to get it off my chest. xD
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 12, 2015

    someone please help me get a way out of it I am

    hating this mess..everything is a problem everywhere..and I am really tired of this... I want to be able to see my future...I need to have a guidance as to what do I want in life.. I want a balanced and sustainable life...but I dont know how..I dont know what do I do..I feel...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    I'm not new here but still hello

    and nice to meet all of you. I'm a15 years old transgender guy who basically hates himself. I didn't want to start ranting on about this but this is something that needs to be voiced. I hate everything about myself. My voice, my face, dear god my body. It's not something I'm...
    gabrielsmith232 gabrielsmith232
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jun 20, 2014

    I am a 24 yrs old female.

    .it started with my hair shedding excessively then turned to OCD and anxiety I get panic attacks whenever I see hair on my clothes or on the floor i don't sleep properly I think a lot about that I might be having a serious disease I get many symptoms but it might only be my...
    Mandy90n Mandy90n
    26-30, F
    May 14, 2014

    Everyone is getting on my nerves today.

    If i lash out and possibly injure or kill them it's not my fault they shouldn't have said anything.... ( mmm wonder what their blood would taste like )
    rain614 rain614
    18-21
    Mar 17, 2014

    I am always have so much **** happening in my

    mind I just do not even know how to explain it but it's all contradictory so it is very confusing. I always feel the need to just not have any friends or family close to me I always want to break off all my relationships even if I know I will regret it. I always feel like...
    Trashboat1 Trashboat1
    18-21, F
    Jul 5, 2015
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