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I Am Missing My Cheating Ex and Don't Know Why

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    Am I Crazy

    So my ex and I broke up in March and I am with this wonderful man. Well this weekend I started missing my ex (who cheated on me the last 6 months of our 2 year relationship) terrible. I mean I've been crying myself to sleep because I miss him. My current bf knows everything and...
    tlance86 tlance86 22-25 1 Response Jun 10, 2009

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    Why I Still Love You Ill Never Know

    see the thing is I love you always have and im guessing I always will its, been 9 months since u done me wrong, i still think of you all the time i shouldn't its so wrong, as i now share love with another but nothing like the love i had for you i no you didn't love me back the...
    staceyalone staceyalone 22-25, F Aug 27, 2013

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