I Am Missing Someone I Shouldn't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 209 People

    I'm Still Wondering...

    I wonder how your life is, what you've been up to, if I was the only girl you did this to, what it was you wanted to tell me but wouldn't... I don't understand why I still think about you, especially since it's been at least a year now. I see through your facade, you are not who...
    deletedd deletedd
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 3, 2009

    Pathetic

    I had been seeing this therapist/ APRN for about 4 1/2 years and had known her for about 7 years. Last year, I was hospitalized for the third time. I called her and told her that I was going inpatient, which I had done the other times, and she said, "Well, they can take care...
    ThistleWeed ThistleWeed
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 18, 2009

    M

    I dream of him every night. Every single god damned night, since he left in June. Mostly nightmares. Not in the sense that they scare me, their just tormenting. I wake up crying a lot throughout the night. He races around my mind all day, throwing memories and feelings at me 24/7...
    ofmiceandhope ofmiceandhope
    18-21, F
    Oct 12, 2013

    Saying Goodbye.

    Missing someone you love feels like being kicked in the throat. It's like being underwater, drowning, and hoping for one last breath of air. I know the truth and logic behind everything that has happened. And I know that things happen just as they should. But the distance between...
    georgette0102 georgette0102
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 5, 2011

    ðŸŽķi miss you so much

    and i don't know what to say ðŸŽķ
    karly21 karly21
    22-25, F
    Jun 8, 2014

    I Am Missing Someone Too

    I AM MARRIED AND BEFORE I GOT MARRIED I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR FIVE YEARS WITH MY EX AND I STILL THINK OF HIM AND SOMETIMES WISH I WAS STILL WITH HIM IS THAT LOVE ARE LUST.
    BRENABURNETT BRENABURNETT
    41-45
    May 4, 2009

    Still Missing My Ex

    My last girlfriend and I broke up in May 2007, and a part of me still misses her, and I still feel like I'm paying for the mistakes and choices made during that time in my life. We met on Myspace, during my senior year of college. I was attending school in NC, where I ...
    WanderingSoul82 WanderingSoul82
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2009

    I Am Issing

                                        i am missing someone i shouldnt. i have a guilty feeling swelling...
    flourlady111 flourlady111
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2009

    Don't Want To But I Do.

    I really hate that I miss him.... my first love. i want to stop thinking about him and give all my heart to my boyfriend. What I'm feelin is so wrong, I know. I just don't know how to stop. It's much harder right now because he's in town on vacation and has tried to contact me...
    adfefgfdg adfefgfdg
    22-25
    Nov 3, 2012

    Last weekend I was enjoying a fantastic break

    away with my husband, totally surprised that my feelings for him were awakened. This evening I have sent just a brief "hello" text to OM. I think I upset him a few days ago when I said conversation stops when he realises sex isn't on the cards. He thanked me for thinking so...
    yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014

    I'm missing someone who is far from me now

    and almost impossible to meet again... But that feeling is still strong enough for me to be moved when I think of one and look at pics 💔
    hanitears hanitears
    26-30, F
    Dec 5, 2014

    Always Will

    Remember when it was us against the world... Remember how I'd do anything to keep you happy... Remember how I always had your back... Remember how I always forgave you no matter what... Remember how I was your shoulder to lean on whenever you needed it... Remember how I would...
    ShortDork ShortDork
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

    Still Holding Out For You.

    Oh boy so here's my story. I was with this guy. He told me he loved me and as a girl I fell head over heels for him. I always wanted to be with him. I never wanted to leave his side. He was my everything. He told me he felt the same way. Then we were fighting for that two weeks...
    cowgirl03 cowgirl03
    18-21, F
    Jul 22, 2012

    I'm missing someone terribly.

    I hate this feeling. It sucks pretending to be fine, but I know one can't truly understand my pain.
    hanitears hanitears
    26-30, F
    Oct 1, 2014

    Its Funny How A Smell Or A Song Can Remind You Of Feelings..

    Well,not funny.More like cruel..I can be a million miles away,in a different timezone,and underwater..and still be taken back to that moment in time in a millisecond.The worst part about it is wondering if she ever felt that about me.Guess I'll never know...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 28, 2010

    Blah

    I am always thinking about and missing one person. And he's an *******. And i don't know why i even care, but it's just not a choice i get to willingly make for myself. Just like missing him, i don't make a conscience decision to miss him, it just happens. And it really sucks.
    SCChick1990 SCChick1990
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Nov 17, 2008

    Damn, I Forgot About This One

    It's been a while, baby. I did well and I haven't been thinking about you for quite some time now. Even when I feel my loneliest during the darkest of nights, I managed to banish the thoughts of you - not with hatred but with a touch of fondness, telling myself that you simply...
    june1999 june1999
    31-35, F
    6 Responses May 28, 2009

    So, So You Think You Can Tell...

    Heaven from hell, blue skies from pain.   A still lake was the scene, as I sat by the edge with my guitar. The stars shone brightly above the pale, dark water. A boat with its lights off was idling in the middle of the lake, and across the way, a bonfire was burning...
    seventhstar seventhstar
    18-21, M
    3 Responses May 20, 2009

    The affair is over, the door has been closed.

    But I am still missing him. After nearly 2 years of sneaking around, lying to my family (which I will say I'm glad is over) I can't help but miss my friend who has been part of my life for 5 years this time round. He was always there at the end of a text helping through the day...
    yespleaseMrDarcy yespleaseMrDarcy
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    Someone i really dont need.

    But sometimes i feel i do. That someone who is always in the back of my mind...it sucks, i try to move on but its like i dont wana get to know anyone else because i feel like that person is the one who knows my flaws and knows when im angry or miserable..and no one ever sees me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 20, 2013

    Just missing the one

    who said they would always be there and love me for me and just leave like it was nothing and what we had meant nothing
    hollister13 hollister13
    22-25, M
    9 Responses Oct 22, 2014

    Feels Like a Knife Has Been Jammmed Through My Heart...

    i shouldn't miss him, but i can't help it, i wonder if he thinks about me i feel so low, i'm home alone and torturing myself with love songs
    sheshigh sheshigh
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 2, 2009

    Feeling Guilty For Who I'm Missing

    I am a married women, one who loves her husband very much. That's why it's hard for me to understand why I still think of an ex of mine. I find myself missing him. Not our relationship, him. The person he was. The talks we had, the things we shared, and the things we did...
    alittleconfused alittleconfused
    26-30
    5 Responses Nov 24, 2008

    Once Upon A Time...

    My favorite fruit during the fall is an apple. There are so many different types, so many different flavors. They are the one constant food craving in my life, those sweet, tart, and juicy apples. They caught my eye, those ruby-red, shiny fruit. I never quite understood my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 2, 2010

    Missing Someone I Should Hate

    wish there was a doctor or medical project to get you off my mind! The way you treated me for 5 years, like the only woman on this earth,then with no explination, just walk out of my life?? How could you do that?are you even real, do you have a heart, or bleed real blood??? Help...
    delores632004 delores632004
    61-65
    2 Responses May 4, 2009

    The Person That Wont Fade Away

    To start off I am a very happy person in a great relationship for the past 7 years. We have a wonderful son and another due in Feb. I fear marriage, so even multiple times hes asked we just remain engaged, and are finally happy just the way we are. Now with that said I have a...
    ashes87 ashes87
    22-25
    1 Response Aug 21, 2011
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