I Am More Emotional Than I Appear

is there more there than what you show on the surface? 523 People

    My Heart Rules The Universe

    Her screamings fill the silent night Her ear-defeaning cries reap souls away from bodies Her tears drown all happiness in the world but Her laughter warms up a snowy day Making the flowers bloom in pride And even the wind smells of roses
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2011

    tum he say roth kar tumhay he sochtay

    rehna mujhay to thek say naraz hona bhe nahi aata....
    isabelarao isabelarao
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    Dont Want You to See

    i am so more emotional then people think, I take things to the heart if someone says somthing and it hurts i have to use all my might to not cry right there. I dont like to cry infront of people and once i start crying i cant stop. Theres things that go through my head everyday...
    xxbrokendownxx xxbrokendownxx
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2009

    I Don't Want You To See It

    The reason is mainly that I'm naturally closed, and also very sensitive. And every time I open myself to others, they manipulate my feelings and emotions and hurt me. Plus I'm raised with the thought that showing emotions is a sign of weakness. It's hard to put up a strong front...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 1, 2010

    Floodgates

    Sometimes I think I give the impression that I am very together and unemotional.  It's not an image I particularly cultivate at all, but I do have quite a solid persona in real life and those who know me consider me very strong and steady.  I am strong ... that's not a...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2010

    Put On A Happy Face

    Everyday I walk around like I am doing ok when in reality I couldn't be more broken up inside. I feel like crap a lot of the time but I don't let anyone see it. I try to put on a happy face and pretend that everthting is fine. Sometimes I am sad about not being able to control my...
    ExhaustedWithLife ExhaustedWithLife
    31-35, F
    Jul 26, 2013

    On the Surface of the Sun

    I read some where that light can be both particle and wave but not at the same time. Well I can not be both rational and emotional at the same time so I choose to be rational on surface but deep down inside I am crying.
    blessedmovers blessedmovers
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 3, 2008

    6 Years of Tears

    I'm more emotional then I appear and often more emotional then I care to be. After being with someone for the first time in 6 years, I cried 6 years of tears in about 15-20 mins. I don't recall a time in recent memory when I felt that emotional, that vulnerable. Even as she wings...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2009

    Depression Done Alone Whilst Surrounded

    Maybe I deserve it. All the things I've done wrong in life? I deserve to do this alone in life. I'll surround myself with amazing people only to feel worse alone. I put on my happy fave, I make sues. Even before when I chose to do what I do alone I had a partner. Never did I feel...
    TypicalLibra TypicalLibra
    31-35, F
    Jul 26, 2013

    Depends..

    sometimes (most of the time) I appear as some kind of rock. But sometimes I also start crying about the most stupid things.. so I don't know.. guess it depends on my over-all-mood
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 3, 2008

    I Tend To Block Things Out In Front Of Other People....

    I guess I don't like people seeing me emotional and upset. I can think of several examples really. The first was when my close friend got arrested and due to the nature of the crime, I cut contact with him. I told my co worker through text and she mentioned it in work and I went...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 21, 2011

    Idiocy ...

    We can never be sure how we appear to world. To some people, the opinion of others is of fundamental importance to their well-being.  I don't believe that's true for me, although I do want to be liked and accepted, but within reason ... there are things on which I would...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    Apr 5, 2010

    Reality.

    PEOPLE AROUND ME WOULD LOOK AT ME AS, ALOOF, ANTI SOCIAL, DUMB, AND CARELESS, AND SOMETIMES THEY THOUGHT THAT I  NEVER GET HURT WHEN THEY SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME. MAYBE BECAUSE I LET THEM TO DO THAT. I JUST DONT WANT TO START ARGUMENTS AND STUFF. BUT THE TRUTH IS I AM A...
    mirmsmecca mirmsmecca
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2010

    In the Outside...

    I appear to be a very strong person.  In the inside, I sometimes wonder why I am so sensitive...if someone tells me something offensive I stay calm.  Yet, when I get back to my room or the thought of it hits me again, I usually cry in my room for hours. 
    BellaFairy BellaFairy
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Aug 11, 2009

    Hiding Emotions

    I seem to show signs of stress and feelings of being overwhelmed. But I tend to hide my feelings of sadness and loneliness. I mask it with a smile and just move on. I try to not show my sadness by helping others. I distract myself with schoolwork, being around others, and just...
    Sparkle1992 Sparkle1992
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2012

    Letter From A Beautiful Broken Heart

    So long time I was in the dark waiting for a soul to reach out toward me Until one amazing day you arrived gave me hope, love and strength everything I forever desired You were my first lover my very first relationship or so I believed After those harsh words came out of your...
    BellaFairy BellaFairy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2010

    I Give Up My Wishes And Feelings For Others!!!

    This is something that always happens with me. Till today whenever I had discussion or any debate with any one, I neglect my feelings and ignore what i have to say or how do I feel, letting the person win on the topic(only with loved ones). I never respect or give second though...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    Hide How I Truely Feel.

    Somehow, someway I have convinced myself I'm not important. One of my many insecurities consists on feelings of worthlessness. Which results on two negative reactions. I sometimes either get extremely depressed, to the point were I lock myself in my room and cry. I won't go out...
    M060110M M060110M
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2012

    I Hide...

    I hide my feelings... Keeping them from others because people sometimes ridicule me for crying... I have a problem sometimes were I just breakdown. Sometimes I can be in class and I will just start tearing up. My memories haunt me... I appear fine each day. It will be a bad day...
    Confused1990 Confused1990
    16-17, M
    6 Responses Feb 6, 2008

    Its A Secret

    i am so so emotional. but no one knows. no one! i get chocked up over everything. every morning waving goodbye as the school bus drives away with my precious diamonds, my eyes tear.little childrens books make me cry. commercials on tv make me cry. everything on tv makes me cry...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 16, 2011

    It's crazy, the older I get the more emotional

    I get. I'm angry I'm sad... Ahhh it's so annoying! Wish I could stop it or at least calm it down.
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2014

    Not the Truth

    ...When i talk to peole,  i believe they of me as a burden. I just cause problems to others so i try to seem happy as if nothing is wrong...but then they kick me with horrible words and put me even more down than i already am... ...I dont understand why my...
    ConLocura ConLocura
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2009

    No Explanation Needed

    People see me as quiet, reserved, yet happy. I hide my feelings and emotions well. People never really know what emotion I am experiencing. I like it that way, too. I feel that this way they don't have to pity me or feel sorry for me. Nor feel the need to be nosy.
    silvermystics silvermystics
    51-55, F
    4 Responses May 29, 2009

    I Put On a Facade

    In my family, it's a sign of weakness to be emotional. on the outside I'm nice, happy, smiley. but on the inside I'm ******* e d up because I've been hurt a lot in my life by my family, my friends, and men. my very first love shattered my heart and I'm still picking up the pieces...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2008

    I Need To Be My Friends Rock

    i find it hard to bring out my real things when my friends are crying i feel like i need to strong and block out what I'm feeling and help them. for example a close m8 of mine committed suicide and while every1 else was crying i just couldn't until i was alone.Ive always been...
    cprg cprg
    16-17, F
    Jun 21, 2011
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