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I Am More Of The Suffer In Silence Type

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    I Need Help... - For over a year i have been feeling sadness, loneliness, ive been anxious about everything and i cry a lot for reasons unknown. I had a great childhood and i have...
    stephyk94 stephyk94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    Thanks For The Site - I'm very private. I don't open up to people when it comes to my feelings. I've always written them down in a diary or typed them up on my laptop. I don't let...
    chuckles12 chuckles12 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 17, 2012

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    Pain Without Love - This story: When I'm in pain, I keep it to myself(body pain and sickness). Song used for the title: Pain by Three Days Grace Sickness pain: My sisters always...
    Carolynxhorror Carolynxhorror 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1, 2013

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    I Feel Weak - I don't know why but I have always had trouble letting people know when I am in pain, physical or emotional. I don't want anyone to know that I hurt.I think that it...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 2 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    I Dont Think Someone Would Understand - Ive always tried to do things myself. ive been taught that i should try to do things myself and rely on myself to get things done. but i...
    Silent20 Silent20 18-21, F Jan 21, 2012

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    Just A Thought - why is it at our lowest moments wish to die instead of being happy? Just a thought
    fuqlife fuqlife 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 13, 2013

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    That's Usually Me - I'm a shy person, non-confrontational, and really don't have a lot of self-esteem, so if someone wrongs me or if my partner flirts with another... usually I'll...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Dec 3, 2010

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    Not Noticeable - I struggled with serious depression for a good five or six years, and no one ever noticed, not really. My mother worried about me because she saw me the most, but...
    reciprocal reciprocal 16-17, F Nov 23, 2010

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    Definitely This.... - I work in childcare and there is one parent which comes in and talks nonstop about her problems. She is often on the verge of tears. She is the opposite to me...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    My First Scary Experience - The day I had finally got help for myself, It was a great feeling. I had finally listen to my boyfriend, Which felt good. I had never let anyone get to...
    QueenOfPoetry QueenOfPoetry 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2013

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    Thinking Back - I realize there was very few people who knew how bad I had gotten. In fact, now that I reflect more on that time in my life...I don't think anyone knew. If I would...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2011

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    My Best Friend. - I hope.you are feeling strong my friend. You have always been. I love you my friend. Now I WILL feel lonely. You have been generous with me. I am young. And YOU...
    mmhb37 mmhb37 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2013

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    When All Els Fails - most people like to think that when they are depressed they are staring into an abyss and that they feel lonely. i feel like i was born in there not above...
    shadedsly shadedsly 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Fear - For a long while I have believed these sorts of sites are silly and I would be laughed at by anyone who read what I wrote, or just be ignored all together. This whole...
    KoronelKraut KoronelKraut 16-17, F Jul 24, 2013

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    I Have Been Physical An Emotionally Abused - A couple weeks ago..well i think,i can't really think because of my head,but a little while back i was in class and some of the...
    laurenstephens laurenstephens 13-15, F 2 Responses May 28, 2013

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    I Suffer In Silence!! - i mean, im not suffering just now, but whenever i have different problems in my life, i just find it difficult to talk about them, basically cos i just dont...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    i wanna sell my self, i hate my life
    syedubaidalishah syedubaidalishah 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    The Outside - To everyone who sees me, I laugh, I joke around, I smile. I look happy. You believe that I am, you think I have friends and everything is okay. But what I wish you...
    SolarBird SolarBird 16-17, F Sep 19, 2013

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    Oh Yeah - That's definitely me, i'm ******* stubborn when it comes to that. I will let it all build up, act like it's all ok, then i'll cave in. I'll do it behind closed doors...
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 17, 2011

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    I'M The Suffer In Silence Type - I'm the suffer in silence type. I guess I don't like people reading me or knowing what hurts me because it makes me feel vulnerable, naked and that...
    lunaloveegood lunaloveegood 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2013

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    S.D. - It's hard to admit when I'm hurting. When the pain is so intense that I have to stare long and hard in the mirror, telling myself over and over that it will be okay, that I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 20, 2011

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    I Prefer It This Way. - I'm sure we've all seen some people who prefer to suffer as loudly as possible, like they've caught themselves in a bear trap, loud panic with no thought to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 24, 2013

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    I Keep My Problems To Myself. - I like helping people. I assist people in trying to resolve their current dilemmas. I listen to their woes, counsel them. But when I have a...
    brighteyedstargazer brighteyedstargazer 36-40, F May 27, 2013

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    Silence - ... Silence is my way of expressing pain. I guess now i understand why im so quiet because im in pain. No pity party for me im just writing down something i just realized...
    fuqlife fuqlife 22-25, M Jul 13, 2013

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    I Have To Be The Strong One. - Sometimes I just feel like I have to be there for everyone else.   I'm getting exhausted.  I have so much going on in my life and having everyone...
    jcue1976 jcue1976 31-35, F Jan 9, 2012

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    Just Me - I dont really like talking about my problems. It just makes me depressed and talking doesnt solve anything...I hate it. I find it hard to express myself anyway, so yh...
    Alysh7 Alysh7 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    Looking At Me - When you look at me, you might see a bit of weariness in my eyes, a bit of exhaustion in my face, yet you'll almost never know why. I can put on a brave face, grin...
    Sleaxor Sleaxor 18-21, M Oct 2, 2013

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    Silence - I don't like others to know the hurt I'm feeling inside. I am an extremely private person, when it comes to my feelings on particular subjects. EP gives me a sense of...
    MissMoxy MissMoxy 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2011

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    Kind Of - Not if you take into consideration how many stories I have written here though. I kind of vent through writing stories.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 11, 2011

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    Almost Crossed The Bridge - Last night was a terrible night for me. I was very angry but at things I cannot change so I became sad. Sad and irritable. I'm normally a cheerful...
    Dulcette Dulcette 22-25, F Sep 30, 2011

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    The Mask. - Sometimes I feel like a go through my days on autopilot, sucked into my own mind and begin to spiral. Somehow though I seem to go through the motions and fake my way...
    thisoldroutine thisoldroutine 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 21, 2013

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 8

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    I Can't Handle It Much Longer - My entire life I have been struggling with depression and self-esteem issues. I was bullied for part of middle school and even though years have...
    taylorietot taylorietot 16-17, F 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - I don't even know where to begin... So many thoughts are racing through my mind but I can't seem to find the right words to form the sentence that I want...
    Evie007 Evie007 18-21, F May 27, 2013

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    Secrets &Amp; Lies - Unfinished Poem - 3/22/13 I have so many secrets, so many lies hiding behind my eyes piled up so high so that they touch the sky if they weren't compressed in...
    WinterWisper WinterWisper 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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    Burden - i will always be someones shoulder to cry on and ears for the listening but when it comes to me i am just a burden i feel as though my problems are petty and well there...
    paradoxkey paradoxkey 16-17, F Aug 2, 2013

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    How I Suffered In Silence. - Other than having silent cries in my bed.. I was so hurt. That I cried in showers. There was utterly no sound coming out. My mouth was wide opened...
    KuroBara KuroBara 18-21, F Jan 15, 2013

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    Lonely - I didn't tell them how I felt I didn't tell them a word I kept it all inside my shell this shell I cannot even afford. I kept my face solid and straight when I was...
    Yeshmanthi Yeshmanthi 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2011

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    I Learned To Suffer In Silence - When I was young, I got brushed off by my parents all the time. Especially when it came to emotional things. So I dealt with them on my own. It was...
    suileglasa19 suileglasa19 18-21, F Aug 4, 2011

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    I suffer every day but nobody knows my pain.
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F Mar 20

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    this line is from twilight movie right/??
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2013

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    I like this about myself because I don't think people really care about problems other people are having. However I also know this has had a bad impact on me in time where the...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 5

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    Appearance And Society. - My appearance is all the opposite of what I'm really am, I am 20 and I look like 24, my face reflects maturity,confidence and intelligence, I'm tall and...
    happinesswhatsthat happinesswhatsthat 22-25 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    I Knew The Signs - It happens to one in four people they would say...It can kill they would say... But i wouldnt listen. I had had a million lessons and teachings about domestic...
    GirlTeenTodd GirlTeenTodd 18-21, F 2 Responses May 21, 2011

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