Whenever i have a partner i feel vulnerable. I dont feel like the normal me. I feel like im constantly on edge. Like i cant think straight. Im not even sure what is is that i do feel but its not myself. I am beginning to think i am better off alone.
of course, i would still want to find that someone who'll really sweep me off my feet...but i guess, i do have to find myself first and be whole again. A relationship consists of two whole individuals, not of two halves wanting to make the perfect whole.