I Am More Torn Inside Than I Let On

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    I've tried writing my story three times now.

    Every time I've stopped, and deleted it. I, can't even begin to explain...
    Laurpdb Laurpdb
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2014

    Alright. Am Done.

    Anyone who wants to talk to me anymore, read this story. EP is such a ***** now...I'm constantly getting ******* hate mail, and I'm sick of everyone on my god damn ***. It's screwed up, ya know? Sooooooo this is my goodbye. I will RARELY be online anymore. My kik is...
    NekoRose NekoRose
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2013

    You said you loved me.

    Did you ever really feel the love? I love you so..
    KarleeJo23 KarleeJo23
    16-17, F
    May 11, 2014

    I Am A Torn Person Because I Live In A World Where I Am Judged By My Appearance

    Once upon a time, I was a girl who felt like I had the power to conquer the world. I loved who I was, I just knew that when I grew up I would be happy, a powerhouse who led the world, and grew stronger and better. Then I went abroad. I had a Muslim boyfriend and a 'best' friend...
    mansigururaj77 mansigururaj77
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 10, 2013

    Life Is Freakin Annoying Sometimes

    sometimes i feel cruel horrible an like i have no point in living. im not a suicidal kind of girl but there are times when i feel i hate everyone around me and i just want to die those R the times i self harm then i think: whats the point in life, if i want to die? why couldnt...
    SuperCindee SuperCindee
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2013

    Tears rolling out of my eyes I don't

    even know why Maybe because my expectations are high But so be it at least I can try I try to turn you on But you say You haven't moved on I try to be cool But don't you make me look like a fool what I'm doing here with you And telling you that baby I love you
    angelslover angelslover
    26-30, M
    Mar 21, 2014

    My Mask ... My Safety

    I am constantly hiding in my own shadow ... i think it is safe here. I walk behind it holding everything i really feel inside. I'm screaming from the inside out ... but no one can hear me, i'm on mute. My mind thinks over time ... and i am the only one who knows what goes on ''up...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jul 10, 2013

    What im gonna say? i dont know.

    ..Crying is the only way out...
    Ichliebenb Ichliebenb
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2014

    Why Is Everything I Do Wrong?

    Who do I live my life for? My parents, my bother, my boyfriend, my friends??? I live it for me... don't I? But why does everything I do always involve the question: "will other approve?" Shouldn't I do what I see is right for me? And if I change how I always do things... how...
    pomarancha pomarancha
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2013

    One More Tear

    Once again torn by the people who are supposed to care. Those who I am supposed to be honest with. Those who are supposed to respect my decisions. But now I see I was merely here to serve as their figure head while they wanted me to go along with whatever they said. Whatever they...
    DarkCelestriaRose DarkCelestriaRose
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2013

    Brave Face

    It isn't that hard...to put on a brave face that is. I've learned it well.  Life isn't easy.  Some people's lives worse than others.  Throughout my life, I've listened, I've helped, but, very rarely have I ever been heard.  I've kept so many things inside because I know...
    DarkCelestriaRose DarkCelestriaRose
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2013
    Ichliebenb Ichliebenb
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2014

    Showing a smile is easy.

    Putting emotions behind it is hard.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 22, 2014

    I hate how one little thing can trigger me.

    The words can bring me down so easily and the lies roll of my lips. My flannel covers up my mistakes from last night and nobody suspects a thing. Usually my bracelets cover them up but I got a little carried away last night. I just want to get out of this town, with these...
    Invisiblegirl07 Invisiblegirl07
    18-21, F
    Sep 29, 2014

    So Torn Inside .........

    Especially since seeing you in a photo wearing your wedding ring. Something that you haven't done for the last five years.
    Aussieprincess10 Aussieprincess10
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2013
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