I Am Mourning the Loss of a True Friendship

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    Am Mourning the Loss of a Friend

    If you read my stories, you will see that lately friendship has not been kind to me.  However, there is one person in particular that has really hurt me recently.  This person lives across town from me, next to my Mom's house.  We went to church a lot together and did...
    haydenrules haydenrules
    31-35, F
    Feb 7, 2009

    Sept 23 2010

    I walked around long time before we got the news that Frank had cancer just telling myself "These days are special ,slow time down,remember everything' I would walk slowly up to the barn, were Frank and my husband were working,listening to them fake fighting over the current...
    holywren holywren
    56-60, F
    Nov 3, 2011

    Could That Be Our End?

    Just recently, a friendship that I didn't expect to form suddenly came to be, for only 48 hours, and then it was gone. The whole thing wasn't just for 48 hours, but months, due to other circumstances and factors, but to my pleasant surprise, there was a sudden, favorable change...
    Excellency Excellency
    26-30, M
    Jan 18, 2012

    He Was My Best Friend Before He Became My Lover

      Shane was my best friend. We would talk on the phone for hours, chat on yahoo every morning and sometimes at night too. I could tell him anything, and he understood. He was there for me in ways no one else in my life has ever been.    Then we became lovers. We...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 7, 2009

    Loss Of Best Friend

    Hey everyone my best friend died in a car accident 3rd jan last i'm missing him so much all day everyday my friends think i should be moving on by now but i don't know how without him he was my everything i'm totally lost without him can anyone give me some ideas on how to...
    Peig Peig
    31-35
    6 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    Ive Already Written A Story About Joe But Wanted Write Another One....xxxx

    Joe was the type of person you never thought could ever exist because he seemed untouchable. He was an extremely talented person, brilliant at any sport he played, unbelievably smart popular, funny and one of the nicest fellas around and a brilliant first cousin. He was...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 16, 2010

    To One of My Dearest Friends...

    Sometimes being your friend is like struggling against am invisible riptide, each movement becoming more difficult with the thought of you. I swim as hard as I can and I try to stay afloat but I am drowning.  I continually dwell on words I can’t take back and actions...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Dec 16, 2008

    Friendships Fade Over Time

    I am in my early 30s. Is it normal to feel that friendships have changed since my college days and early 20s? I feel like I need my friends less and less in life. I do not have as many friends as I use to in my college days and late 20s, but I feel like I have come to accept...
    lost29 lost29
    26-30
    Mar 28, 2013

    One of the closest friends I've had hates me.

    We got into a fight and when I've tried to apologize or make up she ignores me. She's shutting me out and it's been going on for a while. I'm about to give up.
    ElectricDream ElectricDream
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2014

    Mr Justin

    A man I knew long ago died today.His name was Rustin Justin and that was the only name I knew him by.He fixed things for a living which wasn't much to be supported for he lived in the greenhouse's shed and ate whatever he was given.In my childhood he tended Rosetta's flower...
    holywren holywren
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2012

    Two Butterflies.......

    Watch with me, the butterflies dancing by, until the journey's end. Not knowing where their travels lead, in light and love, my friend. Flecks of light, across the azure sky, gently they descend. Settle weary wings on your open hand, in faith and trust, my friend. Carry our...
    sexybutterflym sexybutterflym
    41-45, F
    Feb 7, 2012

    She dies of a heroine overdose a year ago

    and it kills me everyday. I love you, hot rod.
    wh0isit wh0isit
    18-21, F
    Sep 15, 2014

    We ain't friends anymore; Kyle

    if you see this I miss the **** out of you, you were the person that was there. Why did you even end our friendship without notice?
    NathanJMontes NathanJMontes
    16-17, M
    May 17, 2015

    Wish

    I standin the shadow of my sisterfor now we are almost oneshe protects my heart and hides my nameWe tend our tasksand she bids me not to rememberwhile dust settles on  treasuresgardens i will never renewShe tells mesister, rest in my routinesfind peace in a day's selfless...
    holywren holywren
    56-60, F
    May 30, 2012

    Today was my ex-husband's memorial service.

    We knew each other for over 20 years. He had so many serious health problems and died at the age of 57. Whenever people hear the word "ex," right away they think bad things. I have fond memories of him and am very sorry for the way things turned out and feel sorry for the way he...
    BabyTuna BabyTuna
    41-45, F
    Jan 27

    Can't Go Back

    Aging, alone and reflective, I have found that the sadness I carry is not that of a grieving widow, but rather that of a hurt lover. I made an egregious error in falling in love with a dear friend while married. My marriage was in shambles, as well as his, and we had known each...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 12, 2011

    I'm alone in this today.

    Going to take that long journey with my buddy to the vet.Its long because it's our last.Ill come home alone... Losing my friend, my protector and comforter when humans failed but he appears to be suffering and the wait for death has already been weary for him. If you've done this...
    holywren holywren
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

    My own blood. Ripped away by the hands of

    addiction. She was my best friend. She was more like a sister, actually. The sister I always wanted. The sister I could look up to. I wanted to be just like her. Everything about her, I wanted to be or have. Now we don't talk. And it's not for my lack of trying. I have never...
    LittleTarheel14 LittleTarheel14
    22-25, F
    Sep 15, 2014

    She Said Never Say Goodbye

    This one has taken me a while to speak of. My best friend died of bone cancer. It was over quick. I saw her in the hospital. We spoke and thought we would see each other again.Her family came and took her home to die. We never saw each other again. I spent the whole summer that...
    holywren holywren
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2012

    Why Now

    i do not know why this years is so bad Vs all the other years in my life like some one is trying to tell me something or maybe for no reason start to think of him and his mother and grandparents and the effect they had on my life growing up for the few years they were in it...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Dec 17, 2010

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