Sometimes in my life I feel as if I'm at the begining of the end...
this could be a "good" thing or a "not so good" thing.
I see so many things in my life time that has been good,
and just as many not so good times.
But I never again wish to feel as if my...
-a 25 year journey full of sacrifices and unselfish decisions...
-our children journey through their upbringing, education, entrance into adult hood
-exposed secrets about your soul mate...who apparently was not in it to win it
-excuses offer doors that were open and passed thru...
The thoughts, anxiety and mental torture have finally pushed me so close to the edge I in know its only s matter of hours, even minutes. I pray my two young boys forgive me and know that I've fought most of my life to never leave them in this way.
I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try.
This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
Some of you will know of my escapades into hospital and entering a Rehab centre!
Now,getting use to living without my leg I have another problem
My other leg has a rash which won't go away,and I am worried about it!
Yes!!..I do put cream on it....so wish me luck this time around...
I feel I am Towards the end of my life!
I watch my family and give thanks that I made it to 56!
I have had a reasonable life!
When people come up with a solution for being an alcoholic I will be so happy!