I'm not the best when it comes to communications, but I want give this a try. I'm not sure how this will come across, but I want to give this a try.
This is for anyone who is depressed, feeling like a failure, who has losing hope, or has just given up hope. You are probably...
Sometimes in my life I feel as if I'm at the begining of the end...
this could be a "good" thing or a "not so good" thing.
I see so many things in my life time that has been good,
and just as many not so good times.
But I never again wish to feel as if my...
-a 25 year journey full of sacrifices and unselfish decisions...
-our children journey through their upbringing, education, entrance into adult hood
-exposed secrets about your soul mate...who apparently was not in it to win it
-excuses offer doors that were open and passed thru...
I feel I am Towards the end of my life!
I watch my family and give thanks that I made it to 56!
I have had a reasonable life!
When people come up with a solution for being an alcoholic I will be so happy!
Some of you will know of my escapades into hospital and entering a Rehab centre!
Now,getting use to living without my leg I have another problem
My other leg has a rash which won't go away,and I am worried about it!
Yes!!..I do put cream on it....so wish me luck this time around...
The thoughts, anxiety and mental torture have finally pushed me so close to the edge I in know its only s matter of hours, even minutes. I pray my two young boys forgive me and know that I've fought most of my life to never leave them in this way.