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I Am Never Happy With Myself

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Im happy with myself and more importantly with my body. Il have good days and bad days but this morning somethings sort of clicked! Im not fat, I'm not unhealthy, i have curves and...
    Pinklipsx Pinklipsx 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    There are so many things i would love to do,somtimes it just feels like those things i want to do are so far away. i have such a long way to go.each time i try to do things right...
    cutealex21 cutealex21 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I am definitely not perfect. I'm not normal by any stretch of the imagination. I don't even know who I am. But I am fine with that and I'd rather that nobody would try and change...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Correction: I'm never Honest with myself. and it's creeping me off! anyone who had that trouble and got over it ?
    00Wieme00 00Wieme00 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing...
    SupremeMo SupremeMo 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I think to be able to say that you are happy with someone and no one else is beautiful, me being a paranoid idiot I can never believe it 100% when someone tells me this. I also...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F Apr 4

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    I truly am. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I act and treat people. I hate that I can say one thing, than won't even end up doing it. I hate that I tell all my friends that I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I never thought of myself as cute. Always been told I was ugly so I believed it myself. I recently had a string of people say I'm cute and some asked me out. I doubt they mean it...
    smokygreywolf smokygreywolf 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i have never though of myself as beautiful. as people make fun of me for being tall and having a healthy skinny figure. :/
    nicolepie nicolepie 22-25, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    I know I should Be happy that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20

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    i will be happy with you and i dont need anything else i just want you to love me.I dont need money or luxury i just want you to smile and that will make my day i want you to stay...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Apr 2

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    I'm happy with it, some people will give me trouble about it at school since I'm out of the closet and say I'm bad for being gay and they call me names but it doesn't get to me I...
    ItzFnDiego ItzFnDiego 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Well.. today makes 17 years ive been on the planet... I spent it in my bed crying just like last year.. I just want to get away!!!! I can never find Someone who makes me happy.. I...
    susiehomemakur susiehomemakur 26-30 Mar 27

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    hi im ----- , im 13 years old and a girl ...when i was like 10-11 i used to worry/stress about stupid things as i do now i suppose....when i was 11-12 i got more sadder...this was...
    imme163 imme163 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I've never seen myself as handsome. I don't have that confidence anymore. It's been beat out of me.
    Bwlane Bwlane 36-40 1 Response Apr 8

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    Well, I can't exist without God, so the "Nothing Else" is definitely out... But if I had to choose one person, and only one person, to go anywhere with me, it'd be you, love. You...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my...
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    There's nothing special about my appearance and I have no idea how to dress myself to look pretty or fashionable.
    mahnouls mahnouls 16-17 Apr 8

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    I really never have and I've always thought I needed a guy to make me feel it but idk what it is. I mean, people tell me all the time that I'm beautiful but I've never actually...
    Msunderstood95 Msunderstood95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    My whole life I was told by the people i love that I am ugly. The sad thing is I really believe I am too. Sometimes it's really hard to look in the mirror without becoming...
    Marquinta Marquinta 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You left me and i am still happy
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I'm not gonna lie, just the thought of you makes me happy right now ^////^
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F Mar 30

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    Just something I ran across on twitter. Telling someone they cant be sad because others have it worse is like saying someone cant be happy because others have it better. I've been...
    nhammoud nhammoud 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    I love to have sex with older woman its a major turn on for me
    malelover253 malelover253 18-21, M Apr 8

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    My cousin move to my town that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 13-15, F Apr 8

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    Some good advice for myself... I love Pema....“The most fundamental aggression to ourselves, the most fundamental harm we can do to ourselves, is to remain ignorant by not...
    KatzeB KatzeB 41-45, F Mar 20

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    I had to go upstairs to get a flashlight and my torso was bare. my sisters new bf looked at me and said 'Woah you need to put on a shirt' making fun of my weight... I already have...
    scottazard scottazard 18-21, M Mar 28

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    How has it taken so Long to come to the realisation that I'm not here for you, and if I act like I am I'm wasting away, cos I haven't got time, nah not another day, to consider...
    MrLorax MrLorax 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Who are you = pfloyd121 Why are you on EP =for good friends and to have a laugh How many women have you slept with ? = no comment Whos your favourite singer = david bowie of...
    pfloyd121 pfloyd121 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I don't know why I'm like this . I love people, honestly . Neither do I wanna sound like I'm bragging, but people love hanging out with me as well . I don't have any problems with...
    Zubylovesyou16 Zubylovesyou16 16-17, F Mar 25

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    Sometimes i wrestle with my inner demons. Other times we just hug and eat cheesecake....
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I LOVE women, and cute sissy guys. Highly sexual most/all of the time. I love my job, I work with mostly women. I'm very professional but can't wait to get home at the end of...
    mabiguy mabiguy 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm stressed. I'm worried. I'm not in the mood today. I have a blade in my pocket. I can easily just go to the bathroom and do it...but I haven't cut since last Wednesday I think...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Currently extremely hard with no one to talk to . How sad
    LifeofaNympho LifeofaNympho 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I've always wondered am I handsome? What do u think?
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M Apr 8

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    I wish I had more confidence but I don't hopefully I can work on it
    grimesfoster grimesfoster 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I have lost over 250 lbs and I still can't find love, I still see the fat person I was. Still see the ugly person I was.
    hozuru hozuru 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I don't care if she has a small chest, if her thighs are disproportionate to her body archetype, if she has six toes, if she has different colored eyes, if she writes or talks...
    AcupChesticles AcupChesticles 18-21, M Mar 22

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    my life..@ tumse only tumse hai har baat tum sai hi hai har baat jaan tum hou tou iss dil mai umang hai jou tum nahi tou kaha jindagi tera didar jou hou jaye tou fir aur kuch...
    roseanjil roseanjil 22-25 Mar 22

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    i m looking my true love. & i m waiting a girl
    h007k h007k 26-30, M Mar 30

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    Sometimes this really puzzles me. But every morning when I wake up I can't help but think how lucky I am.
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I know I'm not the only one but that doesn't help....
    lillibella lillibella 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Lots of people tell me I've lost a lot of weight recently; my friends say my figure is slimmer, and I really have lost about 8 kilos. Plus, some of my clothes are looser, and I'm...
    Mousetronaut Mousetronaut 16-17, F Apr 8

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    if you only knew how much I believed this...... I felt connected to you from the start.. let's find each other again?
    scribblesinamargin scribblesinamargin 70+, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm a married woman contemplating an affair. I have to practically beg for sex or affection from my husband. It doesn't matter if I make an effort, get dressed up, plan dates. I...
    LadyKatzy LadyKatzy 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I love being told to do things in public.
    charNoir charNoir 22-25, F 11 Responses Mar 27

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    I can't stop thinking about suicide
    kzambori kzambori 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 28

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