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I Am Never Happy With Myself

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    lonesojourner lonesojourner 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 29

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    So again through grapevine, I am told my ex says to people in our home town that I am a violent guy. I don't yell, demean or say anything to hurt my children and have never slapped...
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    I know that's right lol.....no woman should have to ever depend on a man or guy just to be happy.....its more to life than just finding someone to be with. Just be happy, live your...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F Aug 6

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    I will never find someone who will support and share my life with me. in time, my friends and sister will drift apart from me and i have to fend for myself in this world. Alone...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    What to hate about me? I'm too perfect to live in this world XD jk! Seriously.. Sometimes i love myself like a lover other times like a best friend Sometimes I hate myself but...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F Aug 3

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    My sweet heart left for work out of town. it's my first time being alone every and it's terrible!! I can't cook for one person! what Italian cooks for one.. Just started a new job...
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    Hmmm. Yup with only one exception. My daughters.
    Jericho7 Jericho7 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    MarGre97 MarGre97 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I have a huge crush on my guy friend I love him more than anything I would kill if he asked me out:)
    thatonegirl156 thatonegirl156 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    Second day of my job I was feeling really anxious but hate the fact that my own manager told me I wasn't smart enough for that type of job....feeling some type
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    This Lady Means the world to me we met a little while back and she just rocked my world she is so fantastic it is hard to put into words My heart races every time I talk to her She...
    justmyself11 justmyself11 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I used to be the girl everyone would call a stick. But now I'm gaining weight and it's scaring me. Because I feel like my boyfriend will leave me. And I feel like I weigh too much...
    Thatoneperson66 Thatoneperson66 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Is anyone awake to talk right now I really need someone to talk to plz
    Shinecarberry Shinecarberry 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I've done something i shoulnt have done to someone who is really good to me :'c
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    it is so fun once in awhile a big truck come by and I have to cover up or they may see my balls and pe*is. sometims I make a mess if I cant stop, you know what I mean.
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    I'm never really happy with myself causing me to not be happy with anyone at all.
    Ambion Ambion 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    It's just that, because i'm aware of the fact that who I really am in real life is being shielded by a virtual veil... I have become meaner. Well not neccessarily meaner, but I've...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    ungracefullythalia ungracefullythalia 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    TyTy19 TyTy19 16-17, M 28 mins ago

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    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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