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I Am Never Happy With Myself

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    I went through a couple of, hmm i dunno lets say.. sadder years, and for the last year and a half i have been so happy. I am studying at the moment so i experience a lot of stress...
    OneOfTwo96 OneOfTwo96 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I love to play with myself. I have a 10 inch toy that I use daily. I can never get enough! Anyone else? Ladies?! Don't be shy!
    numinouseuphoria numinouseuphoria 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    Life seems so different since we drifted apart ...I only want to be happy with you
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Feb 16

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    They say they relationship with yourself is the most important one. Dr. Phill actually said that so it must have some truth behind it.. Oh wait. I remember it being very true. I...
    Anonymouscoast Anonymouscoast 22-25 Feb 13

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    This month has been fantastic ! Despite work, a common cold, bad weather and regular stress; I have taken the time to be more with myself and in the moment . I am preparing for a...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    You can never run away from your problems. It is time wasted to try. So often we attempt to run away from or suppress that which pains us, humiliates us, depresses us, but the...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    A while back I started self-harming and became addicted to it, I did it for about a year then have been trying to quit for almost a year now and I can never make it past a month...
    AlphaOmega007 AlphaOmega007 16-17, F Feb 11

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    Why am i so ugly. I hate myself
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    when im with my friend... I felt so great that i dont want to go home... I have no problem with my family... Its just i dont find that i fit in my family... I always felt left out...
    sayafh sayafh 18-21, F Feb 12

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    WHY CAN'T I FORCE MYSELF TO WORK??? I plan to finish so many things every weekend then I end up finishing less than half what I planned. I don't know how I made it to college when...
    ihavecoolname ihavecoolname 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    How do you know that your marriage isn't working? It's not like he beats, cheats, or stays out all night. We just lost things we used to enjoy together. I feel bad cause my...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F Feb 21

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    Underststement of the century! I'm ******* livid with my husband! Why? Because every time I start to trust him around alcohol he shows me that I can't trust him at all. I stupidly...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    whatever, all this is dumb, talking about what I feel it's very dumb. If someone tells me "I feel sad because I'm ugly", I would think that's dumb too, so how am I supposed to feel...
    gdrgnn gdrgnn 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I enjoy being naked most all the time and I like to do so w/ other adult family members, friends and in-laws... and I usually at some point end up playing w/ myself. If the...
    roddley roddley 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Who doesn't like playing with themselves?
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 19 Responses Feb 7

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    Any girls here who want to share their experiences with me (;
    EverythingYouLove EverythingYouLove 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I left my bf 2 days ago, my sister was staying with us. He kept starting arguments while she stayed. So 2 nights ago we went out, after we got home we started arguing. He told me...
    Susy86 Susy86 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Any other gay teens play with them selfs
    younggayteen69 younggayteen69 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I feel like playing with yourself is healthy you should do it everyday. I do!
    LoveBi77 LoveBi77 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm so sick of caring so much and feeling so uncared about in return.
    stars547 stars547 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Any girl will be my slave&obey me?
    Missmummy Missmummy 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    When you feel like you have lost your way, or have forgotten the direction you are going, take the time to think about what your intentions were behind your initial plan before...
    Anonymouscoast Anonymouscoast 22-25 1 Response Feb 13

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    I mean it's fun to be in relationships but I just like me but when you do find someone who makes you feel special it feels great and all and you want to make them feel like the...
    daniel7268 daniel7268 13-15, M Feb 14

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    I wanna have the best relationship and friendship in this site. I mean real relationship and friendship
    Zinny18 Zinny18 26-30, F Feb 14

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    YBlah YBlah 41-45 Feb 17

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    I just screamed at my parents because they were telling me not to spend too much time on my phone. I get pissed at really unreasonable situations. And now I realize that if I don't...
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    I hate my body, I'm so gross looking :(
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I have a vibe on right now and I'm trying so hard not to C**.. but that's all I want to do. I really want to get a mounted dil*o for the shower.. I think that would be so hooot...
    GirlUnderYou21 GirlUnderYou21 22-25, F 9 Responses Feb 22

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    what I'm actually doing right now
    babykisses00 babykisses00 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Happy. What is happy. Happy is calm. Happy is peace. Happy for me is peace with myself. After so long of the feelings of unhappy I have to say I'm a happier person now. I've been...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 20

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    I tried writing this experience once but it shut down in the middle, so I'm a little frustrated but I'll try again. I was saying that I find myself doing things just for the sole...
    Shamandora Shamandora 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    When I was younger I used to compare myself to other people, but as I've gotten older and adopted a new way of thinking, I only compete with myself. I want to be the best version...
    NikkiTattooedHeart NikkiTattooedHeart 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I hate my life so much, I really have been compensating whether or not I should kill myself, but I can never bring myself to it, like it's just thoughts; but seriously Life's...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I'll try to sum up and simplify this as I could write for days, and to the untrained seem crazy if making any sense at all. I was bullied and mentally abused from childhood, as...
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 9 Responses Feb 22

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