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I Am Never Happy With Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    Seriously, being a petite 20 year old that looks about 15 years old or younger...is a pain. I don't feel comfortable in my own body. AT ALL. Nothing anyone says like the typical...
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    Amyflorence Amyflorence 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    In the past I have of course said this. My first real relationship lasted for about 5 years. In that time of course one would say I love you and I would be happy with you and...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response May 4

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    I find myself lusting for my ex but having no real desire to be with him. Makes me question myself a bit. Am I capable of loving anyone? Maybe it's me with the issues. Shouldn't I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses May 2

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    I feel like nothing's wrong with this. It's becoming one with your self. I play with myself all the time and I love feeling and tasting my own wetness!
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 10

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    I think I play with myself way to much that I have forgotten what sex is. Lol
    yevin1899 yevin1899 26-30, M 2 Responses May 22

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    This morning, i woke up feeling so angry with myself!
    pgalsh pgalsh 36-40, F May 24

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    ...and it truly sucks to know I will probably never be with her.
    ItalianFilipino ItalianFilipino 18-21, M 1 Response May 15

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. Everyone in my family or associated always comments on how skinny I am. I've lost a lot of weight over the past two years (in a healthy way), but...
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F May 3

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    Yes,I do unhappy..My childhood was very miserable ..My dad actually is a person has some mental problem ..Depression ! He is somehow a little bit obsession too ! He wanna I become...
    Noneever Noneever 22-25, F May 25

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    Every weekend, while I do feel happy for being finally able to rest and sleep as long as I want, I always end up having this feeling of emptiness and of sadness... Seeing my...
    Madobsession Madobsession 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    The problem with me is that I don't give people the attention they need. And then they go on to hate me and think I'm self centered but really I can't control myself. I don't know...
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 1 Response May 2

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    My crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    Laying in bed after a long night, with no panties, and in the mood for a good conversation ;)
    mj2wet mj2wet 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    That was me. Been envious and now I finally think it's enough...hate is overrated and so is love. It's all a form of attachment and is impermanent but the grudge one holds on to...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 1 Response May 14

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    I'm still not over it yet sadly, it's like what he'd said is stuck inside my mind. It's like all I hear is excuses and it's true you know when people don't want to be with you it's...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 3 Responses May 14

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    it's funny you know? the thought that maybe, just maybe you can be with that one person who can do everything to make you smile or make you cry.. and then finding out just how much...
    mystiere13 mystiere13 16-17, F 4 Responses May 23

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    I am skinny and there is nothing I can do about it. People say I need more meat on my bones. But I can't do that since my stomach is small so I can't eat a huge meal in one sitting...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    I know I can do better in school than I am. I know I can be healthier than I am I know I can try harder than I do It's just the getting there that's the hard part...
    bbybleu bbybleu 16-17, F May 11

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    I'm really craving one right now ....so ....hungry !
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses May 22

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    form: please chose your gender: Girl [ ] Boy [ ] Me: is hungry a gender?
    LeoAE LeoAE 18-21, F May 2

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    Msg me please!!! Sooo bored!!!!!
    ReighMarie ReighMarie 16-17, F 1 Response May 11

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    Msg me!!!!!! So boredddddd
    ReighMarie ReighMarie 16-17, F 4 Responses May 11

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    I just did it, being disgusting to my self, i somehow realized and made my self showing that i writing about my anguish and hatred to my self on EP to be watched by someone else...
    blackravencat blackravencat 22-25, M May 13

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    who wants to drown their manhood in this tight, soaking wet.... you know.
    Marisolherrera Marisolherrera 18-21, F 10 Responses May 14

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    Did something really stupid that I regret
    asmith96 asmith96 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    I am so hard right now and in need of a beautiful woman to help me out
    nicholassmith70 nicholassmith70 18-21 2 Responses May 20

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    i feel so soo good caressing my small cute tweaks nipps.the feeling is just so..ooo wonderful.amar
    gendeh gendeh 66-70, M 2 Responses May 20

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    At every opportunity that I get. Cant waste it
    wanker1953 wanker1953 61-65, M 2 Responses May 22

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    Might as well........😇😎😎😎😎
    younggirl123 younggirl123 18-21, F 30 Responses May 22

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    I feel so unhappy right now :((
    Nightowlbadmorning Nightowlbadmorning 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I feel unhappy and there's nobody who I talk to :(((
    Nightowlbadmorning Nightowlbadmorning 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Super hard right now and I'm slowly rubbing my hard as ****
    yevin1899 yevin1899 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Doing it now hoping I get caught and turn somebody on
    klaven69 klaven69 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    It's an infatuation honestly, isn't love and which developed into an obsession but like this photo's caption my attitude to it all now is whenever I think about him/see his face in...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 7

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    we dated for a year and six months and it jus fell apart but I guess things weren't meant to be but I do miss you ....
    Navae Navae 16-17, F May 15

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    I just had the most wicked conversation of my life
    Xoli13 Xoli13 13-15, M