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I Am Never Happy With Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    i love to make videos of myself being naughty and i watch myself in the mirror while i fool around with myself . It's so erotic, i love being able to pleasure myself whenever and...
    Sensualfeelsxo Sensualfeelsxo 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    In order to be happy with someone else, you have to be happy with yourself first!
    Mrskatearch Mrskatearch 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    So i am in a relationship for nearly 5 months, i found this beautiful girl on tinder. On the first day i pick her up next to her house, and went to eat out, each one of us start...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    I'm not happy with my weight but I am with the progress I've made. just lost 2 stone and I feel good but still got another 3 stone to lose!
    Lilkittenn Lilkittenn 22-25, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am 20, 21 in a couple of months, he is 26. When he went on a work trip to Malta with my dad I tagged along because I'd never been abroad. We were there for 10 days. I was already...
    Lovelyheartx Lovelyheartx 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I just REALLY hate running. Heck I like walks, but "the burn" really sucks. Time is another issue. I can only find time at the end of the day. If I workout in the morning I'm more...
    benson5132 benson5132 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    ....what woman is??? it is dropping big time, as I'm recovering, tho
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 day ago

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    because it's starting to effect my health and making me unhappy as I can't do what I wanna do as being big slows you down
    susango1 susango1 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself.
    txasbf txasbf 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think today I finally realized I need to start being happy with myself and stop putting myself down so much, I've always suffered with confidence because of my appearance... it's...
    leahmayo96 leahmayo96 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I may not always have a good day, but I am in general, mostly on good terms with myself. I don't want to be anyone else.🍩🍰🍪🍯🍮🍳🍔🍬🍫🍖🍕🍝
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    about many things. i get these negative impressions that rob me of joy and peace as i go about anything and everything.
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Looking in the mirror at a stranger...she hears a voice talking back to her....."I am not happy with the person I have become" Looking at old pictures of her self, seeing happy...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am at a good place in my life and I'm proud of the steps I made and will continue to make to make myself into a better person. So here's a picture. No I do not want attention...
    ShyKiz ShyKiz 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I know I need to stop drinking as much as I do and I'm trying. But I am honestly feeling so bad right now that I don't even see the point anymore. I know I'll feel guilty... I am...
    sagefish sagefish 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    i have this feeling of just sharing all the pains and problems in my life to someone i know and trust deeply in real life and be happy with it and have a funny but nice tal about...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    ugh. I finally met someone on here I like but in a fit of being pissed at my friend. I thought I deactivated the acct but I deleted and there I can't find him. I am so upset...
    vange12 vange12 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I have been with my husband for just about 7 years. I do not feel the same for him at all. Him and I want separate things in life. We have always been different. For the first...
    Humannature101 Humannature101 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I still feel like a kid… I love to laugh and do things that are simple in nature with the end goal of always learning something new and having fun. I love to shop for a meal and...
    nicholasaustin nicholasaustin 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a year and a half. When we first met he was charming, charismatic, confident and sweet. Then things took a turn and I thought...
    marie2324 marie2324 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Then again I am someone's alter personality. I must help him so I must stay inside this body however I do sometimes wonder what it would be like to have my own body
    vladimirfoote vladimirfoote 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I struggle with this every day. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, hate getting on the scale, I hate putting clothes on and feeling the tightness. I have struggled with my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm playing with myself in my attends. While I was playing I peed all over my hand. It's fun to be playing with myself in a dry diaper and then then start peeing. I'm still playing...
    tylerlovesdisposablediapers tylerlovesdisposablediapers 16-17, M a week ago

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    I'm playing with myself right now in my freshly peed diaper.
    tylerlovesdisposablediapers tylerlovesdisposablediapers 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Once in a Christian fellowship session in my college they asked us to tell our friends something they didn't know about ourselves so I didn't know what to tell, then I told my...
    sanityyy sanityyy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I feel like the closer I get to finding my true inner balance, the more any drug (even light weight drugs like pot and alcohol) pulls me from my inner balance. It's just...
    villaliving villaliving 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I am in love,with someone I cant have. it took me months to just even recognize the feelings, how can I love somebody I never thought I would even like? a complete opposite to what...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I won't take steps to have new experiences. So I'm stuck in this bubble, this circle. Here I am again being irresponsible just to have hope of finding someone I will connect with...
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I work constantly. I feel that I'm being used because I never say no. I'm tired. I'm low. I've lost friends because they think I 'brown nose' my bosses when all I do is the work I...
    Tinkfraggle Tinkfraggle 41-45 1 Response Aug 21

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    my mom died on 2nd june 2015...two month before I turn 20...everyday I wish she was here with me..
    cutiesteffi cutiesteffi 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    :-) watching squ1rt p0rn too hehe my GF did that on my loads last night
    Dazzer2K Dazzer2K 26-30, M Aug 21

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    You should never compare yourself to another human being. Or if you do do so with a grain of salt because it's not gonna go well. You should never compare yourself to someone you...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Aug 20

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    I talked to my ex after what was a couple months. We actually had a conversation this time. I decided to be frank with him and asked him what he wanted from me. He said he wanted...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I'm 18 in December and I weigh about 180. I'm super unhappy with how I look. I don't have the money for a gym pass or the money for a treadmill or time to go running, I work full...
    tansontans tansontans 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm 5"5 and a half but 255 pounds. I've been a bigger girl since I was 120 pounds in 3rd grade. Puberty, depression, 2 bad relationship, a major family death, a child, a minimum...
    BlackSheep613 BlackSheep613 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    So I went to the doctor yesterday and I have lost nine pounds in about a month!! NINE!! I can't believe I did it, I have been struggling with this since I was a kid and I am...
    theimpossiblegirl137 theimpossiblegirl137 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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