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I Am Never Happy With Myself

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    And finally I reached to that ppl only care about their selves no matter what except your parents. There's no really such a true friendship or true love, it's right you might meet...
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    I don't need or want your opinions on how i look anymore. They mean nothing to me. However i would like some suggestions as to how i could better myself. Thought id add a picture...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Getting Up There- I'm nearly 300lbs. I've always floated below it, the cloest I ever came was 290. I want a female feeder to take me to 300 and beyond ;). Message me please!
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    i want this girl i know to catch me playing with myself.
    jsoul69 jsoul69 18-21, M Mar 11

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    I've always noticed that I can't be honest with myself even when I know the truth. I purposely avoid it because I'm scared of living my real feelings. Ahh.
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    I have the power to say no. I don't have to accept anything I'm not comfortable with. I am going to be honest with myself. I have intention of having children , ever. The idea of...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I always thought that things can make people happy, and I've ticked so many of the boxes. Good grades Good uni Good degree Good work experience Several top grad scheme offers...
    so24601 so24601 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I am 22 year old female 5'4" 45kg/100lbs, I have barely A cup boobs, cellulite all over my bum and legs since I hit puberty , which is getting worse with my age , I haven't been...
    MissLizy MissLizy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    God comes first and I come second, and then the people,pets I love and care about. Most people are insecure and need to worry about themselves, I made a choice being concerned only...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M Mar 12

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    ladyPlum ladyPlum 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    HalfOfMeIsYou HalfOfMeIsYou 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's as simple as this....we both know it, feel it....yet here we are, together but not as we each want to be....wish we could be.
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    She robbed my soulS,and giggles so vibrantly till every each of them giggles together.. I held her for one whole hour last night just to give her mom a deep snore.. Unfortunately...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Hello everyone, I had tried everything in the book to lose weight. I finally started to lose my weight by taking this all natural detox tea. This is the bomb, I have lost 22 ponds...
    ninatown1234 ninatown1234 31-35, F Mar 13

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    .. This could include clothes.
    ladyPlum ladyPlum 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    For about two years I was about fifty one kilos in weight. Recently I've been exercising a lot more, and I am surprised to have lost over two. And a half kilos. I feel much...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    what I'm actually doing right now
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Mar 2

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    After months of being good about my bad habit, today I completely threw it all away. I feel disgusting and want to vomit.
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    legsandnails legsandnails 36-40, T Mar 8

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    No innocence is now left. They have poisoned her pure heart. Again.
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    Sir has made me feel horrid about a decision I've made. This is why Sir makes the decisions. I'm so sorry :/ punish me if you must, I'm so sorry.
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    Frustrating day and in need of tension relief... Any thoughts on how I could go that?
    Dark79Angel Dark79Angel 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I'm stuck in this state of mind and I don't know how to move forward.
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F Mar 12

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    Omg I remember I was ************ in class when I was young. It was just absolutely weird and thinking about it just gets me like why did I do that lol. I was in kindergarten, and...
    katherinneee katherinneee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    Any teen girl willing to help me by sending photos?
    Scamp296 Scamp296 16-17, M Mar 15

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    Think I'm going to. Any girls wanna msg or trade?
    livingtothefullest111 livingtothefullest111 16-17, M Mar 15

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    I really do. I just finished up in my car.
    cockstroker77 cockstroker77 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Has any one of you thought of starting your own bussiness ?
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