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I Am Never Happy With Myself

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    I Hate My Self

    i feel like **** all the time i hate it and i hate when people tell me in with something am not am **** when i tell people i wont to kill my self atomatily they act like they give a **** and i know they don't. if i die rite now ever body would be booo hoo for a week say he was so...
    Lifeornolife Lifeornolife 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31, 2010

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    I Just Feel Blah

    I've struggled with my weight my whole life.  I've been a size 14 since highschool.  About 2 years ago I was finally motivated to change my life.  I joined weight watchers and hired a personal trainer.  I lost 30lbs and wore a size 8/10.  Dare I say I was...
    Daydream22 Daydream22 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2008

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    I Am Not Right

    I'm a piece of **** most of the time, I mean, I'm selfish and I hate people and I hate myself. I can't do anything right so I cut. Or cry. Or take fifteen benadryl so I can sleep. Or take an atavan so I won't feel anything. My family sees me as a disappointment since my first job...
    livikivirawr livikivirawr 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Always Angry Never Happy...what A Life

    i never feel happy anymore. its just pure anger all over. im not sad anymore i haven't cried in years... but when i was a kid i used to cry alone all the time... living makes me feel ashamed. im just not good enough for myself or anyone alse thats why i keep people away from me...
    Butterbar Butterbar 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2010

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    Why should I not be? 😂😂😂😂😂
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    wajaylababo wajaylababo 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I've never really been the type to be too social.. always reading or doing something that didn't really need anyone but me. I assumed I would always be that way and didn't really...
    brownsugar95 brownsugar95 22-25, F Jul 15

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    mnm92 mnm92 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    78nikki 78nikki 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Lately I haven't been able to look at myself, touch myself, think. It all just feels wrong, looks wrong, I can't stand myself. I always thought I was a b*tch but pretty decent most...
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    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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