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I Am Never Happy

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    Weird Obstacles

    I always have this dream like once a week, if its not this dream then i dont have a dream. Its the only dream i always get, i remember that i was going to try and visit somebody, but then there is this big buff women telling me i have to pass these moving electrical barb wire so...
    casius casius 16-17 Dec 8, 2008

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    Is It Just The Ups And Downs Of Life Or Is Something Wrong With Me?

    I don't know where to begin really, I could list my whole life and explain away things but the situation for me at the moment is simply that I've met such an amazing women and been with her for roughly 5 months now. I love her completly and I know she loves me. This is a big deal...
    gazado gazado 26-30 3 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    Fear

    I am not only never truly happy, I am afraid of happiness. I'm scared to death that even the smallest amount of happiness will be torn away from me by some set back or unfortunate event. I've become so suicidal in past months it's unbearable.
    gygamer gygamer 26-30 1 Response Apr 22, 2009

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    I Am Never Happy, And I Dont Tell Anyone.

    When it comes to the way a woman looks, I am never fully happy with the ones i get because i settle and i dont wait for what i truely want or desire.
    juncky juncky 26-30, M May 14, 2012

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    Why

    I cant explain why I'm never happy about anything .               Yes, I went to a doctor. Yes, I am taking antidepressants.        Yes, they worked for a brief time & it...
    valy valy 36-40, F Jan 1, 2008

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    Why Can't I Just Be Like Everyone Else

    I honestly can't think of the last time I was truly happy. When I'm out with friends I just find myself watching them have fun while I sit there and wait for the night to end. Whenever I'm alone, I want to be around people. But whenever I'm around people, I just want the to leave...
    Princesstess12 Princesstess12 18-21 Oct 20, 2012

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    Now , when you hear my story you may think I am

    insane for being depressed and have anxiety... I am 18 and I recently just got a soccer scholarship to the states , NCAA d1... I am so scared to go, I don't want to at all and I feel stuck. I can't be away from family , I thought I could until now but as time gets closer, I...
    Confused1616 Confused1616 18-21, F Jun 22

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    Not Anymore

    My pchsyciatrist asked me today if I can see myself becoming happy.  I diddnt reply for a long time.  Then finally after she stared me down I said "No". I can't see myself being happy.  Not ever.  I cant even remember the last time I was truly...
    FallingStarr FallingStarr 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2009

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    Nothing Is Ever Good Enough......

    I don't know why but nothing is ever good enough for me - ever.  I suppose it's what makes me good at sales?  Being greedy I suppose would be one way of looking at it I dunno for me it's like this... I have a decent life, a good job, great friends, all creature...
    lemonslice lemonslice 26-30 9 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I walk around like nothing is wrong.

    Fake smiling has become routine. I don't know what to do with myself. Every attempt at being truly happy never works. I always hate myself. I always want to look skinnier, prettier, shorter, taller, etc. I always want to change myself on the outside, so I can feel comfort. I...
    adventuretimer adventuretimer 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    No Matter What, I Am Never Happy

    It doesn't matter what I do, where I go, or where life takes me ... I am never happy. What else is there to say? Nothing is ever quite right or good enough for me, including myself. There's always something wrong with my job, my house, my friends, my religion, my finances, my...
    ConstantBattle ConstantBattle 36-40 6 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    Why Can't I Be Happy?

    I diserve to be happy. I can't remember the last time that I was truly happy. I don't even know if I have ever been happy. Why can't I have this??
    mensrea mensrea 18-21, F Jan 21, 2009

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    anf37 anf37 22-25, F Jan 25, 2010

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    Well.. today makes 17 years ive been on the

    planet... I spent it in my bed crying just like last year.. I just want to get away!!!! I can never find Someone who makes me happy.. I always Think maybe if I get a boyfriend he will keep me occupied enough to not think about how crappy my life. I always want to fix other...
    susiehomemakur susiehomemakur 26-30 Mar 27

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    Choice

    Each moment I can choose joy or misery. It is my choice and no one can make it for me. Sometimes people express anger when I choose joy while the hand of fate is slapping the stuffing out of me. I don't mean to offend but the absurdity of my best efforts to succeed are ridiculous...
    Katie6963 Katie6963 61-65, F 2 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Frustrated With Life

    I too am always unhappy, as a matter of fact that is how I found this site. I googled I am always unhappy and this site popped up. My husband is sitting at the end of our bed while I've been laying here on my phone for the last couple hours. The sad thing is I don't really care...
    ssuperwoman77 ssuperwoman77 26-30, F Sep 12, 2013

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    I'm happy with myself, and if you can't accept that, than you can't accept me. I am how I am and I'm okay with that, just like I should be.
    mournwiththemoonandthestars mournwiththemoonandthestars 13-15, F 1 Response 56 mins ago

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    Rules of happiness.. i feel really good if i can make someone happy.. So these are the facts that i want to share.. Hope it will benefit at least someone out there.. On how to be...
    wondersoflife wondersoflife 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Not sure why I feel this way but I'm always never fully or truly happy or satisfied enough. I have friends and we often go out and have fun and I'm always happy but when I ask...
    PursuitofHappiness1 PursuitofHappiness1 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I haven't given myself to someone 100 percent because I haven't ever felt that comfort, that 'I really really like you" feeling, where I'm happy to be open and not forcing anything...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Jul 23

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    All my life I've had that weighted feeling in me and never really felt happiness. Bad relationships meant I never achieved my personal goals. Now at 40 I am in the 3rd yr of...
    genevieve34 genevieve34 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I understand that everything we do or feel is a result of our thought process. nothing is real. we can make it real in our own minds but even then it is only real in our heads. but...
    motherearth227 motherearth227 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I am a teenager in high school, and my parents have been divorced for over two years (but it was a long and messy process, and they have only been living apart for about 6 months...
    trackster54313 trackster54313 16-17, F Jul 13

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    I guess it is ny fault why I am hurting because I wished for you dearly to be happy. Now, you are happy. At least I think you really are happy. By the way you smile and the way you...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F Jul 15

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    My husband and I have been married for 2 years now. We have a 1 year old son. I am a stay at home wife/mom, 22 years old..... I am not happy with my husband and i's...
    S9402045 S9402045 22-25, F Jul 13

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    My mother burst into tears…cried loudly in front of me…..she had a mental break out because of the many worries and problems she facing at 60 years age….mom has a 40 years...
    saudifemale saudifemale 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I have to say that the reason for me not being happy is because of my weight. I am a 20 year old overweight female and I haven't experienced the emotion of being happy. I don't...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I cant be happy until you are happy. As long as I know you are not okay ill never leave you alone. The more you try to push away the more I push back. I am a friend that cares...
    AnotherDumbProfile AnotherDumbProfile 13-15, M Jul 21

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    I'm so happy right now. I haven't been this happy in forever. Medicine can never make me this happy.
    QueenGoddess QueenGoddess 16-17, F Jul 9

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    I'm scared . I hang out with only one friend an then even when we hang out I'm a very non happy person . Sometimes I fear I won't find someone to make me happy
    DentalNexus DentalNexus 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    These days nearly everyone follows media and sadly believe in everything they find in them. And majority od those people will think im talking jibberish but it only shows how deep...
    kat8507 kat8507 26-30 Jul 9

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    I'm a young guy and all, but it hasn't stopped me from thinking about the future a lot.... yet in all the darkness that is my head, one thing makes me happy whenever I think about...
    PedrosCN PedrosCN 18-21, M Jul 16

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    The second time I'm posting about the same experience. Last time I didn't receive any help or any feedback and I'm not doing this for that but I just feel like it would be nice if...
    PursuitofHappiness1 PursuitofHappiness1 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I've had bad experiences with self harm. i usually can go to my sister or something with the little things in life. but how can I stare at my baby pictures and think what happened...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I am 35 now, and for the last 10 years I have been in a bad depression, telling myself everyday that this is only temporary. This will pass. Ill find a girlfriend, and she will...
    ericramone ericramone 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    I know today it is fashionable to bash the Catholic Church but I have to say that I am very happy and proud to be a Catholic today. The Catholic Church is the only Church that can...
    mike52ad mike52ad 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Friday August 01.... On your Birthday, let’s play a game, Your rolling eyes, perceive it as lame. Remember when, you were a child, Soiled playground days, exceptionally wild...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm never really happy with myself causing me to not be happy with anyone at all.
    ThatGirlJulia ThatGirlJulia 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    A 5 year old girl had a panic attack. he passed away, she left and never looked back. She loved her daddy so much. That little girl was me. lost little soul wondering why her daddy...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F Jul 8

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I would love to see people happy all the time. Sometimes I fantasize about doing something nice for people that don't know. I imagine that I've saved them some money... it's nice...
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M Jul 2

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    I hate life. I hate emotion, I hate logic. I feel like I am insignificant, especially to those who say they love me. I try to be happy and yet that just doesn't fit into their...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    My boyfriend finally met my family today, which should have been done months ago. I dont know why he was so nervous. Its was funny. Maybe he thought it would be like Guess Who's...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Almost every news paper and TV news seems to look like some action movie. People dying, rape, murder, crime, bla bla bla. There is some reality to that, but its not the only one. I...
    slipdasystem slipdasystem 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I am finally going to put myself first. I have tried for so long to make things right..make my marriage strong again. There is only so much one person can do. If both parties are...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I never really talk or share to anyone in real life about how I feel, my problems, or what's been bothering me. I always acted so happy and so tough while everybody don't know how...
    Fmsa Fmsa 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I remember the day he asked me out. I felt this buzzing feeling inside of of me and only later did I realize that I had never truly been happy in my life until then. He gave me 8...
    dourpenguin dourpenguin 18-21, M Jul 18

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    For the first time in a very long time I'm very happy. Everyone always tells me that everything will get better and I never believed them. But now I do.
    DarkSoul9 DarkSoul9 13-15, M a week ago