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I Am Never Happy

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    I Am Never Happy, And I Dont Tell Anyone.

    When it comes to the way a woman looks, I am never fully happy with the ones i get because i settle and i dont wait for what i truely want or desire.
    juncky juncky 26-30, M May 14, 2012

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    Choice

    Each moment I can choose joy or misery. It is my choice and no one can make it for me. Sometimes people express anger when I choose joy while the hand of fate is slapping the stuffing out of me. I don't mean to offend but the absurdity of my best efforts to succeed are ridiculous...
    Katie6963 Katie6963 61-65, F 2 Responses May 26, 2013

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    Fear

    I am not only never truly happy, I am afraid of happiness. I'm scared to death that even the smallest amount of happiness will be torn away from me by some set back or unfortunate event. I've become so suicidal in past months it's unbearable.
    gygamer gygamer 26-30 1 Response Apr 22, 2009

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    I walk around like nothing is wrong.

    Fake smiling has become routine. I don't know what to do with myself. Every attempt at being truly happy never works. I always hate myself. I always want to look skinnier, prettier, shorter, taller, etc. I always want to change myself on the outside, so I can feel comfort. I...
    adventuretimer adventuretimer 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

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    Why Can't I Just Be Like Everyone Else

    I honestly can't think of the last time I was truly happy. When I'm out with friends I just find myself watching them have fun while I sit there and wait for the night to end. Whenever I'm alone, I want to be around people. But whenever I'm around people, I just want the to leave...
    Princesstess12 Princesstess12 18-21 Oct 20, 2012

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    Weird Obstacles

    I always have this dream like once a week, if its not this dream then i dont have a dream. Its the only dream i always get, i remember that i was going to try and visit somebody, but then there is this big buff women telling me i have to pass these moving electrical barb wire so...
    casius casius 16-17 Dec 8, 2008

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    Now , when you hear my story you may think I am

    insane for being depressed and have anxiety... I am 18 and I recently just got a soccer scholarship to the states , NCAA d1... I am so scared to go, I don't want to at all and I feel stuck. I can't be away from family , I thought I could until now but as time gets closer, I...
    Confused1616 Confused1616 18-21, F Jun 22, 2014

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    Why Can't I Be Happy?

    I diserve to be happy. I can't remember the last time that I was truly happy. I don't even know if I have ever been happy. Why can't I have this??
    mensrea mensrea 18-21, F Jan 21, 2009

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    Why

    I cant explain why I'm never happy about anything .               Yes, I went to a doctor. Yes, I am taking antidepressants.        Yes, they worked for a brief time & it...
    valy valy 36-40, F Jan 1, 2008

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    I don't remember the last time I was truly

    happy. Maybe sometimes before high school. Now I am 23 and miserable all the time. I feel like I am wasting my time, not doing what I love, not making my dreams come true. I had so many big plans and goals for myself and haven't made any of those come true. I feel like a failure...
    5sosfam 5sosfam 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2014

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    anf37 anf37 22-25, F Jan 25, 2010

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    Can't think of a time in my life

    when I've been happy and I'm 21. I am average looking, fairly quite but paranoid in front people who are popular or better looking then me especially girls. Sad I know. I have tried to be different on nights out or at work, college etc in hopes that I might feel happier but it...
    sporadicdark sporadicdark 22-25, M Aug 16, 2014

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    Is It Just The Ups And Downs Of Life Or Is Something Wrong With Me?

    I don't know where to begin really, I could list my whole life and explain away things but the situation for me at the moment is simply that I've met such an amazing women and been with her for roughly 5 months now. I love her completly and I know she loves me. This is a big deal...
    gazado gazado 26-30 3 Responses Nov 24, 2010

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    Frustrated With Life

    I too am always unhappy, as a matter of fact that is how I found this site. I googled I am always unhappy and this site popped up. My husband is sitting at the end of our bed while I've been laying here on my phone for the last couple hours. The sad thing is I don't really care...
    ssuperwoman77 ssuperwoman77 26-30, F Sep 12, 2013

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    Nothing Is Ever Good Enough......

    I don't know why but nothing is ever good enough for me - ever.  I suppose it's what makes me good at sales?  Being greedy I suppose would be one way of looking at it I dunno for me it's like this... I have a decent life, a good job, great friends, all creature...
    lemonslice lemonslice 26-30 8 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    Well.. today makes 17 years ive been on the

    planet... I spent it in my bed crying just like last year.. I just want to get away!!!! I can never find Someone who makes me happy.. I always Think maybe if I get a boyfriend he will keep me occupied enough to not think about how crappy my life. I always want to fix other...
    susiehomemakur susiehomemakur 26-30 Mar 27, 2014

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    No Matter What, I Am Never Happy

    It doesn't matter what I do, where I go, or where life takes me ... I am never happy. What else is there to say? Nothing is ever quite right or good enough for me, including myself. There's always something wrong with my job, my house, my friends, my religion, my finances, my...
    ConstantBattle ConstantBattle 36-40 9 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    frustrated right now and feel so alone and sad. I am a positive person and got all that motivational stuff built in to me over the years of personal growth and such. however today...
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    If I've ever been in love I wouldn't be typing here with a Starbucks coffee on a lonely depressed table that probably haven't been spanked by a clean sponge in a few weeks now. I...
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    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    In the past I have of course said this. My first real relationship lasted for about 5 years. In that time of course one would say I love you and I would be happy with you and...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hey, my name is Zack and I cant say I'm happy with my life right now. I'm still pretty Young, in high school. I always find myself in bad situations though. I'm that guy that...
    Hame109 Hame109 13-15, M Apr 8

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    I never had a day like this. I haven't slept full night. Since 1 and half months I'm drinking daily. I'm worried about my health. I don't know why you left me but I'm becoming...
    naz69 naz69 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    it all started with Marc, I fell madly for him, his beautiful eyes .. I don't I just found him adorable. It took years before I actually met him. He never actually left but we didn...
    1a2l3j 1a2l3j 46-50, F Apr 24

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    When you look into the mirror and you automatically think that your not good enough. Most people only care about looks and size but those people are never truly happy in life. The...
    XPinkX XPinkX 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    a lotta things that bother me, I know God's given me a beautiful life and a lot to be happy about but well, you know.. the human nature, we're never satisfied! even I wish I had a...
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 25

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    There's so many things I want to tell you. I wish I had the courage to just say it and not make this note that only I will see. I'm not OK. I never will be OK. I've been damaged...
    drowninginsaltwater drowninginsaltwater 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    There's just something about making people smile. I love the feeling I get when I make them smile, knowing the I have that power of making them smile is a great feeling. I never...
    EvangelistaCruz EvangelistaCruz 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am 20 years old now, and I have never had a girlfriend, I have never kissed a girl, I haven't even ever held a girls hand. It makes me feel so pathetic and sad to realise that...
    WandererJay WandererJay 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    That's what I want more than anything. It's so elusive, I never seem to be happy for a long time. Maybe if I just found the right person.
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    22 and I want something serious leading to marriage. I can't find anyone online. I don't like the world of dating. How do you find anyone? I am not in pubs or clubs. I wouldn't...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Apr 19

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    Damn. I am happy. I never know letting go someone will feel this good. Let me tell you one important thing, be with people who appreciate you. who sees you as a gold, as something...
    shinebeforesunrise08 shinebeforesunrise08 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    Of course I do. Sometimes I feel like I'm too busy trying to make others happy I never focus of myself. Things are getting rough lately, not sure I can keep up with it anymore.
    AlexisOwO AlexisOwO 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    It was one of the bests dreams I've ever had, when I woke up I just felt so happy and I still am happy. Every day when you say good morning it puts a smile on my face and gives me...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M a week ago

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    Day 3 of leaving home with my children and today went back to visit there dad and drop kids off. When we got there our lab went crazy! Licking us, bouncing around, dragging her...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    He makes me the happiest girl in the world :) I have never been this happy!
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Last night I received an email from my ex.. I can't stop myself reading it over n over again.. it was beautiful.. she brought me to all the beautiful corners of our love.. they all...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I think i'm gifted that i never study for my finals even if i know that what are the topics and how it's gonna be like. I always believe in my self that i could do something and...
    CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade 22-25, M Apr 10

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    Single pringles unite! haha I've just never really met a guy that I really really like and have him like me back. because lets face it, i am weird as f and i accept that, in fact i...
    Angelyn2097 Angelyn2097 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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