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I Am Never Satisfied

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    It's so hard to find things

    that I'm actually happy with I always find that everything has more cons than pros.
    michellerozsa michellerozsa 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13, 2014

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    I'm not, with anything.

    I'm not satisfied with Earth, the way us modern humans live. I'm not satisfied with the food we eat, the jobs we do, the places we live. I'm not satisfied with everyday chatter about fake stuff that don't even matter. I'm just not satisfied with this existence. I try and I try...
    mbubu mbubu 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    I will never take it back I will never wish we had not met I will never choose to miss the chance To be caught inside your net I will never want to skip this I will not even lose...
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    I never had anyone telling me that he had feelings towards me. Needless to say, I also never have someone returning my feelings towards him.( I have only had a bit feelings...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I really never understands why do I always like someone who I can never be good enough. I am not being too depressed or wanting sympathy. But I never had anyone telling me that he...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F Apr 4

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    If I've ever been in love I wouldn't be typing here with a Starbucks coffee on a lonely depressed table that probably haven't been spanked by a clean sponge in a few weeks now. I...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I feel like society pushes dating at the earliest and I feel that it makes kids like me who have never dated feel worse because of being single and such. I've never done all of the...
    TheStapes32 TheStapes32 16-17, M Mar 25

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    We never had real closure. Other people got in between us and kept us apart. Told us both lies. I hope you didn't believe them - I didn't. But we never got to say a real goodbye so...
    SgrKtn420 SgrKtn420 26-30, F Mar 26

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    I honestly don't know what else I can do and say to get the same attention that everybody else gets when they text or call or anything at all. I try to do what I can and I try to...
    jdavid1979 jdavid1979 31-35, M Mar 29

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    WHO DIES? According to Venkataraman (soon to be known as Sri Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi), at age 16, he initiated a process of self-enquiry that culminated, within a few minutes, in...
    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M Mar 29

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    There's so many things I want to tell you. I wish I had the courage to just say it and not make this note that only I will see. I'm not OK. I never will be OK. I've been damaged...
    drowninginsaltwater drowninginsaltwater 16-17, F Apr 6

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    one of my great life achievements so far is I've never been arrested or done anything that would potentially lead to an arrest. I also have never yet had a crime committed against...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I picture us together. All the time. It drives me crazy because I knew from the beginning it would never happen. A large percentage of everything that goes through my mind about...
    Hojoda Hojoda 26-30, F Mar 26

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for two years and we have never met. He lives in NY and I live in TX so there is a pretty large gap between us but web are working everyday to close...
    QueenCOLE29 QueenCOLE29 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Even when I was 8 or so, I thought about never being born. This thought never left me and it kept dominating my head especially after my mom told she almost didn't keep me. To be...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I've never had that feeling of belonging. I have places I'm drawn to but have never been to so I don't know what I would feel if I ever went, if I would then understand the draw...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am 20 years old now, and I have never had a girlfriend, I have never kissed a girl, I haven't even ever held a girls hand. It makes me feel so pathetic and sad to realise that...
    WandererJay WandererJay 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Im feeling positive ...with this being the last season and my last year running track..I'm determined to doing my best regardless of the obstacles... my team and coach have the...
    gussy96 gussy96 18-21, M Apr 13

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    It's taken me a long time to get around to writing this letter. I've been putting it off for years, to be honest. I suppose that I was waiting for you to get in touch with me. An...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    tonight I realised I will never amount to anything. I have been doing a college course for 18months on theatrical lighting and I've been getting good grades, I know almost...
    forgottenluna forgottenluna 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    22 and I want something serious leading to marriage. I can't find anyone online. I don't like the world of dating. How do you find anyone? I am not in pubs or clubs. I wouldn't...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Believe me when i tell you this you dont have to not many people are going to see this anyways. i would like to share. Me now still a kid still going through school having to face...
    BenDenRiv BenDenRiv 13-15 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    you were the one that kept me going... I was gathering the strength to leave this country because of you, and try to fight for a "us". But that will never happen... and you will...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I'm never happy. Not like depression unhappy. I just feel like it's never enough. I've been divorced for about 3 years. I hated my ex husband and always was unhappy in my marriage...
    Politegirl Politegirl 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ok so I'm 19, almost 20. I'm a freshman in college, and I find it very hard to talk to girls. I'm a pretty shy person up until I get to know someone well. My main problem is that I...
    quietcontender quietcontender 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I find it pointless ... have you ever walked in the rain and ever looked around and noticed how serene it was.. how it felt... It always seemed so peaceful like it could be a dream...
    Chibiiiii Chibiiiii 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    Never trust a man with obsession.. because obsession can never be fulfilled... there's always a better than the best.. you might be just his flavour of the month.. nothing will...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    My life has always been full of drama and chaos. From the time I was born, I've always been a problem for my parents. My mom was young, almost too young to raise a kid. My dad was...
    ktbugg ktbugg 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    We have been communicating for over 2 years. We had our times that I would not hear from him, usually like a month. It's been almost 3 months since I've heard from him. He won't...
    brady120378 brady120378 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I have one true friend in this world. one friend who I have never met. she means the world to me. she has never hurt me and I don't think she ever will. I don't have a lot of...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I don't want to fly back. I want to fly away and never look back and never return . I cannot take **** and hot pancake anymore.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Mar 30

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    my dad was late for my first birthday . so he was racing home to get to my party with a present for me. well he ended up getting in a car accident and rolled the vehicle and got...
    DarkKnights10 DarkKnights10 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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