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I Am Never Satisfied

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 143 People

    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    It's so hard to find things

    that I'm actually happy with I always find that everything has more cons than pros.
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13, 2014

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M Mar 5

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    And while I accept that, it's just who I am and my life, it doesn't mean that it's not hard sometimes. Tonight is one of those times. I was reading a book that I didn't expect to...
    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    so24601 so24601 22-25, F Mar 20

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    EternalLoneliness EternalLoneliness 31-35, M Mar 23

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    TheStapes32 TheStapes32 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    We never had real closure. Other people got in between us and kept us apart. Told us both lies. I hope you didn't believe them - I didn't. But we never got to say a real goodbye so...
    SgrKtn420 SgrKtn420 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    jdavid1979 jdavid1979 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    MindlessInspiration MindlessInspiration 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Never forget that you're always in my heart and I will always love you. Never forget even when we're apart that you mean more than the stars and the moon and the sky and all of...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F Mar 11

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    I suppose I'm very independent, set in my ways, solitary, whatever you want to call it. I've never had a best friend so it's not hard for me not to stop caring about someone if...
    EccentricalMind EccentricalMind 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I have a lot of mixed feelings when I mention this to people. You know, you always get the response of "How can that be? You are so pretty!" or the most frequent, "You will be soon...
    HopeInConstruction HopeInConstruction 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I was spending a night at my friends house and her cousin was asleep on the couch. He was really funny and nice and I thought it would be funny to wake him up(because I was just...
    Donew Donew 18-21 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm a good Mom, I have two daughters. Raising them on my own. It hasn't always been easy. Their father passed away, I keep his memory alive. "I never give up" that they will...
    summerwind22 summerwind22 41-45, F 11 Responses Mar 21

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    I KNOW ITS A BIT LONG STORY BUT I WANTED TO HEAR UR OPINIONS. I never had a boyfriend. Last summer when i was in England for a language school, i met someone and he was cute. (and...
    ddeniz ddeniz 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    They never said that I am great, the never said 'I love you', they never showered me with affection like I saw other parents do, they are harsh, stubborn and extremely strict. They...
    AtashinoSunflower AtashinoSunflower 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    ...although I obviously just did. Ok, I promise I'll never say it again! Gosh darn it, I've never been that inconsequent!
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    Hojoda Hojoda 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for two years and we have never met. He lives in NY and I live in TX so there is a pretty large gap between us but web are working everyday to close...
    QueenCOLE29 QueenCOLE29 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Even when I was 8 or so, I thought about never being born. This thought never left me and it kept dominating my head especially after my mom told she almost didn't keep me. To be...
    nuwandaisaphony nuwandaisaphony 16-17 22 hrs ago

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    Well, the female version anyways. I've had guys go down on me, "eat me out", but it's never done anything for me. It's never made me climax, I crave it but every time I get it it's...
    YoungForeverr YoungForeverr 22-25, F 14 Responses Mar 3

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    He wrote me this one day, :') "I am sure he feels the same way about you that you feel about him so don't let your insecurities keep you from enjoying that which makes you so...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F Mar 5

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