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I Am Never Satisfied

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 134 People

    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13, 2014

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    It's so hard to find things

    that I'm actually happy with I always find that everything has more cons than pros.
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with

    myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3, 2014

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    I've had women friends; like a str8 guy has guy friends. Have never really had desire to be with a woman. Never had desire to chase after one.
    Scott1954 Scott1954 56-60, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm 26 and have been single for my entire life. I was close to a relationship once when I was 22 and had my first kiss; but then he decided to go back to his ex, so ever since then...
    worrier07 worrier07 26-30, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I'll never forget when my cousin Katie's now ex boyfriend beat me from ages 6 to 8. I'll never forget how my cousin Kayla, once my best friend, got pregnant at fourteen then hit me...
    BrokenGlassDoll BrokenGlassDoll 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    To shorten the story, I have an ex fiance from 2004. My father died and he walked away due to my father's death. You know why as good as I do. I ended up having an emotional...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 18

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    What about never? We think of it but superficially and with foreboding. We certainly don't talk about it--I mean REALLY talk about it. ..as if engaging in the conversation itself...
    OnlyLoveKeepsTrying OnlyLoveKeepsTrying 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I grew up alone my life. Lived my life, most of it alone. About 99% of my life I been single and alone. Girls always rejected me, and turned me down. It hurt me back then, still...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 17

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    In my twenties. Haven't had a boyfriend to date, and thinking it might never happen to me. I wonder why I happened to be this lucky? I think maybe I must have done something awry...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Eight hours before, neverwinter had closed the ah because should fix a worry containing been reported by some players.And deeper the ah isn’t back, so for assorted Neverwinter...
    golddty golddty 22-25, M Jan 12

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    I will never forget the look on their faces. I will never forget the pain. I will never forget the words coming out of their mouths. I will never forget the things they did. I will...
    hxlils hxlils 18-21, F Jan 13

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    I forgot about this site. I found it 2 years ago and shared two stories. I read them again today and I realized something... I will never be normal. I know I know, there is no...
    ambmo1 ambmo1 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Sence you passed, ive never stopped thinking about the last words, touch, breathe you took before you passed. but the only thing that breaks my heart is you never said goodbye to...
    shyluvz69z shyluvz69z 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    No I haven't - and while I can never say never. I'm pretty certain that I won't in the future. However I do have a story about a night when I almost did. My friend J and I went...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am waiting for the one. But I think he will never come. To be honest I never had a boyfriend. But I did have had this someone. At that time I was still so young. But distance...
    1hatemy5elf 1hatemy5elf 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father, my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    And I never will. I've never had a boyfriend and if I do I will never cheat on him and won't tolerate if he does.
    hondurananonymous hondurananonymous 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I've always allowed everyone to open up to me about anything. I've never been intolerant or judgmental. But Oh boy, somebody finally done it! They took advantage of that. Now I'm...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 4

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    Is it bad that I dated a girl for 6 months my longest relationship so far I never kissed her once I held her hand hugged her cuddled but never kissed because I wanted to wait till...
    PabloBoyyyy PabloBoyyyy 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    For runescape consideration or runescape energy stabilizing coughing, there do some suppliers will crack their customers consideration, but if you buy inexpensive runescape...
    kkittylin kkittylin 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I dont know if someone is going to read this or if someone ouf there s feeling the same way..but im just so tired of feeling worthless and being never good enough for everyone..its...
    averageavenue averageavenue 13-15 Jan 8

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    When I get angry or frustrated I feel like giving up on myself but in reality I would never do that because when you give up on yourself you give up on God and I will never give up...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I am a person who will never be loved. I do things that make people upset with me and I make people feel sorry for me. I hate myself for that. All I am is a dumb mewling quim who...
    Cgyan Cgyan 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    its been a little over 2 weeks since i posted anything on here and i was very optimistic and hopeful in my last blog but right now i just feel like ****, no matter how much i try...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Looking up the ceiling all night just thinking about the STUPID things I did with my life and wishing I could change it and telling myself it shouldn't have never happen.. But it...
    DaOneandOnlyOne DaOneandOnlyOne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I was that weird kid who never had any friends in school. People made fun of me and hurt me and thought the worst of me because I was different. I was a little behind socially--I...
    whisperedthing whisperedthing 16-17, F Jan 18

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    i am 17, i have never had a boyfriend, ive never been on a date, and ive never been kissed. and when guys do ask me on dates i always say no because i just dont feel comfortable...
    mirandasoltero mirandasoltero 16-17, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    Being loved is an ongoing battle for me. My family never loved me while I was growing up. I never had friends who truely cared about me. Heck most of them vanished on me... My...
    itsul itsul 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    A friend of mine left EP today, and left no traces behind. Her stories are gone, all our correspondence is gone... it's like she was never part of EP. You might even think she was...
    publius503 publius503 41-45, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    ...unless you are a deviant! By deviant I mean sexual predator, rapist, sex offender. If this is you; pray our paths never cross because I will show you no mercy! People say...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I never get sick.My husband and my three children are sick every year.I never get anything.I don't understand why.
    Amethystgem98 Amethystgem98 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to 18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Actually... I never USED to... But since the past couple of years, I do, and even if half of them actually see the light, it has at least sheer entertaining value... as the theme...
    TheFieryWoman TheFieryWoman 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I had one for 3 months that I would never claim as a relationship. Other than that I've never had crushes or a boyfriend, let alone a boy have any interest in me. Is that bad? So...
    giscoleman34 giscoleman34 16-17, F Dec 30, 2014

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    24 years old. Never been in a relationship. Never been loved. I've had what I call "flings." Guys that will sleep with me, put up with me for a while, then leave when the next girl...
    KelseyRo KelseyRo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I've never truly loved my wife, nor do we have great sexual chemistry, but our relationship is otherwise very open and honest. I was mildly depressed getting into it almost a...
    Haplava Haplava 26-30, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Take life as it is and keep moving forward! never give up never back down!
    stuckd stuckd 18-21, M Jan 1

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    Every year for the past ten years since I was 16, I have been wishing for love every Christmas. And I haven't gotten it yet. I know that sounds corny and pathetic but it's also...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 4 Responses