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I Am Never Satisfied

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with

    myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    7 Things to Remember When You Think You’re Not Good Enough “We can’t hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love.” ~Lori Deschene Sometimes I am really...
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    It's not hard for me to get satisfied from people, actually I tend to be too innocent in this matter and it usually ends up with me getting hurt but again I can take too little...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Apr 4

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    I always have to change the way I do my work in addition to appease people who keep questioning it but yet I feel like it's not the right thing. I am happy with who I am and...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 4

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    Guys, Let's make it easier for you to understand. Girls are crazy, and they have this high and low state of mind. I'm just stating what I believe is a bit obvious when it comes to...
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    moments in time pass so slow when you drive the mind the time apart wrapped in sorrow when space comes between one together suppose to be but not on this day conversations...
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    AshCatSilver AshCatSilver 31-35, F Apr 1

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
    funkybones funkybones 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I was adopted at 9 months old. I never really wanted to meet my birth parents. One of my adopted friends got a grant to go find her birth parents...but that never appealed to me. I...
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    Never. I never am. Whether it's being a good enough sibling, son, student, friend, or anything. I'm never good enough. No matter how hard I try I fail. Everyone else is better...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M Apr 14

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    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I am a 19 year old male that can't do anything right.I never had a girlfriend/never get laid etc.etc.Obviously I'm a virgin.When I was younger i wasn't preoccupied with these...
    TheWatcher11133 TheWatcher11133 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I can't say never, because I have worn dress before but I'm not really that confident in them. Never mind the fact, I've never worn heels for more than a few minutes.But today I...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    The shattering of violent walls came tumbling around me A quaint reminder of broken promises engulfed in the disdain of bitter words A darkness erupts with such force it shatters...
    TheWiseTwo TheWiseTwo 26-30, F Apr 8

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    I'm turning 22 this year and I've never had a boyfriend. I just feel like I'm missing out on some big experience of life. Everyone around me has been on relationships or talked to...
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    Lonelyskeptic Lonelyskeptic 26-30, M 13 Responses Apr 12

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    hayhayitskatayy hayhayitskatayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    qaseh qaseh 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Never good enough For myself I honestly try so hard And kick myself back down I can't impress myself Too much imperfection in my way Too many scars and pain All these memories...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 3

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