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I Am Never Satisfied

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 131 People

    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with

    myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    26 yrs old have had 4 serious relationships that I never felt satisfied about. I was too nice & taken advantage of. ... But when I'm mean No One Hurts Me. ... I want to Love & Be...
    Kashmajordan Kashmajordan 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I find cheating to be the most vile and disgusting thing someone can do to another when it comes to relationships. I have no experience in this field, but I know for one that...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    *Apologize in advance for being mopey during the holidays* Happened again. Met someone. Went out a few times. It's going great. Up until she fills me in on her "situation...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    when you really love someone ,,,really love them all you can do don't seem enough they always deserve more ,,, after years ,,you have not come to a place that you want a break...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I don't understand why you did what you did and blame me for you smashing my heart into a thousand pieces. You think I was bluffing when I said that I loved you? I don't...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today I nearly lost you and I honestly thought you were never coming back to me I have never felt so sad and lonely in all my life I have never cried so hard in my life I felt like...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

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    i'll never give up! in my early 20s i got terribly ill.. i spent 2 years of my life living between my bed and a lay-z-boy recliner, only leaving the house to go tp the hospital...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 13

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    For a while I've been having these dreams about this girl I've never met before and I think I've fallen in love. It's been almost a year I've been having these 4 weird dreams and I...
    bayley92 bayley92 22-25, F a week ago

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    I won't give him up, but I might have too. ------ Here's the story: Alright. I know I might be judged severely. But I am 15 years old and I'm in love with a 23 year old man. He has...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I would have never given this much thought until joining ep and making connections and friendships here. When you remove the physical part of getting to know someone your other...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 24 Responses Nov 24

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    I've never have been I'n one and ill probably never have one and depressed I don't have one. I feel that I'm going to be single forever and never get married or have a wife and...
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    My grandmother says that we all have that someone special, and those special things that happen between two people that we need to keep to ourselves. I didn't think it could ever...
    starkizzed21 starkizzed21 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    Another restless night. Lock up in my room trying to fake im sleeping to be able to get a moment of peace while I go through, reviewing what happened today, what happened this week...
    alemp alemp 22-25, F Dec 6

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    I met him in the beginning of the school year. He looked like someone I'd been looking for for some time, and I never expected to find someone like him at a place like that. I felt...
    bruhchan bruhchan 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    you no what hurts the most? is my mom will never put me and my sister in the family barrel plot. I guess we were a trouble to her. but my aunt has her son in the family plot...
    jojom543 jojom543 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I'll never forget you I never thought I'd say this but without your love I can't go on I fall before you Though I've tried to forget The emptiness feels the same Grieving for...
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    So I have a confession to make. I Don't ever make myself food unless I'm cooking for others..... I know it is pretty lazy of me.... But hear me out for just a second. Okay so you...
    FatFur FatFur 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    You, get me feelin' crazy There always on my mind And I get to feelin' lately If I never knew your name, I'd love you all the same But I have you to myself Wanting nothing else...
    NaziaSyeda NaziaSyeda 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I will never give up... I will never give up... I will never give up... looking for you and I know I will find you somewhere, someday
    turki2550 turki2550 16-17, M Dec 10

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    I think its funny, How every single person who has “shown interest in me” never actually liked me. I never had a relationship or experienced any type of intimacy. No one has...
    DevilDollie DevilDollie 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I never have one before and never will! Because I'm gay and proud:) some people said why are you so sure about being a gay even you don't ever experience with a guy!? It's just I...
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I don't understand why I don't have a boyfriend. I understand having a boyfriend is not everything and school is a higher priority than guys however, I just don't...
    livelaughlove365 livelaughlove365 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I said this my last divorce, and of course I really did mean it. I was doing very well on my own. Mania kicked in I started overwhelming myself school, kids, I took in a friend w...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Alright, so my semester wasn't perfect. But it was also the hardest semester I've ever scheduled for myself. It was also my best semester, ever. When I was younger I never gave a...
    asnplaysrugby asnplaysrugby 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    i give up!! its hard to write when you feel so sad , i think life is just like a rubix cube, u have to solve it with every sec of your existence and when u solved it u die, u...
    furmal furmal 26-30 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I've never ever in my life had a boyfriend. I'm I ashamed of it? No. Does it sometimes get lonely? Yes. I'm the one who has never had a boyfriend and I don't mind it. It doesn't...
    Dari97 Dari97 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have never been in love iv dated had 2 relationships it didn't work out I liked them but I was never in love with them I guess I get bored easily I'm not normal when people talk...
    Candlelight01 Candlelight01 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 25

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    I've never been in a relationship and I never will I haven't even had my first kiss yet. I will forever be single
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I feel like I will be forever single until like 50 or so. I've never been in a relationship, or had a first kiss those are the things I get sad over and I will never have. Mabey...
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    As hard as I try and as much as I accomplish I never feel like i'm good enough. My sister gets all the praise, I have always kind of fallen by the wayside when it comes to stuff...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    Really??? Does the title of this group bother you? I just took a close look at it! I"u Dont Knw Me And Never Wil" It should read: I "you dont know me and you never will" It is...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I have a gold ring that I wear all the time. When I sleep, as I shower, even if I needed to wear another ring, I'd still wear this one too. I got this ring from my father, and he...
    CoolManMcGoodName CoolManMcGoodName 16-17, M Dec 1

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    I wear my highschool class ring everyday all day I never take it off when it comes off sometimes in the middle of the night (losing wieght needs resized) I freak out thinking I'll...
    ronwoody ronwoody 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    Once upon a time ago once a shy, timid weak little person......years of hurt and pain, hid in the corner, afraid...hearing the harsh words being thrown like daggers....soon a...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 2

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    I am 17 years old and I have never gone out on a date, and have never been in a relationship. Like I've said in other experiences, I'm confused on my sexuality. So I'd like to find...
    H0ST0NWEDG1E H0ST0NWEDG1E 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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