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I Am Never Satisfied

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with

    myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13

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    Not sure why I feel this way but I'm always never fully or truly happy or satisfied enough. I have friends and we often go out and have fun and I'm always happy but when I ask...
    PursuitofHappiness1 PursuitofHappiness1 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    No matter how you look at it racism will never go away not now not then not ever. Even with all the mixing there trying to do many people will still have something racist to say...
    Crazybunny101 Crazybunny101 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I'm young yes.. But does being young necessarily mean you don't know what love is? Ever since I was a little girl i grew up watching the love stories dreaming that one day that...
    autumnforeverme autumnforeverme 13-15, F Jun 27

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    I'm 16 now and I never had a boyfriend. I never kissed a boy and feel really ashamed because of that. My best friend is just the same- but just 2 days ago she told me she had a...
    sunflower321 sunflower321 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 8

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    Lately I have noticed this hatred feeling towards my husband. He even tells me he notice that I have a hatred feeling towards him. I just flat out can't stand him! He plays too...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I haven't given myself to someone 100 percent because I haven't ever felt that comfort, that 'I really really like you" feeling, where I'm happy to be open and not forcing anything...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I will never forgive you mom, I will never forgive you for being so selfish and self-centered. I will never forgive you for the well done acts you pulled through, quite frankly you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I cheated on my boyfriend of three years with a married man. I don't regret it even though I should and here is why. I believe that people should never regret anything they said or...
    noregrets0914 noregrets0914 18-21, F Jul 3

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    A 5 year old girl had a panic attack. he passed away, she left and never looked back. She loved her daddy so much. That little girl was me. lost little soul wondering why her daddy...
    kjonesr kjonesr 18-21, F Jul 8

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    I feel deserted. I don't see my friends for months and the times when I've tried to make contact, they always have an excuse but it all comes down to, "Sorry, there are a lot of...
    sayhellnotobs sayhellnotobs 26-30, F Jul 10

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    You never really took the time to know the "ME" you never knew what was really behind the face, what was in my heart, you did not really care to see it. You never really took...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Jul 15

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    Sooo, here is my story: I'm 26, average looking(i guess), and i never dated a girl. More than that, such shame to admit: i never ever kissed girl (insert “dum dum dummm” music...
    FinnnTheHuman FinnnTheHuman 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    Never did, never do and never will! I don't smoke! When I was younger my older sister made me promise to never ever smoke and so I've never broke that promise and always keep my...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I've gotten somewhat better, but... there's always a but, isn't there? There are things I wish I had said, even if you still wouldn't have responded, and there are things I'm...
    maigreamour maigreamour 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Never had one, just never really felt those lips. Sure I've had a couple girlfriends in the past but, it either never got to that point or I just got cheated on completely. It just...
    Roy186 Roy186 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    It might sound crazy, I don't even fully understand it myself, but I miss my real sister and grandmother. I've never physically met them before, but my real mother said that I miss...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Nope.. Never, I use to think something was wrong with me but now I know that something is. I can remember playing on the playground with a cute boy and him constantly going Ew when...
    FireAndDesire FireAndDesire 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 26

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    My husband and I started dating when we were back in high school as sophomores. He was a jock and I was attracted to that. When we graduated high school we broke up for a few...
    akahlig2 akahlig2 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Advice to younger guys: Try getting a job somewhere where other young girls work. You get long hours side by side and they get to know you and see your sense of humor and work...
    FiremanforYou FiremanforYou 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Well where do i start ? Hmm ok its for certain i have people who dont like me on EP must be because they are jealous, sick. evil. or just plain delusional All i do on here is...
    SoundnVision SoundnVision 41-45, M 8 Responses Jun 28

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    My mom throughout my childhood has had about ten boyfriends since my dad. She never got too close, never revealed secrets. She also never put me first. It's always been about her...
    naturalnobody naturalnobody 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    It is difficult to live day by day when life is a perpetual downfall. I try to stay positive, but life is no good. I have never known true happiness, and fear I never will. I am...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I've had 3 girlfriends so far the 1st one I've known since I was 3 and as we progressed on we got to middle school and started dating. I was really really into her and she really...
    Zalbaar Zalbaar 13-15, M Jun 29

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    I have never been in a romantic relationship, nor do I ever plan on it. I just don't have time for the heartache! I am completely happy with this decision, but the only reason I...
    WAWM WAWM 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    lately i've been feeling like it would be better if i never existed in the first place. Yes i have had good times and yes i have had bad times, but overall it would've been better...
    777pianoman777 777pianoman777 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    My husband and I have been married for 10 years but we've been together for 15. During our marriage, he cheated on me twice with two different women. The first woman he actually...
    futureexwife14 futureexwife14 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 4

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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    All my life I've had that weighted feeling in me and never really felt happiness. Bad relationships meant I never achieved my personal goals. Now at 40 I am in the 3rd yr of...
    genevieve34 genevieve34 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I would like to know if it is possible for me to write a romance. I consider myself a writer. I write a lot, and I have never had a class or anything, but there have been people...
    beaisforbliss beaisforbliss 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    Never had a crush. Never liked anyone (romantically). Never had a boyfriend. I am in no rush either. As I went through my years of high school, my friends always went on rants...
    Liv4Life Liv4Life 18-21, F Jul 7

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    The Vietnam war was at its peak in 1968. The Tet offensive started on January 30 and the Pueblo incident with North Korea occurred on January 23. The USAF began operation Port Bow...
    a42g11 a42g11 61-65, M Jul 9

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    I'm 18 and i have never been kissed, never had sex, never had a boy like me, i feel so unattractive.
    Claire1111 Claire1111 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm not the type of girl to complain about being "forever alone". However, lately that's what I'm genuinely concerned about. I am in a group of very tight-knit friends who have all...
    LostInTheSolarSystem LostInTheSolarSystem 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I can try to play the smart sweet girl or the sexy mysterious girl but in the end there is nothing about me anyone can seem to love. I try to just be myself but that seems to never...
    babybop12 babybop12 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    My sophomore year in high school started like any other school year. you go to your new classes, you figure out the teacher, you learn the faces of the class, and you try to fit in...
    ThunderST0RM1N ThunderST0RM1N 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I turn 22 next month and I've never had a boyfriend, never been on a date that was considered a date by the guy, and never had my first kiss. I never really worried about it until...
    janicefromkansas janicefromkansas 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Life is tough...but sure I am living unforgettable moments wich makes all wide worth. Speak to someone who was only in your wildest dreams,see her again on videochat and make that...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 16

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