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I Am Never Satisfied

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    Can You Identify?? - After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole - and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3

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    Never Satisfied With Anything - I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Insatiable... - always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Never. - With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Always... - need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    Never Content - I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    7 Things to Remember When You Think You’re Not Good Enough “We can’t hate ourselves into a version of ourselves we can love.” ~Lori Deschene Sometimes I am really...
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    It's not hard for me to get satisfied from people, actually I tend to be too innocent in this matter and it usually ends up with me getting hurt but again I can take too little...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Apr 4

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    we live together we've been together for a few years i think we are happy he says it is permanent, that our relationship is for the rest of our lives - so why not? i feel insecure...
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    I always have to change the way I do my work in addition to appease people who keep questioning it but yet I feel like it's not the right thing. I am happy with who I am and...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I am a teen that is going to college and i feel mr right is not out there. like I never had a date before I feel like I am going to be susan boyle who is like 50 and never had her...
    heyitspiti heyitspiti 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I met him on EP and since then, I have never stopped thinking about him. These days he has been too busy to talk to me and I feel pretty lonely. And what's funnier is the fact that...
    RadicallyGreen RadicallyGreen 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    People keep telling me, it will happen when you least expect it. And I'm tired of hearing it because this is what happens when I least expect it: 1. I stop looking. 2. I randomly...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    A couple weeks ago a friend of mine asked me about my dating life. Now I'm not one to lie about my relationship experience so when I am asked I reply honestly. I told him I had...
    Chica2014 Chica2014 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    Guys, Let's make it easier for you to understand. Girls are crazy, and they have this high and low state of mind. I'm just stating what I believe is a bit obvious when it comes to...
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    moments in time pass so slow when you drive the mind the time apart wrapped in sorrow when space comes between one together suppose to be but not on this day conversations...
    fwatson0506 fwatson0506 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I can't even watch commercials with proposals or wedding type shows or see pictures of people getting married or engagement photos without wanting to burst into tears. I have never...
    AshCatSilver AshCatSilver 31-35, F Apr 1

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
    funkybones funkybones 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I was adopted at 9 months old. I never really wanted to meet my birth parents. One of my adopted friends got a grant to go find her birth parents...but that never appealed to me. I...
    goldenwings17 goldenwings17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Never. I never am. Whether it's being a good enough sibling, son, student, friend, or anything. I'm never good enough. No matter how hard I try I fail. Everyone else is better...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Even though i have a boyfriend for 2 years, i know that someday we might break up, you never know what can happen, and that i will never get married. He is the only guy i've ever...
    brunette993 brunette993 18-21 Mar 17

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    It's just seem too strenuous. I am a hopeless romantic chick flick person but in real life I probably won't even get a date. I would never want to put myself out there because let...
    dhanyal dhanyal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    How naive to say 'never'. You don't know what you'll do in 5 or 10 or 20 years. Things are not always black and white. What if, on your honeymoon your husband suffers a serious...
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I am a 19 year old male that can't do anything right.I never had a girlfriend/never get laid etc.etc.Obviously I'm a virgin.When I was younger i wasn't preoccupied with these...
    TheWatcher11133 TheWatcher11133 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I can't say never, because I have worn dress before but I'm not really that confident in them. Never mind the fact, I've never worn heels for more than a few minutes.But today I...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    In high school I had bad depression. I had no idea what to do with myself or how i really felt. There were 2 guys. Guy 1: i ended up dating for a couple weeks and i knew it...
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I joined this website mainly because I feel I can't talk to anyone else about what I'm thinking. This is a good place to vent my frustrations about my life and not be judged or...
    Wednesdayschild15 Wednesdayschild15 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    The shattering of violent walls came tumbling around me A quaint reminder of broken promises engulfed in the disdain of bitter words A darkness erupts with such force it shatters...
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    I'm turning 22 this year and I've never had a boyfriend. I just feel like I'm missing out on some big experience of life. Everyone around me has been on relationships or talked to...
    smnthavgeorge smnthavgeorge 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    How is it possible to be surrounded by people every day and yet feel so lonely? I got married 6 years ago and as scary and sad as it is, when I look honestly deep within myself, I...
    Lonelyskeptic Lonelyskeptic 26-30, M 12 Responses 5 days ago

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    My mother literally just told me how much I suck at everything. She told me how ugly I am. She told me how dumb I am. She told me how unathletic I am. She told me how much of a...
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    Its not the fact that i'm a 13 year old who's complaining. But the fact that i'm turning 19 this year and i've never had a boyfriend. Never even been kissed. Or more accurately...
    Lifeshouldsparkle Lifeshouldsparkle 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've never had a real boyfriend. I had a two week thing with a guy who had not yet come out of the closet. No, not a sex thing. But.. there were some heavy make out sessions. He...
    WhoNeedsNormal WhoNeedsNormal 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm 18 and I've never had a boyfriend. Not that i'm itching for one. The thing is I don't even have guy friends! I've been in an all-girls school since primary till high school and...
    littlederps littlederps 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Slider5050 Slider5050 36-40 Mar 28

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    I would never ever tell someone I love them, if I didn't love them. I don't think it is right to tell someone you love them, when you really don't. "love" is not a word I throw...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I went to Mexico this summer and I was walking around this beautiful church. There's had to be like 100 stands at least, of people selling there things around the church. I ended...
    Live5772 Live5772 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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