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I Am Never Satisfied

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 145 People

    I've Fallen Through The Rabbit Hole

    and i can't seem to get back. i have lived my life engorging myself with countless experiences. taking them all in to the point of being saturated by them. some i've lived myself, others i've vicariously experienced through others. some i stole from games, others from books...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    I think I'll never be satisfied with my life.

    ..maybe it's just my nature?
    pinkpussycat4u pinkpussycat4u 51-55, F 6 Responses Feb 6

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    It doesn't seem to matter,

    how much I accomplish, or how much I have. It's never enough for me, I always want more. I want more than what everyone else has. Like when I bought my car 3 years ago, I was very satisfied with it. I mean how many 21 year olds are driving around in a shiny new Dodge Challenger...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M Jun 10, 2014

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    Always...

    need to be better and do better can never failure or defeat yet I'm paralysed by fear and vunerability...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 16, 2008

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    It's so hard to find things

    that I'm actually happy with I always find that everything has more cons than pros.
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Never Content

    I am always looking years ahead trying to plan out my next couple life changing moves.
    dwit dwit 26-30, M May 6, 2012

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    Insatiable...

    always insatiable! Can't get enough..no matter what it is..well that's not entirely true...I don't like to fight..and I hate it when people scream..or when they argue....I really don't like conflict but will engage(wink) if need be. I am always trying to better myself and am...
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 6, 2008

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    Can You Identify??

    After spending the last several hours (on top of the last twenty or so years) fidgeting anxiously, filled with a desperate nervousness, unhappy with life but not sure what exactly to do about it, feeling like a victim of childhood conditioning leading to an unending string of...
    cssoulsearching cssoulsearching 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

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    Never Satisfied With Anything

    I am constantly striving for something.....not sure what it is or if I will ever find it but constantly working toward a new goal......always need more.....always want more..out of life... out of my relationships....I want the fairy tell!
    fireflydiva fireflydiva 31-35, F Aug 1, 2008

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    Never.

    With anything in my life. I don't know how I can fix this, or where I even start.
    UrbanDharma UrbanDharma 18-21 1 Response Dec 28, 2010

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm never satisfied with

    myself or I'm not good enough.
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 3, 2014

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    Are we ever fully satisfied?

    I think, as curious human beings, we not only want to know everything, but we want to be everything. That's definitely an issue that resides within me, at least. Perhaps, some may blame their elderly figures; I for one do see that a lot of these 'un-satisfied' traits do stem...
    plath195 plath195 18-21, F May 13, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I always want more than I have, I'm never satisfied completely. Not in a selfish way, I just love the challenge of getting more. More money, more fit, more sex, more drink, books...
    davidparker9 davidparker9 22-25, M Jan 28

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    I need a Breaking Bad Bump. If you have to ask..I am sorry you'll never understand. Evidentially I have a Jones. Sure I could watch reruns but that won't satiate of suffice. I am...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Ok, so this is something that has really damaged my life badly and I just need to vent it somewhere. It will be very long and I apologise for going off on tangents...
    inexperiencedguy94 inexperiencedguy94 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    Yeah maybe i'm being an obsessive twit that can't move on, but I realised I don't really care, you mattered alot to me, I told you everything there is to know about me and most...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I would never under any circumstances would I ever have my genitals pierced. I have heard so many horror stories from this experience. I love sex so much and want to continue to...
    brunettewifeandmom brunettewifeandmom 31-35, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I know that there will be a day, we will be apart, and I might not you everyday like always, I cannot speak in front your friends the truth, because I don't want you to get hurt...
    DawnSahour DawnSahour 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    that reminds me of a song by alicia keys, called like you'll never see me again, love that song!
    tonia3 tonia3 46-50, F 13 hrs ago

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    I Never thought I'd get over that fear of weighing 100 pounds. I never thought I'd be two months clean and be fine with that. I never thought anyone could love who i really am. I...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    So I was on Facebook and I have new friend suggestions pop up. One is evil friend A from my past. I've mentioned her in several stories. Why these are all popping up is beyond me...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 29

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    Usually I avoid sites like these, full of people who want attention and telling people things of their boring lifes and craving encouragement. Thus I want none of that, I just...
    Darcera Darcera 18-21, F Feb 1

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    I was molested by my stepfather when I was 13-14. I'm 32 now, and to this day I have never told a soul. I always faked being asleep the many many times it happened. I didn't know...
    thelonereader thelonereader 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Unfortunately, I did the most naive thing in the book and allowed myself to fall for someone I'd never even laid eyes on... The old me would of never believed it was possible let...
    2star 2star 22-25, F Feb 18

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    I will never allow anyone to break my heart , I will never be upset or care , I won't listen to anyone who's telling me something I don't want to do , I want to be my self I will...
    Taurus1993s Taurus1993s 18-21, F Feb 19

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    Not allowed in this country India I'm afraid. All my life watching TV and watching the western world always wanted to have one. But in this horrible country its not allowed. Never...
    Satorax Satorax 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    this explains me pretty good. I never got to do all the stuff most kids did. my parents always worked and so we never took a vacation or anything. my first weekend vacation was on...
    countryguy30 countryguy30 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I had never hated anyone other than this person. The worst part? I barely knew the guy. I had just transferred to a new school. One of the office ladies had walked me to my home...
    LonelyistheAdventurer LonelyistheAdventurer 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    There was this boy in high school. And my fourteen year old self, compared him to the statue of David. He was very aesthetically pleasing. His jet black hair and light blue eyes...
    raylondon27 raylondon27 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    People think that I can never accomplish anything, in elementary my teachers said I was going to be held back in third grade because I was not smart enough, haha I passed to fourth...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jpP0b_CQQi4 We never talked about it. We laughed. We joked. We cried. We made preparations. But no...we never talked about you leaving. You let me...
    justnicky justnicky 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I never bath. I never bath. I never bath.
    mogli90 mogli90 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I'm 35 years old, and I've never kissed a woman. I'd like to, but I never seem to get to the point where it would be a reciprocated feeling. I've often tried to imagine what it's...
    halfblind79 halfblind79 31-35, M Feb 6

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    When we’d fight and it was my fault, I’d try and soothe the wounds by saying, “I love you.” It’s a cheap trick, isn’t it? To use “I love you” to put a band-aid on...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    Im 24 right now,ive never had a first kiss,never gone out on a date(though ive been asked out once,i declined though because the guy wasn't my type didnt wanna lead him on.) never...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I try to keep the thoughts of you from entering my mind. But resistance is useless, I'm powerless. These thoughts conjure a mix of emotions, some are stronger then others but the...
    dontexpect2much dontexpect2much 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 11

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    It's a little past midnight, and here I am thinking about a conversation I had with someone earlier. He pm'd me and asked, what one thing I really want in life. My answer was to...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    It was always my father that wanted me to do it, else I may never have done. But I don't care for the blame game, I've shaved my beard over 5 times, and mustache only once. I...
    SwimSingh SwimSingh 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Never say never.... That's what I have learned in life. The reason we end up doing things we said we'd never do is because the person you are at 18 is not who you are at 30. Life...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 20 Responses Feb 17

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    This is not a regret, it's something I've known would happen. Parents thankfully divorced at age 4. My dad had weekend custody and is a great dad. Still, I saw how hard being a...
    MissASC77 MissASC77 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Someone very wise taught me how to never give up. I am so very grateful for that special person that found their way into my life. A stranger that did not even know me, just in...
    StarAngels StarAngels 70+, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Last May I went thru a fairly ugly breakup - was left completely alone (single mom) and found myself homeless. For 5 months I couch surfed, slept on the floor (no bed, no blanket...
    Hearta Hearta 36-40, F 22 Responses Jan 29

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    When I was younger, there's that guy, he was way older than me, who told me that he loved me, wrote me love letters, spend most of his time with me whenever I go to visits my...
    kimmye17 kimmye17 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I'm 18, never had a boyfriend and never been kissed. I just haven't found a guy that I can see myself dating. And the guys that ask me out are creeps so I always say no.
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 29

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    I was born on the Philippines. As a baby I was adopted by my Swiss parents. I've always been told I've been a foundling and my biological parents probably died in a storm or...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I have a personality disorder that makes it to where I find it nearly impossible to ever fall in love with anyone. I've spent the past 10 years trying to find someone that I've...
    nryoung nryoung 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    When I was a kid I found a document stating that my father adopted me at age 4 when he married my mother. I asked my mother about it and she became upset. The story she gave me...
    uneekstuf uneekstuf 41-45, F Jan 31