I Am No Longer a Part of My Own Family

This is for all of who are hypothetically orphaned. 74 People

    Before I was born, my parents moved from the

    Detroit, Michigan area (due to the decline) down to Florida, where I was born. A lot of my "family" is in the Detroit area still...but since the death of my parents and sister, I rarely hear from anybody. I tried to reach out to cousins from time to time...but I am the outsider...
    Myzery Myzery
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Aug 20, 2015

    I had the most extraordinary relationship with

    my siblings. There are 6 of us. The oldest 4 are grouped together 15-20 years above my brother and I below them. I would have done anything for any of them and did. It was all fine until my mother had a stroke. I was her Power of Attorney and handled her affairs and caregiving...
    fnoell72 fnoell72
    41-45, F
    Aug 22, 2015

    I Am An Outsider In My Family.

    A dog would get better treatment that I have gotten, My father is an alcoholic and my mother is co-depend ant, talk about dysfunctional. My mother was always more a friend than a parent she use to buy me cigarettes at the age of 12 and I would tell her everything including when i...
    shelly69 shelly69
    31-35
    4 Responses Feb 15, 2009

    I am no longer a part of my own family,

    or it never was. I used to adore my mom, love her soo much, too much that even she keeps rejecting and ig noring me, i will still take her side and thought that her action is the part of her love and protection to me. My dad passed away whem i'm still on junior high. Before that...
    Cleira77 Cleira77
    18-21, F
    Sep 23, 2015

    I Can Empathise With You

    Oh Hi my name is Fiona. Poor you!  I can so empathise with you. Basically you were abused and you didn't deserve what happened to you. I was also but in a different way.  I recently tried to reconcile with my sister who is the only living relative but she didn't want...
    EnglishRose EnglishRose
    51-55, F
    May 16, 2007

    So many words from this broken💔 heart of

    mine💕, how I miss💞my family... it's so hard to breath🙊out here! Night after night I could feel the moon🔮 on my face as the cold winter wind blows💨... I just wanna know why i can't be there with my family? I found out now that no matter what happens, Life goes on...
    Mcqueenandre Mcqueenandre
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Feb 22

    It's Their Loss

    They miss out on a great person. They love to mess with my mind. They hate me for an unexplained reason they're not willing to share. They expect me to let them walk all over me. They owe me a lot! Yet they act like they do no wrong, but point a finger at me. They tell me...
    noaht43 noaht43
    41-45, T
    Oct 31, 2012

    They Have All Left My Life.

    For all my life I have been the black sheep in my family.  I admit I was rebellious, and yes had a wildish nature.  I was brought up in a strict catholic family.  Communicating any type of negative emotion was not allowed.  I was not allowed to...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream
    46-50, F
    3 Responses May 16, 2007

    My Sad Family Story!

    Hi, I just recently joined the group and read the stories. It sounds like people have had a really tough time with their families By comparison, I have had it easier. My parents are not abusive, addicts or have kicked me out. But they have hurt me in a number of ways and...
    PapaDulce PapaDulce
    26-30
    Jan 16, 2012

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