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I Am Not a Good Person Sometimes

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    For all intensive purposes I appear to be a nice enough person. I smile at people, I show interest in their lives and pay attention to what they say. In my line of work I have to be nice to strangers all day long no matter how bad I am feeling myself. But my internal dialogue is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 24, 2012

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    I don't believe I deserve sympathy from others.

    I'm not a good person. I'm not a good friend.. I'm not good for anyone's life. I think that's how it should stay.
    ofthisgirl90 ofthisgirl90 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    i really don't get in touch with the people i

    met after i got done with school or quit a job. its like they're strangers to me now and i just ignore them as i pass them by.
    TheTofuMaster TheTofuMaster 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 24, 2014

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    I have many emotional problems stemming from

    past abuse. I oftentimes turn to drugs to ease my pain, still after having quit using them regularly. Every so often I'll slip and use. A lot of my past relationships have been based on need, not love. I oftentimes broke up with people because I found their caring to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 9

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    Not Far

    To meet a not so good person one need not have to travel far As some like to tell us we are what we are Though we do have life choices as the more judgmental do say Many are doing it tough in the World of today From life we've been learning since before we've learned how to crawl...
    CMA1234 CMA1234 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Im not a good person At all.

    There are people out there who help the needy and donate to charraties. And there are people who are just genuinely nice and good. That's not me. I mean I am a nice person. Im just not a good person. I am a terrible. I am impulsive. I am irrational. I am so messed up! And I...
    lexiab123 lexiab123 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    No I'm Not

    But so what? I don't beat myself up for it - others sure as hell will do that for me! The fact is that we are all human and each of us will make mistakes in our lives, we will all hurt someone we care about - be nasty or spiteful, snappy and grumpy - everyone! If the person you...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 8 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Im Not a Good Person At All!

    I have been wanting to do something for over a year, haven`t done it because am too terrified. If i do it, im almost sure it might ruin my life because of something called karma. but if i don`t i don`t think i will ever be happy. If i do it, i am going to hurt too many...
    cozy cozy 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2009

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    Yeah

    I'm not a good person sometimes. I'm rude, a bit immature, bad temper, bad attitude.  
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 7 Responses Jul 26, 2008

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    I May Not Be A Good Person, But I Am A Person.

    Sometimes i hold the knife in my hands while doing things like cutting onions, and i feel like taking it and putting it away. Hold that thought. Is that normal? My hope is that someone else will pick out the knife and the onion smell will make thier eyes water.
    LikeAcer LikeAcer 13-15 Nov 16, 2012

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    Please take your time with me, there's plenty to see. Especially inside of me. I'm far more beautiful inside then out. My personality outshines all of me. ( whoa, see what just did...
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    rambling and tired lol not a good combination. Have a Wonderful night everyone.
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    Leave it to me to be the only one to write a book in this group. I over complicate things a lot. Call it OCD, I just like having things done thoroughly, I like to thoroughly...
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    Hello, my name is Laurentiu and I'll be 18 next mounth on the 16 of july. My father abandoned me and my mom since my birth, so I grew up without the leading of a father. Since I...
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    If you're against gay marriage you're a ****
    john1818 john1818 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    This is me thru and thru,Okay So I've been with my husband fourteen years he is very social ,loves to be around people, I don't. The weird part to this is it's more with his family...
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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 24

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