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I Am Not a Memory

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    A Memory

    A memory,Not yet,I'm still here,As far as I know,I'm still alive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 8, 2012

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    Not Even That

    for those I have had contact with in my life, I wonder if I am a memory to them....I wonder if they think about me...I WANT to be a memory....since I don't really exist to anyone in real time
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 26, 2009

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    But My Brothers Treat Me As Such

    they never talk to me.they never even notice me.when i had surgery,they did not come.my oldest brother i have not seen in six years.but,he lives four blocks away.if i go,his fiance will meet me and say he is not home.if i call,he will not answer.they never give it a second...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 19, 2011

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    I Am Not A Memory

    I am a part of memories. The memories other people have of me. My parents, friends, sister. I am not a memory. I am still here, still me, still creating new memories of myself in other peoples minds. I am not a memory! Maybe if I keep saying it I will believe it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Nope

    I am flesh and blood standing here before you waiting and still waiting more.  I am not a memory because I see the future.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2010

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    Actually have seen 2 people die in front of me and one I'm pretty sure was about to die. First time I was working security in a pharmacy. A guy in line just keeled over. Did my...
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    I've never kept a diary or a journal or whatever so I don't really know how to start this. I guess I will start with some things about myself. My name is Natalie Evans. I'm 17. I...
    MisterManners MisterManners 31-35, M 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My Book 'Heal Your Memories, Change Your Life" will be available free on Amazon Kindle on the following dates August 31, September 1,6,7, and 8.
    FrankHealy FrankHealy 46-50, M 19 hrs ago

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    I had a TGA episode in 2013 after enduring a lot of stress at work for several years. The boss, who has a CHL, had threatened to shoot everyone once and me in particular a second...
    fitzjohn fitzjohn 51-55, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I won't remember if I've taken my anxiety pill or not. So I'll take it. Then I convince myself I've taken two in one day. And panic all night. Hope nothing will happen to me...
    Kristina00089 Kristina00089 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't remember what specifically made me want to crossdress. I remember it started when I was very young. In fact, I don't have a memory of a time when I didn't do it. I have a...
    princessaliciacd princessaliciacd 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am torn between 2 amazing women...My wife and the love of my life. I am 35 years old. I have been married now for 10 years and I have been with my wife for a total of 12 years...
    cl0udedth0ughts cl0udedth0ughts 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    "Now you're just a memory, In my past, is where you'll stay. Now you're just a memory, Better keep your distance from me!" Just a Memory - Escape the Fate
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    "In the End" - Linkin Park It starts with One thing I don't know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I...
    BeachGypsy BeachGypsy 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I just mean during the day. Daylight. When was the last time you remember seeing it? And I'm not talking about some distant, half-forgotten childhood memory, I mean like yesterday...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Roughly 4 years ago, when I was 14, I went to go see a child psychiatrist due to a recent suicide attempt. Back then, I was extremely timid and afraid of adults. The appointment...
    Yoshizawa Yoshizawa 18-21, T Aug 23

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    My two older brothers were downright nasty to me sometimes when I was growing up. They used to trick me into climbing into the large plastic toy bin and then they'd shut the lid...
    ImOnFireAah ImOnFireAah 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    You'll see in a post I made to one who said about the same thing as you with respect to scents bringing back memories in full force, I was in the super market not long ago when a...
    Nightwets Nightwets 66-70, M Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID/formally known as MPD or multiple personality disorder. A lot of people have no idea what it means so I decided to write something about it and...
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I have a photographic memory. My parents considered it a gift when they found out about it when I was in early preschool. I believe it is both a gift and a curse. I am not writing...
    bluepinky12 bluepinky12 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    The after it happened I off-handedly brought it up to my friends in the change room before gym class. I think I was in 5th grade at the time. They didn’t say much. I think I...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 4 Responses Aug 20

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    If you ask me what I ate for breakfast a few hours ago I won't remember. I also misplace my things all the time because I forget where I leave it. But I can remember how people...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Aug 20

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    WARNING: When you read this, you'll start to understand life a little differently. What you tell me and what happens after you read this are two very different situations. I am...
    dragonsteel dragonsteel 26-30, M 6 Responses Aug 17

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    He sits in his cell And he lays on his bed Covers his head and closes his eyes. He sees a smoking gun And the coward he ran And in his arms is the bleeding love of his life And she...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    So I have a good memory. I always have. I can remember faces I've only looked at for a few minutes really well and I can recall experiences and places I've been after long periods...
    MapleChi MapleChi 22-25, F Aug 13

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    This book completely changed my life. I just recently read the book/autobiography "Forever Today" by Deborah Wearing. It's a true story about Deborah and her husband Clive. In...
    mmerose mmerose 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    10 Surprising Facts About Rejection We know that rejection really hurts, but they can also inflict damage to our psychological well-being that goes well beyond mere emotional pain...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Aug 12

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    You're just a memory...A memory I want to forget...
    throwawaychild throwawaychild 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Nightmare. I was younger, maybe 11 or 12? My parents found out one of my uncles (not my uncle in real life) had started running a summer camp. He had been a police officer or...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I'm a 15 year old girl with legitimate struggles. My older sister is almost eighteen. But she's been crazy ever since I've known her. My first memory (ever, not just my first...
    Lifeisweird599 Lifeisweird599 13-15, F Aug 9

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    When I was a child, about 7 -8 yrs old I think. My parents often travel abroad for business and we usually are left in the care of my spinster aunt who happens to have an in house...
    CheetoCrunch CheetoCrunch 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Memories of a Heart FULL of laughter... Gentle Soul MM, chose to do something different in the middle of our messaging. His creativity lead to an ART memory that fills me with joy...
    Strawberrygiggles Strawberrygiggles 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    My emotions... My brain can feel so many things to such an extreme. Also, of so many exacting and precise details. My mind and body are able to feel the exact same things I felt...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I think I was born with a pen in hand. when I was young. I was so captured by the music I heard. Probably because my mother never turned the radio off. We have natural rhythm in...
    mandestroyed mandestroyed 41-45, M Aug 6

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    WARNING: REALITY CHECK NOTE: this thread being called " I Feel Like I Don't Belong On This Earth", i don't mean i feel like i am a alien from mars but i feel there is more than...
    SomethingYouCantSeeIsOutThere SomethingYouCantSeeIsOutThere 16-17, M Aug 6

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    Ects destroyed my memory. Long and short term. I hate what they did to me.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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