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I Am Not a Monster

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    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    I probably just made it hard

    for someone to go to sleep tonight lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 4 Responses Oct 3

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Yeah, I'm not as big and brave as I like to think I am. I get spooked way too easily especially after watching the Paranormal Activity films. When I was a kid I read a book about...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 26

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    its crazy to know the littlest thing such as a cloth can trigger memories. picked up a small pouch the other day and a odd smell brought these thought along with it. most memories...
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52 18-21, F Dec 3

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    My therapist to me : Could you give your mother a try to see her and as soon as she is rude and hurtful you leave. Let her actually see you leave. "sorry mom your are being rude...
    Sjenka Sjenka 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Weird But I Am Alright With It: You may have noticed one thing about me. And it's that i'm different. But i'm okay with it. I'm not changing for anyone. So what if i'm weird? So...
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    How easy is it to leave a cult? For me personally, the answer is "not very." I pay close attention to the stories of those who have left a religious cult. I admit I am a little...
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    I wake in fright and the monsters follow me around. Searching for me where I hide Under the bed and inside the closet Hunting me down, trying to wipe me out I shudder, jolt...
    donnajones957 donnajones957 51-55, F Nov 22

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    It doesn't remotely make any sense. and tbh it's alittle sickening when you think about it. We sit here and say "God has blessed us" and give God all the credit for the good...
    StraighttTruth StraighttTruth 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I had a group on Whatsapp, along with my friends from uni. There're only four of us. Amount of people I mostly can bear to have conversation with. The three girls were supposed to...
    LoneRan9er LoneRan9er 31-35, F Nov 26

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F Nov 27

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    Damn you bet if I'm not. I've my twisted sense of reality that others do not have. Because individual's are all different. Do you understand my demons? No. Can you ever...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F Nov 27

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    The absence of your love used to overcome me at night. Swallowing my tears as if they were sweet satisfaction of your most cruel desires. I wept from my heart, I begged and I...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Dec 3

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    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Dec 4

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    So What - So what if I like listening to hypnosis audio files to relax sometimes? So what if I like RPing as various monsters? So what if I do stories about people turning into...
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    A French War Hero, a peaceful Muslim and the Loch Ness Monster are sitting in a bar. Q: Who is the odd one out? A: The Loch Ness Monster, because there is a chance that he...
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