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I Am Not a Monster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 205 People

    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    We went out and bought some black lights

    and party supplies for my daughter dance party, she is turning 7 this year. I picked up this stuff thinking it would be cool. My spouse has forbidden me from wearing this to the party..... Lol, while discovering how much I looked like Michael Myers I took a bunch of selfies...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 12 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1, 2014

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    I probably just made it hard

    for someone to go to sleep tonight lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F May 17

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    Yes you are a mean monster. You are some Asian hoe that changes your username daily. Seriously Ligg or whatever your name is....this needs to STOP. You think I had some internet...
    sotiredofthis1 sotiredofthis1 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    There's a name Black cloud rising above my shoulders A label In the stocks Shame around my neck Sword dangles Aimed to drop Fated for my skull Children clear the...
    faintking faintking 31-35, M 1 Response May 7

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    I've seen one face to face but I don't fear it anymore. She whispers to me when I'm in the midst of my joy; a bitter shade of gray that drifts through my ears and linger as a fog...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 5 Responses May 18

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    my favorite flavor is cuba lima
    Frankenstein6677 Frankenstein6677 18-21, M Apr 28

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    They played in NYC May 7 ... I love Nanna
    Anotherdayjay Anotherdayjay 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    they made me this way I was their sacrificial goat that they hung all their guilt sin and hatred upon and gave me unto that darkness as gift for forgiverents
    fullofthunder fullofthunder 56-60, M 1 day ago

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    What is it like to have to keep your emotions inside? Bottled up and remain stoic no matter how you feel. It is pure hell! A hell that can't be measured in words. I am amazed...
    curiosi curiosi 51-55, F 1 hr ago

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    I want to share a memory. It was rainy that day. Clouds filled the sky in patches making it seems clear and happy in some areas and somewhat gloomy and saddening in others. I...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    Ugh my dream last night was SO LONG and SO COMPLEX I can't even begin to remember half the details. I think I moved to this new town. And I was trying to figure something out...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Am I a Monster? For me, the worst part of living with a mental disease was feeling like I can’t trust myself. When I was little, people told me I was different and I didn’t...
    kiarrafire kiarrafire 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    I have a really bad temper waiting to release. I need to get off the pressure but once it's out, I can never turn back. The first biggest thing I fear is God but the second is the...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    There will be a monster if you look for a monster. One of the favorite things I have read. Is how it can be a not so good thing when parents check for a monster under a childs bed...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Apr 28

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    We have had some time to digest the things that have happened in Baltimore and there are some hopeful signs indeed. There are people there among the black community that have...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    Don't get me wrong I'm not a monster, I've actually been told I'm a real life Dexter from the TV series, I don't have the need to kill but I have the dark passenger, only truly bad...
    LukeShaggyJones LukeShaggyJones 18-21, M 1 Response May 1

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    I’ve been dreaming twice at night lately. First when I dream I am, as the best way I can describe it, a ghost. I can walk through walls, hover, fly and such. Each time I go dream...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    YEP,I want more and Monsters of Folk deliver! I guess you could call them a "supergroup",if you are into labels. Lets just say they have a great resume.Jim James fronts on of my...
    bookerdana bookerdana 51-55, M 3 Responses May 3

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    When I was a little boy I was scared of the back room at my grandmothers house. It was dark,cold, and filled with monsters. One day she made me a head to toe Frankenstein costume...
    ramble123 ramble123 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7

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    yes!!! i can remember my dreams clearly almost every night too. its creepy. sometimes i dream of dead people, ghosts, and me killing people. and other times i dream of crazy...
    freebirdkimmi freebirdkimmi 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    stupid neighbour girl scared away all my singing birds:( she crys around me cause she thinks i'm a monster, she is the monster that scared away my singing birds, all humans are...
    1 Response May 5

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    I almost don't dream good dreams anymore:( Some days ago I dreamed of me and mom ruining from a monster who got small after we hid and I came out of the lil place and started to...
    Sophiakhan1 Sophiakhan1 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Ever watch one of those TV programs designed to make you fear the ones hiding under the bed, and then go to your bedroom, and approach the bed, and think ... Thank goodness my bed...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F Apr 29

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    "In a land of Gods and Monsters I was an Angel Living in the garden of evil Screwed up, scared Doing anything that I needed." ~ Lana Del Rey - Gods and Monsters.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 30

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    Feeling sad. As an aspie, I'm wondering are we monsters? Because all we ever seem to do is hurt people. Never make them happy or feel loved, we just hurt them. It's not are...
    Amichelseaoramichris Amichelseaoramichris 18-21, T 3 Responses May 2

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    I HAVE DONE A LOT OF BAD THINGS TO PEOPLE...... SOME DESERVED IT...SOME DID NOT......JUDGE ME IF YOU WILL...... My whole life has been one disaster after another. I was...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses May 4

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    "You know I'm young, but you don't know that I'm wise. If you ever listened to me, you'd see through my eyes. If you didn't judge my history, I wouldn't have to be in disguise. If...
    jillianskylar jillianskylar 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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