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I Am Not a Monster

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 22-25, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 14 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    I Am Not A Monster Just Unorthodox

    You ignore me once again I wish you would look me in the eye. You don’t though you run, run, run, until your out of sight. My heart is screaming at me to go after you but I don’t. I know you are secretly terrified of me you tried to hide it but I saw it in those bright blue...
    ForeverAutumn80 ForeverAutumn80 18-21, F Oct 25, 2013

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    One of two top specialists in the world. The other expert sent for me, and I found myself being shipped to Japan in a wooden crate. (Evidently, everyone arrived in Japan in crates...
    BobbusWoohoo BobbusWoohoo 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    I remember going to see this! I was seven or eight and I always always annoyed because my parents always wanted to say "Monsters Incorporated" instead of just Monsters Inc. I...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am monster all of the time. Just be careful not to surprise me if you ever meet me in real life. Just a warning ☺ you'll regret it.
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    You're so strange, people occasionally wonder if you're from another world.You don't try to be different, but you see most things from a very unique, very offbeat perspective...
    UnchartedOne UnchartedOne 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I think the title explains everything pretty good. But never forget it.
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I can feel her sometimes whispering in my ear. She tells me what I already know and sometimes what I don't want to know. She is confident and headstrong, she has shown me who I am...
    TypoKytty TypoKytty 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I don't have cancer myself, but I know there are several types of cancer, and also many people fighting cancer. However, there is a large number of people who are unsuccessful in...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F Apr 12

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    Get along with the voices that's inside of my head.
    Rydil Rydil 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed Get along with the voices inside of my head You're trying to save me, stop holding your breathMy OCD's conking me in the head Keep...
    squirt254 squirt254 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    When I shut down, I'm not myself at all. It's more of a deep dark void that takes over my body. I have no emotion what so ever and if you talk to me I will not respond, I just sit...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Hello. I've come across this site once or twice and thought it was about time I joined. Why you ask? Because there's a story I'd like to share. This place seems to be the only...
    XxJustAnotherGirlxX XxJustAnotherGirlxX 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I need to share my story and get some advice. My mother was a seventeen year old when she married my dad. As far as I know she didn't love him. According to her she wanted to call...
    Bellamae Bellamae 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

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    I was the odd child that never had to be told to go to bed- I always asked to be put to bed when I was tired. And because by nature I'm a morning person, I've never had a problem...
    Wynterfrost Wynterfrost 41-45, F 38 mins ago

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    IMAGINE DRAGONS LYRICS "Monster" Ever since I could remember, Everything inside of me, Just wanted to fit in (oh oh oh oh) I was never one for pretenders, Everything I tried to...
    bestfakefriends bestfakefriends 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Fight the planet, you cannot take points for given music is essential, life is actually more essential. " "The headphones are because cool because Nike. inch "When you're taking...
    homeoffice homeoffice 26-30, F Mar 28

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    (Kyle= my 4 year old little brother.) Kyle: Sissy why do you have those marks on your arm? Me: Well Bubs....um, I have these little mean monsters who hurt me on the inside, but...
    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Well i love these all equally, so they are in to specific order :) 1. Silhouettes by Of Monsters and Men 2. Let her go by Passenger 3. Lead me by Sanctus real 4. Belly of the...
    anovasiangel anovasiangel 13-15, F Mar 25

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    Monster Fight - This is about this one fantasy I had in which I was at a haunted house watching a monster showdown between Gary Oldman as Dracula, Robert DeNiro as Frankenstein...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 7

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    When I was innocent I still believed that the monsters that I know now were like Mike and Sulley from Monsters Inc...now I realize that these monsters are real-they are demons that...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F Apr 9

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    I watched Beowolf when I was in second grade and I only have a little bit of memory of it... I'm not even sure this is the same movie but I remember a guy taking off his clothes...
    Qwerkyqwerty Qwerkyqwerty 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Anyone else still play monster hunter 3ultimate? Im going through the game using only the different types of yukumo armour!! Im a pro at monster hunter and i CANT WAIT FOR MONSTER...
    siffier siffier 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The Unicorn: Myth, Legend. Did They Exist? By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    Here's to us Here's to silenceing the beasts that live inside our heads And signing eviction notices to the monsters that creep in their nests Laying eggs of distrust and...
    RedeemingRose RedeemingRose 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 21

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    !warning spoilers! People are going to hate me for saying this but I saw frozen and I was a little disappointed. Believe me I liked it. I mean the music and animation was perfect...
    saramariani saramariani 13-15, F Mar 23

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    I was with "him" for almost 30 years. In the beginning I did notice that he was somewhat controlling. Also he could be manipulative. However in those times these actions were...
    Freedom425 Freedom425 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I'm a little late posting this but the other night I went to sleep and l was in some kind of house. There was a white door that went into a bedroom and I happened to notice a foot...
    Sam31905 Sam31905 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I have been having such a tough time. Everything is getting hard again. It would just be so easy to slip into my old ways again. But I am almost 3 months clean. But then I cant...
    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Dear Sir,I don't know your name.I don't remember your face.I know you, though.My parents are still trying convince me that you were just a nightmare.There's a type that you belong...
    WhoAmI613 WhoAmI613 22-25, F Mar 27

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    I’ve lost my ability to sleep properly. The nightmares are getting worse. Current events and people are mixing in with past situations and people now and it makes for a horrific...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M Mar 27

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    Dreams are important in the paranormal world for a ton reasons that should not have to be listed. Besides different stages of sleeping, there are different types of dreams. I...
    MeenKalag MeenKalag 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    My sweet America, How much poison can you swallow? You've masked the confusion of the ifs ands and whys now were in this illusion of who's what's and tied to the monster that's...
    summerdaniella summerdaniella 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    2 very engaging and vivid ones last night. I feel like they're important and I'm still trying to decipher them. In the first one it was my brother's birthday again and all his...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 2

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    You interpret it as you wish. I met Mutato. And I liked it. And I will never be able to admit to anyone my secret. He does not look like a monster. He is no monster. There...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    okay so let me just say this i'm mental i mean really mental bat sh*t crazy and i'm okay with that what i'm not okay with is why people make out that all mentaly ill people are...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I feel like a monster living in skin. I have such urges that fight me within. Hiding inside, patiently waiting, for his chance to come alive. I feel like a demon has entered. I...
    navysailorguy navysailorguy 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    There are certain people out there who claim autistic people are all man-children who live on their parents welfare, act like Chris Chan and are in their eyes - an autistic waste...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 8

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    My sister called and pretty much told me that my family will always remember my bad self and actions. In other words, no matter how much better I get I will never be able to rise...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    For years, I have been logging in online and looking for affairs with women and girls behind my wife's back, while she cooked, cleaned, worked and took care of the kids. I made her...
    Valdaine Valdaine 41-45, M Apr 12

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    I have anger management issues, which I have been working on since I've noticed them. However, no matter how long and hard someone has been working on controlling their anger...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 a week ago

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    Careful, careful The monsters are right behind you Can you hear them? You can't possibly pull through Don't speak, don't breathe They'll catch you, you'll see Better say your...
    JesyJo JesyJo 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm ready to kill a monster a sick sick monster He ruined so many life's he needs to die. Is it so wrong for me to feel this way?
    Herefornow9 Herefornow9 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    In the land of Gods and Monsters I was an Angel Living in the garden of evil Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed Shining like a fiery beacon ... No one's gonna take my...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago