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I Am Not a Monster

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1, 2014

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    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    I probably just made it hard

    for someone to go to sleep tonight lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    We went out and bought some black lights

    and party supplies for my daughter dance party, she is turning 7 this year. I picked up this stuff thinking it would be cool. My spouse has forbidden me from wearing this to the party..... Lol, while discovering how much I looked like Michael Myers I took a bunch of selfies...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    When I was young, I would visit my grandfather at his vacation home in Bear Lake, Idaho every summer. Like most of the people in the neighborhood, his house was built right next to...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F a week ago

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    We are taking my beautiful 5 year old son to see the Monster Truck tour tonight! His favorite is Grave Digger! :) ...Getting ready and then lettin the beer drinkin begin!
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 8 Responses Mar 7

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    "I want to see your FEAR. I want to see it all over your face and all over your body. I want to watch you cry and tremble in terror, I want to hear you beg and scream, I want to...
    TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout TheOneTheyWarnedYouAbout 22-25 Mar 20

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    To be humane has never been strength. I can see myself becoming more of what i am which is shaping me to who i am. Now it's only time until i lose my humanity that i have learned...
    shur09 shur09 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    My husband and I have both been going through rough patches in our lives. He has his set of problems and I have mine. We have been helping each other through most of it but we've...
    mottkat mottkat 22-25, F Mar 8

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    Already beat both offline and online mode in 4U... I swear I dont have a life ._.
    AnAnonymousPanda AnAnonymousPanda 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Unless preprogrammed. And broken by teachings.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 13

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    I've done some things I'm not entirely proud of.
    Aviaria Aviaria 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I came across this pic and looked at it for a while. I thought of how it sat by itself no other rocks around and I thought of this: The story of Love The quaint...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 41-45, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Olivia Holt is a huge favorite of mine. She is a Christian and she is an entertainer with the Disney channels. She is experienced in martial arts, acting, singing and more. I first...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Mar 19

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    Do you think I am good? In my expedience of writing. I find that if you are a great writer then the most basic of things can capture people's attention. So here is a letter from my...
    AllTheEmotions AllTheEmotions 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I thought you'r parent's were meant to love you unconditionally? I thought no matter how you turned out they were meant to accept that and love you for that person! My thoughts...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F Mar 17

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    Gargoyles are monsters, right? The thing that most people don't know about gargoyles, is that they very much wish they were angels... But, outwardly, they are seen as monsters. So...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Mar 11

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    Monster - I had a weird dream today. I dreamed that I was a father of a young girl who found out that I am a monster hunter, and that I have hunted down and wiped out all the...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    and i am seriously thinking about getting it published! XD it's a children's story and it sorta reads out like a mini play :) it's about a little girl and she has a monster under...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 12 Responses Mar 1

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    It was a Sunday probably June 1st 2012 I remember I was at church during the worship service I drank 4 red bulls & 1 monster 24oz the mega monster energy drinks so anyway like I...
    Theinfo Theinfo 22-25, M Mar 15

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    Some bike b used to go cycling a lot in the surrounding woodland area. When moving to the Oversea Land she left the bike with her ex boyfriend. After b returned home, she...
    redribbonbook redribbonbook 46-50 Mar 19

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    "Power Of Two"-Indigo Girls Now the parking lot is empty Everyone's gone someplace I pick you up and in the trunk I've packed A cooler and a two day suitcase Cause there's a...
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was running as fast as I could. My breath was coming in gasp and my side burned from the bullet wound. Still I refused to stop and pushed myself to go faster. I couldn’t do it...
    aztecwolf aztecwolf 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    My bestfriend, was put into a mental hospital earlier today. He's been battling depression his whole life and was put into a hospital because of his 'monsters' as in the voices he...
    xxprincessguppiexx xxprincessguppiexx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    “Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster... for when you gaze long into the abyss. The abyss gazes also into you.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche
    Anonymizz Anonymizz 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I am loosing my mind. I can't do anything without something disturbing me within. It's hard to explain, but it feels like this; I had fallen down a long time ago, and before I had...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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