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I Am Not a Monster

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    I probably just made it hard

    for someone to go to sleep tonight lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 12 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    We went out and bought some black lights

    and party supplies for my daughter dance party, she is turning 7 this year. I picked up this stuff thinking it would be cool. My spouse has forbidden me from wearing this to the party..... Lol, while discovering how much I looked like Michael Myers I took a bunch of selfies...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1, 2014

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    When I was young, I would visit my grandfather at his vacation home in Bear Lake, Idaho every summer. Like most of the people in the neighborhood, his house was built right next to...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F Mar 24

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    THE WOMAN IS A MONSTER SHE RATS ON THE SYSTEM ANOTHER CAN OF WORMS OPENED UP.... YOUR A MONSTER
    baseMENTFILMSIN55 baseMENTFILMSIN55 51-55 Mar 31

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    It's kind of mallow for a monster though ... quite sweet, actually.
    JuniperusCalifornica JuniperusCalifornica 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    In ~1 hour marks the 2 year anniversary of my abomination of a spiritual existence. Awakening can and should be a moment of pure bliss.... and life should remain such without...
    VampGuy1 VampGuy1 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I... I hurt people. I hurt people physically and emotionally and I need help. I can't take this much longer. My friends don't even know me anymore. I don't even know myself. Please...
    Skull12340 Skull12340 18-21, M Mar 31

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    I came across this pic and looked at it for a while. I thought of how it sat by itself no other rocks around and I thought of this: The story of Love The quaint...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Do you think I am good? In my expedience of writing. I find that if you are a great writer then the most basic of things can capture people's attention. So here is a letter from my...
    AllTheEmotions AllTheEmotions 18-21, M Mar 30

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    Monster - I had a weird dream today. I dreamed that I was a father of a young girl who found out that I am a monster hunter, and that I have hunted down and wiped out all the...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Dissolving the Green-Eyed Monster I heard about a couple who had won £1 millon on the Euromillions. The remarkable thing was the same couple won £1 million on the Euromillions...
    vector8 vector8 46-50, F Apr 4

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    "Power Of Two"-Indigo Girls Now the parking lot is empty Everyone's gone someplace I pick you up and in the trunk I've packed A cooler and a two day suitcase Cause there's a...
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    That feeling .. The feeling of being alone but knowing you aren't alone . The feeling of being in love , madly in love with someone who completes you . But still feeling empty...
    barlowswifey barlowswifey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    "Gods & Monsters"In the land of Gods and MonstersI was an AngelLiving in the garden of evilScrewed up, scared, doing anything that I neededShining like a fiery beaconYou got that...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You hunt the weak, so I hunt you. You hurt the innocent, so I hurt you. You kill the pure of heart, so I will kill you. You have become the monster that men will fear. So I have...
    NathanJD NathanJD 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I can't remember when it started but I know that as I grow older it is getting worse. Everyday I go throw the motions trying to keep my face in a calm smile, but inside I am...
    Cogsy Cogsy 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    does anyone else call their problems their "monster"? like the monster we were all afraid of as a kid, because it hid under the bed waiting to grab us once the light went out?
    tonytrusty7 tonytrusty7 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm gonna stand by your side I have my eyes open wide I have peace in your strong arms There's no reason for me to feel alarmed I'm content because you are my parachute You...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Mar 26

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    I dunno what I was thinking, Leaving my child behind, Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness, Coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    MY longtime favorite is "Pac-Man"! :) Eating up all the dots at an incredibly fast rate of speed while being chased by multi-colored "monsters"! THEN-hitting the flashing dots...
    jrhanold jrhanold 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I hate these kinds of people with all my heart. I can't believe someone would even think it's ok to hurt an animal let alone think it's funny. What kind of cruel sadistic person...
    mclovin31321 mclovin31321 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Battle not with monsters, least you become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes into you.
    violetpaige515 violetpaige515 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 30

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    1. She stole 250 from Mafalda 2. She wanted another 500 3. She viruses Mafalda computer 4. David Thomas YOUR A DISLOYAL MONSTER YOU OPENED ANOTHER UNEEDED CAN OF WORMS...
    baseMENTFILMSIN55 baseMENTFILMSIN55 51-55 Mar 31

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    YOUR A MONSTER........YOU WANT TOO DRAG EVERYONE IN YOUR PERSONAL HELL HE PUTS UP WITH IT WE DONT YOUR A MONSTER.... YOU STOLE
    baseMENTFILMSIN55 baseMENTFILMSIN55 51-55 1 Response Mar 31

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    Jfk was wrong. And never died. Because he tried to fix everything. Or look that way. Who wrote his speeches. Churchil had scooby doo write some. According to a...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 7

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    Depression is such a monster to battle. It takes away your hope and dreams, it crushes self-esteem and rips apart your will to endure. It makes you feel like the whole world is...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 8

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    So embarrassed right now. Been a squealing beast because of a very abusive coworker. This person has been taken from a powerful position where she ruined many lives and hurt many...
    chatwizme chatwizme 61-65, F 1 Response Apr 10

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