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I Am Not a Monster

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    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    there is a monster lurking inside of me , no matter how much i work to get something i want in the end i wouldn't get it, because as u people wouldn't have noticed monsters are the...
    dayyam dayyam 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    hehe i drink monsters like crazy i dont know why they r just soo good.. i sometimes go a day without eating and just drink monsters.. lol is that bad?
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    If anyone out there is an actual monster hunter and not some fake bastard then message me. I want to be a monster hunter and I know all the risks. I know it's dangerous but I'm...
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F Jul 22

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    If anyone out there is an actual monster hunter and not some fake bastard then message me. I want to be a monster hunter and I know all the risks. I know it's dangerous but I'm...
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F Jul 22

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    The tickle monster side had come out of me. I need to tickle someone! Do anyone in the mood for some tickle torture message me. Girls only please
    oceanskywalker oceanskywalker 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Both me and my brother are snuggle monsters. We both end up snuggling on the sofa during a good movie!
    Wattouat Wattouat 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Hey Don't you guys know monster is really bad for you n I don't even think it teased good but I do know of a energy drink that I like and is actually good for you if you wanna try...
    rosiebloom rosiebloom 22-25, F Jul 6

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    Hey Don't you guys know monster is really bad for you n I don't even think it taste good but I do know of a energy drink that I like and is actually good for you if you wanna try...
    rosiebloom rosiebloom 22-25, F Jul 6

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    Holy **** this thread actually exists... Can i get a r'amen?
    AnonR AnonR 70+, T 1 Response Jul 13

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    Tired AF Drink One You'll wake up for a bit then be tired AF again lol
    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 16-17, M Jul 16

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    Human are evil just saying Not all but most
    Awsomdude14 Awsomdude14 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I like mermaids, centaurs, snake and spider girls from japanese cartoons and mythology. I find them very attractive and I really would have liked if they existed in real life.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Jul 19

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    I play this on the PSP does anyone wanna play with me bc I suck
    SerpentSinger SerpentSinger 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Have you been touched by his noodly appendage?
    Khaytor Khaytor 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I remember seeing it back when it came out in theaters. I absolutely adore this movie still. Hands down my favorite Pixar movie.
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm actually a guy but I really need help learning to deal with my wonderful wife each month. It's bad. Very. Very. Baaaad. I don't know how to say it strongly enough. We have a...
    gman1616 gman1616 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My aunty has 2 white pit bulls and they are so sweet the first day I meet them they jumped on to me licking me and they do it every time I go there. I am thinking of getting one...
    misaka12 misaka12 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lately I've been seeing how mentally ill I am, and how much it's been affecting my relationships and my family. My fiance has been by my side for 2 and a half years.. But it seems...
    AbbieNoel AbbieNoel 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Perhaps we're the people opted to jump first and see how long, how far, how deep this hell is. Maybe we're all in the same hell but different places Or is it that this is...
    MysteriousAddiction MysteriousAddiction 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    1.) Icarus by Bastille It's just amazing. 'Nuff Said 2.) Bad Company by 5 Finger Death Punch Good Song 3.) Trees by 21 Pilots I relate to it a lot 4.) Little Talks by Of Monsters...
    sh3lf1sh sh3lf1sh 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    The secret side of me I never let you see I keep it caged But I can't control it So stay away from me The beast is ugly I feel the rage And I just can't hold it It's scratching on...
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F a week ago

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    Cain and Lilith Enter Lilith: This myth begins at the very creation of man. Lilith, according to Hebrew/ Jewish texts, was the first woman created for Adam. 27 So God created...
    Skylar2000 Skylar2000 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Last year, I started an affair with a married man at my work. At the time, I was his boss. It was his first time cheating on his wife of 20+ years and my third time with a...
    GumboGirl GumboGirl 36-40, F 16 Responses Jul 8

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    I finally got the courage to tell my husband that I wanted a divorce. This man has cheated on me, emotionally, mentally, and physically abused me, he put his job in front of me...
    futureexwife14 futureexwife14 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    In the beginning The Great Spaghetti Monster created garlic and tomatoes and ground beef. Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the...
    Youalredyknow Youalredyknow 26-30 Jul 8

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    There's a monster inside of me. Yes, a monster. It's not some fairytale creature with large fangs, or a hairy body, no. It's real. I can feel it festering inside of me. It is me...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Religious **** Taoism **** happens. Buddhism If **** happens, it's not really ****. Islam If **** happens, it's the will of Allah. Protestantism **** happens because...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F Jul 18

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    This is the first time I am sharing my story. Exactly as I said before, I feel like I live in Hell. Hell on Earth, that is. Now, let me tell you why. First of all, I have a large...
    Mymin Mymin 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Every time I see him every time I see that monster I don't know what to do even if I did I wouldn't be able to move cause every time I see him I am frozen with fear hell even if I...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Monstermaster13's World Of Monsters - My tumblr account is mostly where I post my screencaps including John Candy movies, Jim Carrey movies, My Name Is Bruce, Christopher...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Jul 10

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    "Everyone is mine to torment. You'd do best to remember that you little monster." "Monster? Perhaps you should speak to me more softly then. Monsters are dangerous things and just...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    sitting at my desk working away I notice some commotion on the other side of the cube wall and my coworker has what appears to be some sort of weasel on his arm. At first I couldn...
    HardLiquid HardLiquid 46-50, M a week ago

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    I was drawing Tuesday night.. And I was listening to music I do that so I don't get scared. I used to be afraid to go in my own room. me and Jake used to sleep with dad every...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I wanted to be your knight. Don't we all want to be someones? We get to know them. Help them love. We think at some point we will have helped them, help themselves. Until they...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    These are some of the reasons why I feel the need to die. Abuse. Bullying. Intrusions. Hatred. Scorn. Rejection. Other people focused on my life exclusively and somehow them...
    deepscar deepscar 46-50, F 14 Responses Jul 1

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