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I Am Not a Monster

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1

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    hehe i drink monsters like crazy i dont know why they r just soo good.. i sometimes go a day without eating and just drink monsters.. lol is that bad?
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed Get along with the voices inside of my head You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you...
    jinnnn jinnnn 22-25, M Jun 29

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    The tickle monster side had come out of me. I need to tickle someone! Do anyone in the mood for some tickle torture message me. Girls only please
    oceanskywalker oceanskywalker 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Both me and my brother are snuggle monsters. We both end up snuggling on the sofa during a good movie!
    Wattouat Wattouat 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Hey Don't you guys know monster is really bad for you n I don't even think it teased good but I do know of a energy drink that I like and is actually good for you if you wanna try...
    rosiebloom rosiebloom 22-25, F Jul 6

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    Hey Don't you guys know monster is really bad for you n I don't even think it taste good but I do know of a energy drink that I like and is actually good for you if you wanna try...
    rosiebloom rosiebloom 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I started over a few months ago when I upgraded to the wii U and then I got busy with college and what not. My character is low levelled but I'm an experienced player. Anyone want...
    Karsei Karsei 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I freaking hurt somebody that I really love and I'm afraid that our relationship might crumble down, or maybe it already has. You don't deserve someone as terrible as me I suppose...
    CrownedWithLaurel CrownedWithLaurel 16-17, F Jul 8

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    Holy **** this thread actually exists... Can i get a r'amen?
    AnonR AnonR 70+, T 1 Response Jul 13

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    Tired AF Drink One You'll wake up for a bit then be tired AF again lol
    Jacob1349035 Jacob1349035 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Human are evil just saying Not all but most
    awsomedude13 awsomedude13 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I like mermaids, centaurs, snake and spider girls from japanese cartoons and mythology. I find them very attractive and I really would have liked if they existed in real life.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    In runs in my family they say. Depression anxiety runs in my family. So it's my destiny to be depressed. To live a broken life. To have my soul tortured. To fall part daily. To...
    bubbles1085 bubbles1085 13-15, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Its pretty obvious because my profile pic would be some sexy girl if i was fake instead of this swamp monster i call myself cx
    IMetHimAtTheCandyStore IMetHimAtTheCandyStore 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am 26 years old. Although i never was diagnosed, i know i have emetophobia. It's such a horrible thing. It really is a nightmare. It's like you have a monster inside of you. I...
    AnneCEN AnneCEN 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    That moment, when you first lay eyes on that field - The Monster, the triangle, the scoreboard, the light tower Big Mac bashed, the left-field grass where Ted (Williams) once...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response 12 mins ago

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    The secret side of me I never let you see I keep it caged But I can't control it So stay away from me The beast is ugly I feel the rage And I just can't hold it It's scratching on...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    “Frankenstein.” (Revised Version) By Strivexwolf Here I am all alone, I knew this day would come my master always said it surely would, Now here I lay waiting in silence...
    strivexwolf strivexwolf 18-21, M Jun 23

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    I had to write about a villain who is a villain to both good and bad characters We are told about monsters when we’re little but not knowing where they are always made us...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Last year, I started an affair with a married man at my work. At the time, I was his boss. It was his first time cheating on his wife of 20+ years and my third time with a...
    GumboGirl GumboGirl 36-40, F 14 Responses Jul 8

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    I finally got the courage to tell my husband that I wanted a divorce. This man has cheated on me, emotionally, mentally, and physically abused me, he put his job in front of me...
    futureexwife14 futureexwife14 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    In the beginning The Great Spaghetti Monster created garlic and tomatoes and ground beef. Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the...
    Youalredyknow Youalredyknow 26-30 Jul 8

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    There's a monster inside of me. Yes, a monster. It's not some fairytale creature with large fangs, or a hairy body, no. It's real. I can feel it festering inside of me. It is me...
    edlineuser edlineuser 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Religious **** Taoism **** happens. Buddhism If **** happens, it's not really ****. Islam If **** happens, it's the will of Allah. Protestantism **** happens because...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Michael and Mary grace play tickle monster and tickle spider Ok hon says Michaels wife ashley I'm heading to amys to get my nails done. I'll see u and mg at chueys at 5:30 with...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F Jun 24

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    I'm so far past done it's not funny. I'm done with being treated like a freak. I'm done with trying so hard to control my BPD just have everything thrown back in my face and I'm...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 1 Response Jun 25

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    Ok alot of you people are not meant for this sight first let me describe why this sight exists first of all this sight was created by people that 100 percent know not believe know...
    Monkeyman4200 Monkeyman4200 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Every time I see him every time I see that monster I don't know what to do even if I did I wouldn't be able to move cause every time I see him I am frozen with fear hell even if I...
    MissSkye MissSkye 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Monstermaster13's World Of Monsters - My tumblr account is mostly where I post my screencaps including John Candy movies, Jim Carrey movies, My Name Is Bruce, Christopher...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Jul 10

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    "Everyone is mine to torment. You'd do best to remember that you little monster." "Monster? Perhaps you should speak to me more softly then. Monsters are dangerous things and just...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    The Great escape Tuesday, June 15 11:30am It's been a week and a half since the D-warriors captures since then Zane, Zephyr, and Niggalactacus along with the hunting brothers...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 22

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    One of the foremost necessary options of the mythical monster is that the transformation itself. The animation has got to totally capture the uncanny transition from man to monster...
    mmogoogle mmogoogle 22-25, M Jun 23

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    World of Monsters - The Monster World is my own imaginary world I created with my online friends using several of my own characters and theirs as well. I write lots of stories...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Jun 25

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    Right now I am avoiding going home. I still live with my monster and he EXPECTED dinner tonight but I didn't feel like cooking AGAIN for an ungrateful wretched MONSTER so I am at...
    MaggieChap MaggieChap 46-50, F 6 Responses Jun 25

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    There is a monster in my head And a demon in my soul They're tearing me apart With every second they take their toll Sometimes I talk to them But I don't like what they say They...
    drs0307 drs0307 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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