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I Am Not a Monster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 201 People

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    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 3, 2014

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    I probably just made it hard

    for someone to go to sleep tonight lol
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1, 2014

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    My ex told me things I had done. People Say he lies. He lied a lot. I was the one dumped so I'm the monster right? I don't know who's more afraid- him seeing me or me going on...
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F Jan 4

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    some say that they don't exist. that its all our imagination. its all in our head.. well technically. they are right.. the monsters are in our heads. they are ******* up with our...
    unknownana unknownana 16-17, F Jan 11

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    There have been thousands of Loch Ness Monster and Bigfoot sightings. People making unproven assertions isn’t synonymous with fact. #BillCosby #LochNessMonster #Bigfoot
    JuggllingForACure JuggllingForACure 26-30, M Jan 18

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    There's room for one special person.
    Dotcom2 Dotcom2 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Bigger guy at school in 5th grade. He would just go up to kids and take their lunches.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M Jan 15

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    I take comfort in the warmth of his Ragu, I am embraced in multiple strands of noodles and am sprinkled with his heavenly grated parmesian mana from the above. My fellow meatballs...
    Doviov Doviov 41-45 a week ago

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    There once lived a little boy who was surrounded by monsters that did monstrous things. Their nature was natural to them and became normal to him. He knew never to grow up like...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    I am playing Monster Strike on my iPhone everyday, which has been a nationwide hit recently. (It made debut in USA recently as well.) After playing 2 months, I learned many players...
    katsuobushi katsuobushi 36-40, M Jan 8

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    Beowulf: a ripple in time Beowulf and Grendel charge at each other. The glow from the torches showing Grendel's teeth barred ready to strike, meanwhile Beowulf's muscles bulge as...
    Funnychase66 Funnychase66 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I'm laying in bed. Thinking..wishing I wasn't the person I am today. I looked in the mirror for hours today just seeing this person that is not me.. A stranger as it may seem, I...
    SleepwalkingToDeath SleepwalkingToDeath 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 19

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    Jealousy Can you feel the monster that's on your back? He's there waiting for the moment to attack. Vicious rage flows over your whole body Face turns red, you feel like...
    NatCat84 NatCat84 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    yeah it stated as a way to avoid getting beat or my feelings hurt (verbal abuse) by foster monster (yes monster). I'd hold an entirely imaginary conversation with her to plan out...
    newasexy newasexy 26-30, F Jan 6

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    It seems like phrasing anxiety as a constant struggle just doesn't do it enough justice. Anxiety is a monster. A cold hearted, controlling monster. Everyday you wake up unsure of...
    jerz653 jerz653 26-30, M 7 Responses Jan 12

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    "'Cause I ends an interventionist to intervene between me and this monster, to save me from myself, and all this conflict, 'cause the very thing that I loved is killing me and I...
    Laurelbay Laurelbay 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    My parents divorced when I was one, and I had visits with my dad every other weekend. From the beginning, I hated going to my Dads. I always cried when I had to go, and now I juts...
    Innerpoet Innerpoet 13-15 Jan 2

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    Yes I have anxiety . It sucks when the monster has me on the leash. However , the amazing feeling of when I have the monster on the leash is amazing .
    Sanonymous1 Sanonymous1 31-35, M Jan 2

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    Its only 9 am and I ave already broken up 3 fights between my 2 monsters (adorable monsters), are you kidding me? Not even 3 minutes apart...I might need a timeout...with chocolate...
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    The beauty of anonymity. You don't know me, or my location, so you can do nothing to foil this. Everything I say here will lead to nothing, which is precisely the point. Ironically...
    TheZEEMan TheZEEMan 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    "You're a monster, nobody wants her but me; sharpen your teeth (makes it easier to bleed)" -Monster by Ghost Town
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F Jan 12

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    I do, I hate Kids They're so Damn Evil... Especially The Monsters that live with my mother... She care for 6 Lil annoying *******, Whoops!!! I meant to say " Monsters " From ages 6...
    LetsAllGoToHell LetsAllGoToHell 26-30 1 Response Jan 12

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    I dunno what I was thinking, Leaving my child behind, Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness, Coming to haunt me forever, I can't wait...
    CHAOSWOLF007 CHAOSWOLF007 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    Monsters - Eminem ft Rihanna Defo friends with my monsters under my bed can't say I get along with the voices in my head tho =S
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F Jan 15

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    I apologize in advance because I know this will be a long post. My fiancé and I have been together for a little over a year,she was diagnosed with bipolar1 with psychotic features...
    Suzuki437 Suzuki437 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    This is just a test of my short story loosely based a sword and fantasy story-Skulk the Cowardly Barbarian The story was setting in the continent with sword, magic, and dragons...
    InFiDeL0020 InFiDeL0020 26-30, M Jan 17

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    My parents r bad shltty people. They have destroyed my adult life and caused me to be a victim to others. They've paid my rent too but it's not free. I suffer every min of my life...
    john922 john922 22-25, M Jan 20

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    Oxymoron. Australian fishermen trawling off south-eastern Victoria have had a shock when a rare frilled shark turned up in their catch. The frilled shark is often termed a 'living...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I feel as if my mum hates me. She always attacks me for being just like my father and brings me down because of it. I am currently having relationship problems and I feel as if...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I write my thoughts In darkness where No one can stop me My darkest thoughts and Dreams inside me willing to come out But I isolate them Deep inside me if they Came out a...
    louisemalika louisemalika 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Because men do not fear swords. They fear monsters. They run from them. By putting one village to the stake, I spared ten more. Sometimes the world no longer needs a hero...
    1sha92 1sha92 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Especially indie folk... Like the Lumineers, Of Monsters and Men, Kodaline, and Twin Forks... 😍😍😍😍😍
    Allyyoop Allyyoop 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    "Now I'm stuck here for an internity with a man who doesn't love me but you have it worse you're with a man who loves you but who always be a monster" - Chad
    jasminehi jasminehi 13-15, F Dec 29, 2014