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I Am Not a Monster

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 191 People

    That's What They Say...

    That's what my parents told me... I am an ugly monster. But, I'm not!!!! I am not an animal! I am a human being! I am a man!!!!
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 12 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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    At Times.....

    .....my anger overwhelms me and I say things I do not mean and lose my mind, but I am not a monster for it. However, I can be moody, vicious, mean, hurtful and down right awful....but a monster? I don't think so. Gosh it is tough to see my actions in black and white here. But I...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Hi you will think I am a monster

    before the end of this experience an that's ok I feel like a monster. I am not a monster though and I need to keep telling myself that. I live in regina saskatchewan canada and I am considering at the age of 36 for the first time in my life .... Having an affair. Considering...
    TheLionGod TheLionGod 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 3

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    I Tell This To Myself

        i tell myself you are not a monster . you just have health problems.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 5, 2009

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    Contrary to Popular Belief.

    No, I am not a monster.  IDK why so many people insist on thinking that.  I really am a nice, big hearted person.  I've just been hardened a bit by life, that's all.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Not A Monster

    Not a monster,Not at all,Get to know me,I'm really quite soft!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 18, 2012

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    Um

    I LIEDYESSS I AMGGROOOWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNN BEFORE I EAT YOUR ENTRAILS AND BUILD A COAT OF YOUR BONESAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLLL
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 30, 2011

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    'i'm Fine'................................

    I'm screaming, Moving frantically, I fear that I"m crazy, that I"ll Never be Loved and be Eterity alone I"m fine............................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    To Some I Am

    I can't understand why people feel that I am some kind of freak or monster.  I am a human being that bleeds when I'm cut, that feels real emotions when put down, who loves with all my heart and has compassion for others.  So what if my body doesn't conform to what...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 4 Responses Jan 15, 2010

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    Maybe I Am.

    I've always seen my mother as a monster. I know I have some of her "qualities". The more like her I feel that I am, the more I want to shoot myself. I can't stand the idea of being like her. Shes mentally and emotionally abuse two of her "beloved" kids. She tended to physically...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2011

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    Your memory is a monster; you forget - it

    doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you!
    Baza69 Baza69 16-17, M Jun 1

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    Real Friends

    I thought being friends meant hanging out together and just talking about one another's flaws or talking about how cute a guy is... but since I've parted from those friends who hurt me and made me a different person, I've made new friends who I've opened up to. It makes me...
    FinallyHeard FinallyHeard 13-15, F Mar 15, 2010

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    "monster"........................

                I wonder why I cant be normal. Why is there a monster inside me that never leaves? Why am I never good enough? The disappointments. It scares me how everyday the monster takes more of me . Make me step closer to the ledge. When will this ledge. When will this...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2011

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    Obviously

    I can be mean but I have my nice side too.Come on Vampires are people too :P I am not a monster but I can't guarantee you I would not suck your blood lol
    bellas31 bellas31 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2009

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    I walk talk and sound like a man, but somehow im not. Ive always been different inside, my clockwork wound a little too tight and some of the gears sprang loose. So i dont move...
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    I can't stop, I just can't help myself. It is just too good.
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    I love both movies and I have both movies on DVD. I think of myself when I see Mike. I love his 1 eye. As for sully he is a big bear. I'm in college and I'm just like Mike b I...
    me0883 me0883 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I'll get a reply to a post, which I reply back with what starts out as a long comment, then ends up being too long to post as a comment, so I decide to post it as an...
    MathematicallyMindedFractal MathematicallyMindedFractal 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    My monster in law has ruined lots of special moments during my wedding preparations this year that I will now only remember with sadness and lots of anger. But one her shining...
    MonsterInLaw0847 MonsterInLaw0847 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    There's a villain in every story.The wicked witch of the west,A wicked witch of the east,The evil step mother,A monster, a beast.What does the villain look like?Some people may ask...
    SempiternalTruth SempiternalTruth 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    The innate skill of those compact creatures to navigate across the continent has encouraged and puzzled scientists for decades. Do they utilize the sun or maybe the earth's...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    Monster - skillet I feel it deep within Just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become The nightmare just begun I must confess that I feel...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 25

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    Imagine Dragons- Monster. I'm only a man with a candle to guide me, I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me... A monster, a monster, I've turned into a monster..
    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Paramore - Monster Well, you thought of strength and solutions But I like the tension And not always knowing all the answers You're gonna lose it You're gonna lose it I'll stop...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    He walks endlessly into the empty space, cold, dark and unaware of the demons around him. Freely his mind wonders alone in its own world. He could see nothing, hear nothing but his...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    There was a man , who saw a monster , it was big , it was angry , it was terrifying him , he felt threatened ,so he built a house in a secret place , and gathered men with guns to...
    Missreedy Missreedy 31-35 1 Response Oct 11

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    I'll get into more detail about this in time, but basically i see our indwelling power of creativity or imagination as the foundation of all God's, Devils, choices, morals, self...
    InfinityFold InfinityFold 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    (a country etc which includes) authorities by a monarch. monargie...
    Jenipe Jenipe 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I walk the upland ridge with the mountain goats and we are proud of our horns. I walk with the monsters of the meadow. These are the Gods grazing the peaks of sleeping dragons...
    Bluematador Bluematador 46-50, F Sep 26

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    ~Monster~ By:Morgan Roseman A boy with a bad past, I did not know He stared at me, within his eyes did glow. I saw the pain in his crooked smile I was as happy as could be I...
    morgana777 morgana777 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I open my eyes to gaze at a figure who seemed as familiar and natural to me as breathing, he stood over me wearing a mask all to well known to me and his close were as mine were...
    Ericsoftpaw Ericsoftpaw 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    In the land of Gods and Monsters I was an Angel Living in the garden of evil Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed Shining like a fiery beacon You got that medicine I...
    BookOfShadows BookOfShadows 18-21, F Sep 20

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    I know now what I did not before. I screwed up a lot as a child. I suffered because I was not life everyone else. There was even a time were I thought I was a monster because of...
    RandomDudeFriend RandomDudeFriend 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    It's been awhile friends... Ive been in no contact for over a year. It's been GREAT. I waited to share this story until I was ok, and then came a period of not wanting to talk...
    Misstaco Misstaco 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    The world is in the hands of a monster but really we are the ones who use it as a coaster. Is it really a monster or do we as humans prevent the world from prosper, open your eyes...
    princessxk96 princessxk96 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Who is the real monster In MONSTER ?? 😓???
    Indianiam Indianiam 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 24

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    Portals to Hell By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational/ Paranormal...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Sep 25

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    I’ve been reading sexless marriage posts for a while now (being in one myself). In a way the experience of reading these posts is like beginning to recognize it as a hydra - the...
    ace4444 ace4444 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    When someone you love is hurt and all you can think about is... Yourself? How are you going to cope with this? How it's all affecting you.... Are you a monster? I mean... Am I a...
    MissLorii MissLorii 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 27

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    I know that life has it's ups and downs..but mine keeps going downhill at a rapid pace. What have I become? A monster? I feel that way. I have absolutely no friends, I have 6...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    A monster, a real monster, doesn't give a damn about the havoc it wreaks or the blood it spills... The hardest thing about knowing you're capable of inflicting pain, death even, is...
    InfinitePossibilities01 InfinitePossibilities01 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Updated! 1. Chandelier - Sia 2. I See Fire by Ed Sheeran 3. Jubel by Klingande 4. Riptide by Vance Joy 5. Take Me To Church by Hozier 6. Florida Kilos by Lana del Rey 7...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I feel like a monster. Yes, I know Skillet sings just that but really truly and honestly...does anyone else on here weaken their bodies to limit the amount of damage they could...
    Sogaresh Sogaresh 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    "When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it." Caitlyn Siehl
    CinnamonCat CinnamonCat 18-21, F Oct 7

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    It's quite entertaining to see it since it's how I interpret life...feels like dying everyday little by little. Clearly someone gets it this is evident in horror films alike to the...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I am a girl and I like games does that make me a gamer girl though? I like shooters and am absolutely obsessed with monster hunter. I can not wait for my monster hunter 4 to come...