all consumedEvery word of late has been a lieExcept that she is doomed.It was hope that made her keep onAnd hope that made her cryWhat to do now that hope is goneBut to give a tender goodbye.She made it this far todayAnd this long overallTerrible pleasure along the wayBut now it...
Today was the day
I had to say goodby
I stood at the casket
With tears in my eye
Gone was the laughter
Gone was the smile
Death took it all
So cold and vile
Then I heard a voice
Whispering so slow
I did not leave you
Yet your letting me go
Please dont leave me here
round and roundThe air vibrates with intensity of soundTrapped by it's evil chilly mighty gripFar too late to hope to give it the slipSpinning ever quicker the spiral tightensGasping for air the fear inside heightensDragged inward, downward by omnipotent forceFate set in stone...
Take a bull by its horns
What a commotion!
A rose among thorns
A metaphor that bespeaks emotions!
In life we seek joy
The reward seems
like Helen of Troy.
Men fight and dreams
The love becomes forgotten
The love is hushed.
Men and women become rotten
The days of...
The silence of screaming trains
Gently pulsating window panes
Crescendos of vibrato
Drumming up a peak
Currents of warmth and
Like water to the vein
Lead their way through
Tips of toes
They swear its for no gain
the Tempest of...
matter what, there is no hatred
I say dogs, because all I have are dogs
But animals are seriously the most lovely, they love you unconditionally
Without any ties, as time flies by
They all deserve such loving appreciation
Because they don't have for us any hatred
for me but what I see
Is a sea of preying profanity
A profane foundation of faith by daze
faulting me for faulting ways
You point your finger so others see
Looking down your pointing finger at me
A sinning heathen intellectual *****
Your billowed pillar billows more
your selective perception ?
You choose not to know even after you've been told.
They say ignorance is bliss. For you it's a religion.
What if you lose focus? Can you see it now?
The key is that you don't know what you've been told.
It's not that you weren't told. And it's not...
Our lives were brought together, But our fate was yet untold. What we thought would last forever, Ended up as a very short road. We said we were meant to be, But fategave us something different to see. For what was supposed to last forever, Those fates were soon to sever. Since...
Hellfire burns the the eyes of a fallen angel its wings now severed and ashen by the fires of the burning ice. Crimson tears of ash fall into pain as it reaches skyward towards its hope and regret. Darkness consumes the sky as salvation is cut off. Its rebellion its greatest sin...
Such a sweet silence that I’ve found here.
There’s no one here to hurt me anymore.
The pain has become nonexistent.
The agony is over.
This sweet silence has taken over me.
You can’t take this away from me.
Here I can be me.
Here I feel as if I’m free.
Cold to the touch.
Alone the spoon sits,
Not more, and not much.
It sits all day motionless,
Still and unmoved.
Dead as those,
Who are uncared for and unloved.
But it sits all day, patiently,
It waits, it is lost.
Hoping for one, just one,
Warm touch, so soft.
A hand so soft...
To my only guy?
I'd rather see my heart untie before my eyes.
I love your smile,
My heart beats like I've run a mile.
You've been my rock,
And I look for love in your eyes like Sherlock.
My dear you hold my heart,
Is it bad that I might be looking for a restart?
Spinning my perception of reality
Reds and greens, purples and blues
All the world is one orgasmic hue.
Lips to part and spread oceans wide open
Waves overlapping, soothing, massaging.
Heated breath floats down my neck;
Spreading into luke...
I yearn for you to shed light deep down. Time and again I try and swim out from this abyss but always loosing myself and getting deeper. I yearn for your fervent feeling of light of life. Time and again I'm poised from where I am in this darkness and feel there will be no rescue...
Pull the walls in, wrap them up tightDon't dare let in one spark of the lightBurrow into the black icy cold darkBe sure to extinguish every last sparkBreak all the chains, sever the tiesExquisite pain as every hope diesTears scorch flesh as they roll their way downLonely empty...
and, I can only put them on paper and walk away. I mostly write prose but, sometimes.....sometimes.....sometimes I just can't express myself the way I need to by just writing my thoughts. Sometimes, it comes out all abstract....I guess you would call them poems...
A candle on the table, lighting up the whole room, is the sign of hope. Food on the table is the sign of hard work. Listening to your favourite music is the sign of the feeling you hear through musical notes inside you; all you want to do is dance. Holding your hand in mine is...
A great glass pane, floor to ceilingBright light, warmth and life out thereWhere wounded hearts and souls find healingAnd continuing to breathe isn't a dareLife's vivid colors in abundance aboundA great palette of luminance and hueAll bathed in the golden sunlight aroundA labor...
abused. First try.
Once again I woke up,
In the middle of the night.
Hands on me,
Holding me tight.
They snaked down my body,
haulted at a place.
I lay quiet and steady;
Shame has left my face.
I told none, I was scared,
I was four, unawared.
During the day, any date,
Fearing what in the next room lays
A son, a brothers, a husband, a friend
A father, grandfather or maybe the end
Footsteps fill emptiness with hollow echoes
Icy cold darkness where not a candle glows
Stumbling onward for time without end
Ever fearing what lies around the...
Every rock you threw has brusied me;
I am left dazed and weak;
And still I love you;
Still I raise my head;
facing the world;
I may feel weak in this shell;
But inside this deep misery I have my strenght;
I wont let you win;
For yes I am "WOMAN"something you may...
Shining light-beams onto my eyes,
Beyond my cave dwells a war yet,
I can't seem to proclaim my cry.
A world not traveled.
Snow like a bed,
Trampled by the feet of hurried men.
I've lost my freedom,
To sprawl and rest,
But I've gained an...
I can take hold the knife and gash open my soul
And there's still things about me you'll never know
You'll only know of the things I let slip
To shape and to mold the perception you get
With bias and limited access for now
Your image of me is the one I allow
Why did you have to walk away?
When my heart was begging you to stay.
Why did you have to phone?
Why didn't you just leave me alone.
Why after so many years?
Now, I can't hold back the tears
I found another man to love me
My love belongs to my family
Now, please just walk...
But I feel something new.
A little more than dead,
But it is good enough for you.
Different than I’m used to.
I am a cut out paper doll.
Perfect lines pressed down, and still,
You are consumed with a brief moment of brilliance,
Indifferent to the mediocre beyond it.
I am a...
A forbidden love is all I have known,
A cut to deap that cannot be sewn,
I saw the sadness in your eyes,
At that time I wish I had said my good byes,
If i would have known it had to end this way,
I wouldn't have let you dance into my heart like a classical ballet...
His kiss is like a sweet summer breeze touching my skin.
In my dreams, I am bound to endless wanderings with him….
Through muted space, our souls travel and meet
Intertwined in the energy flowing.
And I am lifted…
Buoyed by the spark and bubbling and...
I walk along a lonely path, travel down this deserted street,
In the hope that a kindred soul, i chance to meet.
A friendly face, those loving arms, that certain smile,
Someone to whom i can relate and chat for just awhile.
That one who looks...
Now I am here, I am losing it all
The higher you fly, the deeper you fall
The world doesn't change, I'll be losing my soul
I flew sort of high, now I'm losing control
I stand in front of a firm set of gates
I can almost see how my lifetime escapes
Then the gates open...
when peace resonates everywhere...
When you open your eyes and drink in the off-white walls of your bedroom, glowing dimly as they reflect the early-mornings' light,
The steady tick-tick-tick from the clock above your cherry-wood desk serenading your harmonious...
I feel it first in the shocking coldness of your fingertips against my bare stomach
Suddenly consciousness, awareness
I inhale moist salty air
Colors explodingly vivid but still
Planes hang like stars in the sky
Life pauses as it waits for me to breathe again
WHY DO I CARE?
Why do I feel a burning loss inside?
Why do all I want to do is run and hide?
What if I had been completely different?
What if I had never pushed you away?
What if I had found just the right words to say?
Would we be sharing our love with our kids...
and ache, and beat, and ache; retreat
to the lands of longings, fantasy.
Can you feel when your soul speaks?
The walking dead with living grief
lose peace when love and pain compete
in battles filled with casualty.
Can you hear when your soul speaks?
The sun goes down
Birds fly back to their nests
The day ends
The lights go off
I close my eyes
Deep in my heart
I see you
I feel you
I breathe you
I hear you
You dont allow me to sleep
You answer my question even before i ask them
Except one, which you never...
For some reason my lil poems are like my paintings. I want it done quickly and heartfelt all at once. Anyway I know it isn't that great, so please be gentle.
When I see you, I smile and say hello friend!
Isn't that what you wanted in the end?
Everything will be fine...
Look that would melt glaciers that have frown within my heart.
set my soul on fire.
someone turn the lights on lifes darkness
while u pass ur judgement remember who u judge is me
the star of my dreams,
we are what we are
you took the beat from my heart
Ok people this is the poem i wrote for my girl..it is the actual story...stated shortly here...well the girls long gone now..but just the memories remain...it contains the true feelings i had..so presenting to you...
The rains have come and yet again,
Sitting by my study's window sill,
Looking at the paper I'm going to fill,
I realize the thing I'm writing about,
May be hell to some but heaven to me, no doubt.
Solitary confinement as I talk of it,
Is surely the place I'd like to sit,
The best place to discover...
Pushing myself to the corner of my room,
Prayed for long before I sleep everyday for filling the void I felt,
For the days were not complete and happiness was not full,
Felt darkness under the hot sun,
For the need for something I felt in my heart,
For I had everything yet I felt...
Everything is cold, damp and gray The oppressive dark a mere breath away Restraining, drowning, dragging down Viscously smothering every last sound Tendrils choking, gagging, gasping for air Dead eyes frozen in a thousand yard stare Nullity, empty, no pain, not a single...
Back to freshman year
It still seems so clear
Small talk in biology
I really wanted you to like me
Maybe in time, you'll be mine
Sweet honey eyes
Those, which I was mesmerized
You after so long, still shy
I wanted you to be my guy
Maybe in time, you'll be...
case, I’m never too sure what to say. I speak things that should be kept in, and I keep in things that should be spoken. I understand your situation, and I sincerely ask for your forgiveness if I’m saying too much, for it is not my intention to disrespect you or anyone you...