November 24, 2012
The dark has fallen Night has come The sun is gone When/if it will return is unknown Inside my cold, dark cave Not even stars give a twinkle Of light to break the gloom The evil dark is oppressive It's weight drags at...
Everything is cold, damp and gray The oppressive dark a mere breath away Restraining, drowning, dragging down Viscously smothering every last sound Tendrils choking, gagging, gasping for air Dead eyes frozen in a thousand yard stare Nullity, empty, no pain, not a single...
Gentle rain tip toes across the roof of the screenhouseThe peaceful sweep of the rocker back and forthThe cool touch of the mild air under a dim skyLush greenery of fresh spring growth surrounds allMild emanations of peace and calm and serenityFlowing easily, gently...
i thought you would be their to hold my hand when i would start to fall,but instead you started to move away,as if my tears and pains where forces pushing you away,you claim every reason under the sun for needing all my support,but when i need you, you are never around,i have...
Roiling, dark storm cloudsTwisting and piling highOozing malevolant violenceJagged sharp cracks of lightningMerciless tears in reality's fabricRemorselessly shredding the aetherDeafening aerial detonationsHideous monstrous ******** roarsPounding pulses in endless echoesA raging...
I feel it first in the shocking coldness of your fingertips against my bare stomach
Suddenly consciousness, awareness
I inhale moist salty air
Colors explodingly vivid but still
Planes hang like stars in the sky
Life pauses as it waits for me to breathe again
The sun goes down
Birds fly back to their nests
The day ends
The lights go off
I close my eyes
Deep in my heart
I see you
I feel you
I breathe you
I hear you
You dont allow me to sleep
You answer my question even before i ask them
Except one, which you never...
Fearing what in the next room lays
A son, a brothers, a husband, a friend
A father, grandfather or maybe the end
Footsteps fill emptiness with hollow echoes
Icy cold darkness where not a candle glows
Stumbling onward for time without end
Ever fearing what lies around the...
Our lives were brought together, But our fate was yet untold. What we thought would last forever, Ended up as a very short road. We said we were meant to be, But fategave us something different to see. For what was supposed to last forever, Those fates were soon to sever. Since...
Ok people this is the poem i wrote for my girl..it is the actual story...stated shortly here...well the girls long gone now..but just the memories remain...it contains the true feelings i had..so presenting to you...
The rains have come and yet again,
She woke up to a bright shining sunriseWith determination in her eyesShe smiled and waved as she walked awayNo one knew that today was her day Grateful for the last morning lightRegrets of those dark nightsToday Her steps wild and freeHeaded towards where she most wanted to be...
round and roundThe air vibrates with intensity of soundTrapped by it's evil chilly mighty gripFar too late to hope to give it the slipSpinning ever quicker the spiral tightensGasping for air the fear inside heightensDragged inward, downward by omnipotent forceFate set in stone...
Look that would melt glaciers that have frown within my heart.
set my soul on fire.
someone turn the lights on lifes darkness
while u pass ur judgement remember who u judge is me
the star of my dreams,
we are what we are
you took the beat from my heart
Such a sweet silence that I’ve found here.
There’s no one here to hurt me anymore.
The pain has become nonexistent.
The agony is over.
This sweet silence has taken over me.
You can’t take this away from me.
Here I can be me.
Here I feel as if I’m free.
I walk along a lonely path, travel down this deserted street,
In the hope that a kindred soul, i chance to meet.
A friendly face, those loving arms, that certain smile,
Someone to whom i can relate and chat for just awhile.
That one who looks...
This is my Poison
This sickness deep inside of me
This is my Curse
This feeling of never being free
This is my Prison
The silent screams I hold inside
This is my Fire
The burning and yearning of mine
This is my Cut
The bloods warm caress upon my fingertips
This is my Pain
Pushing myself to the corner of my room,
Prayed for long before I sleep everyday for filling the void I felt,
For the days were not complete and happiness was not full,
Felt darkness under the hot sun,
For the need for something I felt in my heart,
For I had everything yet I felt...
I can take hold the knife and gash open my soul
And there's still things about me you'll never know
You'll only know of the things I let slip
To shape and to mold the perception you get
With bias and limited access for now
Your image of me is the one I allow
Today was the day
I had to say goodby
I stood at the casket
With tears in my eye
Gone was the laughter
Gone was the smile
Death took it all
So cold and vile
Then I heard a voice
Whispering so slow
I did not leave you
Yet your letting me go
Please dont leave me here
Shining light-beams onto my eyes,
Beyond my cave dwells a war yet,
I can't seem to proclaim my cry.
A world not traveled.
Snow like a bed,
Trampled by the feet of hurried men.
I've lost my freedom,
To sprawl and rest,
But I've gained an...
Black the color of the dark ,
Black the defender of the night ,
Gone due to lack of color.....
Blends in the absence of light.
Black the sound of howling winds ,
Black the silence of the night ,
Faceless , scary as it may sound.....
Keeps the unseen out of sight.
You are so deceiving
When you come into my life
You make me feel the best I can
Yet you stab me with your knife
You take away my money,
my friends & family too
You take ..........
You take my breath away
This hope didn't last.
You broke me too, I collapsed.
I can't trust you dear and I never will.
I was nothing but your little thrill.
I've said my goodbyes before to you
So this time I'm leaving the goodbyes up to you.
They crucified me in the name of ChristBecause they didn't understand their own religionAnd the havens would shed tears forMercy for the oppressed and the wrongly accusedTo kill the innocent is to kill God
His kiss is like a sweet summer breeze touching my skin.
In my dreams, I am bound to endless wanderings with him….
Through muted space, our souls travel and meet
Intertwined in the energy flowing.
And I am lifted…
Buoyed by the spark and bubbling and...
The silence of screaming trains
Gently pulsating window panes
Crescendos of vibrato
Drumming up a peak
Currents of warmth and
Like water to the vein
Lead their way through
Tips of toes
They swear its for no gain
the Tempest of...
Now I am here, I am losing it all
The higher you fly, the deeper you fall
The world doesn't change, I'll be losing my soul
I flew sort of high, now I'm losing control
I stand in front of a firm set of gates
I can almost see how my lifetime escapes
Then the gates open...
Pull the walls in, wrap them up tightDon't dare let in one spark of the lightBurrow into the black icy cold darkBe sure to extinguish every last sparkBreak all the chains, sever the tiesExquisite pain as every hope diesTears scorch flesh as they roll their way downLonely empty...
78 moons ago, you begged me.
for mountains i cant reach.
so i took down stars, instead, for you.
she's leaving with your baby, you say..
so i had to understand.
and now, i see you. with your kid.
and i couldn't be any happier for you.
78 moons after and i understood.
But I feel something new.
A little more than dead,
But it is good enough for you.
Different than I’m used to.
I am a cut out paper doll.
Perfect lines pressed down, and still,
You are consumed with a brief moment of brilliance,
Indifferent to the mediocre beyond it.
I am a...
You may see me struggle
but you won't see me fall.
Regardless if I'm weak or not I'm going to stand tall.
Everyone says life is easy
but truly living it is not.
times get hard,
and constantly get put on the spot.
I'm going to wear the biggest smile
A forbidden love is all I have known,
A cut to deap that cannot be sewn,
I saw the sadness in your eyes,
At that time I wish I had said my good byes,
If i would have known it had to end this way,
I wouldn't have let you dance into my heart like a classical ballet...
and, I can only put them on paper and walk away. I mostly write prose but, sometimes.....sometimes.....sometimes I just can't express myself the way I need to by just writing my thoughts. Sometimes, it comes out all abstract....I guess you would call them poems...
Many people come in and out of your life
But their memory remains
They are locked in our soul forever
We will never forget their name
Some have gone on to live with
Our heavenly father above
Some are no longer in our lives
but we still continue to love
Thinking of lost ones in...
Every rock you threw has brusied me;
I am left dazed and weak;
And still I love you;
Still I raise my head;
facing the world;
I may feel weak in this shell;
But inside this deep misery I have my strenght;
I wont let you win;
For yes I am "WOMAN"something you may...
Take a bull by its horns
What a commotion!
A rose among thorns
A metaphor that bespeaks emotions!
In life we seek joy
The reward seems
like Helen of Troy.
Men fight and dreams
The love becomes forgotten
The love is hushed.
Men and women become rotten
The days of...
What can you do when all is moot?
When in the end you can't give a hoot?
Pointless it seems that all must be
Cannot best the beast inside of me
A most sly, cunning monster is he
All eternity he has to torture me
Patience of pure hatred is his power
While alone in vile darkness I...
Sitting by my study's window sill,
Looking at the paper I'm going to fill,
I realize the thing I'm writing about,
May be hell to some but heaven to me, no doubt.
Solitary confinement as I talk of it,
Is surely the place I'd like to sit,
The best place to discover...
WHY DO I CARE?
Why do I feel a burning loss inside?
Why do all I want to do is run and hide?
What if I had been completely different?
What if I had never pushed you away?
What if I had found just the right words to say?
Would we be sharing our love with our kids...
A mind is a traitorous thing Filled with foreign thoughts that you know are not your own Two halves perpetually at war Each hating the other unto death Violent confrontation Unyielding hatred Despair and self loathing Suicidal ideations Twisting, turning Never resting Never...
For some reason my lil poems are like my paintings. I want it done quickly and heartfelt all at once. Anyway I know it isn't that great, so please be gentle.
When I see you, I smile and say hello friend!
Isn't that what you wanted in the end?
Everything will be fine...
Sadness fills my soul, I don’t know why,
alone in the darkness I’m finally free to cry.
I need some excitement back in my life.
It’s not enough just to be a mother and wife.
Is there anyone who has found their true love,
spending the life you've always dreamed of?
Outside the glass the bright light of day Green leaves on trees in a gentle breeze sway Flowers bathed in colors from the rainbow So vivid and bright they're all aglow Puffy white clouds dotting a cyan sky Way up atop the world flying so high People strolling, chatting, kids at...
Do you ever stop and think?
Just reflect on everything that's happened to you in the last few days.
Do you wonder where all that time went?
All those special moments or just the ..........
A great glass pane, floor to ceilingBright light, warmth and life out thereWhere wounded hearts and souls find healingAnd continuing to breathe isn't a dareLife's vivid colors in abundance aboundA great palette of luminance and hueAll bathed in the golden sunlight aroundA labor...
Spinning my perception of reality
Reds and greens, purples and blues
All the world is one orgasmic hue.
Lips to part and spread oceans wide open
Waves overlapping, soothing, massaging.
Heated breath floats down my neck;
Spreading into luke...