I Am Not a Social Butterfly

Yeah, it may seem strange. But i dont relate to people well. I get really anixous when there is a large group of people around. It's like every single one of them is staring me down, and i freak because i think my outfit looks...

I'm definitely not a social butterfly.I can be the wall if you want. I'll even volunteer for it. But social butterfly? My stomach is turning already.

I am aware of it and need to do something about it, recently I've been going to university which is hard for me sometimes interacting with others and I blackout during a conversation, I really don't feel like apologizing every time I...

I do fine behind the screen, but when I am out in the real world it's completely different. I am withdrawn and tense, I can't relax. My mind races I feel like I can't breathe and I am constantly worried that I will...

Even when I get over self esteem issues that may be holding me back, or even when I get really close to someone and we've been friends forever. I still get confused and have trouble talking to them sometimes. I cause so much trouble...

I am very much a loner not that is a bad thing I like my solitary time but I dislike it too, because lonliness can get to the point that it drives you crazy, I am entering my 49th year of life and I would like to be a bit more out going...

now i must say, im not like anti social or anything, but its just that no matter how hard i have tried, i just cant understand the appeal of being sociable!! i prefer to be the quiet introverted person i was born to be!!! lol

I like to spend time with myself, and am not afraid of being alone.  I like my silent time and need space sometimes, deep space.  That includes almost every morning as I need time to focus and get ready.
I almost demand...

I never has many friends.  In school I was labeled The Quiet, Smart Girl.  They didn't know what to think of me.  I get along well with others, but I am too shy to initiate conversation.  All my friends I ever had...

My parent's don't really get it, nor does many of my friends. I flip out internally with the simplest of tasks and over analyze everything I do. I just need someone to say that they understand and that it's gotten better.

I am definitely not a social butterfly and never have been even when I was a little girl.

I was always the shy, quiet smart person and immersed myself in something else.

I tried to be social but it just drains me for some reason...

I am totally NOT a socail butterfly... I do find a need a balance between going out w/ people..and having my alone time..3 hrs is my limit! lol It really IS nothign personal..its juts. ..i get drianed after a certain number of hrs...