I Am Not Afraid of Dying

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    I just found out that I'm dying.

    I'm not afraid of the end, I'm afraid that no one cares. My best friend is more concerned about her boobs getting bigger than my heart failing. I'm trying to be positive about the whole thing. I know she's a newlywed but even if she wasn't, I don't think she'd care. Sorry for...
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    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    I cant wait in fact..

    a smile on my face knowing that it will be over and i will be at peace.. nothing makes me happier than knowing i no longer have to care.. i cant tell if its the chemicals that wrapped me up in comfort or if its just the pure release from my sadness but any time would do... i...
    Nichalas Nichalas
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 20, 2014

    Just live while you can cause the day you can't

    live you just gotta keep smiling
    Kitty2413 Kitty2413
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    I am not afraid of dying

    and never will be
    Sproketsocet Sproketsocet
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    I am not afraid of death itself

    but of the pain I may feel when I die. What scares me even more than the pain is I don't know what comes after death. Heaven? Hell? Paradise? Nonexistence? Reincarnation? but as what? a human? animal? plant?
    LoveIsInTheBlood LoveIsInTheBlood
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2015

    I don't really see what there is to he afraid

    of death is apart of life's cycle. Its something inevitable. I just don't want to die in a really crappy way.
    ALostSiren ALostSiren
    16-17, F
    Nov 3, 2014

    It's life that's so remarkably difficult.

    My own mortality seems infinitely easier to negotiate. Death is only hard when it's happening to those you love.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 8, 2015

    i believe I'm not afraid

    but how do you know you're not
    Jin777 Jin777
    18-21, M
    Dec 27, 2014

    As was said, the goal of life is deTh.

    It happens to all of us at some point and so why be afraid of it! Just enjoy your time here as much as possible and don't put off to tomorrow what you could do today, as tomorrow never comes.
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8
    46-50, M
    Jun 6, 2015

    Y Be Afraid?

    ive never understood y ppl are afraid of dyin......its not like u can prevent it or anything. Ive never been afrai because i believe that theres got to be somethin better than this life here..........somethin worth dyng for.  Also there is really no reason to be in this...
    fireburninbad fireburninbad
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2009
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 7, 2015

    My husband died 5 years ago today.

    He comes to me mostly at night but not as vividly as he did in the first years since his death. He has sent messages subliminally.
    patsi3 patsi3
    70+, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    Bones lose their strength,

    Flesh starts to rot. Everything goes away Underground or in a pot. Knowledge begin to fade, away from your grasp, Beauty deteriorates Nothing ever lasts. Some have tasted death Bitter yet sweet Cool but no heat Breathing but no heartbeat. So don't be afraid Of the...
    MariaRina MariaRina
    18-21, F
    Jan 1, 2014

    I have been dead before

    and it was nice. I was kind of mad at the Dr for reviving me because it was so nice over there on the other side
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Death is but another phase of life,

    the next chapter of our consciousness, the next great adventure. Everything must come to an end, and when I meet mine, it will be with open arms, for I do not fear the inevitable. I love my life and wish it to continue onward for years to come, but one day I will end, like the...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    This Is My Temporary Home

    Ever hear the song Temporary Home by Carrie Underwood? Well that's exactly how I feel. Earth is only my temporary home. My real home is up in Heaven with God. That's why I'm not afraid to die. I am not meant to be here forever. When it's my time I will be called up to Paradise...
    rmpquin rmpquin
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2011
    Likewise2 Likewise2
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 17

    I'm simple not afraid of dying

    and I haven't been sense 7 years old. I know some of you are going say that bull **** but it the truth. I learn at very young age to accept death and face it than run away from it. When my time comes it comes no need to be scared of it. It natural to die and it's natural to live...
    Custos1 Custos1
    18-21, M
    Sep 5, 2014

    Fearlessly I Leave...

    I'm 16. And a month ago I found out that along with kidney failure I have a brain tumor. I have maybe a year if im lucky or a miracle happens. I've always been healthy up until the last year, when I started having countless medical problems. Yesterday while I was sitting in the...
    Cartergriffin15 Cartergriffin15
    16-17, F
    Jul 31, 2012

    I'm Afraid Of Something Else

    What I fear is dying before I feel I'm ready. You see, when I'm feeling suicidal or I'm just gloomy, I don't care if I die that very moment. I'm not afraid. But the truth is, even when I'm happy or in an okay mode, I'm still not afraid of dying; I'm afraid of time. I'm afraid...
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2012

    I Just Don't Care...

    I have never understood why I would continuously get depressed. I haven't even known whether anybody has ever truly been my friend... Once I have even gotten close to suicide. I had the knife in my hand and I was sitting in my room, waiting for the right moment for when it felt...
    TheDeadman TheDeadman
    13-15, M
    1 Response Oct 24, 2009

    I am not afraid of dying

    as its not the end but the beginning.... all I wish is to die a peaceful and content person with no regrets
    shaurya26 shaurya26
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    I am confronted by death on a day-to-day basis

    since I was 19 years old. The uncertainty of the disease progress that I have made me realize how thin the thread of life really is. Also, losing someone close to me to cancer - it made me realize further that I have to make the most of what I have. Life is simple yet complex...
    jaki29 jaki29
    31-35, F
    Feb 10, 2014

    Instead I Am Afraid of Life Itself...

    It is just how I am now. I am always afraid to live another tomorrow, I always feel intimidated, depressed, stressed, sadden inside me. Not even how hard I try to smile or be happy, the feeling always comes back.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2009
    NicoleDelaCruuz NicoleDelaCruuz
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 28, 2014

    Why is that people are afraid of dying?

    ? I mean is going to happen right it could happen today right now or maybe even in a hundred years, the truth is that you are dying since the day you were born. Every day that passes by is one day closer to the day when you will just fall asleep for eternity so again why are we...
    maeve106 maeve106
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2015
    christinemelody christinemelody
    56-60, T
    May 28, 2014

    Just Tired...

    like I said....I'm just tired....I guess I have never really been scared of death.....I used to have parents that gave me beatings daily,my mother tried to drown me when I was 6 and by the time I was 15 two people had died because of me. I fell in love once.....we whent out for...
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness
    18-21, M
    12 Responses Apr 10, 2010

    I'm not afraid of dying .

    can't wait for it, its hell on earth .
    Tracyforrest Tracyforrest
    46-50, M
    Nov 4, 2014

    I'm not afraid because personally I think death

    is a beautiful truth. I think personally that life is like a cage full of lies, you are trapped in a body and people are constantly telling you lies, but once you die you can spread your wings and break through the barrier that destroys your dreams of becoming what ever you want...
    brownzugar brownzugar
    18-21, M
    Jul 16, 2014

    I'm sick. Today I was told there is no chance

    of me getting better, that soon I'll be one of the stars in the sky. Today I realized that the fact that I'm going to die doesn't scare me, what scares me is not being remembered. I'm scared my family will never come to visit my grave, I'm scared that they won't remember me in...
    AriannaG AriannaG
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2014

    Especially if I am sacrificing my life

    for an animal in danger. I'd take a bullet for any animal.
    Wolflover1999 Wolflover1999
    16-17, M
    Sep 12, 2015

    I am not afraid of dying

    because I have been dead for twice and I liked it
    deleted deleted
    Nov 3, 2014

    Dead is just the next step

    for a well organized mind.
    micropuff micropuff
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Mar 20

    I can't be afraid anymore.

    I've reached the apex of my survival... So... This is where it ends... Alone, hurting... The physical pain I can deal with, but the mental and emotional pain... I'm not equipped to handle that. I always figured I'd die alone.. I wish I had children, the ones I hoped and prayed...
    Drifter15 Drifter15
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    I'm more curios then anything.

    I wonder whats it like. whats on the other side. I'm not afraid when I die. I'll know its meant to be. The world works in strange ways. Death is the biggest mystery to me.
    BaiiBoo BaiiBoo
    16-17, F
    Oct 1, 2015

    "Oh my god! I am not getting out of this life

    alive! This is me, I'm an omnibus, I'm lonely, and the only, and I want to lose touch. The sweet liquor, of who you are, you left me with the most beautiful brain scars, at the end of our time. I no longer have the care free exuberance of youth, to cling to. This life has become...
    OpusRizuto OpusRizuto
    36-40, M
    Jan 3, 2015

    I have tried killing myself 4 times

    so I'm no longer afraid of dying I actually want to die
    cristina44 cristina44
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2014

    I am definitely not afraid of death,

    when it's time it's time. I am afraid of HOW I will die though. I just hope it's peaceful, in my sleep, like Rose from titanic... ✨
    Mystery08 Mystery08
    22-25, F
    May 9, 2014

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