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I Am Not Afraid of Dying

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    "Oh my god! I am not getting out of this life

    alive! This is me, I'm an omnibus, I'm lonely, and the only, and I want to lose touch. The sweet liquor, of who you are, you left me with the most beautiful brain scars, at the end of our time. I no longer have the care free exuberance of youth, to cling to. This life has become...
    OpusRizuto OpusRizuto 36-40, M Jan 3

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    I don't really see what there is to he afraid

    of death is apart of life's cycle. Its something inevitable. I just don't want to die in a really crappy way.
    ALostSiren ALostSiren 16-17, F Nov 3, 2014

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    Am I the only one? Honesty,

    I would kill myself, but there's people that cares about me, I guess I don't want to be selfish. The only things I hate when I'm gonna die is, people becoming sad when I'm gone. I'm also scared of dying slowly, I would prefer shooting my own head instead of drowning. I guess the...
    justilyn justilyn 18-21, F Dec 18, 2013

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    Fearlessly I Leave...

    I'm 16. And a month ago I found out that along with kidney failure I have a brain tumor. I have maybe a year if im lucky or a miracle happens. I've always been healthy up until the last year, when I started having countless medical problems. Yesterday while I was sitting in the...
    Cartergriffin15 Cartergriffin15 16-17, F Jul 31, 2012

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    I have tried killing myself 4 times

    so I'm no longer afraid of dying I actually want to die
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 2 Responses May 20, 2014

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    I'm Afraid Of Something Else

    What I fear is dying before I feel I'm ready. You see, when I'm feeling suicidal or I'm just gloomy, I don't care if I die that very moment. I'm not afraid. But the truth is, even when I'm happy or in an okay mode, I'm still not afraid of dying; I'm afraid of time. I'm afraid...
    deadmoon deadmoon 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2012

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    I am not afraid of death itself

    but of the pain I may feel when I die. What scares me even more than the pain is I don't know what comes after death. Heaven? Hell? Paradise? Nonexistence? Reincarnation? but as what? a human? animal? plant?
    LoveIsInTheBlood LoveIsInTheBlood 16-17, F Apr 8

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    I am confronted by death on a day-to-day basis

    since I was 19 years old. The uncertainty of the disease progress that I have made me realize how thin the thread of life really is. Also, losing someone close to me to cancer - it made me realize further that I have to make the most of what I have. Life is simple yet complex...
    jaki29 jaki29 31-35, F Feb 10, 2014

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    I'm simple not afraid of dying

    and I haven't been sense 7 years old. I know some of you are going say that bull **** but it the truth. I learn at very young age to accept death and face it than run away from it. When my time comes it comes no need to be scared of it. It natural to die and it's natural to live...
    Custos1 Custos1 18-21, M Sep 5, 2014

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    I'm not afraid of dying .

    can't wait for it, its hell on earth .
    Tracyforrest Tracyforrest 46-50, M Nov 4, 2014

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    But... dying with a disease in pain each single

    day... is difficult. I wish for final exit.
    ihopegood ihopegood 22-25, M May 9, 2014

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    Sooner Then I Think

    of all the things i thought would kill me it would be THIS! i thought my killer would be me, a shooter, a car accident, or old age. but this is just WHAT? ive never been scared of dying because ive messed up alot in life but this is not the experience place for that. i was just...
    sixfeetunder sixfeetunder 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    Just live while you can cause the day you can't

    live you just gotta keep smiling
    Kitty2413 Kitty2413 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I Just Don't Care...

    I have never understood why I would continuously get depressed. I haven't even known whether anybody has ever truly been my friend... Once I have even gotten close to suicide. I had the knife in my hand and I was sitting in my room, waiting for the right moment for when it felt...
    TheDeadman TheDeadman 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    I Am Not Afraid Of Dying.

    Yesterday, when I woke up to the stories about the terrible things happening in Japan, the words "I will die like that" escaped from my mouth. That was when I realized that idea of the end of the world --as we know it-- became real more than ever and I didn't feel scared, I didn...
    Vyctoriax Vyctoriax 41-45 1 Response Mar 13, 2011

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    I'm sick. Today I was told there is no chance

    of me getting better, that soon I'll be one of the stars in the sky. Today I realized that the fact that I'm going to die doesn't scare me, what scares me is not being remembered. I'm scared my family will never come to visit my grave, I'm scared that they won't remember me in...
    AriannaG AriannaG 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

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    Dead is just the next step

    for a well organized mind.
    micropuff micropuff 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    I can't be afraid anymore.

    I've reached the apex of my survival... So... This is where it ends... Alone, hurting... The physical pain I can deal with, but the mental and emotional pain... I'm not equipped to handle that. I always figured I'd die alone.. I wish I had children, the ones I hoped and prayed...
    Drifter15 Drifter15 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm not afraid because personally I think death

    is a beautiful truth. I think personally that life is like a cage full of lies, you are trapped in a body and people are constantly telling you lies, but once you die you can spread your wings and break through the barrier that destroys your dreams of becoming what ever you want...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jul 16, 2014

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    Why...

    Why should I be scared of dying? Why should I be scared of something that is inevitable? It will happen to everyone, eventually.
    NoMoreTearsLeft NoMoreTearsLeft 16-17, M Jan 23, 2013

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    i believe I'm not afraid

    but how do you know you're not
    Jin777 Jin777 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    Bones lose their strength,

    Flesh starts to rot. Everything goes away Underground or in a pot. Knowledge begin to fade, away from your grasp, Beauty deteriorates Nothing ever lasts. Some have tasted death Bitter yet sweet Cool but no heat Breathing but no heartbeat. So don't be afraid Of the...
    MariaRina MariaRina 16-17, F Jan 1, 2014

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    It Happens To Everyone.

    It's inevitable. Why not just enjoy what you have and embrace it? Doesn't mean you have to sit there and wait for it to happen.. I've wanted to die. I've been in a low time, and I've wanted to just end it. I would never DO it, but I've hoped. Howeverr.. I have a daughter, and I...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 17, 2011

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    ......

    im just not scared of dying...ive never been. im very clam and collected about stuff that scare alot of people like drugs (i dont do it so dont worry) guns being pointed at some1 knifes...blood. when i was little my mom said i wouldnt get scared of operations like birth and...
    Xcomplicatedkindnessx Xcomplicatedkindnessx 13-15, F Apr 20, 2010

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    I am not afraid of dying

    and never will be
    Sproketsocet Sproketsocet 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    I am definitely not afraid of death,

    when it's time it's time. I am afraid of HOW I will die though. I just hope it's peaceful, in my sleep, like Rose from titanic... ✨
    Mystery08 Mystery08 22-25, F May 9, 2014

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    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    This Is My Temporary Home

    Ever hear the song Temporary Home by Carrie Underwood? Well that's exactly how I feel. Earth is only my temporary home. My real home is up in Heaven with God. That's why I'm not afraid to die. I am not meant to be here forever. When it's my time I will be called up to Paradise...
    rmpquin rmpquin 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 15, 2011

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    I have been dead before

    and it was nice. I was kind of mad at the Dr for reviving me because it was so nice over there on the other side
    Taumilynn Taumilynn 36-40 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    NicoleDelaCruuz NicoleDelaCruuz 16-17, F 1 Response May 28, 2014

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    I cant wait in fact..

    a smile on my face knowing that it will be over and i will be at peace.. nothing makes me happier than knowing i no longer have to care.. i cant tell if its the chemicals that wrapped me up in comfort or if its just the pure release from my sadness but any time would do... i...
    Nichalas Nichalas 26-30, M 1 Response May 20, 2014

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    I am not afraid of dying

    as its not the end but the beginning.... all I wish is to die a peaceful and content person with no regrets
    shaurya26 shaurya26 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Just Tired...

    like I said....I'm just tired....I guess I have never really been scared of death.....I used to have parents that gave me beatings daily,my mother tried to drown me when I was 6 and by the time I was 15 two people had died because of me. I fell in love once.....we whent out for...
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    Y Be Afraid?

    ive never understood y ppl are afraid of dyin......its not like u can prevent it or anything. Ive never been afrai because i believe that theres got to be somethin better than this life here..........somethin worth dyng for.  Also there is really no reason to be in this...
    fireburninbad fireburninbad 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2009

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    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 1 Response May 28, 2014

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    As was said, the goal of life is deTh.

    It happens to all of us at some point and so why be afraid of it! Just enjoy your time here as much as possible and don't put off to tomorrow what you could do today, as tomorrow never comes.
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M Jun 6

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    Why is that people are afraid of dying?

    ? I mean is going to happen right it could happen today right now or maybe even in a hundred years, the truth is that you are dying since the day you were born. Every day that passes by is one day closer to the day when you will just fall asleep for eternity so again why are we...
    maeve106 maeve106 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    My husband died 5 years ago today.

    He comes to me mostly at night but not as vividly as he did in the first years since his death. He has sent messages subliminally.
    patsi3 patsi3 70+, F Jan 13, 2014

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    ...

    HOW I'm going to die, on the other hand....
    Kristin137 Kristin137 16-17, F Feb 1, 2010

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    Instead I Am Afraid of Life Itself...

    It is just how I am now. I am always afraid to live another tomorrow, I always feel intimidated, depressed, stressed, sadden inside me. Not even how hard I try to smile or be happy, the feeling always comes back.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2009

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    All things must come to an end at some point.

    I don't want this life and I never really have, Dying has never really seemed like a bad thing to me. I wasn't raised religious, I don't believe I'll go off to some magical place in the sky, or (much more likely for me), to the firey depths of the world to burn for all eternity...
    TheMadSergal TheMadSergal 18-21, M Feb 3, 2014

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    I am not afraid of dying

    because I have been dead for twice and I liked it
    Taumilynn Taumilynn 36-40 Nov 3, 2014

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