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I Am Not Afraid to Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2,969 People

    Why can't I just be alone?

    Why do my friends not keep my secrets...what is the point then? Everything is so difficult
    daisyelz daisyelz
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 4, 2015

    There was never a point in my life

    where I was afraid to die. There were times in my life where I wanted to die and times in my life when I didn't want to die, but I was never afraid of it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2015

    I am 18 years old and I would die

    for anyone. I have come to this realization after a few years of self evaluation and analysis. I truly know what I am capable of and know my limits, however, there is no way of knowing someone else's. I know that I will never be the person to end world hunger or cure cancer, but...
    TRMB TRMB
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 18, 2014

    I'm more afraid of how I die

    than the actual dying.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness
    31-35, F
    Jul 12, 2014

    This is my life, my destiny,

    I will chase my dreams and I will never give up until the day I die for it.
    111rosy560 111rosy560
    13-15, F
    Sep 27, 2015

    Cry with me Lie with me Live with me Die with

    me My sweet release of understanding My only envisioned hope To the one, the way the man As a hanging mans envisioned peace That paves an open road A peaceful sight i see afore A perfect length of rope Preparing before For me a path If i ever had a notion You are the...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    coryleecc11 coryleecc11
    26-30, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    I don't want it just be black

    after I die. The idea of dying feel awfully liberating. I'm kind of excited. I hope I retain some of my memories.
    Hellogoodbuddy Hellogoodbuddy
    22-25, M
    Jan 8

    I thought of death multiple times in my life.

    I wanted it multiple times, I still do want it. I wish it multiple times. The idea is not scaring me because I know that people at any age can die any time.
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith
    18-21, F
    Jul 24, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kimcc11aa kimcc11aa
    26-30, F
    Jan 19

    I almost DID die saving a little wolf cub's

    life. So I'm not really afraid of it anymore.
    Wolflover1999 Wolflover1999
    16-17, M
    Oct 10, 2015

    im saved so i know im going to make it to

    heaven. even if God and the Bible turns out to be a lie im ready for the next life. this life is boring, nothing exciting ever happens. you are born, indoctrinated in school, get a job, a car, find a spouse, get married, have kids, get a mortgage, more debt, grow old and die...
    JMONEY2189 JMONEY2189
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    my most precious gift has been taken from me,

    death brings no fear for me.
    dragoneyes35 dragoneyes35
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 7

    Letter to death......

    . Wrap your arms around me and take me away from this world. Your my only way out. Your my solution. My ticket to get out of this burning pain I live with. Take me now. Never let me return. Please end it all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 7

    Best thing about being suicidal is you can do

    crazy **** and not care if you get hurt
    polarbearlove polarbearlove
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    See there is this thing with life,

    it's complicated and it throws a bunch of **** at you. And sometimes you get hit and get back up again and other times you just can't get back up. So for the past month I have been really sick, more sick then usual, which is whatever. But what seems to be what ever isn't really...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 3, 2015

    Sometimes I feel accepting of death,

    other times it scares me so much. It's strange. I would give my life for those I love without even thinking about it. I think it depends on my mood a little bit
    SkollHati SkollHati
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2014

    I already have. Twice.

    They were finally able to bring me back the second time bit I was in a coma on machines for 11 days during the first. I've had quite a few "walk-away-from-and-live" accidents. 5 totaled cars and 3 totaled motorcycles. I love to race! I 'usually' win (big shiny-eyed grin...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    To kill ones self isn't easy.

    Failure is more like it. If it was easy we would all do it.👀💀👻🔪🔫💉💊💣
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 11, 2015

    I'm not afraid of closing my eyes.

    Everyone is ganna die at one point. And I think it's just being ignorant to say that you don't want to die cause it's not a choice. But that doesn't mean we have to be sad about it cause that's what makes life precious. We learn to cherish every minute that we have. For no one...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Jan 19, 2015

    I'm not afraid to die

    but I am afraid of it being painful so it's I guess a mixed response to it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 8

    It's Suffering I Fear

    I am not afraid to die instead I am afraid of suffering. Although I was raised as a Christian, I am not sure that I believe in an afterlife. I think I struggle a bit with faith on that one and just can't quite swallow the visions of heaven and hell that I've heard. I think that...
    femme7 femme7
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2008
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2014

    So I go into Wal*Mart.

    .. Lovely place that it is.. my........... S.O. tells me I live in the Boondox... Far from Civilization, and I say it isn't so, but our Wal*Mart is one of the small ones... no produce section... the closest thing you get to produce is a Jar of Olives... Anyway, I.. as usual...
    SvveetKiester SvveetKiester
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 1, 2015

    i just hope that when i do,

    that it is on my own terms. either by my own hand,or i die doing something good.
    VoloNoscere VoloNoscere
    26-30, M
    Mar 22

    I was born to Die and I will Die

    and find true life !!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 19

    I will embrace death with loving arms,

    When death smiles at you all a man can do is smile back and wave
    Lahaynes14 Lahaynes14
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 12, 2015

    I grew up with a dark past,

    most of it I have locked away but glimpses here & there when something causes a flashback. I can't remember most of my childhood though...all I know is that as a teenage I always fought the feeling of taking my own life everyday. Even know every morning when I put on my sidearm...
    SkullCrazy20 SkullCrazy20
    26-30, M
    Aug 2, 2015

    I'm not afraid of dying,

    it's how I die is what matters to me, I don't wanna die from slipping in my shower Nah, I'm gonna die riding a Pegasus into and asteroid savings the earth
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 2, 2015

    time after time of being hurt.

    loving more than being loved. having so much pain I no longer care if death takes me. no longer having a reason to fight to get back up to risk to get killed more.
    dyingwish dyingwish
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 23

    you don't die you rebirth.

    your mind and your soul mover to another vessel to a different kind of life
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 12, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    I will avoid death all I can,

    but one day it will come. And I will accept it with open arms, for my reward for my life is in Heaven. The pain of death is just a small price for eternal life with God.
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015
    snugglybunny snugglybunny
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    So on friday at school in english class,

    i was bored while our teacher was talking. So I wrote this poem and he gave me a 6 on it, which is top grade here in Norway. My poem goes like this "Oh, sweet death, please take my final breath. I cannot quite explain, this excruciating, earthly pain. I can't take this life no...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    I love people saying not afraid to die

    while i lay on a hospital bed with my brother who just turned 17 and the last person he felt anything for won't even say goodbye so i can play in headphones while he lays in coma he will die soon when docs and Medicaidsay it's time. feel that. my best friend for my whole life is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    Death is a sweet reward

    for a life well lived. I neither seek death nor run from it. I am at peace with it. Death is easy. Any coward can choose it. I know. I chose it once. What's hard is making the decision to live in a hostile and wicked world.
    Kris99 Kris99
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

    Death is a concept that has stayed with me

    since the first time I killed something.At that age, I was a 5 year old, smiling with the sun in his face and lived on the Indian Reservation with my grandmother. My victim was a small frog that I had found in the grass. It seemed like a good idea to play with him so the both of...
    Orchards Orchards
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 31, 2015

    I'm not at all afraid to die,

    I'm afraid of tomorrow
    LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy LoV3KiLlSsLoWLy
    61-65, F
    Aug 24, 2015

    I'm not afraid of dying.

    I'm afraid of living.
    cuttergirl16 cuttergirl16
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 12, 2015

    i came into this world kicking

    and screaming while covered in someone elses blood and i have no problem with going out the same way.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    I Would Be Happy To Go

    Trying to be happy doesn't seem realistic, its a big act just so people don't ******* bother me, and ask me why don't i smile, as if they really care to hear the story- because life isn't a bowl of cherries that's why!  I barely have any luck, all the praying, wishing, wanting...
    ivymayhem ivymayhem
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2011

    I cnt stand my life and had enough of it I'm

    gonna go and kill myself tonight cas I cnt take it any more I really need a hug xx
    darrenjones81 darrenjones81
    31-35, M
    13 Responses Jul 12, 2014

    It's not that I don't like life it's just

    that I've came to terms with my death. I know it'd going to happen just not when or how. So let it come
    Bonjovi11 Bonjovi11
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 24, 2015

    Death would be a relief.

    I can't understand why people fear death. I pray to be dead, it would be finally an opportunity to relax.
    Saddestwoman Saddestwoman
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2015

    Do Not Be Afraid

    The phrase "DO NOT BE AFRAID" is written in the Bible 365 times. That's a daily reminder from God to live everyday being fearless.  >3
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2012

    I write this with trepidation,

    as many of the readers here have strong views on such matters as religion. Please understand that this is not an effort to proselytize anyone, just a statement of my accommodation to the eventuality of my own demise...
    9minute 9minute
    18-21, M
    Mar 26

    Just Not Afraid

    im just not scared of death. if i die than that was my time to go. dont get me wrong ill miss everyone and i dont wanna die. but if i do, it was my time. ill do anything extreme. whats life with out getting scared?
    Dreamer1387 Dreamer1387
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2006

    Right now, I want to die.

    I just had an argument with my dad about my health and it's just frustrating how they it's all in my head (breathing problems), they never believe me with anything! I just wanna die and see if they believe me that I'm depressed and sick of feeling this way..
    50ShadesOfDepression 50ShadesOfDepression
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 14

    Yes, I Am Not.. ...

    Yes, I am not.. Rather it is all too apealing on occasion. A new beginning is a temptation  and it does have its allure.. Buit I take lotsa pills for that LoL Some dayz there just arent enough pills in the world. Tis like walkin in wet concrete in the dark....... There...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Jun 3, 2007

    So I go into Wal*Mart.

    .. Lovely place that it is.. my........... S.O. tells me I live in the Boondox... Far from Civilization, and I say it isn't so, but our Wal*Mart is one of the small ones... no produce section... the closest thing you get to produce is a Jar of Olives... Anyway, I.. as usual...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    Death is nothing I fear I have loved I am a

    father I have been over the globe and many adventures Death for me is a natural step into the void into the unknowns and onto the next adventure
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 24, 2015

    Maybe not as acute as this experience is titled.

    But I have on been known to knock on deaths door. I can go into detail, but why. How would you learn? And I know many of you have too. I was a soldier in my past. Very good at my job. Kill or be killed was the rule. Sooo guess what? As George S. Patton said, " let that...
    IGWMH IGWMH
    56-60, M
    Mar 23

    I hope that when we die,

    we come back as another person, to live again, But if you think about it, when someone dies, a new baby is born.. So maybe it's that same person... Just reborn?..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 15, 2015

    Hey we all know how we're gonna die baby.

    .. We're gonna crash and burn.
    RebWolf RebWolf
    31-35, M
    Jan 14

    Im not afraid to die

    but the only ways I don't wanna die from is drowning, the world ending, and being eaten by zombies. I wouldn't wanna be put under water again, I hate that feeling. And I'm scared of the world ending, and I am not scared of zombies but I just don't wanna die knowing that I'm in...
    Himidio Himidio
    13-15, F
    Jan 6

    I embrace death as a part of life,

    death alone is not a frightening thought, however the thought of leaving those behind that you loved in life is a heart aching thought. But what is the point of such a short life only to be lead by an eternal existence in a supernatural plain of existence? Or is death followed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 11, 2015
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