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I Am Not Anorexic Yet But I Really Want To Be

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 115 People

    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Last night, I dreamt I was in someone else's

    body and I was thin. It warmed my heart. <3
    EmilyTheWise EmilyTheWise 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I want to lose 80 pounds in 2 months.

    Let's see if I can do this
    beccers1522 beccers1522 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I've been fasting a lot

    and when I don't I still restrict food and I don't know what to do with myself I just want to lose weight
    Kaylaana Kaylaana 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Ana-Buddy

    I'm not anorexic but I love the feel of my bones sticking out. I uses to be the skinny one now I'm just fat and ugly. I want to weigh 100lbs or less I just need someone I can message when I'm tempted to eat an just generally help me lose the weight. Message me xxx
    sazsmith sazsmith 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    I don't want to eat anymore,

    I want to hate food and I hate myself. Any tips to lose weight, pro Ana and what not? I want to be skinny I hate myself I want to die
    allyc3t allyc3t 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 19

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    you want to be thin,

    but not anorexic. anorexic people have mental illness, no matter how thin they are they will always think that they are fat. thus no happiness and satisfaction for their body image. thats depressing
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Okay so here's the deal.

    I don't want a buddy really... More like a coach or mentor or instructor. I'm not asking for someone to give me a disease, considering I already fast and purge and all of that horrible stuff. I just need someone to guide me and tell me what to do and be strict with me. I NEED to...
    inneedofana inneedofana 13-15, F Jul 29

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    Tips On Anorexia

    I hate myself. The last time I weighed myself I was like 8stone. I don't know what that is in lbs but it's like over 130lbs. I hate my body an I feel like I'm the attest person I know. Can anyone give me any tips on how to be anorexic please? X
    sazsmith sazsmith 13-15, F Nov 20, 2013

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    :/

    I wanna be super thin, not just skinny but like I wanna have anorexia, just because, I love the feeling of my bones showing, it makes me feel skinny, I'm trying to achieve that now but I feel fat, I'm 14 and I'm very active, I have lots of muscle and right now when I flex I have...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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    Well this might not be the right topic

    for me because I was anorexic and bulimic for years. But I remember when I first started out I wanted to be anorexic. Like it was some prize. But then I found out it wasn't. I don't regret it at all. In fact I miss it! I'm recovered now. Almost two years. I still struggle. But I...
    JenMarie97 JenMarie97 16-17, F Dec 22, 2013

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    I'm really sorry but it's true.

    . I want to be anorexic.. Yeah i know the risk of it, i've watched documentaries, movies and even have friends who are... Idk but i just wanna be anorexic.. I think its better than being 200lbs and getting called 'pig' or 'dumbo' My own opinion people, if ur gonna say how stupid...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    I Want To Be Skinny.

    This is not a story, it is simply a statement. I want to be skinnier. I just have no motivation, I am just always tired all the time. blah.
    Starlightxox Starlightxox 16-17, F Aug 10, 2013

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    I look at myself and feel sick,

    i want to kill myself but i think of my familly, i need to be thin!!!! I feel like a obese disgrace to the world!
    wannarexicSher1 wannarexicSher1 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I didn't eat for a few days

    because I'm too poor to afford groceries, so I lost four pounds. I was so happy. But then, I had a can of soup and gained it all back. I felt awful...I'm 170 pounds and with my illness I'm not supposed to be this heavy...I'm disgusted...
    EmilyTheWise EmilyTheWise 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    An eating disorder should not be something you

    want. When I had anorexia, I did things that brought me closer to dying every day for two years. Recovery made me appreciate my life and you all should flaunt your individuality too.
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 18-21, F Jun 12

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    All the girls in my school have thigh gaps

    and perfect bodies and i weigh 125 i have pudge everywhere and i couldnt fit into my semi dress so i didnt go 😭😭 i want to be thin but u need help
    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    I miss it when I used to be.

    .. I still skip meals, but not at all like I used to. I think about going back to doing it everyday. Lately I have been thinking more than ever... And in the past week I have averaged like a meal or less... I really want to go back to skipping days worth of food, I felt better...
    Chiisai425 Chiisai425 13-15, F Mar 3

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    Related Experiences

    I haven't meet yet but soon I will!:-)
    Gettingout72 Gettingout72 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Okay so this might be long, apologies in advanced ... I've been with my boyfriend for about a year now, officially. We've been in each other's lives for longer. My problem is, I...
    jlflyers jlflyers 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 28

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    Life is too strange, ironic, and unfair. Life is strange because everything has a deeper meaning that we can't see, but it's always around us in every step we take. Life is ironic...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I know being famous is a dream shared by BILLIONS of people and only the rare 20 people make it out of all the billions (and they are usually the ones witht he rich backgrounds...
    YoursTrulyOkay YoursTrulyOkay 13-15, F Aug 19

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    Srsly I want one!!! Not now cuz but in the near future lol. I really want a toy poodle, like Bubzbeauty's dog Domo. He looks like a teddy bear, and he is soooo cute! Converted me...
    Seiraxoxo Seiraxoxo 18-21, F Aug 26

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    Yeah. I really want someone to think I'm pretty and to cuddle and to laugh with and not be awkward with. Just click with them and be happy. To spend my lonely hours, not alone and...
    InMybubble InMybubble 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I need to do this. I want to get out of the rut, live a little dangerously and not slip in to this zombified way of life and culture where everybody only cares about bills and work...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M Aug 25

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    It's starting to take over my head. I see women kiss each other and I can't help but think it's the most beautiful thing ever. I see women look at each other with feelings so deep...
    Unexplainedbeauty Unexplainedbeauty 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am like 127lbs, used to be a lot heavier but i can't seem to lose weight and keep it off since i've had an eating disorder- i've put on weight with bulimia and it really...
    itscolexo itscolexo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I want a baby really bad before l get too old
    donnaxc86 donnaxc86 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 29

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    I'm 25 single and want to have a baby Sounds simple enough... Except every one in my life (especially my mom) doesn't want me to...they keep trying to talk me out of it like I'm a...
    Steph9598 Steph9598 22-25, F 26 Responses Sep 4

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    I know that I'm young (going to be 19 in 3 months) but I am really good with kids and I understand how hard it is to raise one but I do have love and support I just need to find...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really do! It would be cool to find people with similar things as me :)
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 21

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    My boyfriend of four years just left for boot camp two days ago. We have the perfect relationship and I couldn't be happier. I don't really know anything about the navy so I'm lost...
    taylorsmith4012 taylorsmith4012 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Really think the swing is one of the purest, simplest, most meditative things ever invented. Even when you're pushing a loved one. Maybe their availability should be expanded...
    Micfly Micfly 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    someone who really , truly care ////
    loveholic loveholic 26-30, F Aug 29

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    I really wish I had a boyfriend, not that I need one i just want one to be able to love him and cuddle with him. I know y'all are probably gonna say "focus on school instead okay...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    all i want is to get married be an amazing husband have a big beautiful family and be an awesome dad =) if this sounds like something you would be in to or up for and want to get...
    o3118152 o3118152 26-30, M Sep 1

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    If y'all really wanna get healthy and happy message me about Plexus!!!
    LittleTarheel14 LittleTarheel14 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm seeing a guy in London next week when I'm there. I really like him and I hope he likes me too somehow. The question is if I'll run away with him or something?
    halfpace halfpace 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I started this site seeking advice & verbal help. Then upon my return I have gotten a lot of horny goats coming my way. I am glad I stayed with this site for so long now. Now the...
    ConfusedInChooses ConfusedInChooses 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can help you gain weight if you want i am a realy good feeder(;
    babe0220 babe0220 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I've always just wanted to talk to another woman about these sexual feelings I have , inbox me .
    quietk quietk 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I would love to ride my bike with a group of friends with more bikes and 4x4's to start from Ghana ( west Africa ) all the way to Rome where I live by the sea. Cross the Deseret...
    christiansarfati christiansarfati 36-40, M Aug 25

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    I can't wait until I turn 18. I can go anywhere, whenever I want. I want to travel around. I want to go to Alaska, England, Germany, USA. I'll get my own apartment somewhere, take...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    If your 14-16 and want a girlfriend and maybe (a bonus if you like in NY) that would be AWESOME! so girls message me! Im 15 shy kinda pretty. Nice i looveeeee making food. I...
    PierceTheGreen PierceTheGreen 13-15, F Aug 26

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    I want a guy who won't cheat or lie a guy who if asked who his girlfriend is will point to me and say that's her if your interested message me or respond
    jaquelynlupi123 jaquelynlupi123 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I would love to witness this any sooner. A baby and a man I love most. Waking up early because of them wont cost me anything but happiness :)
    candy8ar candy8ar 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 29

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    Who wants me people ????? ))))
    Tistana Tistana 22-25, M Aug 31

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    What do i want? Well... A steady job with a good income (studying mechanical engineering) A motorbike, well 3 ideally, track bike, road bike and dirt bike A loving wife And enjoy...
    James5946 James5946 18-21, M Sep 9