Post
Pro-ana, ana buddy systems & similar topics, are not permitted here. Our community provides support for those struggling with an eating disorder, never to advocate for them. If you need to talk to someone, please call the ED Hotline free for live help: 1-800-931-2237, or you can email. More resources are available here. Please report any inappropriate content.

I Am Not Anorexic Yet But I Really Want To Be

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 113 People

    I look at myself and feel sick,

    i want to kill myself but i think of my familly, i need to be thin!!!! I feel like a obese disgrace to the world!
    wannarexicSher1 wannarexicSher1 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I miss it when I used to be.

    .. I still skip meals, but not at all like I used to. I think about going back to doing it everyday. Lately I have been thinking more than ever... And in the past week I have averaged like a meal or less... I really want to go back to skipping days worth of food, I felt better...
    Chiisai425 Chiisai425 13-15, F Mar 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    An eating disorder should not be something you

    want. When I had anorexia, I did things that brought me closer to dying every day for two years. Recovery made me appreciate my life and you all should flaunt your individuality too.
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 18-21, F Jun 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Well this might not be the right topic

    for me because I was anorexic and bulimic for years. But I remember when I first started out I wanted to be anorexic. Like it was some prize. But then I found out it wasn't. I don't regret it at all. In fact I miss it! I'm recovered now. Almost two years. I still struggle. But I...
    JenMarie97 JenMarie97 16-17, F Dec 22, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm really sorry but it's true.

    . I want to be anorexic.. Yeah i know the risk of it, i've watched documentaries, movies and even have friends who are... Idk but i just wanna be anorexic.. I think its better than being 200lbs and getting called 'pig' or 'dumbo' My own opinion people, if ur gonna say how stupid...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I didn't eat for a few days

    because I'm too poor to afford groceries, so I lost four pounds. I was so happy. But then, I had a can of soup and gained it all back. I felt awful...I'm 170 pounds and with my illness I'm not supposed to be this heavy...I'm disgusted...
    EmilyTheWise EmilyTheWise 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    :/

    I wanna be super thin, not just skinny but like I wanna have anorexia, just because, I love the feeling of my bones showing, it makes me feel skinny, I'm trying to achieve that now but I feel fat, I'm 14 and I'm very active, I have lots of muscle and right now when I flex I have...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    All the girls in my school have thigh gaps

    and perfect bodies and i weigh 125 i have pudge everywhere and i couldnt fit into my semi dress so i didnt go 😭😭 i want to be thin but u need help
    thinspiration1031 thinspiration1031 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Ana-Buddy

    I'm not anorexic but I love the feel of my bones sticking out. I uses to be the skinny one now I'm just fat and ugly. I want to weigh 100lbs or less I just need someone I can message when I'm tempted to eat an just generally help me lose the weight. Message me xxx
    sazsmith sazsmith 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't want to eat anymore,

    I want to hate food and I hate myself. Any tips to lose weight, pro Ana and what not? I want to be skinny I hate myself I want to die
    allyc3t allyc3t 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Want To Be Skinny.

    This is not a story, it is simply a statement. I want to be skinnier. I just have no motivation, I am just always tired all the time. blah.
    Starlightxox Starlightxox 16-17, F Aug 10, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've been fasting a lot

    and when I don't I still restrict food and I don't know what to do with myself I just want to lose weight
    Kaylaana Kaylaana 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Okay so here's the deal.

    I don't want a buddy really... More like a coach or mentor or instructor. I'm not asking for someone to give me a disease, considering I already fast and purge and all of that horrible stuff. I just need someone to guide me and tell me what to do and be strict with me. I NEED to...
    inneedofana inneedofana 13-15, F Jul 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Tips On Anorexia

    I hate myself. The last time I weighed myself I was like 8stone. I don't know what that is in lbs but it's like over 130lbs. I hate my body an I feel like I'm the attest person I know. Can anyone give me any tips on how to be anorexic please? X
    sazsmith sazsmith 13-15, F Nov 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Last night, I dreamt I was in someone else's

    body and I was thin. It warmed my heart. <3
    EmilyTheWise EmilyTheWise 18-21, F Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    you want to be thin,

    but not anorexic. anorexic people have mental illness, no matter how thin they are they will always think that they are fat. thus no happiness and satisfaction for their body image. thats depressing
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I want to lose 80 pounds in 2 months.

    Let's see if I can do this
    beccers1522 beccers1522 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I really, really want one but my husband said we can't take care of one right now and I know he's right so I have to wait to have a baby.
    SilverXJzargo SilverXJzargo 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really want a baby no joke if anyone interested to have a baby with message me and we will talk I live in the uk x
    anthonytp1993 anthonytp1993 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know being famous is a dream shared by BILLIONS of people and only the rare 20 people make it out of all the billions (and they are usually the ones witht he rich backgrounds...
    YoursTrulyOkay YoursTrulyOkay 13-15, F Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Srsly I want one!!! Not now cuz but in the near future lol. I really want a toy poodle, like Bubzbeauty's dog Domo. He looks like a teddy bear, and he is soooo cute! Converted me...
    Seiraxoxo Seiraxoxo 18-21, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love kids have 54 first cousins and 23 second cousins I'm always surrounded by kids and I want one for myself, but I want a special someone to share it with a loving husband that...
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My cousin announced him and his girlfriend of a few months are having a baby I feel so bad because I wish it was a joke that it is not true I am heart broken I love my cousin. And...
    leaf90McC leaf90McC 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I need to do this. I want to get out of the rut, live a little dangerously and not slip in to this zombified way of life and culture where everybody only cares about bills and work...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A chance to live and work in Japan for a year as a teacher of English language and literature. Unbelievable, right? It's a million times better than anything my s***y country...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 22-25, M Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been trying to have children for years now and no luck. Not even false pregnancies, miscarriages, or any signs of being fertile. It really really gets to me sometimes and...
    Caramelly Caramelly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    all my life i have wanted to raise a child the way they should be, loving them unconditionally and cradling them when they are sick i want to be there for them as they will be...
    lonelydancergirl lonelydancergirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If I had known what I was doing ,would I have done it anyways? probably not. I just want to go back to when I didn't know. I seemed at least some what happy. I am some what better...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am like 127lbs, used to be a lot heavier but i can't seem to lose weight and keep it off since i've had an eating disorder- i've put on weight with bulimia and it really...
    itscolexo itscolexo 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've never really had the feeling of being wanted by anyone. Just used, I always feel unwanted everywhere I go
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's just what it is. I want to be loved by someone who cares. I'm not asking much, just for someone who really cares about me to love me.
    FoxyRose FoxyRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My dad won't let me get a dog. ;__; pls give me some suggestions on how to get one with him letting me keep it- my mum and bro want one too, but he's the 'boss' of the house I...
    Docdaughter1 Docdaughter1 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have many things to talk about if you want to vent or talk pm me :)
    Daddylicksyou Daddylicksyou 61-65, M Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to forget but I can't I wake up crying because I always dream about I want to forget there faces and live my life but I can't I feel like they took my life and now I can't...
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    At school I feel like no one wants me.. But on here I kinda feel more wanted haha:/
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to tell everyone about someone special to me I have recently met/found. He has been so good to me. He means to much to me. This is the man I want to breed me. I can't wait...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want everyone to know that Cotygal123 was my girlfriend. And I miss her and I want her back! I still love her and have feelings for her! Can anyone message her for me to get her...
    jameseddy jameseddy 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hey if theres a werewolf near Battle Mountain Nevada plz contact me i want to bcome one 1-775-455-1065
    RickyG15 RickyG15 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes let's play add me if you want to chat
    Daddylicksyou Daddylicksyou 61-65, M Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Please help me! Im 16 and I will be 17 soon, in march i found out I was pregnant. I was OVER THE MOON!!!!!!!! But unfortunatly I had a miscarriage :( I was devestated and so was my...
    iwannababysobad iwannababysobad 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I write this while tears come out of my eyes as just don't know. I don't know what is happening in my life and for sure don't know how long i will stay this way. I am sad for have...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My boyfriend leaves for Bootcamp today... I want to go to his graduation but his parents hate me and I don't know why I just want to be there for him support him and see him I don...
    jibrown02076 jibrown02076 16-17, F Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Someday someone will marry me and and love me with all of him. Give me a baby and a ring. Someday I will be happy he will listen to my problems and needs. I will love him and be...
    laverso laverso 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can help you gain weight if you want i am a realy good feeder(;
    babe0220 babe0220 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really do! It would be cool to find people with similar things as me :)
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've always just wanted to talk to another woman about these sexual feelings I have , inbox me .
    quietk quietk 18-21, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel