I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 72 People

    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect
    22-25, F
    Nov 5, 2011

    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 28, 2007

    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31
    13-15
    Aug 11, 2011

    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 27, 2011

    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 28, 2008

    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 27, 2008

    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 24, 2008

    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    May 27, 2008

    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy
    31-35, F
    May 27, 2008

    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled
    18-21, F
    Sep 16, 2010

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    Lovemyobesehubby Lovemyobesehubby
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    Flablover Flablover
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    deleted deleted
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    erica9091 erica9091
    26-30, F
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