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I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect 22-25, F Nov 5, 2011

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    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2007

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    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31 13-15 Aug 11, 2011

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    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F May 27, 2008

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    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 16, 2010

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    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy 31-35, F May 27, 2008

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    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24, 2008

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    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld 18-21, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2008

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    My friends may not be purposely gaining, but none of them can claimthey havent gotten a bit fatter. My boyfriend/feeder and i have the same group of friends. Eric,JAson, kelly...
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    oscaragliano oscaragliano 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    I like my fat know but am I fat
    Dain2806 Dain2806 13-15, F 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    When your fat and in high school... People don't tend to notice your struggle to lose weight, they don't see of you've lost weight. They still just see a fat person and that's all...
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    mattman68 mattman68 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    My belly was hanging out today a lot... All I did today was eat lots of fattening foods and go on Pinterest to find weight gain shake recipes. Mmm. I love weekends. My jeans...
    fatfatterandfattest fatfatterandfattest 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Secretconfessions7 Secretconfessions7 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Secretconfessions7 Secretconfessions7 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Women who love to eat and don't care how fat they get are the ultimate hedonists. They don't want to restrain themselves, or perhaps they simply cannot control their urges any more...
    publius503 publius503 41-45, M 13 hrs ago

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    my physical being is such a big issue to me.. I feel so guilty whenever I eat. Like no i should be starving myself and not eat to gain more weight. I wanna vomit the food i eat, i...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My biological father said he was going to send me a check in the mail for my birthday and said that it would be there before my actual birthday. Guess what? My birthday is...
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    Guys it's happening very soon! I've been noticing a lot of my cute slim female teachers are starting to get fat. My tutor weighed probably 120 pounds last year and now she looks...
    Stormysam Stormysam 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    The memories of my childhood are so special to me. Thanks to my father, he chose me to be his daughter. He could of had a son. He could of picked a girl with blonde hair...but he...
    Eyedontgiveahoot Eyedontgiveahoot 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Ever since I was just 6 years old, I've been concerned about how fat I looked. Even still, i feel like I'm fat. I think it all started one time when i was with my cousin. she and...
    sunnypuppy14 sunnypuppy14 13-15, F Sep 28

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    I really try to not ber over emotional and try to see things from the big picture. My finace and me have been together for almost 4 1/2 years, and living together for aprox. three...
    HeatherM1988 HeatherM1988 26-30, F Sep 29

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    After that painful heartbreak, my life has gone on the right track. I am feeling much positive and happier because I have finally let him out of my life. And I don't feel so lonely...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F Oct 14

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    He is my teacher and I don't think he knows I look up to him in this way, but some other teachers know and the counselor. I do have a biological father living- but he left when I...
    LittleBlackSubmarine LittleBlackSubmarine 16-17, M Sep 28

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    Jules725 Jules725 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    One Pound of Fat Hello! Do you know me? If you don't, you should. I am ONE POUND OF FAT, and I am the happiest pound of FAT that you would ever want to meet! Want to know why? It's...
    ed54 ed54 51-55, M 21 hrs ago

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    GrandGizzard GrandGizzard 18-21, M Sep 27

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    You know what's awkward? Being 316 pounds when you live in a house with an anorexic/bulimic. I don't know how things could be more awkward actually. He's only a year older and the...
    JustinAlixander JustinAlixander 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 11

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    "Beggin For Thread" "Banks" So I got edges that scratch And sometimes I don't got a filter But I'm so tired of eating All of my misspoken words I know my disposition...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I have been emotionally abused by my older sister and I think she's like this because of my father. My father emotionally abuses me too. It's so difficult. My younger sister was...
    KaiWong KaiWong 18-21, M Sep 27

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    So I've finally decided to sit down and express my feelings regarding the man whose ***** fertilized my mother's egg to create me. Yay, meiosis! 1. He left my mother When I was 6...
    SlothQueen SlothQueen 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 2

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    Although I can't deny fat is unhealthy, I'd love people to be themselves without being judged for being fat. I wish I could get a fat girlfriend, or become fat myself, but society...
    ifrive1974 ifrive1974 13-15, M Oct 11

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    missmorgan3400 missmorgan3400 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    frankred frankred 46-50 Oct 9

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