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I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 73 People

    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F May 27, 2008

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    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 16, 2010

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    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24, 2008

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    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy 31-35, F May 27, 2008

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    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect 22-25, F Nov 5, 2011

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    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2007

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    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld 18-21, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31 13-15 Aug 11, 2011

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    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    I would love to talk to some people in the UK (West Midlands)who can help me, and I can help them, get fatter. We could chat about our bellies, and maybe share some pics?
    Fluffy21 Fluffy21 13-15, M 44 mins ago

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    I'm tired of feeling like a failure because my son is depressed and sometimes suicidal. He is starting a vocational education program in the fall and I think this is a tremendous...
    markiemarc1969 markiemarc1969 46-50, M 7 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I don't think I'm really overweight but I really have a big belly... I like to drink so I'll live with it I guess... Any belly lover ladies? ;)
    rlxdscrt rlxdscrt 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    (Part 4) -3 months later- On the first month I had a buffet twice every two weeks, a stuffing dinner every three days, and a shopping trip once a month, measurements at the end...
    amanda369 amanda369 18-21, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    (Picture) my mom is taking me to a weight loss clinic soon, she wants me to get skinny....so until the diet start I'll most likely eat fattening foods. In this picture I look like...
    purplepumpkin17 purplepumpkin17 16-17, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am a feeder and i would love to fatten up a female:) weightgain is the cutest thing ever
    rvcman rvcman 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    Nearly of 76 kg ! 77 kg is obese so i can't wait for that >: 3 M&M'S are so fattening , night stuffing is The key to become a fatass like me x//3 <3 Can't wait to become even...
    Engdestroyer Engdestroyer 13-15, M 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Hey guys im really confused im back from my first year of college and my dad has not given me one word of congratulations or any kind of passionate return .he never was the type he...
    werass werass 18-21, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    my father is the reason for a lot of the things I do.since I was little my father told me I would be a ******** when I grew up.when I was little I didn't know what a ******** was...
    tytm tytm 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Part 3 (Two weeks later) I think I should join my sports again.. My stomach is pudgier and I don't even know how much I weigh! I think joining them will be good for me.. But...
    amanda369 amanda369 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    A little two year old boy wakes his father in the middle of the night saying "Papa, papa, it's hot..!" while frothing at the mouth... His father, thinking nothing much of it, gives...
    sweet7sephora sweet7sephora 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Part 2 (One week later) "Hey mom!" I walked into her bedroom wearing some shorts and a shirt that I wore a week ago "Do you think I've gained weight? I mean this used to fit...
    amanda369 amanda369 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I blurted out everything I had in my head since very long in front of my father. I was so frustrated that I couldn't control myself. I was listening the same thing from the...
    Moni90 Moni90 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I hate my body because my mom never told me how to love it. I'm not fat at all and am perfectly healthy. I like junk food but never eat too much of it. It's like my mom wants me to...
    SommieMusso SommieMusso 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I have always been a little heavy. I started out just as a big kid, but by my early teens I had started to become a little fat. I was active- did martial arts, played soccer, but...
    Reidsmokey Reidsmokey 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have wanted to get fat for quite a while but can't decide because I want to be in shape and look fit in a bikini but at the same time wonder what it would be to be bulging out of...
    Fatgirl05 Fatgirl05 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Part 1 I looked in the mirror to ensure that I was ready, combing back medium length brown hair, gazing into my own deep blue eyes as I did so. I was starting my last year of...
    lordoflols lordoflols 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    Similarly to many stories on this thread, my father is in and out of my life. I'm 26, an only child, in a long term relationship with someone great... And I'm still such a mess...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 29

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    My Sunshine has the best father figure on Earth. B came into his life when Sunshine was 2. Sunshine is almost 5 now. B is there for Sunshine is every way. B rides his bike...
    enchantress4ever2 enchantress4ever2 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    My father is amazing and my boyfriend is amazing father two men I love so much
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 27

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    I don't think I'm skinny I think I'm fat. My friend told me about my other friend cuts herself because I'm so skinny. And she was like don't take this the wrong way but... It gets...
    unknowngirl10 unknowngirl10 13-15, F Jun 26

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    i love being told how much of a remarkably fat, heavy lardass ive become. how i've fattened myself up, so incredibly morbidly obese that none of my clothes fit over my big bloated...
    MilkMassacre MilkMassacre 16-17, T 1 Response Jun 25

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    Since I was probably 6 years old I've been obsessed with fat. When I was probably 10 years old my father told me that I was getting fat and that I needed to loose weight, which was...
    Bellylover1999 Bellylover1999 13-15, M Jun 23

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    ..eventhough he not just once told me that I was so hard headed and stubborn, that he regret having me and he should have killed me when I was a baby, I still miss him and wishing...
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F Jun 23

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    My father is the best father in the world for me and I adore him infinitely and forever. He is an astoundingly nice person and very clever. He has sacrificed many things to keep me...
    Sherlyy Sherlyy 16-17, T 1 Response Jun 21

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    Happy Father's Day to everyone who is a father. Sorry if you did not get to see or hear from your child today for what ever reason...... Just remember that it takes 2 people to...
    Squirrelstales Squirrelstales 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    With today being Father's Day I always think about what if my ex never had the abortion and I'd be a father today. I always wonder what kind of kid he/she would have ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Its Fathers day here in America and the roads and stores here are fairly quiet. Just like Mothers day, everyone is out celebrating Fathers day with their father, grandfather or...
    spackle spackle 41-45 Jun 21

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    Losing a child is a completely unique experience, which is so abstract that most can’t comprehend the gravity of it. To those without children, it may be even harder to grasp...
    Kman4You Kman4You 36-40, M 9 Responses Jun 21

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    I have an awesome father. Even with me living states away and married I'll always be daddy's little girl and he does so much for me. My half sister on the other hand, the one who...
    SunnyRaye SunnyRaye 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I think fathers day is a joke...m divorced 2 kids...father only get **** in this Blessed country..you re nothing but an Atm macgine to the kids..**** fathers day
    kimoboston kimoboston 36-40, M Jun 21

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