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I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 71 People

    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24, 2008

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    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2008

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    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy 31-35, F May 27, 2008

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    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 16, 2010

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    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2007

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    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld 18-21, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31 13-15 Aug 11, 2011

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    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F May 27, 2008

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    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect 22-25, F Nov 5, 2011

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