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I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 74 People

    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect 22-25, F Nov 5, 2011

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    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24, 2008

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    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld 18-21, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F May 27, 2008

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    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 16, 2010

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    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2008

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    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy 31-35, F May 27, 2008

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    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2007

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    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31 13-15 Aug 11, 2011

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    This is what I did all summer! Got fat and played video games!
    darthchubby darthchubby 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    I don't think it's just TV either. I think the growth of technology is dumbing us down. when I was a kid we made our games up, we used our imagination, something I feel is greatly...
    BigDean1471 BigDean1471 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I think that I over think things too much. I've tried to meet women and I'm very open from the very beginning and start enjoying chats but on 9 out of every 10 times the women are...
    BigDean1471 BigDean1471 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I aaaaaaaalways think toooooo much!! 😖😑 I think if the tiniest detail especially when I'm with my close friends I always think about what I said and how I reacted , what...
    tachibana12 tachibana12 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Every time I look at a picture of a fat belly it makes me happy😀 Ps any gainers 13-15 please message me
    Andrew2617 Andrew2617 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    ...my husband says i think negatively, according to what i tell him. i don't want to be. i find sometimes my stories are tainted with negativism. i don't want to be like this...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    These lyrics are words to live by. The Living Years Mike and the Machanics Every generation Blames the one before And all of their frustrations Come beating on your door I...
    Serenitree1 Serenitree1 70+, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    More Grandmother's Childhood This is a sequel to the first story I told about my grandmother's childhood. Here, I thought I would tell some stories about specific incidents where...
    julietx julietx 36-40, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    January 22, 2009 was one of the worst days of my life. I was 16 years old and my mother was in the hospital. me and my sisters were sitting around talking and watching tv. One of...
    loco8912 loco8912 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    stop trying to pretend big is beautiful.. this is what happens when people can't lose weight.. they try to turn it around and make being fat a cool new trend. What happened to the...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    To me, nobody is 'fat' everyone is beautiful in their own way. There is no such thing as a 'fat' person, I don't care wat society thinks
    emmacannon16 emmacannon16 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    im 14 and cant tell if i like being fat or not i weigh 120 pounds and am 4 feet and 7 inches so that adds to my plump look. Also how icant tell is when im with friends im self...
    penguinluv penguinluv 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    im 14 and cant tell if i like being fat or not i weigh 120 pounds and am 4 feet and 7 inches so that adds to my plump look. Also how icant tell is when im with friends im self...
    penguinluv penguinluv 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    im 14 and cant tell if i like being fat or not i weigh 120 pounds and am 4 feet and 7 inches so that adds to my plump look. Also how icant tell is when im with friends im self...
    penguinluv penguinluv 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    My Grandmother's Childhood. Corporal punishment has become so controversial. In fact, it is almost to the point of being taboo. I am always hearing about studies that show that...
    julietx julietx 36-40, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    My stepfather is abusive. I can still contact my biological dad but he's abusive too. However, my stepdad is more abusive and makes me feel worse than my biological dad ever has...
    igetweirddreams igetweirddreams 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I think I'll go eat worms! Big fat juicy ones, Eensie weensy squeensy ones, See how they wiggle and squirm! Down goes the first one, down goes...
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    In the past, I've been very vocal against attitudes and general rules, which would, if taken to their natural conclusion, make life as a fat appreciator virtually impossible. In a...
    Hymnguy Hymnguy 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    I'm coming fresh off a serious gorging at my aunt and uncle's house warming. They just moved into a new place because they're expecting a kid. Tonight was the party, and my fat...
    KellyRanger KellyRanger 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    It all started quite early, I don't remember when. He wanted to "teach" me how to do stuff, like chopping wood, splitting it into manageable chunks and the like. I thought he was...
    FluttersJay FluttersJay 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    Hi, this is Danny and today is Jan. 31, 2016. I think this is my 7th post on ep. Sorry everybody, I mean to post more often but I'm busy with school and my job and my girlfriend...
    Dannyisgettingfat1999 Dannyisgettingfat1999 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love fat people as much as anybody else but it's becoming a problem. Here's my theory. If more people believed the earth is flat their bellies would be flat. But with all the...
    Ihategod69 Ihategod69 18-21, T 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My family and friends really wouldn't like if I got fat, nor would they like if I had a fat girlfriend, so I think I'll wait until college.
    FutureFat FutureFat 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Taqiyya TaqiyyaTaqiyya is a concept and a reality that non-Muslims must bear in mind when reading or listening to the words of Muslims. Taqiyya (also spelled taqiya or taqiyyah...
    EugenielaBorgia EugenielaBorgia 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm 26 yrs and 5'8 most people think that's tall for a woman but I'm a woman who's been overweight her whole life. I grew up tomboyish I had no female role model to look up to so...
    Freakydreams89 Freakydreams89 26-30, F Jan 28

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    I guess I'm sort of attracted to skinny girls, but a good-looking fat girl always turns me on. I love seeing all their fat and how it folds and jiggles and makes them waddle and...
    FutureFat FutureFat 16-17, M Jan 28

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    I guess I'm sort of attracted to skinny girls, but a good-looking fat girl always turns me on. I love seeing all their fat and how it folds and jiggles and makes them waddle and...
    FutureFat FutureFat 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I've had this on my profile for awhile ... But I guess I need to post something on here again... Lol. I AM A FAT GIRL!! I was talking to a man on here the other night and I told...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 12 Responses Jan 27

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    I don't know why many Indians from India call Guyanese Indians whom originate from India "Untouchables". There was one Indian family who stole my parents keys and drugged my family...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 26

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    I am fat. Very fat. I love being fat. I wish I didn't, but I do. I adore fat women or women who are gaining. If they are gaining on purpose that sends me into orbit. I am not a...
    Fatasy Fatasy 61-65, M 1 Response Jan 25

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