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I Am Not As Fat As I Think I Am

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    Sometimes I Just Can't Stand Myself

    Some days I look in the mirror and think I am beautiful... but most days I look and feel so ugly I want to cry. When I think of how I look all I can see are my flaws. My lack of abs. My muscular legs. My fat arms. My lack of a defined chin. my nose ... I could go on and on. But...
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 16, 2010

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    I Have Always Thought I Was Fat..

    Growing up i was as skinny as a twig but i still thought i was fat, now i have gained weght and at times i still do think im fat but i know i am not...its just planted in my head that i think i am...
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect 22-25, F Nov 5, 2011

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    I Make Myself Look Worse

    i always buy clothes that are way too big and bulky for me and make me look bigger than i am and frumpy.  the problem is that when i have clothes that other people say fit me well, i feel really self-conscious and just want to disappear. =
    ippagoggy ippagoggy 31-35, F May 27, 2008

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    Sounds Difficult..

    if you know that you aren't so fat as you think, you know it and so you'd have to not think of this anymore. But anyway.. I have the same feeling. I hate this little bit of fat I got on my belly. but maybe my thighs would look even fatter if I had a stomach like kate moss.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 28, 2007

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    It's An Odd Situation.

    Some days i look at myself in the mirror and all i see is flab rolling over wasitbands, but other days i think that maybe im not that bad.  I know i'm not fat, but i still feel it, and that still effects my self esteem, or rather i'm not as thin as i want to be and therefore...
    denialsworld denialsworld 18-21, F 2 Responses May 28, 2008

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    BDD

    So, what is the point in posting that I am fat in a thread about being not as fat as I think I am and therefore admitting that.  I don't think that I am not as fat as I think I am, that is the people and doctors around me.  I have recovered from an eating disorder which...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24, 2008

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    Not What I See In The Mirror.

    I'm very tall for my age. That has never changed. And because of the I naturally have a higher weight. I am currently (according to the last time I was weighed) 140 pounds exactly. I am not fat (according to everyone I talk to) My ribs are easily seen and i suck in my gut. I dont...
    MaroonNightfury31 MaroonNightfury31 13-15 Aug 11, 2011

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    I Am Overweight

    I've gained quite a bit of weight over the past couple of years.  Most of it was in a one year period while I was taking anti-depressants and hormones.  I ballooned up pretty fast.  However, my weight has stayed pretty stable for the past year.  I have lost 10...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 27, 2008

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    Tiny Little Flab

    I don't know. I can't say that I think that I'm fat, but I can't say that I am skinny either. I think I'm a little on the chubby side but people tell me that I'm skinnier than some other people. I don't know though. I can wear a bikini without it being embarassing, if thats...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F May 27, 2008

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    Truth Vs. Fiction

    What I feel like I look like:What I actually look like:
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2011

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    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 3 Responses Nov 17

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    FlabPack FlabPack 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    I mentioned my best friend over in one of my other stories (I Want to Gain A Lot of Weight in Fat, that one). And I wanted to talk about him a bit more. I've been friends with him...
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    Lately it's become pc to tell fat people they're beautiful, no matter if it's true or not. I know a very overweight person who likes to dress scantily and take "boudoir" selfies...
    adventurousme adventurousme 51-55, F Nov 7

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    So, while I'm thinking about it, let me tell you a story about my mom and her reaction my weight gain this last year. Now, first of all, you have to understand that I am...
    freshmanfifty freshmanfifty 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    I honestly believe my mother hates me...I've actually always felt it. I remember the first time I really realized it. I was about 4 or 5 yrs old, I was just waking up from some...
    HelenBak HelenBak 46-50, F Nov 9

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    Ok.... "Dad" left my Mother and his four children when I was 6...I was the youngest and therefore the most affected I believe. My entire life has been trhying to get acceptance...
    dustrising dustrising 51-55, F Nov 10

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    I've been inside my head a lot lately. The seasons have changed, it is getting darker earlier and earlier. It is the same thing as last year, and yet it seems so long ago... I feel...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I say I am being fattened but the truth is it starts tomorrow My fat GF says she will fatten my too 300lbs, I'm currently 187 and she has said this before, this time however I...
    Feedmefat53 Feedmefat53 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    Me and my girlrfriend start to live together and she was about 110 pounds but she is eating so much food, for real I've never seen someone eat so much. she really loves to eat. In...
    jaymaly jaymaly 22-25, M Nov 19

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    BeccaB00 BeccaB00 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 9

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    I am 45 years old. My Mom hates me. She doesn't say she hates me but she won't deny it when asked and she looks at me as though she loathes me. My husband has seen the way she...
    StepMom2003 StepMom2003 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I honestly think I'm so fat I cry a lot about it . I am trying to workout and get in shape and I have been trying for like 2 years now . I keep gaining . I started thinking I was...
    relatableALY relatableALY 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I am scared of my father. I'm not quite sure why. Every time I hear his car pull up in the drive way I get very anxious and feel like he's going to tell at me for no reason, but...
    helloimxxxxx helloimxxxxx 16-17, F Nov 17

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    I am a pretty fit guy with a fat GF, I love the feel of her fat body so much that I want one for myself my fantasy is for her to make me fat for her to control me with food and to...
    Feedmefat53 Feedmefat53 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Hi guys... This will be such a long story . But I need help ... or someone just to tell me that they are there for me ... Because I don't know what else to do. So here it goes my...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    An update: Ever since my last post ( EP Link ), I've been making progress. She is now in several clubs that I'm in, and we're even becoming acquainted. Not only does she have the...
    ifrive1974 ifrive1974 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 30

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    I was the one he didn't want. I never physically met my father, there were a few phone calls occasionally but they didn't last long. He kept them short but I was grateful I got...
    Imstillhere122 Imstillhere122 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    on the face i seem really screwed up but once you get to know me i can seem far more normal but in reality i am very unwell. i feel like i should die everyday. i am violent in my...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    GG1man GG1man 18-21, M Nov 3

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    Asslikebasketballs Asslikebasketballs 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    As fat as America is, I don't think it's fat enough! I should move to the south, where practically everyone is fat.
    ifrive1974 ifrive1974 13-15, M Nov 7

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    It's like Bungee Jumping I haven’t cried in so long, I forgot the taste of it, the salty feeling on my cheeks and my lips. I forget the pull of snot in my nose. Sometime I...
    JelliDreams JelliDreams 18-21, F Nov 8

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    in the future, i think everyone will be at least 250lbs or 113.398kg. gyms will be replaced with either fast food joints or gaining centers.there will be no more hunger or war...
    elemental1 elemental1 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    So this pic pretty much sums up and explains my months of gaining . All the continuos stuffings, weight gain shakes/powder , all that food that has gotten me fat . I am happy to...
    WanaGetThicker WanaGetThicker 22-25, F 23 Responses Nov 18

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    stephaniewebs stephaniewebs 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Oh, where to begin... I'm not sure if he has NPD or if he's just very narcissistic, but he's definitely not an easy person to live with. I experienced abuse as a child from my...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 4 days ago

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    My dear father, Ever since you left I've been suppressed by all of these tears My heart still feels bad, part of me died I think of you much more than I should You would still...
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    It is not weird. I love feeling your soft plump bodies and think it is so sexy that girls like to get fat. There is no reason why people shouldn't get fat if it makes them feel...
    coolsean1 coolsean1 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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