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I Am Not Evil

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    I Hope Not

    I want to be a good person but I get so depressed. I ignore people. I hate them. All they see is my OCD, which apparently I hide behind. I want to love but when I do I care to much, and I get anxious for those I love, so instead I hate. But I want to be brave and I don't want to...
    C3C3C3 C3C3C3 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Just Naughty

    I may be a little naughty sometimes or do things that others make think of as bad but I'm really not evil and would be hurt to think anyone though I was. Evil to me is when someone has done something REALLY, REALLY wrong with intention - such a child killers or/and abusers, I do...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Aug 11, 2008

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    But my brain could be.

    People hurt me. My mind plots revenge. Stopping that requires lust. Lack of sex or climax brings pain back. Left city life to stay decent. Found jerks out here. Found poverty on disability. Distanced myself from family. Bought an expensive phone to stay...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    My Metaphor To Me Being Angry Mad, Isn't In The Terms Of Being Evil

    My metaphor to me being Angry Mad, isn't in the Terms of Being Evil.So when you see this, I'm not like the rest of other's who are into Spooks and Demons ... or Drugs and Alcohol ... Hate, Greed, Biases and Prejudice ...I'm really a person for respect and pleasures out of life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Jun 18, 2011

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    Misunderstandings!

    I might cut the heads off flowers, and bite the heads off jelly babies before I eat any more of them, but I am not evil. Yes, I make potions, and I spin webs and spells. I live by the sound of the bell, the book read under the candle, but I am not evil!
    frise93 frise93 22-25, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    I'm Not Hear to Hurt

    Regardless of what you may think of me. I am not evil. I have a soul, my heart, and my love pour out, and whether it's directed at you or not, doesn't mean I don't care. I'm not here to break your heart, I'm not here to push you in the mud. I'm only here to be a friend. Nothing...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    There are certain people

    who will tell me I am evil. They say all of mankind is evil (but I'm getting the idea that this includes everyone but themselves). When they speak of evil, they talk about all of the heinous things only a small number of people in this world have done and pin that evil on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1

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    Enigma

    Sometimes I think that I hate too much to (not) be evil. I just don't know. I always feel misanthropic because of my life experiences and I want the whole world to destroy itself....can I still say that I am not evil?
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    Not So Sure Now..

    People make me feel like i am evil. When you hear something enough times... you begin to believe it a bit. I think .. maybe i might have an evil side.. You may say .."We all have that side" but i am not so sure these days. I have had family look  me dead in the...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 12 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    Just Miss Understood

    I am an intj with social anxiety i just miss social cues i never mean to hurt anyone and i dont always understand why they are upset i like to be neutral i dont want to get involved in office politics
    dawnrise dawnrise 31-35, F Mar 4, 2013

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    Something just occurred to me. I had thought to ask a question, something along the lines of "Do you like to consider yourself evil? If so, why?" Then it occurred to me that anyone...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I am very Evil some people call me the prince of Evil and yes I have seen true evil and I am the demon of Deception and I am glade of it everybody has a fear and everybody has a...
    5thPrinceofDarkness 5thPrinceofDarkness 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    No, it's not about that we all do some bad things in our lives. I think people in general are naturally evil. All those little things we say affect someone, but most people just...
    Balkan1996 Balkan1996 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    But we need both Good and Evil in this world. If one goes, there will be an imbalance. We need balance. Without one, there wouldn't be the other.
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I've had 3 in the past few weeks. I'm usually confronted by him and I start screaming, cussing, and wake up in attack mode.
    Lthayer2011 Lthayer2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    In almost almost all cases I think it is a matter of ones up bringing and point of view. (With the possible exception of Naizs / Hitler.) But otherwise I think most battles are...
    NicoNever NicoNever 22-25, M Sep 4

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    It's the most sadistic, disgusting act I can think of and one no one with a shred of humanity would even consider. Male, female, minor, doesn't matter. They aren't people in my...
    ImNotABadGuy ImNotABadGuy 22-25, M Sep 8

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    I cant buy a pineapple anywhere that still has the top on it. Because the top can be planted to grow more pineapples and they cant have that can they. It's even infiltrated the...
    ThePinkP0werRanger ThePinkP0werRanger 26-30, F Sep 14

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    Whats the point. Seems like no mater where you get in life people make it a mission to beat you down into despair the futures already ****** no point in fighting for other people...
    Noraiconiq Noraiconiq 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    i rather be blocked by a fake person who i love than talk to her cuz shes full of bs and she hates me
    Californialife Californialife 16-17, M Sep 21

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    I'm a clown ready to eat you alive yumm
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE--Segment from last "Eye of the Storm" radio broadcast"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"Huh? How can that be? Is it not an oxymoron...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I cannot understand people who say to me that the bible is the truth and nothing but the truth. Nothing in this world of sin can be 100% truth, humans make a pigs dinner out of...
    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 3

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    Beginning in early July, I had this terrifying thought about what I could truly know. Which brought me to an exploration into my identification with the ego. Eventually, I...
    ratburn ratburn 18-21 21 hrs ago

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    Pray pray pray for peace in the world! (1 John 5:14), (Psalm 34:15), (Psalm 130:2), (1 Peter 3:12), (James 5:16) Crusade Prayer (164) Prayer of Peace for Nations: O Jesus bring...
    Lushiro Lushiro 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    ~Best of Both Worlds~ This world is full of demons, but full of angels to Who either fight, for your soul, or just look after you You may not see them, while they are hiding...
    WaterfallDrops WaterfallDrops 22-25, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I believe in angels and demons, although have never seen or heard them. I think other souls who have lived are with us but also those who have never lived try to guide us to either...
    Didro56 Didro56 56-60, F 13 hrs ago

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    I can se it now . For those who do me wrong . I can hear the PAIN in their cries . And when asked why cause them such pain I'll simply answer with an I didn't They did this to...
    prankqueen prankqueen 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said Sometimes I know I'm better off dead The pain is the only thing I can feel Knowing it's the one thing that's real Behind all the...
    katdaughtry katdaughtry 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Sometimes, I regret having survived. But it helps me fight my own demons at times. I tried to hang myself months ago. I felt dizzy and remained unconscious for about a half hour...
    griffinlynn1 griffinlynn1 13-15, T 2 hrs ago

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    There will always be those questions when still looking for an answer Whether time is really slipping or if it's running faster. I question, "Should there really be this word...
    OdeSlinger OdeSlinger 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    and He's my savior. A lot of Atheists are trying so hard to change my belief. And based on their comments to me they are trying so hard to ruin Jesus Christ and make him looked...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    Okay so I found this on my I pod and I thought I'd share this. It was written 12/31/10 so it's a bit old. Now warning I have no clue what the hell I was smoking (says the...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Sep 18

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    Breaking Benjamin- Evil Angel. Put me to sleep evil angel... Open your wings evil angel... Fly over me evil angel... Why can't I breathe evil angel?
    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 Sep 22

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    First time posting! So happy I've found this haven! My MIL is the epitome of evil and just today she pulled the most evil stunt of our 10 years of dealing with each other. First...
    blopez24 blopez24 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Unfortunately this horrific experience happened to me at hotel du vin Brighton in 2004 and it made me very traumatised and terrorised I One day after I lost my little job in cafe...
    Amirhom Amirhom 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken is a true story about horse diving and living with the handicap of blindness. The Color Of Friendship is a true story about racism in different...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Sep 10

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    TRANSLATION OF HAZRAT MAULANA ABDUS SATTAR DA'MAT BARAKATUHUM'S SPIRITUAL DISCOURSEIN THE NAME OF LOVEAllah has revealed Islam as a complete and perfect religion. Thus accordingly...
    AN1991 AN1991 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    In the song "Changes" by Tupac he says "take the evil out the people and we'll be acting right" But honestly.. Maybe our world NEEDS evil. Think about it.. We wouldn't know what a...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I've decided that I want to be a better person. I want to change. I don't want to hurt people anymore. It's been a couple of years I've been drinking. This has led me to hurt...
    RichardAndon RichardAndon 22-25, M 6 Responses Sep 3

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    Every reader, be aware. This story is real and has effected me and my family traumatizingly. Please click away if scared easly. Again, everything im writing right now is real and...
    iTzzMike iTzzMike 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    Please refer to my earlier stories. My evil wife has created a big confusion in my life. She is not willing to divorce me and wants to have a baby through IVF. She is also...
    wsing wsing 36-40, M 9 Responses Sep 5

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    My intention with this post isn't to be inflammatory, but to rather state what I believe and why. I don't think less of people who believe in god, in some ways I envy them. I don't...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 8

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                     YET ANOTHER TEST OF STRENGTHEphesians 6:11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against...
    Sandalwood3 Sandalwood3 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I've thought this over for a while, and think it is highly logical... For every awesome human that passes away, an evil one also dies. For example, elvis Presley... AMAZING! And...
    EmmaLouise1999 EmmaLouise1999 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Exactly Why Did God Create Evil, and For What Purpose? Its only when we as mere created human beings with a mind that can think, look into the stars at night while knowing there...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 5 Responses Sep 17

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    Exactly Why Did God Create Evil, and For What Purpose? Its only when we as mere created human beings with a mind that can think, look into the stars at night while knowing there...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 17

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    Exactly Why Did God Create Evil, and For What Purpose? Its only when we as mere created human beings with a mind that can think, look into the stars at night while knowing there...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 3 Responses Sep 17

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