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I Am Not Evil

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    I Hope Not

    I want to be a good person but I get so depressed. I ignore people. I hate them. All they see is my OCD, which apparently I hide behind. I want to love but when I do I care to much, and I get anxious for those I love, so instead I hate. But I want to be brave and I don't want to...
    C3C3C3 C3C3C3 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    But my brain could be.

    People hurt me. My mind plots revenge. Stopping that requires lust. Lack of sex or climax brings pain back. Left city life to stay decent. Found jerks out here. Found poverty on disability. Distanced myself from family. Bought an expensive phone to stay...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Not So Sure Now..

    People make me feel like i am evil. When you hear something enough times... you begin to believe it a bit. I think .. maybe i might have an evil side.. You may say .."We all have that side" but i am not so sure these days. I have had family look  me dead in the...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 12 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    Just Miss Understood

    I am an intj with social anxiety i just miss social cues i never mean to hurt anyone and i dont always understand why they are upset i like to be neutral i dont want to get involved in office politics
    dawnrise dawnrise 31-35, F Mar 4, 2013

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    There are certain people

    who will tell me I am evil. They say all of mankind is evil (but I'm getting the idea that this includes everyone but themselves). When they speak of evil, they talk about all of the heinous things only a small number of people in this world have done and pin that evil on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1

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    I'm Not Hear to Hurt

    Regardless of what you may think of me. I am not evil. I have a soul, my heart, and my love pour out, and whether it's directed at you or not, doesn't mean I don't care. I'm not here to break your heart, I'm not here to push you in the mud. I'm only here to be a friend. Nothing...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    Enigma

    Sometimes I think that I hate too much to (not) be evil. I just don't know. I always feel misanthropic because of my life experiences and I want the whole world to destroy itself....can I still say that I am not evil?
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    Misunderstandings!

    I might cut the heads off flowers, and bite the heads off jelly babies before I eat any more of them, but I am not evil. Yes, I make potions, and I spin webs and spells. I live by the sound of the bell, the book read under the candle, but I am not evil!
    frise93 frise93 22-25, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    My Metaphor To Me Being Angry Mad, Isn't In The Terms Of Being Evil

    My metaphor to me being Angry Mad, isn't in the Terms of Being Evil.So when you see this, I'm not like the rest of other's who are into Spooks and Demons ... or Drugs and Alcohol ... Hate, Greed, Biases and Prejudice ...I'm really a person for respect and pleasures out of life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Jun 18, 2011

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    Just Naughty

    I may be a little naughty sometimes or do things that others make think of as bad but I'm really not evil and would be hurt to think anyone though I was. Evil to me is when someone has done something REALLY, REALLY wrong with intention - such a child killers or/and abusers, I do...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Aug 11, 2008

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    Evil lives in the hearts of those who are the most vulnerable. I stared into the eyes of evil And saw a girl in pain. She had befriended evil And followed its ways Because she...
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    that's why i have a very long patience to people. But i know if and when its too much already. if people are evil or hurting me physically i am evil. But i can only be evil once.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Yeah, 25%. Not too evil haha. 'Ah you are like a Saint, someone born to be good and awesome, yeah thats you. You don't have much evil in you, bet its hard for you to even kill a...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F Jul 2

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    I have seen true evil and I like it sometimes evil comes to talk sometimes they just come to mess with you hail Satan
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T Jul 15

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    Here's one of many sick and demented quotes from god. 6) David's Punishment - Polygamy, Rape, Baby Killing, and God's "Forgiveness" (2 Samuel 12:11-14 NAB) Thus says the...
    Flangas Flangas 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 17

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    My step mom is the most evil person I've ever met. I know that most people say that children/teens have trouble accepting their step parent because they feel as if they are trying...
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    I see you dark cloud with your dark thoughts about dark deeds. I see you with your seductive whispers and glamorous story lines. I know what you're suggesting in your evil...
    DreamChristine DreamChristine 31-35, F Jul 8

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    I am evil if I want to be and my father Satan will destroy this world or he will let me destroy it and I will destroy this world in fire and if you don't want to burn i suggest...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T 6 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm very evil, once someone meets me in real life...
    SweetAlone13 SweetAlone13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    i hope there's a meteor and it will directly fall to those people i hate in this neighbourhood coz they are evil to me.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm not giving up on this-- A new age is coming
    KaiViolet KaiViolet 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 1

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    A day or so ago I posted about black helicopters flying around my neighbourhood in shifts all the time. Tonight's been pretty quiet actually, it's really strange. Maybe because its...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    You know what you're right. Obama is not a good politician. He's a HUMANITARIAN. He didn't feel the need to send immigrants who desperately wanted a better life away immediately...
    IndoSavior IndoSavior 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    Seriously? Are you guys ******* kidding me
    rehn65 rehn65 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    once your a for profit organisation your credibility goes out the window - Jesus agrees with me.
    everydayisagoodone everydayisagoodone 31-35 1 Response Jul 19

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    That are honorable in some way - never lie or don't hurt clueless and defenseless ones.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Jul 19

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    Oh My GODDDDDD!!!! The starfish are gonna take over the world! Their army is enrolling, they've joined forces with the jellyfish and the penguins, and they've already taken a shot...
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    So, I am at the end of 4 days worth of 12 hour shifts with an hour drive each way. Today, a coworker pulled a power play and I think I might have made her cry. Just not in the...
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    "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death I shall fear no evil. For I am the evilest son of a ***** in the Valley"
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    Lately I've been seeing how mentally ill I am, and how much it's been affecting my relationships and my family. My fiance has been by my side for 2 and a half years.. But it seems...
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    There should make a movie about an evil person who goes around killing people and stealing their souls, and at the end of the movie, there should be an announcement that says "No...
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    It's taken me and my sister a very long time to realise that our mother is passive aggressive. We always thought our mother was selfish and wanted the world to revolve around her...
    Cupcakes95 Cupcakes95 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm glad that I haven't done nothing to my sister,what I read in the papers about others killing and such is gross.I want a chance to have a beautiful life and live with a good out...
    CharmH CharmH 41-45, F Jul 13

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    Allowing scripture to be the benchmark places individual opinions as to Christian behaviour into the background. Matthew 5-7English Standard Version (ESV) The Sermon on the...
    churinga churinga 70+, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    Evil is not something by itself, but is a lack of, or a deviation from the good. We can see light, the good, but darkness is a mere absence of it. Without good, evil would be...
    alkaem alkaem 18-21 5 Responses Jul 3

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    It's a Little River Band song. Something is happening to me, and it's real hard to describe. It's going to be hard for me not to do what seems to come so naturally. Something...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Me and my friends were all children of superheroes, training to he heroes ourselves. Then something happened and supervillains took over the world and locked up all the superheroes...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    This is just pathetic what she's saying for me to do god she's not shutting the **** up she's telling me to kill myself you don't just do that it's really wrong who's with me is it...
    GIRLYGIRL894 GIRLYGIRL894 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    A fake friend.....pretended to love me , turned into a total psycho and really evil person . We known each other for five years now , we always been really good friends ( so I...
    Selma40 Selma40 36-40, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    this is prof that i think to much what defines an evil act? Depending on that definition , cant it be changed on perspective alone? and if so what does that say about right and...
    Aniceguyforyou Aniceguyforyou 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Unfortunately. The independant thing never came. Nor did the tolerant. Or a cure. Or society improving. Or the wealthy being heroes. A wealthy kid in north texas...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 15

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