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I Am Not Evil

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    I'm Not Hear to Hurt

    Regardless of what you may think of me. I am not evil. I have a soul, my heart, and my love pour out, and whether it's directed at you or not, doesn't mean I don't care. I'm not here to break your heart, I'm not here to push you in the mud. I'm only here to be a friend. Nothing...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    I Hope Not

    I want to be a good person but I get so depressed. I ignore people. I hate them. All they see is my OCD, which apparently I hide behind. I want to love but when I do I care to much, and I get anxious for those I love, so instead I hate. But I want to be brave and I don't want to...
    C3C3C3 C3C3C3 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Not So Sure Now..

    People make me feel like i am evil. When you hear something enough times... you begin to believe it a bit. I think .. maybe i might have an evil side.. You may say .."We all have that side" but i am not so sure these days. I have had family look  me dead in the...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 12 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    Enigma

    Sometimes I think that I hate too much to (not) be evil. I just don't know. I always feel misanthropic because of my life experiences and I want the whole world to destroy itself....can I still say that I am not evil?
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    Misunderstandings!

    I might cut the heads off flowers, and bite the heads off jelly babies before I eat any more of them, but I am not evil. Yes, I make potions, and I spin webs and spells. I live by the sound of the bell, the book read under the candle, but I am not evil!
    frise93 frise93 26-30, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    Just Miss Understood

    I am an intj with social anxiety i just miss social cues i never mean to hurt anyone and i dont always understand why they are upset i like to be neutral i dont want to get involved in office politics
    dawnrise dawnrise 31-35, F Mar 4, 2013

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    There are certain people

    who will tell me I am evil. They say all of mankind is evil (but I'm getting the idea that this includes everyone but themselves). When they speak of evil, they talk about all of the heinous things only a small number of people in this world have done and pin that evil on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1, 2014

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    My Metaphor To Me Being Angry Mad, Isn't In The Terms Of Being Evil

    My metaphor to me being Angry Mad, isn't in the Terms of Being Evil.So when you see this, I'm not like the rest of other's who are into Spooks and Demons ... or Drugs and Alcohol ... Hate, Greed, Biases and Prejudice ...I'm really a person for respect and pleasures out of life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Jun 18, 2011

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    People keep saying I am.

    My boyfriend broke up with me a couple of days ago because he found out about my lies and schemes I did to everyone in last year. I've lied and cheated for money. I used his sister for money and a rides and got mad at her for saying no. We almost got into a car accident because...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 2

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    This girl refused to go out with this boy , she must be a lesbian , she is ugly anyway So who cares And this God refuses to do what I tell him when I pray or show or prove...
    Popayidissident Popayidissident 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    There was a young divine who saw the sanctity of her body. She saw the evilness society was falling into and promised to be a better woman. One day she met a man. Their...
    ParkertheBear ParkertheBear 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    It is really sickening to see how bad the world has gotten.
    theguywiththeredhair theguywiththeredhair 18-21, M 11 Responses 2 days ago

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    i am not gonna lie i am evil but i dont unleash that side usually
    lostpagesofM lostpagesofM 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Hair is the physical manifestation of our thoughts and an extension of ourselves. So pure and sacred are the thoughts of Our Mother, the Earth, that Her hair grows long and...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F a week ago

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    I am really starting to worry that Trump will win the election. My man is in the Marines and I'm scared for him with Trump being in charge of our troops. I'm registering to vote...
    sspicer7 sspicer7 18-21, F Jan 30

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    He feeds off of my suffering. He doesn't just feed off of it, he finds it DELICIOUS. I know this because I have FELT what he feels before. It is HORRIFIC to feel the sheer amount...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 30

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    True evil hides in plain sight~The guy you sleep with for three years tells you he's tried to have sex with his own mother. He tells you he's *********** a cat , and you find kiddy...
    Anamazing Anamazing 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Luke 6:45 45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is...
    CHIGENTLE2012 CHIGENTLE2012 26-30, M Jan 29

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    **** god the father, Jesus, and his followers that are rude. Except for the kind christians. They will pretend to love you and be your friend, but on the inside they are...
    severedtree severedtree 18-21 Jan 28

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    I just listened to the 911 call of Jonathan Hoffman. A boy who got shot by his own grandma. He pleaded for help and told the operator he got shot on the chest and his arm.. His...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 31-35, F Jan 26

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    people always get mad at me when i say i dont want or like kids but that isnt fair! just because having little monsters of your own is something you want doesnt mean we all have to...
    kaliforniadreamin kaliforniadreamin 16-17, T 2 Responses Jan 25

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    i have black circles around my eyes,i'm terrified when i look my face in the mirror..anybody who is addicted to internet world,we have same problems. This melt our brain... I...
    babyblueeee babyblueeee 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Can never win but I love to watch other people play.
    LittleHiei LittleHiei 26-30, M Jan 24

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    Another day of abuse. Yesterday my narcisstic (who only cares about him and herself) mother dearest took out the cord to the monitor. 4-5am this morning when mum and I would be...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 1 Response Jan 23

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    Its crazy abuse Hear no evil Yes we do See no evil Yes we do Speak no evil Yes they do The majority of society is evil And staying quiet lets them roam...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M Jan 23

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    love is the domain of evil. where demons play on human stupidity. dreams of hope rise in shining crystalline pillars, glorious and eternal. only to be smashed into billions of...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    Chemical imbalances New diseases No cures Why Is science evil Are wealthy evil How many coverups are there History channel said Corn flakes tampered...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    It came to my attention this morning that my hateful and racist mother started complaint of a heat and torture in her body few years ago and this was when I became heavily sick and...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I know this I never believed any religious book so I when't to see for my self dealing with them seeing what they do and what their culture is like and they are not the same evil...
    Poisonmyst Poisonmyst 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I was quite misfortuned for the fact that I was brought around a mother who was very hateful and racist towards me ..I'm very dark skinned ugly and scruffy tiny lady ..my mother is...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I was quite misfortuned for the fact that I was brought around a mother who was very hateful and racist towards me ..I'm very dark skinned ugly and scruffy tiny lady ..my mother is...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F Jan 20

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    Well 7 different worlds that are all connected to each other in some way, I know because the village elder Hima told me so, and he wants me too bring all his people back from the...
    narroyo7 narroyo7 16-17, M Jan 19

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    Non-Stick Pan Last night, while I was in bed working on my Tablet, I started experiencing vision distortion which suggested a migraine attack. (I haven't experienced that in two...
    vector8 vector8 46-50, F Jan 19

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    when did I? lol my sister pushed my buttons 5 years ago by saying justin bieber was the new king of pop I'm s huge MJ fan......so I drew heath ledgers joker smile on beiber. as...
    Guardianangel108 Guardianangel108 18-21, M Jan 19

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    ...There are no good people. Everyone is evil. Evil is evil. Therefore there is no better person than I! Logic!
    NameIsMailbox NameIsMailbox 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I remember very well, I was taken away from the hospital to mental one in December 15, 2006, because I didn't knew I had a mental disorder, I thought it was psychic experience for...
    DragonSheep DragonSheep 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    The kind of people I won't add to my circle: Condescending people. That's a given. To me this the purest kind of evil a person can be. A person who controls others. A person...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    "If only it were all so simple! If only there were evil people somewhere insidiously committing evil deeds, and it were necessary only to separate them from the rest of us and...
    earthwanderer earthwanderer 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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