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I Am Not Evil

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    Enigma

    Sometimes I think that I hate too much to (not) be evil. I just don't know. I always feel misanthropic because of my life experiences and I want the whole world to destroy itself....can I still say that I am not evil?
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    There are certain people

    who will tell me I am evil. They say all of mankind is evil (but I'm getting the idea that this includes everyone but themselves). When they speak of evil, they talk about all of the heinous things only a small number of people in this world have done and pin that evil on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 1

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    I Hope Not

    I want to be a good person but I get so depressed. I ignore people. I hate them. All they see is my OCD, which apparently I hide behind. I want to love but when I do I care to much, and I get anxious for those I love, so instead I hate. But I want to be brave and I don't want to...
    C3C3C3 C3C3C3 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Not So Sure Now..

    People make me feel like i am evil. When you hear something enough times... you begin to believe it a bit. I think .. maybe i might have an evil side.. You may say .."We all have that side" but i am not so sure these days. I have had family look  me dead in the...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 12 Responses Sep 2, 2008

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    My Metaphor To Me Being Angry Mad, Isn't In The Terms Of Being Evil

    My metaphor to me being Angry Mad, isn't in the Terms of Being Evil.So when you see this, I'm not like the rest of other's who are into Spooks and Demons ... or Drugs and Alcohol ... Hate, Greed, Biases and Prejudice ...I'm really a person for respect and pleasures out of life...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Jun 18, 2011

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    I'm Not Hear to Hurt

    Regardless of what you may think of me. I am not evil. I have a soul, my heart, and my love pour out, and whether it's directed at you or not, doesn't mean I don't care. I'm not here to break your heart, I'm not here to push you in the mud. I'm only here to be a friend. Nothing...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Oct 3, 2008

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    But my brain could be.

    People hurt me. My mind plots revenge. Stopping that requires lust. Lack of sex or climax brings pain back. Left city life to stay decent. Found jerks out here. Found poverty on disability. Distanced myself from family. Bought an expensive phone to stay...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Just Naughty

    I may be a little naughty sometimes or do things that others make think of as bad but I'm really not evil and would be hurt to think anyone though I was. Evil to me is when someone has done something REALLY, REALLY wrong with intention - such a child killers or/and abusers, I do...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F Aug 11, 2008

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    Misunderstandings!

    I might cut the heads off flowers, and bite the heads off jelly babies before I eat any more of them, but I am not evil. Yes, I make potions, and I spin webs and spells. I live by the sound of the bell, the book read under the candle, but I am not evil!
    frise93 frise93 22-25, F 1 Response May 4, 2013

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    Just Miss Understood

    I am an intj with social anxiety i just miss social cues i never mean to hurt anyone and i dont always understand why they are upset i like to be neutral i dont want to get involved in office politics
    dawnrise dawnrise 31-35, F Mar 4, 2013

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