I Am Not Free

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    Of Mice and Men

    In a laboratory environment mice and rats are given a problem to overcome, or a series of simple tasks to complete in order to receive a pleasurable substance of some kind. Depending on the experiment that substance is ether a pleasure producing drug or morsel of food. This is...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    3 Responses May 2, 2008
    annirawrmuffin annirawrmuffin
    22-25, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    My Own Prison

    Has anyone ever heard the song by Creed titled My Own Prison? Lyrics like this: So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I...
    craZnaomi craZnaomi
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 6, 2008

    Were I free, the night would be my day,

    and the moon my sun to which I would sing each night a song to thank it for shadowing my presence and providing just enough illumination to keep my spirit afloat. I would frequent the establishments that bring life refreshing experiences and create memories to last until the...
    Indari Indari
    31-35, M
    Apr 12, 2014

    25 & Not Allowed to Make My Own Decisions

    I can't even have the freedom to use the bathroom or drink water when I need to. Always some idiotic control freak to think it's THEIR place to punish me. They ******' treat me like I'm 3. & no, I don't act 3, damn it!   I had 2 strokes @ age 5.
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Sep 15, 2008

    Fatherhood Is Potentially Criminal.

    I am no longer a free man.  Our so called wonderful government dictated when I can see my children (only 25% of the time.  I have to do all of the transport), removed me from my house which I still have to pay for.  Garnished my wages.  Demanded I get a second...
    advodad advodad
    1 Response Jul 17, 2009

    Get Me Out Of Here!!!

    I hate living with my mother. She is a total b*tch. I cant wait until I am 16, I am going to try to get my rights, get home schooled, get an apartment and go find a good job. I hope the judge will let me, I plan to move away from home so they can't find me. WY or Wisconsin is...
    TheEmoTrinityXXX TheEmoTrinityXXX
    13-15, F
    Dec 15, 2011

    In every app or site I join,

    I feel like someone will see me and judge me. Even here. I feel like I can't be myself and do whatever I want to. Not even online.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Want to Fly

    There are a lot of things that cut my freedom, and a lot of people. I wish I were free. Free to do whatever I wanted to do. I have so many responsabilities that tie me up and i hate it.
    caritus caritus
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2007

    Freedom For?

    People will ask at what cost are you willing to get something you "need". A soul for a song. Love for pain. A tear for happiness. A new life for a passed one. But only freedom gets you "freedom". If only we were allowed...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune
    22-25, F
    May 20, 2013

    I'm Becoming Free From Me.

    I stood behind the walls of hell, drinking & drugging my life away.  All the pain and abuse I kept inside, began to get the best of me.  I had no choice, get clean & free or just curl up & die.
    WarriorMom WarriorMom
    51-55, F
    9 Responses Nov 5, 2008
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