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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    I love to feel alive and some experiences do that...when am on the road driving and there is no traffic I just feel so alive... Also when I listen to worship music it takes me away...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I was fully pantsed by a friend at my house. It was funny though. Then i fully pantsed him. we saw each others penises but we did not mind. we team wanked over naked girls and we...
    lightningagent lightningagent 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I am still "a fully committed and loyal member of Experience Project" after 6 years as a member of E.P. You know I almost left too because I guess I was kind of tired of E.P...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Sep 2

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    since I have dressed full time as a female since the age of 7. Yes! I also go out fully dressed as one, too.
    kathyann26ts kathyann26ts 26-30, T Sep 9

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    I don't just feel lucky to be alive, I know I am. With everything that has happened to me I always held strong and brave. I'll continue to no matter what.
    KWsuperstar KWsuperstar 16-17, M Sep 10

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's been just over 24hrs since the anaesthetic wore off, and my stitches are pulling under the heavy bandaging. Theatre surgeons freak me out, I don't know if it's their blue...
    cavedweller2 cavedweller2 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Night is my favorite time of the day. When everyone is sleeping, everything still and it's just me, darkness and the stars. I feel so alive. I would usually go write something or...
    anon152 anon152 13-15 1 day ago

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    I'm lucky each and every day. I can only thank the man up above
    Amber1027 Amber1027 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    Because anger does not kill me, not even my own anger against myself Because sometimes sleep can come to me even without me knowing it. Because some few precious times I have...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I want an extra large STURDY bed for my new bedroom. The size i want exceeds standard dimensions. I have access to large diameter oak and popular ... which the loggers cut for...
    MaskedRascal MaskedRascal 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    actually, it was the other way around.... when a group of international friends were over to visit me in the Netherlands (where I lived until 2003) my ex GF joined us for a day out...
    Rudeboy1967 Rudeboy1967 41-45, M Aug 28

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    I don't satisfy my wife sexualy. I don't last long enough. Please laugh at me I'd love that and call me names
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 29

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    I'm always betrayed by people so I've learned not to trust anyone
    xxalicerosexx xxalicerosexx 16-17, F Aug 31

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    Two someones. Greedy no Bisexual yes.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    I feel massive relief that its no longer a secret that I always wear a girls thong. Ive joined numerous websites where I can connect and share stuff with others that wear panties...
    ryaninthongs ryaninthongs 22-25, M Sep 2

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    Not a lie, not a single doubt in either our minds that I am what I appear to be and you the same.
    Cebohn Cebohn 18-21, M Sep 7

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    In the week I wear formal suits to work. Even on Saturday, I will still don a suit. On Sunday, whether just attending church, the pub or a function, I like to relax in a shirt and...
    SLdale SLdale 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Its already 3:14am here in manila,still cant sleep and i really dont know why.Any suggestions on what to do at this momment?
    meagsss meagsss 26-30, F Aug 22

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    Yes Mrs. Doubfire will be misst.
    diontvshow diontvshow 13-15, M Aug 23

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    I used to wake up in this reality, hoping things get better. But now I just wait in line, hoping for a change. I'll just do better the next time around. I used to sing these...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M Aug 23

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    No one has ever made me feel so much as you do you know who you are!!
    starknight starknight 36-40, F Aug 23

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    Hoy I feel Wicca I dose off with a flower in my right hand while I clench my left hand into a fist of sorrow. I want the sky blue when I am sleep. I want the sky black when I am...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I wanna die, my parents hate me, my siblings hate me, my health isn't that good, been sick for like four years now. My mother said she wants to kill me this morning and to be...
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 25

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    I love it. I love pain and torturing myself, especially emotionally. And sometimes that scares me, but mostly it scares me that the people around me are afraid for me. That they...
    sevenforasecret sevenforasecret 18-21, F Aug 25

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    37 years later, you'd think his death wouldn't affect me anymore. He committed suicide after battling with bipolar disorder, and I have spent my life battling depression. What I...
    kalios kalios 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    So I'm recently divorced finally. I feel good about myself as I have been taking better care of myself. I still can't get out a much as I want so I come here. Now what? Trust me I...
    Jaxjenkins Jaxjenkins 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    My family had an intervention where we all sat around and they cried about how sad it is that I want to kill myself. That's all they have to live with, just a little bit of pain...
    Nixed Nixed 31-35, M Sep 1

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    Thriving more than surviving. Without going jerk.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 1

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    I really am. Living is a meaninful thing I must say.
    imextraordinary imextraordinary 18-21, F Sep 4

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    I have been feeling really low lately. I do not know why. I am a 24 year old male with a micro penis and fake balls well two months ago I lost my job lost my house lost my car lost...
    whyymee whyymee 22-25 Sep 5

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    Idk, I feel like Im a vampirr or something. Lol
    itsmenhiceee itsmenhiceee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    "Life is what you make it. Always has been, always will be"
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F Sep 9

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    In this book the author, Arnold Fox prescribes to you that you change all of your negative thoughts into positive ones. Here are some of my biggest, hardest negative thoughts in...
    Woofy1 Woofy1 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Between the ages of 1-2, I became sick with Kawasaki syndrome. It affects children of Japanese decent easier than other races. My mom raced time and visited multiple doctors. She...
    Rockmandash89 Rockmandash89 22-25, M Sep 11

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    Let's see here my day goes like this: Alarm goes off at 4:00am Run on the tread mill. 4:45am take a shower 5:00am pack lunch 5:15am eat breakfast 5:30am leave for work 6:00am get...
    jpm132 jpm132 26-30, M Sep 11

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    When is enough enough. I can't do this anymore....
    TheUnpredictable9 TheUnpredictable9 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    There's things in life we can't change, there's things we all hate, but have to deal with, we can only make the best of it, some of us have it worse then others, some have it easy...
    tornadoalley2 tornadoalley2 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Night is so much more refreshing than the day.
    stormyskies12 stormyskies12 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    How can I get you, my friends, to watch this? All I can say is THIS is the best wordsmith I've heard. His thoughts and his ability to reach me this morning made me both laugh out...
    EttaS EttaS 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    This week has been the best.
    pappharry pappharry 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Does it annoy anyone else whenever instead of just enjoying a beautiful moment they have to sit there and talk about how cool the moment is blah blah or "can't wait to tell my...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Tonight might be the night you might mess around and fall in love and i might be the type that will make you wanna fall in love.
    QueenNicki12 QueenNicki12 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Study on Ps 119:4 My utmost for his highest You have laid down precepts that are to be fully obeyed. Oh, that my ways were steadfast in obeying your decrees! Psalm 119:4f I...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 46-50, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I've been having a strange recurring series of dreams for the better part of the last year that take place in, what I'll describe here for lack of a better term, "incorporeal world...
    lcz415 lcz415 26-30 16 hrs ago