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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    I'm still alive. I'm still alive and well... No matter what knocks me down again, no matter ow tempting death may be, I'll live on. Now i have, even if it is the smallest...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Nov 25

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    This weekend I have been invited to take part in a charity event that will involve being in a large mud bath whilst fully clothed. In total, four people will be taking part and we...
    cararain cararain 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 12

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    “If you're reading this... Congratulations, you're alive. If that's not something to smile about, then I don't know what is.”
    panita2014 panita2014 16-17, F Nov 23

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    Well, I am suppose to live that is why I am alive. When my time is up, I will head for my Grave. I have had felt and wished more than once that, "the earth to Split in Two so I...
    Cowsir66 Cowsir66 41-45, T 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm so happy I'm alive. By this it means that I'm happy I haven't killed myself yet. I'm honestly so proud of myself but also scared for the future and if I can handle it before I...
    mckennaolsen mckennaolsen 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    So... Today I was walking around to try to clear my head. I have bad depression, and I'm an introvert, and I have been surrounded by loud people non-stop for two weeks. And that...
    oaktheprof oaktheprof 16-17, M Dec 6

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    I'm so happy and thankfull for being alive. I'm so happy that I can hear music and see colors and beautiful peoples and landscapes. And I'm so thankful that I have really good...
    marko1234567 marko1234567 22-25, M Dec 7

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    I think of suicide every day. It might actually be caused by a friend problem but I don't know. I feel that if it wasn't to keep a friend alive I would not be here.
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Ok I don't want to be alive anymore anyone got any ideas to kill myself?
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I'm one of the revolutionary in Bahrain I faced the policemen who tried to kill anyone who Protest in the road to reach his voice to the government and fighting for their FREEDOM...
    Al3qeed Al3qeed 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I love the spirituality of being naked, the braveness to be the real me and believe in the concept of living a normal life naked. I am confident in my body. I am the passive nudist...
    nudiepeople nudiepeople 56-60, M Nov 22

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    I know I haven't been on here lately and it has been a good time in the world as of late. I'm with this girl right now at her house and I just wanna be a giant teddy bear and it...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M Nov 22

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    I saw a girl in a muddy situation once and it amazed me! I was walking along a tidal mudflat area and I saw a girl down on the actual mud, also having a walk. The mud was firm so...
    Ron2014 Ron2014 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 26

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    Getting In The Mud For Charity! Last weekend I took part in an amazing muddy fundraiser with some friends. We had a very large tank of mud (easily twelve feet across and two-and-a...
    cararain cararain 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I made a mudpit in my greenhouse. Best thing I ever did! The greenhouse makes it more private, keeps the wind out and helps keep it warmer. I use it regularly, both clothed and not...
    johnnyb87 johnnyb87 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    I mean I don't know I feel like I can but there's reasons why I don't, they may be small to you but they're big to me. I just I don't know...I just can't....idk what to do. Not...
    HazelEyedWolf HazelEyedWolf 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I was in a really bad place in my life and tried to kill myself. But this guy came out of nowhere as I was about to jump he talked me out of doing it and we've been best friends...
    Harley4260 Harley4260 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    The world is such a sad place. Idk. I just think of all the mean cruel things us as humans do to ourselves,others and to the Earth and it's just sad really and it makes me not want...
    Meth09 Meth09 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I don't really think so, but everyone else does: I have been through: 26 brain operations, 2 seizures, a grand-mal seizure, and my appendix ruptured with 4 poison sacks, all by the...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Been in a unfulfilling marriage for seventeen years. I now am planning for "D"-day (divorce day) when my youngest goes off to University. I have a year and a half left. I have...
    Buffy68 Buffy68 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I want to tell everyone awake about your indescribable beauty, shout out your name all over the place and give you all my attention tonight, tomorrow and certainly on Christmas Eve...
    Mandy0111 Mandy0111 22-25, F Dec 6

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    there is great joy in serving others
    vikasgaiwad vikasgaiwad 22-25, M Dec 6

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    This is my day of relaxation after my road trip just to take everything all in. My friends ask what I did, but they don't understand how much I've learned. How much more about life...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M Dec 7

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    it's been a bad bad day but who gives a ****. could be sad all day but I don't feel like it
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I've died a few times, but I woke up. Closing your eyes thinking it's the end really challenges your views of religion.
    Bernabe89 Bernabe89 22-25, M Dec 7

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    I like to take a second and just breathe. God it feels good to just let the head fall back, look up at the sky, and just inhale life. I don't have to know if there's a reason why I...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I only exist and seek to live but I may be too far gone.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 9

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    Janine just said he writes a letter Every Thursday of the sh.t That never changes ..bangs her Back too suffocation Janine said he makes her sick And not a man
    feedher55 feedher55 51-55, F Dec 12

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    I don't know where my life is going anymore. Over the course of one year, my depression has gotten about 3x worse. I can't remember the last time I didn't fall asleep crying or...
    xxlunawolfxx xxlunawolfxx 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    One upon a time three girls were dead inside and one night, they decided to fight they drank away all the liquor they could find and soon found peace in their mind they let...
    childofthemoon13 childofthemoon13 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Lately I've been getting about 3-4 hours of sleep each night because of upcoming midterms and exams. My friends are wondering how I'm even able to get up in the morning, eat, walk...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Finally feeling well enough to get out of the house and do something to take my mind off of life. I've been in my house since Saturday night, literally doing nothing, which lead to...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    If you find a girl who sticks with you through everything don't let her go
    thatboytroy thatboytroy 18-21, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel really happy these past few days since I've been spending a lot of time with my friends and we've been gaming and watching movies at that. I'm also happy to say that my...
    JayC15 JayC15 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I think one of the worst things about depression is the gradual process of being fully alive to just breathing. It's a state of mourning and it's over a part of you that you lost...
    nsz45 nsz45 13-15, F Dec 4

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    Criminological Theories - An Introduction (1) One core course in any criminal justice program is pertaining to "criminological theories" - which essentially outlines major crime...
    ryleechristine ryleechristine 22-25, F 17 hrs ago

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    Random song or story/poem I made. Tied to a chair was where I was woken, Only to find I wished I was broken, "She's just so cute they said and mocked." As I sat there feeling the...
    Timelord47 Timelord47 18-21 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Actual quote: "A rock does not have the ability to think or be alive so it cannot be an atheist, theist or a non-smoker." Magic rocks. Cool. They can't be smokers or non-smokers...
    KatieTreat KatieTreat 51-55, T 6 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    THE SEVEN FOUNDATIONAL BIBLICAL TRUTHS There are seven foundational biblical truths that uphold and enhance our belief in the truth of God’s glorious Family Plan for the...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    THE SEVEN FOUNDATIONAL BIBLICAL TRUTHS There are seven foundational biblical truths that uphold and enhance our belief in the truth of God’s glorious Family Plan for the...
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    THE SEVEN FOUNDATIONAL BIBLICAL TRUTHS There are seven foundational biblical truths that uphold and enhance our belief in the truth of God’s glorious Family Plan for the...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    Did it have to be this way? I saw you the other day, I noticed things I didn't before, It seems I have walked through a different door. I watched your lips move as I fell in to...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M 19 hrs ago

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    One of my best friends asked me yesterday if I was attracted to her... I told her no, but then I just had to go and ask her why she'd asked that question... her answer? "because I...
    beingbrye beingbrye 22-25, T 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have been going with bisexual as a sexual orientation for about nine-ten months now, but I knew about it for years. My thought was always "I am okay with loving anyone despite...
    BridieNM BridieNM 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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