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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    Alive because God wants me to be alive and breathing but in reality i am a corpse that is breathing , I am dead inside I dono why am i even alive whats the point in living like...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I'm a self harmer, but im not dead yet, and i don't plan to be any time soon. I have been alive for 5211 days as of today. I'm still alive.....
    HarleyHart HarleyHart 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    It's been like months when I finally came over the crap. Good books,Good friends got me back. But well Living alone and trying to figure out everything never works. People who say...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I've been stabbed, shot at, stuck in a broken down truck in the middle of no where. seriously, how am I still alive?
    AustinOsten AustinOsten 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I was born four months premature and right after I was born my heart stopped beating and I was officially dead for six minutes until the doctor was able to cut me open and...
    Iamwhatyousee Iamwhatyousee 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I have spent my entire life believing I was disadvantaged. I blamed played small and hated my life. today I have challenged that belief and realize it was never true. so my goal...
    iamadvantaged iamadvantaged 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    For all people who are wondering or questioning about racism and discriminations in the uk .. The answer is a BIG YES especially if you are a dark skinned person and this apply to...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We are all lucky to be alive. Life is so fragile and so easy to loose. It should never be taken for granted that the next minuet we could be dead. Always live love and laugh cuz...
    Thespistx Thespistx 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Last night I phoned my dear friend Michael who lives in Brighton and he told me that after he spoke to me last time he received a phone call from my other dear friend to tell him...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    As I'm not a white woman living in Britain I suffer greatly from discrimination and racism and it is intimidating and humiliating to be living around a race of people who...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    As I'm not a white woman living in Britain I suffer greatly from discrimination and racism and it is intimidating and humiliating to be living around a race of people who...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 14 hrs ago

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    March 2,2015 Read the other stories on me and carolines relationship if you don't understand this one I was talking with my friend Haley on facebook when she said she had...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    I am made to go outside dressed in all little girl kit
    sissy1972 sissy1972 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 6

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    Sometimes I want something I get it but like a minute later I lose interest
    sebastianflores12 sebastianflores12 13-15, M Mar 6

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    I remember appearing at the side of my bed and stumbling to the lightness of my body. I got up but I couldn't see as there wasn't enough light. Immediately, I knew I was astral...
    UltraWing UltraWing 13-15 Mar 8

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    When we first met I had only been with 3 girls, my wife had been very active and enjoyed all aspects of sex and desire. It was great. I enjoyed satisfying her and as I did not know...
    Surreycrossdresser Surreycrossdresser 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Nothing is wrong with being gay. Love is love and you can't change that.
    aishastewie aishastewie 13-15 Mar 10

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    im completely done with life, im thinking to just end it today and rest in peach, it feels like im fighting for my life and others try to get me down even my own ******* dad, i...
    marcox0183 marcox0183 18-21, M Mar 3

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    I broke my neck and survived It was back in 2007 I was hit by a car and broke my neck and some other parts of my body but my main injury was my neck. I broke my C5 to C7 and my C6...
    gemmydoll gemmydoll 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    he would have been 45 years old today. if he were still around on earth. it's his first birthday he's not around. i'd like to tell him happy birthday but instead there is none to...
    alogo alogo 26-30 1 Response Mar 4

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    Free soloed my first (and probably only) ice climb earlier today. I've done and will continue to do a lot of risky activities but climbing up 80ft of ice unroped is certainly the...
    justfun86 justfun86 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I sometimes feel like I to excessively joke about and remind everyone that I'm "dead". I mean, I guess I just don't wan to be asked questions or something. Or it just kinda gives...
    Knitemair Knitemair 13-15, M Mar 9

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    These days I have been felling so annoyed with a nurse from the early intervention in psychosis for the distress and uncomfort she made me feel . These days I thought about the way...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I am guilty of living. I shouldnt.
    IsoLonely IsoLonely 16-17, M Mar 12

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    For some reason people act like racists have to admit to being racist for it to be valid when it damn well doesn't work like that. I think people are slipping up and letting their...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F Mar 12

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    Even if you weren't black being a indentured servant could be just as bad. When I was 12 years old visiting Salem, MA I bought a book called New England's Cruel and Unusual...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F Mar 13

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    I was sexually abused when I was 8 and 9. My nightmares came back and tortured me for years. Finally during the long awaited trial for the jerk, after 20 years, I had a mental...
    swaninducks swaninducks 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Sadly yes, it is and exists in varying degrees
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F Mar 18

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    its tre i look at everyone else and realize how pathetic they are
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    For now. According to jerks met. And pals who heal my soul.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 22

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    I've survived 16 suicide attempts and have come close to death many times. I must have a guardian angel watching over me. So after all this I still have strong thoughts when is...
    Andrea21357 Andrea21357 36-40, F a week ago

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    Weak & powerless I want to let the whole world know that the reason or the cause for all my sufferings and ordeals in life were caused by my own family who do not sound like my...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I was a baby orphan in just post-Cold War Russia.. I was put up for adoption and I thank God I was.
    saramariya saramariya 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    ever feel like you have no enthusiasm of looking forward to your life? just wanting to enter a vast of nothingness.
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    For me the worst racist people are those that clame they're not racist, because they have friends from a certain racial group, but if you ask them if they would leave their son...
    egerhamingjusom egerhamingjusom 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Most people don't even know what racism is. You can be of or apart of said race and still be ignorant of the term. "The black man stole the car." Is not racist. "The man stole...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    It was just in the news actually :P So at some college there was this stupid group of boys who made some silly stupid song about black people basically saying that their school...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 3 days ago

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