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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    i am alive because i know myself and i am free and that is why i can give love endlessly... if pain comes it is my lesson, if love comes it is my lesson, if anything comes it is my...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    4 months ago I found myself missing someone, someone who once meant so much to me had become a stranger. I felt like I couldn't let that happen, I didn't care if I came off as...
    MyThoughtsInWords MyThoughtsInWords 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I wake up and do the same thing over and over again. Patterns patterns, obligations. Details of life pass me by as I indulge in societal humors. Nature, friends, adventure, living...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Ever feel as if you keep dying? And for every "death", each time you have awoken from what felt like a death, you're never the same- who said you ever changed? You pull yourself...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    If you find someone like this don't you dare let them go-I have a couple friends who I would do absolutely anything for and the thing is we know each other inside and out, but I...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    WHY AM I ALIVE?! It's the question that hunts every single day. What's my use? It's sooo bloody frustratin' Anybody got some answers??? Anyone???
    AwkwardChameleon7 AwkwardChameleon7 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    just to let you all know, im alive!
    Jessica483 Jessica483 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I need to love and be loved! I need to like and be liked! I need to smile and be smiled at! I need to speak and be spoken to! I need to be held and to hold! I need to kiss and be...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    You was In my dreams again last night, We Touched lips, You Held me tight, I Woke up feeling you in my heart, In that one moment I felt so alive. X
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 4

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    There were days that i feel so locked up.. too lazy to take a bath, brush my teeth, shut off my phone line... just googling all day stuffs about boredom, sadness, life... am i...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Last Saint Patrick's Day I went out with some girl friends from cosmetology school. I hadn't really binge drank since I left college so I was excited for a real "night out" college...
    victoriaxbx victoriaxbx 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Whats the point of me being alive if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant...
    timeladynat timeladynat 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Some days I don't feel alive. At all. Depression is a brutal thing. :/
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Because we depend on other people for our happiness. I used to believe my ex made me so feel so alive. So what? He's gone now and I'm dead again? Nah. I make myself happy now. So...
    CindyLovely CindyLovely 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    The choices I have made in life were suppose to lead me to a more fulfilling life. It's like I was tricked into thinking these choices were the right ones. I have come to find that...
    sparked22 sparked22 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love swimming in dress clothes. I'm in my mid-20s and find myself swimming in the pool or hot tub in brand new suits or wool dress pants every chance I get. I've never really...
    chitownguy2 chitownguy2 26-30, M Mar 23

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    Looking for a bf. I live in Carthage, Texas and I'm 17. Message me here or kick me teenboy21 if u want a bf, no long distance stuff also 14-18
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I know that as a man, the expectation is that I would simply enjoy sex of any kind, but for me, it is only really good when I KNOW that I am bringing great pleasure to my partner...
    shoehorny shoehorny 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I'm not gay but guys are better ticklers so if u wanna tickle me hit me up I live in New York
    BobbyAlesi BobbyAlesi 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I haven't written lately but have been having lots of muddy fun now that the weather has improved. Yesterday I went to a favourite place to play in the evening. It's a tidal area...
    foxynatalie foxynatalie 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Looking for a boyfriend who lives near Carthage, Texas I'm 17 white guy no one older than 18 or younger than 14 message me here or kick me teenboy21.
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M Apr 5

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    Looking for a boyfriend who lives near Carthage, Texas I'm 17 white guy no one older than 18 or younger than 14 message me here or kick me teenboy21.
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M Apr 8

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    However long it may take, whatever heartbreaks, whatever it takes, i'll be right here waiting for you. You.
    DrowningInEmotion DrowningInEmotion 13-15, M Apr 8

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    I was so lucky, I was with someone I could trust so completely it was like he was an extension of myself. And now he's been taken away and I'm so angry, and upset and broken.
    jayanna7 jayanna7 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Just the other day a girl came to Uni wearing a pair of bright pink wellies. Now, they looked cute and everything - but I noticed something rather unusual...they had a zipper down...
    beckymudqueen beckymudqueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Looking for a boyfriend who lives near Carthage, Texas I'm 17 white guy no one older than 18 or younger than 14 message me here or kick me teenboy21.
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M a week ago

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    It's so hard to find someone you can trust now a days. DEPEND ON NO ONE.
    XxTheHighsxX XxTheHighsxX 16-17, F a week ago

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    Looking for a boyfriend who lives near Carthage, Texas I'm 17 white guy no one older than 18 or younger than 14 message me here or kick me teenboy21.
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    After being berated for months about this attention I was giving my coworker...my emotional affair... I just learned my husband had his own affair seven years ago... He says I need...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I decided I really want to talk to someone; I mean really talk to someone openly, like I've tried to do before, but it just takes a while. I haven't done anything about it for over...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Looking for a boyfriend who lives near Carthage, Texas I'm 17 white guy message me here or kick me teenboy21.
    Nicedude17 Nicedude17 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Last relationship didn't go so well but I'm at a fresh start and single ready to mingle :)
    kellycrosbie13 kellycrosbie13 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't promise you the world or that I'm the man for you. I can't promise that I'll always say the right things or never make a mistake. I can promise to always be here and be...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Spring is finally here! After a horrid winter, I welcome it with open arms! I love spring, flowers blooming, trees full of new leaves, butterflies everywhere and perhaps a light...
    littleAnonyMOUSE littleAnonyMOUSE 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Night time is when i feel free.
    7alien7 7alien7 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Last night I talked to my friend about something I was going to do. He said dont. He thinks it would kill me. but I knew it probably wouldn't. There's only nine. Heart and blood...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 30

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    After all week from lack of sleep last nite I got some form of rest, so still thankful to be here and kicking, pray that things well be figured out soon in the way I feel most...
    onlytrusthim onlytrusthim 36-40, M Mar 31

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    I do appreciate my life and all, but if I cold change my amount of liveable years with a dying person, I would. I'm not selfish enough to commit suicide and I just couldn't. I have...
    apatheticcoldheart apatheticcoldheart 18-21, F Mar 31

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    It's crazy to think that if there were no medical advances when I was little, I wouldn't be here today.
    justaGeneralization justaGeneralization 13-15, F Apr 1

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    As painful as it can be sometimes, we don't have the right to sit on the sidelines and waste the life we've been given... There is always someone out there fighting to live...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F Apr 2

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    Good morning everyone!!!! Happy Monday!!!
    Lyra1001 Lyra1001 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    It's like I'm sitting in a room full of people screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody hears me I could be standing right in front of them and they look through me who wants to...
    jinxxypoo134 jinxxypoo134 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm glad that I didn't die before I met you.
    NefelibataAggression NefelibataAggression 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I mean good lord. He's number one, Omar Sy number two, Columbus Short three.
    roMANtic14 roMANtic14 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    These past few weeks I've been getting worse I noticed..
    DarkSoul11 DarkSoul11 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    You suck. I try to love you but you push me away. I hate you.
    Anonimaninja Anonimaninja 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Forewarned Is Forearmed......Many people think the theme of war ends with the Old Testament. Not at all. Jesus says,"I did not come to bring peace, but a sword" (Matt. 10:34).In...
    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M 4 Responses Mar 29

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    Eyes make their peace in difficulties, With wounded lips and salted cheeks and finally we step to leave to the departure lounge of disbelief. And I don't know where I'm going but I...
    georgiecrouch georgiecrouch 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have been trying to fight to keep my darling Ellie alive since she started getting sick 3 weeks ago. She is 12 years old. Very old for a goat. I have three, twins (one of them is...
    LindaNKVermey LindaNKVermey 41-45, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Please don't judge. But I go onto Craigslist, and pose as a woman looking for a sex. Of course I get emails and such, and I pick a few. After a few exchanges, I say something like...
    rebellovesong259 rebellovesong259 16-17, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    in 60 more years if im still alive, i wanna be a sweet old granny that looks cute when she smiles, pretty when she laughs, and funny when snorts. wha? whaaaaaaaaaa?
    byul1004 byul1004 18-21, F