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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    It might be old, back from 1998 but the content is still something worth giving a thought. Enjoy reading statistics presented in an entertaining way. ____ Do Unnatural Acts...
    IBelongToAlison IBelongToAlison 41-45, F 56 mins ago

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    So Alive... http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fd0byGIdBFI
    AlwaysGood AlwaysGood 51-55, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    this is the first time i went to my back yard naked when neighbours are at outside. i saw a mature lady at our neighbourhood was at her garden and watering the plant. so i thot to...
    bareassboy01 bareassboy01 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    My Father When I Was 11-While I kept my ears strained for the sounds of running water,behind the door of master bedroom's attached bath,my clumsy 11 year old hands tried to pierce...
    SoullessEyes SoullessEyes 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    As I walked into work this morning, I managed to greet my employees with a good morning smile. My routine is typically the same. However, this morning I just wasn't feeling up to...
    Macy21 Macy21 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Still in love I was dating this guy, let's call him Jay. We dated last year for about 6 months. Doesn't seem long but a lot happened within that time frame. He was amazing...
    jcobra jcobra 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    1) my names grace 2) im the dumbest ******* person ever 3) i have 2 bros and 2 sisters and i love them sooo much 4) i want to be either a oncology nurse or midwife 5) i used to be...
    gracebxox gracebxox 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have been having a hard time going to church for the last year. I feel that I am not a good person. anyone have some advice for me? I have a strong testimony just don't fully...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M 4 hrs ago

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    1) i am still alive when i want to die 2) the people who never leave my dark side 3) how i hide my pain from everyone 4) how i hide my tears in public 5) him.
    nisanjhh nisanjhh 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I am so delighted to have discovered this page this morning. So much so that I have sat down with the biggest mug of tea so I can comfortably type away to people who share the same...
    EEC1988 EEC1988 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Family, friends, therapists. That all say it was not my fault. That I was a kid who didn't know what they were doing. That he should have known better before getting a minor into...
    InScars InScars 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I feel like nobody cares about me. most of the people I care about are either dead or have left me. really the only person I am comfortable around is my best friend, I am even...
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Crazy I Talk to the sky For this is heaven's joke Water flows The mountain knows For she is old and wise Crazy me Talks to the trees This hole it is my home Circles end Where I...
    snowwhitejrm snowwhitejrm 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    No one knows who I really am I hide it to well because I have to, and I don't have anyone I can trust fully.
    SkyWisdom SkyWisdom 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    I remember being in a car accident on my way to school a few years ago. After being hit on my side of the car, I just casually got out, saw my friend and walked the rest of the way...
    delightfulapricot delightfulapricot 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I have end stage kidney failure. I only had one good kidney when I was born. The other was smaller and failed first. The thing is I am on dialysis for the rest of my life. Do I...
    comfi comfi 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    Every time I ask my parents for something I feel guilty. I'm very frugal because my teachers once told us that children where very expensive to take care of, as a result I was...
    Hellooreopie Hellooreopie 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to be a good mother, to be a good girlfriend, to own my own house instead of renting. I want to get married, kids who listen. I just want to be happy. I will never be able...
    motherwhowantstheworld motherwhowantstheworld 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Today was hot in the uk , so i was out for a drive when i found a lake , right next to the road , i got out , it was calm , it looked so inviting, i was in black combats, biker...
    wetmana wetmana 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    All my life i lived dying every second. Let me live once my way... Let me live a second atleast in my name....
    stylish05angel stylish05angel 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Some years ago I fell ill with a raging infection. I was told later that I nearly died. I spent 2 days in ICU and never really got the chance to fully recover. The next year my...
    comfi comfi 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I'm feeling a bit sick this weak. Just weak with random migraines and general unwell feeling. The weather is alot cooler today and so beautiful. O feel this calm yet heart warming...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F a week ago

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    I Was Dared To Go In Mud And Did It. We recently had a very silly promotional event at work. The idea was to promote a brand of DIY mudpacks. Basically, one of my colleagues got...
    Charleymud Charleymud 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    I miss how things were in the beginning. The longer time you spend with the same person, the more you reveal the hidden part of yourself without even realizing the thing is...
    jessycarcher jessycarcher 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I have a pet dragon!!!!!! ( it's still an egg, though☺️(
    catlover118 catlover118 16-17, F Jul 18

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    I was born four months premature. I weighted 2 lbs 4 ounces and was 15" long. Shortly after I was born, I coded and was legally dead for 3 minutes. The doctor has to cut me open...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I found him. I trust him fully. I am so lucky, but for one thing. I can't be with him yet. but the key word is yet. I wish I didn't live so far away. When I finally can be with...
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    where are the good honest men anymore.
    amymayoral01 amymayoral01 51-55, F 7 Responses Jul 17

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    I never really knew that I'd be alive today. Battling major depression is definitely not a walk in the park and there's a lot more to it than "just stop being sad." There was a...
    nikaXo nikaXo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I feel like the only reason why I am is because of my amazing girlfriend and my best friends, though. It's so hard to push through this all. I really don't know how to feel at all...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M Jul 17

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    Being the outdoor individual I am, I've always enjoyed scuba diving. It's a new and exciting world down below. During winter months we would both dive as well as use traps for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 17

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    i have a nice replacement for the mr,but hes very standoffish and close~minded ehh should i stay or should i go? *coin flip*
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Wrecking with numerous problems I am here now standing, full of life and blessings. Thankful and happy though not sometimes. I am back here for how many months of soul searching...
    marlounet marlounet 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I think it will come down to two things. If you are playing on a PvP server, will your faction be the dominant faction, and how you choose to spend your time in game. With the...
    gamesexpe gamesexpe 18-21, F Jul 17

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    2008 I remember like it was yesterday I was driving home from work on my way to pick up my eldest daughter from daycare when about five minutes from I fell asleep driving I...
    TANQ247 TANQ247 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    So jealous of my dad and people his age. He was born in '61, graduated high school in '79. I would give anything to have a 60's childhood and a 70's youth. I hate to sound clich...
    ArtieParty39 ArtieParty39 16-17, M Jul 14

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    I Love swimming or shower in a tight black transparent Turtleneck and tight flared leather pants.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Pure Bloods (Authors note- it switches between the two boys ever chapter and i do know there are a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes that i still haven't found) Part one -My...
    DavidHamilton1 DavidHamilton1 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    At myself. I couldn't face myself with this anger before but I truly feel angry at her. I feel she's been so naive and stupid and did few mistakes that drove us to here. I know...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    When I was a boy of 14, Anna and I became inseparable, she was also 14 and my neighbor in a small subdivision. Anna had recently undergone a pubescent makeover of her body at that...
    rhking rhking 61-65, M Jul 13

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    I've never fully had self confidence. I've always hated how I looked. I've gotten compliments anywhere from 'gorgeous,beautiful,cute,pretty,hot,sexy... Etc.' and every time I get a...
    Aflame22 Aflame22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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