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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    not sexually. this is what i mean. written by james dobson: "Real intimacy makes us feel alive like we've been found, as if someone finally took the time to peer into the depths...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    It has been 2 weeks now since the incident happened. I am getting better and now i am running a fundraising campaign to help myself: please message me if you would like to help...
    pensyjenmay pensyjenmay 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I take the last drag from my cigarette. I savor it because I knows it's going to be my last. I remembers the my first cigarette. It was the first time I felt alive. My life has...
    sandycheeks08 sandycheeks08 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    Cooking can be a new experience for many men and women who have not too long ago left the comfort of their parents' cooking. This article provides a few useful guidelines to the...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    20Yrs, that's how long I've been married. 17Yrs ago things changed. Of course I blamed myself. He pulled away. It must have been me, right? As a good Christian wife, I worked...
    mefe1 mefe1 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    I ate at a Chinese restaurant once with my then fiance and 1 year old. I was more focused on getting her situated and I pretty much forgot to completely chew a piece of broccoli...
    AmayaHoo AmayaHoo 22-25, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I love to tease myself, maybe clean the pool deck and accidentally get my socks wet. Or I'll sit in a chair by the edge of the pool and dip my feet in the water again and again...
    marinatin marinatin 51-55, M 22 hrs ago

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    knowledge is merely common sense dwelt upon
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't know if i should be afraid of the bullet with my name on it or the man wrote it...
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's not that I'm not happy with my life, I have great friends and family, but I truly do not understand why I exist. I don't know why anyone on this planet exists. Why should I...
    sociallyunacceptable sociallyunacceptable 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I just want to die so bad. I want to just put a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Nothing ever gets better. I can't kill myself. I have to stay and suffer for everything I've...
    IchBinDeutsch IchBinDeutsch 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    when I open up and begin to trust, I get hurt. it hurts like my heart is being ripped from my body. when I express my feelings, they are thrown to the ground to be stomped. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was scared to go the hospital and find out something was wrong with me. When I went in I found out that I have brain cancer, and it was a day or so from taking my life.
    Kwakwakalanooksiwae Kwakwakalanooksiwae 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was born 2 months before I was supposed to be and I wasn't supposed th see, hear, talk, or be able to move certain parts of my body. Or at least that's what the doctors told my...
    ZoeVoci ZoeVoci 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I've been reflecting on my past relationships lately and there is one common factor. My partner was not open about their feelings. In my most recent relationship I was cheated on...
    Emergingsoul Emergingsoul 36-40, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    For 20 years I've dodged in and out of feeling suicidal. I've escaped to "dream adventures" taking years to plan and do. I have gotten mental health care and meds. I have...
    S5447 S5447 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    A Woman's Guide to the Traditional U.S. Male and Predicting the End of Your Relationship.. After witnessing constant relationship failures, problems and turmoil involving the...
    jw2227 jw2227 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Usually my husband spanks me fully naked, but sometimes he will just remove my bra while I'm over his knee and bare my breasts. I'm a 40 DDD no joke so taking them out without...
    Delilahsantacruz Delilahsantacruz 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've caught my husband on SO many websites and emailing people from Craigslist about sex. I even just found out he has an Ashley Madison account! He says he never met up with...
    Susrh Susrh 41-45, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M a week ago

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    "What if the movement of love never feels safe? What if it isn't safety that you're ultimately after, ... but wholeness, and a transforming, reordering, burning aliveness? If you...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm a dad of two boys and I spank them regulary. My Ex-Wife often told me, I should have a strict dad or uncle, because I'm often rude to other people and I deserve a spanking, too...
    BadBoySpanking BadBoySpanking 36-40, M Aug 21

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    He has my full Support and is my Hero! Edward Snowden is a hero for his bravery and actions against the Infidels and cheater of the USA
    Eddy4444 Eddy4444 41-45, M Aug 21

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    I'm glad that I care about about making a positive difference, about being an uplifter and being of value in my own way, about noticing things in flow and and feeling good, about...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    So this is me I'm sat in Brittany in the house my father died in last week it's the first time I visited it's quite sad but I also understand why my dad chose to live so far off...
    breton1234 breton1234 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    After lying for two hours crumpled up on the floor of the shower I have come to the conclusion that every little evil adjective ive been called is true. Why else am I a...
    AkwardLizard AkwardLizard 18-21, F Aug 18

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    So I decided to go out dressed as a woman today. Went to the movies, this feels so great.
    cricket88 cricket88 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Im very fortunate. Ive have near death experiances in combat and then Ive tried to sqawnder away in civilian life. Ive tried to OD multiple times off the meds the VA gave me...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    One thing I thought about today is how some symptoms are from other things. Does it make it less severe if someone is only depressed versus someone bipolar? I feel like if any...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Aug 17

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    This is the kind that my father gave me when i was really bad.
    otkangel otkangel 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I was the most reckless teenager on earth!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Its something I desire Though I know itll never happen. For my likes and past are issues for most.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    ARGENTINA LAMBS SKINNED ALIVE, THROATS SLIT (VIDEO) People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA) August 14, 2015 "Eyewitness Video Shows Workers Plunging Knives into the...
    goodogstay goodogstay 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 14

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    Just for 2 months. Hindu month 'Shravan' is a holly month. Shravan is starting from tomorrow. After that month Bhadrapada will come. In that month, there is a Lord Ganesha's...
    Jms04 Jms04 18-21, M Aug 14

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13

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    Playing In The Mud With My Friend. Last night, my friend took me to a really muddy place that she knows for some dirty fun (as she put it!) We recently did a promotional stunt at...
    Charleymud Charleymud 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    I don't know if I'm lucky to be alive since I don't really like this life I have to live. But, I have almost been killed so many times. I could have been squished by a Mack truck...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I definitely feel more aware and spiritual I kind of feel like it's calming and I appreciate the beauty
    LVibes LVibes 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Almost exactly a year ago, I swallowed a handful of pills. I immediately got scared and puked them out before they were completely down.
    Elly2020 Elly2020 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    When i was younger i drank enough alcohol that should have killed me twice..but i am alive and realized drinking isnt that important and that i can be happy without it.
    BeingMe843 BeingMe843 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    The night awakens a certain crazy within me that I don't normally express during the day
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