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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    I am alive, I'm still here. You're alive, you're still here. And that's what matters. As long as we're breathing, as long as we woke up today, doing what kills you makes you feel...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    You know that question every person with at least half a brain ponders at some time during their life, the ultimate question, the big "why?" Why am I here? Why is anything here...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F Sep 21

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    But it has its moments that i am grateful for being alive
    MsMightyMe MsMightyMe 13-15, F Sep 23

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    Many people take it for granted, How many people ACTUALLY wake up and are thankful to be alive? How many people wake up and complain because they're weak? Or because they feel...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    I love life and I am happy I am alive and experiencing it. I believe life is a gift not a right and you should live it to the full. Try something new, be adventurous and take a...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M Oct 11

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      I'm not really. Just that on the maths noticeboards at my school, there is a board with people's faces on it and saying something that they got wrong in the summer...
    Kyprioi Kyprioi 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    A song by becca is called I'm alive, I'm in love with that song, heck it is my theme song
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    I travel a lot for my work, I have been out on the road for about two weeks wanting to get home. Thing that day were not going so well, it was along flight back. I was in my very...
    Terry9 Terry9 26-30, F Sep 22

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    Lets start posting more mud stories form everyone!!!! I know you been playing in mud !!!!!
    Terry9 Terry9 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I was doing an excercise called a squat with weights and someone pulled down my pants and underware. My little thing was exposed worse yet I could not just drop the bar and get...
    matt429bk matt429bk 26-30, M Oct 4

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    Love is a word made up by human kind, the feeling you feel is not what you think it is, but a trap. Every time I get this feeling so called "love" I end up more uptight, and...
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M Oct 10

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    Sometimes I think love is not real Because I haven't found someone to love me besides family. Talking about someone I can have sex with and introduce to my family. Hang out with...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Oct 11

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    Of course love is real you plebeians... It's a chemical in your body.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    I'm lucky each and every day. I can only thank the man up above
    Amber1027 Amber1027 16-17, F Sep 20

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    Because anger does not kill me, not even my own anger against myself Because sometimes sleep can come to me even without me knowing it. Because some few precious times I have...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    ****. College and work. My computer is gana take alot of verbal and physical abuse the next few years>.<
    jazzmeloove jazzmeloove 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    True that brother-true that.....................
    cherryjar cherryjar 26-30, F Sep 22

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    That's good enough for me!
    xxxtop xxxtop 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    The roles of men and women used to be so clear... the woman... would take care of the home and the kids, the man would provide the food and safety. They had respect for one another...
    anAquiredTaste anAquiredTaste 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    Brother in law died. He was one day younger than me. He had a son and I guess he liked life, well, he gave up on his medicine. But at least he liked life more than me. All the ones...
    Nixed Nixed 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Somewhere, someone else is desperately fighting for theirs. -Quote from "Everyday life lessons"
    ZenSpirit ZenSpirit 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    I was in a car wreck in 2013, I was in the passenger seat because I was riding with an old friend. She ran a stop sign and we were t-boned on my side, I was instantly knocked...
    Luckilyblissful4 Luckilyblissful4 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Cos I get to see this! (amongst things) Moonrise in Cape Town, South Africa right now, 21:30. Awesome!
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    As if you didn't already know that :3
    Kyprioi Kyprioi 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    She's five foot three, brunette, and smoking hot. We have sex quite often. She takes my penis better then any other girl has. Best sex of my life
    Bpoq23 Bpoq23 18-21, M Oct 11

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    In 1999 my mom passed away from a drug over dose. my mom was addicited to drugs. she stopped off and on. drugs were important than her kids. one night on sept 4th at 5:00am she...
    AngelFace28 AngelFace28 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so happy to be here, experiencing! I want to be in this moment forever. This is real. I need not fear, and I need not hide. I make no apologies. I obey no slave master. I enjoy...
    findmeholdmeloveme findmeholdmeloveme 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel weird in this earth like I don't belong here. I don't like anything in this world and I think life is BS. It would be so nice to go live in heaven and not have to deal with...
    Violet101 Violet101 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had so much of this solitude.
    JANZEL JANZEL 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    “To be fully alive, fully human, and completely awake is to be continually thrown out of the nest.” ~Pema Chodron
    XyoXy XyoXy 22-25, F Sep 27

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    Lately it seems that the want for isolation has attracted just that. But it does not make me lonely. Instead it brings with it a calm. We live in a world of constant doing. Even...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't understand. Or maybe I do, and that is the problem. I have no idea what I am saying. I'm putting all of my energy into anxiety concerning someone who treats me as if I...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I never wanted to self harm. I thought "This is stupid, why would anyone do this?" Then at sixteen, after an awful fight with my stepfather about an ex-boyfriend, I knew why. I...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    com, because it displays A selection of fantastically made white corsets you may perhaps like to use. Try to search for pretty white stiletto to match your costume or When you...
    Anthony8258mbq0 Anthony8258mbq0 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Restless, is a bit of an understatement. I apparently can have full blown sex while I'm asleep and not remember much about it. It has gotten so bad that I have told my partner that...
    Lightandshadows Lightandshadows 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    Study on Ps 119:4 My utmost for his highest You have laid down precepts that are to be fully obeyed. Oh, that my ways were steadfast in obeying your decrees! Psalm 119:4f I...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    Annamarie2278 I composed a message yesterday and my phone died so I am doing it again first thing this morning. I am honestly sorry to keep you waiting. I knew you would be...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F Oct 4

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    I am. A mother. A partner. A daughter. A sister. A friend. A being. But. Sometimes I'm just not in my element and it's hard to find contentment. I want more out of life. More...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I WILL FIX YOUEp - you were sick so I came and I make you alive,Now please read this and understand and I will heal you next.Trust me.Here is story that my friend wrote. Her name...
    Bolek Bolek 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    If I told you that I loved you, would you love me back. I will give you everything I can. everything I am. I want to drive my passion in you. I don't want to stop. I want to show...
    Misspsychaddict Misspsychaddict 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Yes, I too miss my first true love. Does anyone ever forget him or her? In my case, perhaps it was mutual love at first sight but more like recognition: I see you. I know it's the...
    Ardent1 Ardent1 61-65, M 5 Responses Oct 10

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    I don't want to play hide and seek with life anymore I just want to seek, seek experiences seek knowledge and meaning, seek out known dreams and new dreams . Reconnect with old...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    V The Universal Presence Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?—Psa. 139:7 In all Christian teaching certain basic truths are found...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This is a regional song, I have translated into English. it reflects my love life a lot No need of Forests that give air no need of seas that give water To sleep with you , no...
    dreamingdarkness dreamingdarkness 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    MMMM...Yes! ❤❤❤ "Baby I'm preying on you tonight Hunt you down eat you alive Just like animals Animals Like animals-mals Maybe you think that you can hide I can smell your...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F Sep 25

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    I've been having a strange recurring series of dreams for the better part of the last year that take place in, what I'll describe here for lack of a better term, "incorporeal world...
    lcz415 lcz415 26-30 Sep 20

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    Am I Alive-Team "I'd do it all again and I don't know why It was a dark time in my life, I slept on the floor each and every night I broke the hearts of people with a drink and a...
    LadyFranco LadyFranco 16-17, F Sep 23