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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    Well when my mom was pregnant with me she was so happy cuz she has PCOS and basically it has a lot of health problems so it is very rare for people with that condition go have a...
    liajip liajip 13-15, F Oct 24

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    You live only once ! Seize the day! Time and Tide waits for none!....We have heard many quotes in life which emphasis on how one should try to live in the moment..but we...
    ThisIsMeYeah ThisIsMeYeah 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 26

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    I need to stay alive for the next 17 years at least. I have a 1 year old son. My husband gets acute short psychosis for 1-2 weeks when there is too much stress. For example some...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Nov 10

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    Tekken bang up has said he's alive on assorted new projects, and that he hopes to bare two or three of them in 2014--but it's absurd that any of them will be Tekken 7. In an...
    fifacoinsarc fifacoinsarc 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I have this new job and I have a new family. So many new events in my life and it makes me feel so alive and well. I may birch and I may not know where all this is going. The ride...
    easterbaby88 easterbaby88 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    There are other people that deserve to be alive but are not given the chance to have another day, another hour, another minute or even a second. While I'm here suffering from...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Oct 25

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    For me, being naked plays a large role in feeling happy and really alive!
    xxxtop xxxtop 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    LIFE Life what is it. The Word as it self is pretty simple just a one sylable Word, simple. The truth is life its pretty simple, I mean most of mine has been a big fact stinking...
    CarolinaS1 CarolinaS1 16-17, F Nov 1

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    To be honest I don't know why anyone is alive... What's the point in love and hate, jobs, money, sex, family, people. These things wouldn't exist without humans to experience them...
    spotofhope spotofhope 13-15, F Nov 4

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    I'm like in love with 2pac!!! He's bae! I seriously wish he was still alive cause I'd love to meet him!! :)
    PrincessKylieP PrincessKylieP 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I got muddy a couple of times in college. It was really embarrassing at the time, but I've been thinking about it a lot these days. That feeling of being dirty and dripping with...
    Beccabux Beccabux 31-35, F 5 Responses Oct 28

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    I have done this several times. I was wearing panties, pantyhose, or tights, bra, camisole, pantaloons, women's top, women's, slacks, and women's tennis shoes. I went a shopping at...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 12

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    I got the urge to go to an indoor swimming pool last weekend. Once I got to the locker room i changed into black shorts and a long triple xxx t-shirt. I like to wear long and...
    Swmfanj Swmfanj 31-35 3 days ago

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    as Marvin would say: "why stop now, just when I'm hating it" as Zarathrustra says: "Was that life? Well then once more!"
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    I had an epiphany a few nights ago. I was drunk and I realized sooo many things I never hav before. I feel like I can finally start to let go of my self hatred and begin to accept...
    bluebell45 bluebell45 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    This is home & my playground. Love my city.
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Well now let's see. I was born early. I fell down a flight of concrete stairs when I was six and had concussion for nearly a week! Once got lost on a mountain range in Wales. Came...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 25

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    I don't know how much longer i will live so i live like everyday is the best day ever
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Oct 25

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    I got out my car once and started walking down the street when a load bang happened and as I turned round my own car came flying at me and hit me after a lorry had hit it, the car...
    cbailey301 cbailey301 22-25, M Oct 26

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    the people here have been trying to arrange my death since march.. susie patel is still trying to win.. she will never give up she hired a crazy *** chick who runs around...
    FreeThinker2 FreeThinker2 46-50 Oct 29

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    I am useless, i break everything, and i will never be good for anyone. The kicker is im a coward and am to scared to kill myself
    LonesomeBuffalo LonesomeBuffalo 26-30, M Oct 31

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    Nobody ever notices me. I live in an orphanage and am 15. I have been here for two years. I don't have a single friend and nobody likes me, nobody loves me. I need support and...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    In the cradle of love My heart wished to raise a crescendo. But Destiny’s drum raised a cacophony. The duet song lost its tune. Trapped in chaos The voices inside scream...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Nov 7

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    There is no point to life. Death is inevitable. Get it over with.
    Mirmulnir Mirmulnir 22-25, M Nov 8

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    spoon cookie and stretch,gridlock'd,great movie.multi talented man.wish he was still here
    spoonandstretch spoonandstretch 41-45, M Nov 9

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    A million thangs run through my mind.. You ain't gotta be in jail to be doin time.. Krazy- Pac
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 Nov 9

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    I'm sick of these tricks up your sleeve Your suspicious I deceive give me grief without belief but to me If you really trust me then it's pitiful Question me about my whereabouts...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 Nov 12

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    But both are rare. Because unity and justice got kidnapped.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    It seems to be getting worse in these times of economic hardships.I know its not just an issue of black&white ppl and yes i know local white ppl can&do suffer racism and that is...
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm sorry to whoever may read this that I made it so long, but its late and I'm tired of writing in my journal, at least here there's a possibility of a response and I need to let...
    littlebitoflucky littlebitoflucky 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    I am engaged to my best friend of 8 years, partner of 3 years who happens to be in the military. We both want kids someday. We are not in the situation currently to have a child...
    Lexx42 Lexx42 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    When I came into college I was grinning and wide eyed and I had the world at my finger tips. 2 and a half years and one suicide attempt and later I don't recognize the skeleton...
    hightoforgot hightoforgot 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have always loved dogs.Always.When I was a kid, I started living away from my family, with my uncle. We used to have a dog back then.That dog was the only real friend that I had...
    bearpro bearpro 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    **Infant loss trigger** For my son's birth I was given drugs to induce labor. I was 38 weeks pregnant and we found out his heart had stopped beating. Induced labour is supposed to...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Slowly the ice melts away The heart starts to throb Tingling senses are felt all over the body as if I'm coming alive Visually a breath of fresh air An everlasting craving Desire...
    thislilkitten thislilkitten 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I believed this was my fault from the minute I said "I'm in love with you." I didn't think after that, everything would begin to change and feelings would become more unbearable...
    ThatOneComplexGirl ThatOneComplexGirl 18-21, F 40 mins ago

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    ******************************** THE UNIVERSE ********************************* First I want to thank those Christians who sincerely wish to better understand the universe they...
    PYWACKET PYWACKET 61-65, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    scriptURE FULFILLED IN MY LIFE Oct.1947: “My substance was not hidden from Thee, when I was made in secret, and intricately wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F Nov 3

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    I survived a near fatal car accident on October 22, 2014. I was unfortunately in the wrong place at the wrong time.The accident happened on Highway 280 in Alabama. The day prior, I...
    jmryan316 jmryan316 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    12 year olds most people say there stupid & immature I'm not saying that what there saying isn't true because it is even though it's very annoying it's very true people my age (12...
    Edy13 Edy13 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 22

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    An excerpt from Chapter five of In the Cleft: Joy Comes in the Mourning (found on Amazon and Barnes and Noble) “Grandy’s arms ached and she felt stone cold and empty. There...
    danagoodman danagoodman 41-45, F Oct 23

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    You know I wonder when things happened? Many things, there are a lot of things in my life that have always been annoying and have always been ringing in the back of my head. Then...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Oct 27

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    I suffer from depression, I self harm almost every night now and I have a lot of suicidal thoughts. I get bullied for my appearance, skin colour and weight. My parents expect me to...
    IllBeGoneSoon IllBeGoneSoon 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 30

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    So I went cold turkey with bulimia 4 and a half weeks ago after being bulimic for nearly 3 years . I've had one slip up so far :) but its ok . I'm getting better.No one else knows...
    Eliza101 Eliza101 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Hopeful Romantics (Part 1) I am not a Hopeless Romantic, I am a Hopeful Romantic, more so, in fact, I am a Living Romantic, in Love, with Love, in True Love, with a True Lover, a...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Oct 30

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