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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 31

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    -- Glimpse -- a very brief, passing look, sight, or view. a momentary or slight appearance. a vague idea; inkling. I get this during the day. Maybe just after having woken up in...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Apr 13

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    It's hating my family for abandoning me, despising my friends for always leaving me, having to endure real loneliness, just being completely on my own through life and I'm so sick...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    A while ago after a long day of studying home alone it was extremely hot outside and inside. So in my hoodie, jeans, Frilly ankle socks, and converses . I went to the back of my...
    RachealMarcus RachealMarcus 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    For all people who are wondering or questioning about racism and discriminations in the uk .. The answer is a BIG YES especially if you are a dark skinned person and this apply to...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    We are all lucky to be alive. Life is so fragile and so easy to loose. It should never be taken for granted that the next minuet we could be dead. Always live love and laugh cuz...
    Thespistx Thespistx 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I feel a pinch of Peacefull-ness its the only time of the day I feel alive and wanted
    Whyicry Whyicry 13-15, M Apr 5

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    It feels so good to live in a world full of color. I used to be really depressed but I feel alive finally. I thank god everyday I'm out of my hole. Life is beautiful. Nature is...
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This is one of my biggest fantasies, actually. I love imagining myself being eaten alive by a big beautiful woman--sometimes someone I know, sometimes a celebrity, sometimes just...
    tastymeatboy tastymeatboy 18-21, M Apr 14

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    SKRILLEX! Who ever participated a Skrillex live concert? I watched him three times live . There were the best three days of my life. I felt so alive. I thought: it worth it living...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    for longer then I can remember I am and have been tired of being alive I have always thought of killing myself but I can't jump off the cliff I sit at the edge feet hanging off the...
    Tempzero Tempzero 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    its a hard one to get, you need to be devoted to losing all self respect, sanity , and pride so that you can make others laugh (everyone knows the best people are the most insane...
    DeonGrey DeonGrey 18-21, M Apr 6

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    My wife says she doesn't have any fantasies... It's frustrating when I'm trying to spice things up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 9

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    Tell me that you love me but when my pain is very real its like it is irrelevant to you. It is like I am second place. Is this the love to live and die to? Is this the love to...
    topboy1968 topboy1968 41-45 Apr 11

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    Weak & powerless I want to let the whole world know that the reason or the cause for all my sufferings and ordeals in life were caused by my own family who do not sound like my...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F Mar 25

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 26

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    I was a baby orphan in just post-Cold War Russia.. I was put up for adoption and I thank God I was.
    saramariya saramariya 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    ever feel like you have no enthusiasm of looking forward to your life? just wanting to enter a vast of nothingness.
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 27

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    For me the worst racist people are those that clame they're not racist, because they have friends from a certain racial group, but if you ask them if they would leave their son...
    Karmario Karmario 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Most people don't even know what racism is. You can be of or apart of said race and still be ignorant of the term. "The black man stole the car." Is not racist. "The man stole...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Mar 27

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    It was just in the news actually :P So at some college there was this stupid group of boys who made some silly stupid song about black people basically saying that their school...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F Mar 28

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    Hi I want to update you on my recent news at the support housing for adults with mental health issues ..as I walked into the staff office yesterday morning to tell the support...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    My life is a constant movement and search for new things. Sometimes passive and sometimes physically active. I have reached a point where I am meditating frequently and enjoying...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 11 Responses Mar 29

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    I'm so pissed off that in the last three years I did not receive any medical care in the uk for being bed bound and suffering from a mysterious illness that it was not diagnosed by...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 30

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    I'm so pissed off that in the last three years I did not receive any medical care in the uk for being bed bound and suffering from a mysterious illness that it was not diagnosed by...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Last night I phoned my dear friend Michael who lives in Brighton and he told me that after he spoke to me last time he racieved a phone call from my other dear friend to tell him...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I am dragging my life just draggin it there are no goals no expectations no hope ....
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm just too tired to be living that's too much on me
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Last night I phoned my dear friend Michael who lives in Brighton and he told me that after he spoke to me last time he received a phone call from my other dear friend to tell him...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    As I'm not a white woman living in Britain I suffer greatly from discrimination and racism and it is intimidating and humiliating to be living around a race of people who...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    As I'm not a white woman living in Britain I suffer greatly from discrimination and racism and it is intimidating and humiliating to be living around a race of people who...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I want to share with the whole world my experience in a supported accommodation for vulnerable adults with mental health issues in Zealand road in Middlesbrough opposite the train...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I wish I was dead...even though I feel happier. Is that strange? I still think about dying. The thoughts don't disappear. I feel like I'm living, but I don't want to live. If I...
    NightOwlGirl NightOwlGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Today's one of those days. I'm craving to experience another human being. It's unfair. I want to feel that warmth. I want to feel that passion, luscious kisses. Why don't I have a...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    A message to the fucken dirty ***** who suppose to be a fucken support worker at the staff accommodation ...stop stabbing me at my fucken back and passing information about me to...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Apr 2

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    My blood is boiling and I'm full of rage ...I'm a non white woman who is physically and mentally unwell living in the uk .. I had three admissions at the psychiatric hospital and I...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Apr 2

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    I am. Even though I have no friends no love nothing to look forward to when I get back home but still I know I am here in this world for a reason and I am going to have my moment...
    john131976 john131976 36-40, M 10 Responses Apr 4

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    I don't believe in HELL. At least not the hell that most people envision. I know that when I become Spirit, I will be reunited with my spiritual family. I will understand what the...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2 66-70, M Apr 4

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    There was a white Syrian lady at the Coptic Orthodox Church in Bournemouth who saw me once walking into the church and she looked at me with so much hatred and contempt because I'm...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 4

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