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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    My Pre-Christmas Charity Mudbath. My workplace staged a charity fundraiser just before Christmas. It featured a balance beam over a massive tank of mud, and I took part with three...
    KatyisCool KatyisCool 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    Dear Idiots, I Am Alive - This is the real Drmusic2 speaking to those people out there who think i'm dead and that some troll has taken over my account - i'm alive and well and...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Feb 1

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    what a very simple idea... feeling alive while living. it seems like it would be very difficult to avoid. instead though, its very difficult to manage. I blame it on money. can't...
    atiekay atiekay 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Anniversary allotment of your character's physique has The Cheapest Variety FUT 15 Coins at MyFIFASale.com,It Is One Of The Best FIFA 15 Ultimate Team Coins Online Stores,Click...
    liafifaku liafifaku 22-25, F a week ago

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    I am too ugly to be alive I am so on ugly I can't even walk outside without being criticized I am so ugly that I could make a priest hold up his Bible and preach and pray because...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Life is misery and life is pain, there's nothing to be alive for because I don't detect the gift of life, I was born to be nothing but a failure I am nothing, I am a space of...
    SOL2015 SOL2015 18-21, M 15 Responses 3 days ago

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    I first has my eating disorders when I was 13. I moved around the world a lot and I eventually moved back to Turkey when I turned 13. This was all due to my dads job. although the...
    ebrugulay ebrugulay 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    This is 2 stories in 1 and they were both 2 years ago I was in a group and we went to a swimming pool where I chose to go in the pool wearing a T-shirt and tracksuit bottoms it was...
    shrievess shrievess 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    A woman who is covered in colourful tattoos is so inspiring. She no doubt realises her body decorations are permanent. To so express her innermost desires is wonderful!
    Petronious07 Petronious07 70+, M Feb 12

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    The last weekend I went to the waterfalls, the weather was quite hot and I decided to get wet wearing a red shirt and my black pants. It was my first experience wearing long pants...
    SunHi95 SunHi95 18-21, F Feb 20

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    The last weekend I went to the waterfalls, the weather was quite hot and I decided to get wet wearing a red shirt and my black pants. It was my first experience wearing long pants...
    SunHi95 SunHi95 18-21, F Feb 20

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    The last weekend I went to the waterfalls, the weather was quite hot and I decided to get wet wearing a red shirt and my black pants. It was my first experience wearing long pants...
    SunHi95 SunHi95 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 20

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    No, This Is Not A Troll Account - To all those who claim a troll is running my accounts on here and on Deviantart, I assure you that this is indeed the real me. I have not died...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Feb 1

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    The odds of me being here at all were remote. Life is a gift I nearly lost, now I am happy, healthy and free. I can cherish the moment. I am awake and sentient. I am in awe of...
    HelenInTheUK HelenInTheUK 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    On the way home from work last night I got hit by a drunk driver on the highway, slammed into the car in front of me. Both front seats broke in half from impact, airbags out...
    theemercedes theemercedes 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I was in a bad accident last week. I was driving to Tops to send a friend some cash and ended up getting t-boned! I was in hospital for almost 5 days but am feeling better now!
    Serfyboy Serfyboy 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 7

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    By any accepted standard, I have had more than nine lives. I counted them up once, and there were 13 times I almost and maybe should have died.    
    ryan489767 ryan489767 26-30, M Feb 7

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    Wow what a zing. My first shift in a fast food restaurant (world leader, no names). I'm a crew member, being trained on grills by a super positive, supportive trainer. And it's all...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Hello everyone I am asking you all to help me and my 3 children by simply clicking on the link below. This will not cost you a nothing but will help me out a great deal. This...
    yardie11226 yardie11226 31-35 1 Response Feb 10

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    I've been shot once, stabbed once and hit with VBIED's twice. Need I say more? Any day I wake up this side of the dirt is a GREAT day :)
    mortaritaville07 mortaritaville07 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 10

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    I hate myself I hate my life I want it to end
    CatacombsKitten CatacombsKitten 41-45, M Feb 11

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    Ever since yesterday, I've been feeling that I've possessed by a Spirit just like last time. I thought that after being send to a Faith Healer and they'll use Tawas (The one you...
    akfrancheska akfrancheska 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    I am not meant to be here. I don't want to be stuck in this **** town any longer. I'm considering selling my drum kit and packing up tents and sleeping bags and taking a...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F Feb 15

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    My mom had 12 miscarriages. I was lucky number 7, and despite my lifetime of stupidity, am still here. Thank God.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 15

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    I almost drowned at seven then again at 12. A cop almost shot me at 13 because I had a b b gun that looked real. I been it ten car wreaks one of which a guy died.
    mulder mulder 26-30 2 Responses Feb 17

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    The other day I was outside with my sister shoveling snow. We had been out there for about 30 minutes . It was cold and windy. But we had no choice but to shovel it and clear it up...
    DarkDesires019 DarkDesires019 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm always so tired during the day, but never at night...
    Aevath Aevath 13-15 5 days ago

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    Which is very surprising. In one year, I've attempted suicide 3 times, cut numerous times, and starved myself for long amounts of time. But I'm still here. Just goes to show that I...
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    no picture no bi bi,everybody should post a picture to make this boring app a little intrest boring app !
    hillow hillow 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    never give up when life gets tough , if u choose to get up and focus what can be improve than you will succeed . patients and persistence always pays off. if u believe that you can...
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Paramedics Told Me I Was Dead For 2 Hours. I would LOVE to end my life if it would not send me to Hell! I did die when I was young but I came back or rather I was sent back. I WAS...
    sischristal sischristal 41-45 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    You're so far away,yet close to my heartMiles separate us from being togetherDistance is an obstacle that stands in our wayMay my kisses I blow into the windFind a place upon your...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Looking at a blank canvas knowing just one splash of paint will bring that canvas alive flowing with feeling and purpose is something not many people take advantage of or just cant...
    dean70 dean70 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Forgot to post this last night, you know who u are :) Not one but 3 for you <3 "Drowning, just as fast as I can. But don't throw me a line, don't reach out your hand. 'Cause...
    Classangel00A Classangel00A 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    He wants to say goodnight, His eyes fail him but his heart is thirsty.. He is a heartless man, who beats none but imitates one.. As if he is alive.. He is heartless and her heart...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 44 mins ago

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    Copying a letter here that I wrote to my former AP...haven't sent it and may not, but there is healing in writing it out. I thought it might help others: Dear MM, I want you to...
    Kadl6671 Kadl6671 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    It's not too easy to prove or to disprove, there are convincing arguments both sides. Let me just say that no matter how you think of God you can never praise him enough, nor can...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm honestly tired of people glorifying self harm. I'm done and I need a good rant. Depression is NOT fun, it's NOT a choice, and more importantly self harm is NOT beautiful. It's...
    Whathi Whathi 16-17, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'll give you the key to explore my body and discover my soul.  Let me see myself, fully, by you loving me.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 8 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'll give you the key to explore my body and discover my soul.  Let me see myself, fully, by you loving me.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 9 hrs ago

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    Imagine all those scrum diddly umtious retro garments in all the shops ! the nylons !! Id buy hundreds of packets of fully fashioned with seams !!. Ooh shaddup !
    Lin79 Lin79 31-35, T 8 hrs ago

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    To Engage in 8-little bit classics from Nintendo's 1st console, the cost-free and feature-weighty Nesoid will do you effectively. The 1984 console is not any strain over the...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    You are so sweet, You make me so weak Your touch has a spell, Oh, I can never tell Your love is so warm, I can feel no harm Your lips so sweet, Our hearts that meet It was a day...
    Donnathena Donnathena 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    The more I learn about human nature, the more I despair and lament. Adaption from indoctrination is the only option. But, that is a hard thing, indeed. It's always better to know...
    Thanatos24 Thanatos24 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    I love the feel of a woman fully aroused
    cittenpurr2 cittenpurr2 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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