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I Am Not Fully Alive

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    My fake Mother drugged me so badly that my pupils keep dilating and retracting, but only in medium light...I've heard that sometimes humans can live with diseases for many years, I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    "Are you alive or barely existing," she asked me. I looked up at her with my glazed over eyes and puffy eyelids. "What?" She repeated herself again this time with an unreadable...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl 18-21, F Jan 13

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    A Sensational Charity Mudbath With My Friends. Before Christmas, my workplace decided to stage another fundraiser, using, as has become the norm, a massive mudbath to raise money...
    Lisamuddy Lisamuddy 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I had a very rare first of it's strain of sarcoma cancer. Ever discovered in anyone and had to go to Dana-Farber Cancer center in Boston MA. to be taken care of to remove it. On...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Almost 3 months ago I hit a moose on a road where I travelled many of times.. I saw the moose coming into my wind shield, glass everywhere in my eyes, in my mouth, in my face...
    EvangeB EvangeB 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    I have been very lucky through the years and have taken a number of my gfs for fully clothed swims. my fiance and I love to swim and have done so many times. the first time was...
    kerrmit84 kerrmit84 26-30, M Jan 12

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    At times i wished i wouldnt hv be born wish i could die beside ol my crazy thoughts i at tyms feel so lucky to be alive. lucky to hv a loving family, sweet friends and having a...
    sly15 sly15 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Many children die at a young age, so I'm very lucky to still be alive. We all are. I could've even died at birth.
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    i lost my sences.numb i'll do anything for feeling alive again.
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    When I think back to the day I almost successfully took my life I can remember feeling empty. Now I am so glad that my mom decided to come check up on me because if she hadn't I...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F Jan 12

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    hmmm I got hit by a train..... overdosed 3 times..... I don't know someone wants me alive
    solarenergy solarenergy 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    To be honest, I shouldn't be alive. There have been times where death was right before my face. Somehow by God's mercy it hasn't happened yet xD
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I had the worse year but its over and I can see the light more because of someone that I been talking to on this site he became my best friend helping me deal with my soon to be x...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jan 2

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    An amazing mudbath with friends! Just before Christmas I was extremely fortunate to be invited to take part in a charity fundraiser with some friends of mine. The event took place...
    lauren19 lauren19 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 4

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    There certainly are numerous jurisdictions where it is not impossible to have a Forex permit. Because of the variable degrees of political stability in some Offshore banks...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I have put up some more photos in another album, of my bathing beauty. These pics were taken right before Christmas. We had the weekend off, and spent it in a hotel, after...
    egr007 egr007 41-45, M Jan 14

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    Last summer my girlfriend and I went down to Weymouth for the afternoon having spent the morning working. We had wandered along and played crazy golf for a bit of fun but things...
    kerrmit84 kerrmit84 26-30, M Jan 19

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    Last summer my girlfriend and I went down to Weymouth for the afternoon having spent the morning working. We had wandered along and played crazy golf for a bit of fun but things...
    kerrmit84 kerrmit84 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    In most ways I have a better life than all of my ancestors. I try not to take things for granted, yet I struggle to be satisfied with my life. Perhaps that is my problem, I worry...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Congrats to myself, trying to dry the mattress completely is a no until that thermal penetrator device my aunt worked on comes to me in due time. I should be more brainy, shoulda...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I like running at night, I like roaming with my friends on the roof tops of very high buildings at night, I like going to parks at night with my friends and bonfires at the beach...
    junglekat420 junglekat420 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I've attempted suicide countless times. Sometimes I wish I succeeded... sometimes I'm glad I failed.
    ColourfulHopes ColourfulHopes 13-15, F 8 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    So over the past couple of weeks I have done a lot of reflecting on my life. My cat had to be put to sleep recently and in the past I had decided that I am going to kill myself...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    What a lovely day! Even thou the snow is high and it's -21 outside!
    iamreal2015 iamreal2015 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    All through my teens and 20s I rode the ragged edge; using drugs and living stupidly. I'm getting older now and, hopefully, a little wiser. I must give thanks for the life that I...
    Doviov Doviov 41-45 Jan 8

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    I have something I would like to say. I know it is irrelevant to many but to the few that it applies too.. I'm sorry. I've spent the last 3 years in depression. Feeling like my...
    Faelanthewulf Faelanthewulf 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I feel so hollow inside but outside I look fine. I'm just so tired of feeling this way ugh.
    imjusttiredofbeingsad imjusttiredofbeingsad 16-17, F Jan 11

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    Love, drugs and other things Do not know if anyone will read this anyway, but I feel that writing my story I let out everything that happened. I fell in love with a boy who was...
    karensbm karensbm 22-25, F Jan 11

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    I crawled through the mud spiked with rose thorns. I felt like nothing inside of nothing. I battled the demons in my mind with help from no-one. For years I have struggled. I...
    mybadwhereami mybadwhereami 26-30, M Jan 11

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    I feel great today. Wishing everyone a good day
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    This says it all...it's hard to let go of hurt in your hurt.
    smile4today smile4today 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    How can someone as handicapped as Stephen Hawking live disabled for over 40 years? The life expectancy for ALS isn't that long. Living more than two years after diagnosis shouldn't...
    mengetpedicures mengetpedicures 26-30, M Jan 14

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    This is really basic information. So trivial - on the one hand - and so important and meaningful - on the other. Something to be grateful about.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Jan 17

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    thank you God for this new day. time to shower and do nothing like i always do ??
    mirandasoltero mirandasoltero 16-17, F Jan 19

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    i wonder what night life is like in japan. (monday freak playing in my head)
    kkisu474 kkisu474 13-15, M Jan 19

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    my friend and I were taken and bound and gagged on the night before Halloween a few years ago when we left a high school football game. I tried to get free in the back of a van and...
    vick8428 vick8428 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    ♥ Mr. Scrumdiddlyumptious. ♥
    OlicityShipper OlicityShipper 70+, F 6 days ago

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    Sad to say but I am a ex dope addict and I've done deadly amounts of drugs in the worst ways possible for many years. I say ex addict because I have done the 12 program and...
    VoloSolo VoloSolo 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    6 car wrecks and the worst that happened was I broke my toe. Though my car was completely totaled each time which sucked for me
    Annamania1 Annamania1 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was involved in a car crash almost 23 years ago. I live with shaky memory since my accident but I'll share my story from what I kind of remember and what my family have told me...
    ncwcsoccer14 ncwcsoccer14 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My parents love me. And my sister. And my fiancée, actually. So, my parents and I had a chat tonight. A big one. Only lasted one hour, but it was big. Dad basically asked me if...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    To everyone who told me "hang in there, it'll get better eventually" guess what. You were right ^_^ **** just got amazing. Thank you for supporting meh when I was down. Love you...
    Faelanthewulf Faelanthewulf 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I lost my parents when i was just a baby,now i see them in my dream every night
    jasonwwijaya jasonwwijaya 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want to go skydiving. Bungee jump from a high up place. Go ride in a hot air balloon. Take a helicopter ride to see the overview of a major city. Ride a mule to the bottom of the...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    ffs, will it never end? I don't know about anyone else but I have this resounding feeling of disappointment every time I wake up and realise I am still me...............
    LetThePainEnd LetThePainEnd 26-30, F 2 days ago

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