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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    Edwardkarter Edwardkarter 41-45, M Apr 6, 2015

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    Trying To Recover

    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I don't know what's wrong with me yet.

    . But the past month everytime I feel I'm loosing my boyfriend I threaten my life.. And now he has gone.. I drove him away even more... Our families our saying it's better for him not to see or speak to me ARE THEY MAD I need him more than ever right now!! Lucky he pulls...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6, 2015

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    I really thought that being alone over a year

    now I would start feeling better about myself but you know what I don't if it could be possible to feel worse I Do. When I drove my husband last Jan to the airport I really wanted to get on with my life , but it is as if I had nothing but bad luck this year, my dad passed away I...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jun 16, 2015

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    I'm getting really chubby. I've gained almost 20 pounds at 5'0". My tummy is soft and jiggly and my thighs are getting so big. Even my arms and face are getting softer. My tummy...
    MuffinBabeXO MuffinBabeXO 18-21, F 57 mins ago

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    I asked for half of the dishes, what I got was most of the junk items from the kitchen. I thought about it for a minute but then realIzed I was being selfish. I realize that God...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet 41-45, M 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Divorce is hard. Missing your kids is by far the hardest. Even the constant sibling fighting is hard. I'm learning to live with the loneliness. The quietness of the night. I...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet 41-45, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Nights are the worst. I have no tv or Internet. Spend my time on my phone. Soul searching. I know I've made the right choice. I can't be in a loveless marriage with domestic...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet 41-45, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel so much better and prettier with a short haircut! It's so amazing (:
    Piercedprincess17 Piercedprincess17 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Good news? I think it's over. In true lawyer fashion, mine just called me at 5:00 PM (on Friday) to tell me I have to be at court for the final hearing first thing Monday...
    DefineItFromNow DefineItFromNow 41-45, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    "I Don't Wanna Fight"THERE'S A PALE MOON IN THE SKYTHE KIND YOU MAKE YOUR WISHES ONLIKE THE LIGHT IN YOUR EYESTHE ONE I BUILD MY DREAMS UPONIT'S NOT HERE ANY LONGERSOMETHING...
    RolexRush RolexRush 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Everyday I go on wondering am I really worth it? Why do I keep trying? And I tell myself I don't deserve to live, that I have no perpose. But I want to be better. I want to know...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm feeling happier, I get along more with my classmates, I'm getting better grades, and I just feel like things are going my way 😊 Hope this will last for a while
    sagespoo sagespoo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My baby girl has had the worse asthma attack yesterday.I do things what others won't yet it's still not enough.I'm struggling with my own heart problem.I'm sitting in this corner...
    Raghunath76 Raghunath76 36-40, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Daddy? Where are you? I'm laying in bed waiting for you to come tuck me in.... The dirtier the better, guys. ;)
    DavidMc69 DavidMc69 41-45, T 1 Response a week ago

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    I've had like three songs playing bavk and forth in my head for the past hour. worse part yet is that I hate all three of them lol
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M Feb 1

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    That's funny, but I have always felt that I look better when I am sick! Or to put it better; I like my look better when I am sick. Not sure what it is... maybe it is because my...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Jan 31

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    I feel like I am having a lot of true healing. It's been a really rough couple of years but somehow, something is getting consistently better. I honestly think it has a lot to do...
    Zbeara Zbeara 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I had a Facebook 4 months after getting it I was hacked and to this day I never got it back
    thebigdoctor61 thebigdoctor61 61-65, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I am embaressed when I see the racist comments by white women who get so angry when they see white men with black women. They accuse black women of getting upset when we are with...
    lisaishere lisaishere 26-30, F Jan 26

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    I love how big I'm getting. Watching the number on the scales go up and up is the best feeling ever. I was so unhappy being skinny now I feel better and better every pound. And...
    Fatfuture Fatfuture 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I really hate getting jealous, because I know I should know better. I've been with my fiance for 8 years but sometimes he acts like he'd rAther have someone else. I try really hard...
    AmazingGrace84 AmazingGrace84 31-35 1 Response Jan 26

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    This story is about an old friend whom I considered a sister. We had things in common but she was better off financially then myself. After a few years, I only heard from her when...
    SentimentalMood SentimentalMood 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    Ever wondered why we give so much room to our doubts and insecurities? We all do. They're just obstacles. And obstacles can only scare you when you take your vision off your goals...
    ThisIsMeYeah2 ThisIsMeYeah2 18-21, F Jan 23

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    I never believed the saying how all the troubles you endure will make you stronger and a better person. Until your past is your past and here you are, stronger, better, and ready...
    Missiontohappy Missiontohappy 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    a female friend has lost a bet. i need ideas of what to use, what she should wear and also if she is to do anything in the mess. it can be absolutely anything. the worse the better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 22

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    So very much better... At this point I'm an award winning author, but if I haven't known someone for at least a year, its 50/50 whether I can speak like a normal person to them. I...
    Grimthorn Grimthorn 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    It all seems to be seeping in, and I hate it. I don't know which is worse, the physical that is annoying me and stopping me from doing things I want to do or the emotional that's...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I sent out my first job application today. Yeay! To me for getting my god darn shite together finally
    RagingWhirlwind RagingWhirlwind 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Good morning/afternoon/evening/night, EP. Not much has changed here. My wife actually shoved me and yelled at me in front of my daughter over the past weekend. She couldn't handle...
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 20

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    I like getting message in my EP mailbox and talking and conversing with people. what I don't like is getting perverted or propositioning messages from people I'm not here to hook...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    So I am thinking about getting one of these okay maybe two. I never really thought I was a tatoo kind of girl, but you know what, I am really feeling badass lately lol.... of...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 11 Responses Jan 19

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    My name is Anthony and I'm 23yrs old. I'm working on going to College this year and getting a job this year
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M Jan 19

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    "White Americans, what? Nothing better to do? Why don't you kick yourself out? You're an immigrant too? Who's usin' who? What should we do? Well you can't be a pimp And a...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    All these years of being a Nice Guy in a Not So Nice world has left me being battered and bruised. I have times when toxic ideas run through my mind because of how someone treated...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    For Me,I'm NOT Too Sure If It's About Being A Better Christian Than It Is About Being A Better Person.Like Everyone Reading This,I'm Flawed In Many Ways.I Admit That I Can Be A Bit...
    BIGGSKEET BIGGSKEET 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Eh... probably worse nowadays.
    Bluewry Bluewry 18-21, M Jan 17

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    So after a few days of binge eating everything unhealthy I could get my hands on I have gone from 213 to 220 in 3 days ! I feel a lot heavier and it's a little harder to get up. I...
    makemefatter108 makemefatter108 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    I am far from perfect and I have no problem a