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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    I was off of school for a few days because I was sick it was great to be out I caught up on some tv shows and just relaxed. Everyone left me alone. But now I'm back at high school...
    Ginger1313 Ginger1313 13-15, F Feb 10

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    I can't describe it. it just happens sometimes out of nowhere when I'm home or out or anywhere really. it happens when I over thinking about something. seeing people. hearing...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I'm excited for valentines day!! what is everyone doing?
    alexa22612 alexa22612 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    This past week I realized I deserve better and after being in a on/off relationship for 2 years I decided I couldn't have him in my life anymore even as a friend. We are 5 hours...
    waytoospoiled waytoospoiled 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    As a teenager growing up in society, people don't necessarily see what it's like to go through some things that I deal with. In general, a lot of teens have depression. What kills...
    bemyforeverlove97 bemyforeverlove97 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    AgeMeet.com is promoting the concept of age gap dating where older men can date younger women. The trend of older men younger women dating of getting popular day by day and the...
    norahmarlin norahmarlin 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    "Over And Over" Neck Deep. Have you noticed me lately? I know I’ve been vaguely twisting my words, To protect myself from failure, It’s just part of my nature to hide in my...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Earlier I was struggling with some things that were just bothering me and I didn't really feel like thinking about those things....cleaning up usually helps but this time it made...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    It's frustrating, because the married man wants to talk to me and get to know me and talk about sex to me, but all the while he is still "in love" with his wife. I don't...
    giggletree giggletree 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    as long as i have the strength to start again , i will keep going. some days are rougher than others. pero ¿ what is the point of giving up ? im still above ground . other...
    Chulazon Chulazon 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 14

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    I often find that when one situation is resolved another needs dealing with. I'm quietly optimistic that things are getting better though.
    HonestAndHopeful HonestAndHopeful 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Bit by Bit I think everyone wants to make EP a better place, I know I do, but I don't think many people know how. Here I would like to list a few things that you could do around...
    Contentio Contentio 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 9

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    Im feeling a lot better now these days! Im smiling more, im getting out more, im getting back into my favorite old hobbies, and happily acquired new ones, I actually wanna get up...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I frequently wake up with throat allergies that begin with sore throats and worsen to include cold and cough. I hate this!!!!!!!!! I have a Physical Ed exam the day after anddddd...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    **** it. Pretending to be happy is much more easy than trying to get better... So that's what I'm gonna do. Shut my damn mouth and pretend that everything is fine and dandy. Just...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Getting involved in the litigation or lawsuit is not only tedious but it can be little expensive. To avoid this situation one of the important things is to get the required and...
    invest4justice invest4justice 31-35, M Feb 18

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    [4] One disadvantage about more than-the-counter therapies is that the acids may also harm wholesome pores and skin and skin affected by corns, so if you utilize these solutions...
    Matthew814a3xli Matthew814a3xli 31-35, M Feb 18

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    my wife left me just over three months ago....she left me for my sons best friends dad...I thought I was getting better till tonight when I talked to her.....now here I am at 130...
    eggs35 eggs35 31-35, M 9 Responses Feb 3

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    getting a tube stuck down my throat guess thats an endoscopy idk all i know is i better be knocked out or its not happening.......
    carolinespecht4 carolinespecht4 18-21, F Feb 9

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    As I continue to heal. Memories of her pop up at random times. I haven't spoken to her in ten months. The pain has deceased drastically. I still have moments of vulnerability, but...
    elington elington 31-35, M 6 Responses Feb 11

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    Honestly, I'm a lot better person than I was a few years ago. Depression and anxiety have mostly receded, which is awesome. I'm hoping in the future to finish high school on a high...
    metallic28 metallic28 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Thanks to my new meds and new therapist, I feel better than I have in a really long time! It feels so good to be normal, to an extent. Never thought I would get to this point and...
    indranimeows indranimeows 18-21, F Feb 14

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    I cant wait to be divorced. He walked out over a year ago. Left me and our kids. For several months he woukd not even make sure our kids had food, clothes ect. Our house was...
    happymom2 happymom2 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 15

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    When I was little, my twin sister and I were BEST friends, (Her name is Nevaeh) even though we did have our "small" issues now and then. Before Nevaeh and I started kindergarten...
    HeavenElizabeth6262 HeavenElizabeth6262 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I'm a freshman in college, going for a four year degree in nursing. However I'm starting to think that I'll be dead before I finish college. Ever since I graduated from high school...
    BlackStylo95 BlackStylo95 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    My parents aren't always there with me all the time. They sent me off and gave me freedom, and independence at a young age without realizing that... I wasn't even ready yet! And so...
    Seaspiritaria Seaspiritaria 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Crossy Road just isn't a sport that shoots with the moon, but totally nails just what exactly it’s likely for. Far better yet, it’s fully absolutely free to download and...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Today will be day 5 of the wonderful 'silent treatment'. Yesterday we were both gone all day. I was just driving around trying to keep my mind off of things. Who knows where he was...
    Mrs1105 Mrs1105 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Math!!!! Enough said! I'm getting there, but it's a slow process. Gotta go do more math hw now, tutoring is tomorrow, class & a test on wed this week. I hope I'll be ready!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 9

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    For your ease The Masonry Chimney Conversion Package will allow venting of one's immediate vent stove as a result of an present masonry chimney using the chimney chase to supply...
    Noah5284psu4 Noah5284psu4 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    Copying a letter here that I wrote to my former AP...haven't sent it and may not, but there is healing in writing it out. I thought it might help others: Dear MM, I want you to...
    Kadl6671 Kadl6671 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    I'm never organised and now my exams are coming up I need to learn how to I'm getting there but it's just taking time
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290 13-15, F Feb 12

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    To get biggest video game titles for Android, key 10 just sort games by Track record. Be an integral factor of numerous our savage pirates from all all over the world whoR17;re...
    Ethan3088hnz9 Ethan3088hnz9 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Downed another gallon of ice cream today.........rich and creamy. Melted in microwave and added to whole milk. Should see results soon! Only thing better would be to have a nice...
    fatmangaining fatmangaining 56-60, M Feb 18

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    I'm finding so hard to move on from my heartbreak it's been a year and I still feel so much for him I just dunno how to feel me again. I feel so broken and empty. I dunno will it...
    brooky123 brooky123 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I feel great after taking a long and hot shower anytime and with company. I love getting a massage and having sex in the shower adjacent to my bedroom.
    momfromcolorado momfromcolorado 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    How many times do U think about when someone brought U down? About anything like not believing UR self. In my life time people have all misjudged me said cruel things and no one...
    stelliester stelliester 13-15, F Feb 22

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    I've always been the one who writes love poems and cries quietly in her blue room. The one who eats and slides the sharp blade across her wrists and arms. The one who speaks five...
    lace1996 lace1996 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Can you see what I have become I've grown so cold I'm getting numb Down to the bone Because being real never worked out for me Playing these games is such a waste of time Somewhere...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Infinitesimally better!! Some people say the high school years are the best; others say the college years. I've done both, and for me, neither was true. High school.was.AWFUL...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F a week ago