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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    Me wants to get better.

    Meds dont work. Hospitals are bondage motels. Was getting better. But staff here was found to be jerks Am allergic. Want them gone or apologizing. They think they are great. Hope they stroke out SOON. Was almost better. Exercising by digging...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mom blames us for being sick.

    She says were making her sicker. A couple days ago she couldn't even walk. She kept falling everywhere. She blames my dad most of all. She says I should do Something about him but she knows I can't. He isn't really doing anything to her. Each day she grows sicker. I'm only 19...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F Jul 14

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    Trying To Recover

    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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