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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    Me wants to get better.

    Meds dont work. Hospitals are bondage motels. Was getting better. But staff here was found to be jerks Am allergic. Want them gone or apologizing. They think they are great. Hope they stroke out SOON. Was almost better. Exercising by digging...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Trying To Recover

    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Seems like my years for relationships are just getting worse and worse. This year would have made 5 years that my husband and I were together. I cheated for a while (mistake #1...
    MyFaithIsBigger MyFaithIsBigger 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm sure that many people have been through more devastating things, and truly, I am not better than anyone. Yet, I still feel that, from all the things I have been through, it has...
    HeatherMarie14 HeatherMarie14 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    The thing I hate more than getting spanked? Corner time. My parents always made me do 15 minutes before and after a spanking. Nose to the wall in the corner, feeling very sorry for...
    lukeskywalker5 lukeskywalker5 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    How do I STAY motivated to workout? especially since its getting colder outside in the winter months. Is it crazy to try to eat healthy in the winter when everyone is trying to...
    beccaishere89 beccaishere89 22-25, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    STBX is back in town after 2 weeks away spent with his gF. This is going to be a difficult week. The realty of our divorce is setting in for him and he's realizing that he does not...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 22

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    I am getting divorced. I thought I lost my sapphire ring forever. Today I went to a pawn shop and saw my ring on display. I had to buy it back for $170, but I got it back!!
    sarahk85 sarahk85 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    We went out a little over a year and broke up Friday, so you could say the cut is still fresh. He was my longest relationship and I honestly thought he was going to be the one...
    anitamigna anitamigna 18-21, F Sep 23

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    We should never think so. We get told that often. Dont think youre better they say. But if we are then we are. They call me disabled. But my good side noticed they...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm in a town where I never wanted to live in the first place. My surrounding environment is so hostile, atleast according to me. I feel like nobody understands me here. And my...
    calliope95 calliope95 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    i joined this group last month and actually wrote a positive story here because i THOUGHT things were getting better. should have known not to get too excited because things are...
    welcome2myworld welcome2myworld 41-45, F Sep 22

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    I'm getting married to the most perfect person for me. We have know each other for about 15 years he came back into my life last year and we started dating and I've never been...
    unbottledgenie unbottledgenie 26-30, F Sep 24

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    There is nothing worse than being isolated by the one person that you care for the most. How can people not see that this is a form of emotional abuse and control?
    deepbreathneeded deepbreathneeded 36-40, M 5 Responses Sep 26

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    I've been feeling better about her leaving me. Not 100% but maybe 45%. I miss her a lot and she was a big part of my life. I'm leaving her alone as she has requested me to do so I...
    shariakugan64 shariakugan64 18-21, M Oct 2

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    4 1/2 year relationship we've been married for about 5 months and separated. We are at the point where one minute we love each other like crazy then the next hateful mean and...
    colealica1779 colealica1779 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Totally. I'm so ashamed of my past I can't even talk about it. But it has made me the person I am today. For too long I let people use me. But now they can go **** themselves...
    NotMuchGoingOnHere NotMuchGoingOnHere 18-21, F a week ago

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    And want to speak to other women about it. It was the most terrifying experience of my life. One I didn't think I was going to live through at the time. It's funny how your mind...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hurt from a construction accident in April 2007 and over 15 spine surgeries. I was the victim of a quack spine surgeon who destroyed most of my spine and then had his medical...
    allcowboy allcowboy 56-60, M 1 day ago

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    I am untangling years of emotional guilt and damage while trying to find my calling and maintain a career. I had a great paying job, left it because of a ****** boss, and, while by...
    jakeasaurusrex2 jakeasaurusrex2 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Job hunting is stressing me out! I used to work as a preschool teacher, and even though I liked the job itself, the pay was horrible and they asked for so many things for such...
    Lala365 Lala365 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I'm finally getting the help that I need! I've been so ****** up mentally, I felt crazy. But it's gonna get better now! I really hope anyways :)
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    Tui were being the commonest passerine found in Maori middens and were being most likely at the time a crucial supply of protein. Despite the loss of the overwhelming majority of...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    I'm in the fourth stage and getting to the fifth!!  :)This is definitely one of the life-changing period of my life. After my biggest epiphanies, I keep getting more and more...
    ChicaAudaz ChicaAudaz 18-21, F Oct 2

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    After a seven-year relationship and a marriage barely 1-year old, he emotionally stepped out on me. I believe he was cheating. He never admitted to it, but I believe it more and...
    rememberyouarenotalone rememberyouarenotalone 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 2

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    Today was my cousin Ashley's wedding. It has been one of the better days I've had lately
    Laine0910 Laine0910 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    The drama is the least of what I wanted and it was the basic food in a meal of words from a former college football player. The actual history of events can lead to a union or a...
    WarmGoldenHeart WarmGoldenHeart 31-35, F Oct 9

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    I've been laid off 3 times since I started my professional career, only once due to performance. In this day and age I feel getting fired is as easy as chewing bubble gum. Your...
    jachinboston jachinboston 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been married for 27 years this week. I have three kids ages, 26, 19, and 16. I probably should've left 10 years ago when I wanted to get separated then. Every time I wanted to...
    cinaflower cinaflower 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    When your little boys bring you little flowers with the shortest stems they could manage to create, lol... You BETTER find a tiny vase for them! ;) LOL!
    ladymaverick31 ladymaverick31 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    Snowfall at Killington averages 250 inches per annum. Moreover, the vacation resort is dwelling to the largest snowmaking process on the earth. Killington lodging range from total...
    Jenipe Jenipe 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    if there is some super secrete way to handle going threw a divorce and all the crazy stuff that comes with it please let me know! i feel like i am going to explode with all the...
    kelkel09 kelkel09 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 25

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    If you wish to sign up for any tour, you may do so by phone, on line registration or by just printing a registration type and sending it to us, possibly by fax or by standard mail...
    Willy52yt Willy52yt 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    the warm water and getting clean feels wonderful. It's invigorating. I especially love great smelling body washes.
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    Forgive me. My past actions wasn't intended To be the total opposite of what you recommended. With no fancy automobiles plus lack of healthy meals. Should've never took the...
    OdeSlinger OdeSlinger 26-30, M Sep 28

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    The computer software is a white label API supplied by , speak to them and get it done you, A large number of items hook into a info resource or backfill.While I tend not to...
    Jacksonpj05 Jacksonpj05 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I'm really proud of where I am from where I've come. I'm doing much better. I need to celebrate the good I do. :)
    TheHouseElf TheHouseElf 16-17, F Sep 29

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    I used to go to Egyptian churches in the uk coz I couldn't cope with being looked down on by some Egyptians and Arabs One Syrian lady in particular looked at me with intense...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F Oct 10

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    I don't understand why it's so hard just to get a job. I'm seriously getting so frustrated and stressed out. I'm about to lose it.
    GabriellaChristine GabriellaChristine 18-21, F 17 Responses Oct 10

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    Recurring reports have proven that it's 9 situations more difficult to draw in a whole new purchaser┬áthan it is to retain an current 1, so it really is important […]Along...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M Oct 12

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    ...because not everyone has a circle of friends around them. From my experiences on Facebook I can state that for people who keep to themselves and they go on Facebook, all you...
    DarkZircon78 DarkZircon78 16-17, F Oct 13

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    Im done finally living a false reality. I never thought i would get over my wife, i truly loved her until i realized she was a fake person. Im glad it is done now for good. I have...
    mckinney9801 mckinney9801 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    At the moment I'm not gaining on purpose only letting myself go and see what happens, one thing is that they changed my volleyball teacher and she's way more strict and of course...
    Fatgirlandrea Fatgirlandrea 16-17, F 9 Responses Oct 14

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    ... and these are the things I'll never say to you. I can feel your struggle; you're terrified. You want me around because I take it away for you and make you content. I watch you...
    Heather1234567 Heather1234567 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    He's a Real Opposite Man ... In a 10-word story earlier this year, while my relationship with Unjusted was in its early stages, I coined the term OppositeMan: EP Link The story...
    SleeplessKnight SleeplessKnight 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    An extra anchor or simply a spinnaker usually are not regular inventory and therefore are almost never A part of the price. Even so, some essentials like h2o, gas and ice really...
    Andrew0369nbp8 Andrew0369nbp8 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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