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    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    I think it completely true, its been 4 months now since we broke up and I just hate it more now than I did back then, like I thought things were meant to get better with time and...
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    In life. There are only two things to worry about. Either you are well.or you are Ill. If you are well. You have nothing to worry about. If you are Ill, you only have to things to...
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    As soon as I start to not care about things I remind myself how ugly I am and keep hiding behind the mask.. Like really :/
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    and the saga continues...the closer we get to the child support hearing next month the meaner he becomes. Most Fridays he was getting the kids, so I could work weekends. During...
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    Do you know the feeling that you need to be strong when around your family and also maybe friends even if you worried or sad... That you can't show it? I have crps and have had...
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    I had a mental breakdown last night. One which made me come to my senses. It opened me up to the solid truth about my life. I’ve been lying to myself. I am not cured. I am not...
    TheCoffeeGuy TheCoffeeGuy 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    People say it gets better. Sometimes it doesn't. Everyday is a nightmare and it only gets worse the next morning. You have two options. Be miserable or be dead
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    Because look at this study - women will always be better than men at it due to the structure of their brains. Research found that men tend to use one side of their brain...
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    Hello! The new year is almost upon us, and as I sit here unable to get sleep at 4 in the morning, I have decided to post all the reasons 2015 will be better than 2014. Hopefully...
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    I'm getting better but something is missing I need someone to love and I want that feeling of being cared for.....I will either find you or you find me lol that sounded weird but...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    it hurt me a lot. itll hurt me the rest of my life, guaranteed. but i have to get over it. there is no reason for me to change, i wasnt in the wrong. im not getting hurt by you...
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    I found out on the 26th that I am pregnant again. I have a 2.5 year old daughter who is my absolute life and am not ready for another. All I can do is cry about it. I feel so awful...
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    So. I haven't been online for a long time, and a lot of things have happened. My sister has moved to Norway, my other sister has moved to the city, I have also lost complete...
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    I found your hair band on my bedroom floor, The only evidence that you'd been there before And I don't get waves of missing you anymore, They're more like tsunami tides in my eyes...
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    I've sworn to myself that THIS year I WILL lose weight so that I can feel better about myself. I have low self esteem, partly because I feel ugly because I'm so fat. Whenever I get...
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