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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    Edwardkarter Edwardkarter 36-40, M Apr 6

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    depression is getting worse,

    I listen to music to rid of dark thoughts but I get dark thoughts about as often as the sun rises and sets. my self-hatred is getting worse. I soically isolated myself all my life and now I'm beginning to regret it...I'd love to beat myself...but the wounds would heal...
    cudi123 cudi123 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Trying To Recover

    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    I don't know what's wrong with me yet.

    . But the past month everytime I feel I'm loosing my boyfriend I threaten my life.. And now he has gone.. I drove him away even more... Our families our saying it's better for him not to see or speak to me ARE THEY MAD I need him more than ever right now!! Lucky he pulls...
    Butterflyfairy23 Butterflyfairy23 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Lately I found out that I can't be what I want to be because my score is not enough higher. I can't even discuss about how much am I stressed on this problem to my family members...
    Afour Afour 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    6 Awesome Anti-Aging Tips for Protecting Your Vision (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4203) By 2030, the number of blind and visually impaired people is expected to double. If...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Apr 7

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    The fact that I'm getting worse again, or that I can't bring myself to tell anyone.
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I actually am starting to feel better getting on here and helping people with their problems and giving my advice makes me feel a lot better. It proves to me that I am not a bad...
    BlueJay18 BlueJay18 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I would love to get degraded and humiliated by girls. There's only one thing better: getting humiliated by a group of girls..
    johnthomas12 johnthomas12 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    At the start of this week, I never thought that I was going to have to attend therapy until the end of the school year; that's all my University can offer me.Coming in as a...
    LoZtMe LoZtMe 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's just not soon enough. After being the best husband a man could honestly be I got left behind for some dude who is 10 years my junior and a mini version of me but he's, as she...
    goodman72 goodman72 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know it's been said in many ways by many people but in my own words sometimes I feel like recovering from a difficult time is the feul we need to sustain our strength and...
    Shineonblueyes Shineonblueyes 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

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    How foolish I feel that my biggest pain and challenge is getting over an affair that ended almost a year ago. While others face the death of a child, chronic illness and pain...
    Shineonblueyes Shineonblueyes 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    When was the last time you had a "better than expected" experience?
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    we are all equals we may have different type to express our self but no one is better than no one. We need to understand that. Well at least that my opinion
    Keilynn Keilynn 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I'm getting very stressed lately, my mom has been worse than ever. The only thing that makes her happy is the things that dont cost much. Im getting scared, ive lately been very...
    Yumi679 Yumi679 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    There my be other people who had gone through worse situations but my life was worse for me. I am 5'4' and my weight is approximately 114 pounds. My parents told me that I was...
    faisal6309 faisal6309 22-25, M Apr 9

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    Working out daily,getting in better shape month after month. Focused on the positive and tired of being tired of being tired.Confidence is high and I know who I am. I've been...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Mar 26

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    Many people, obviously the whole world, wanted to be a better person for themselves. However, there are many who didn't make it. Some of them made it and prove themselves to be a...
    Megumi07 Megumi07 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Hi everyone who im friends with and even not here. I havnt been on in a long while and im sorry about that. Ive been getting much better and its led to doing more things and less...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    Today I had a collaborative effort of those who knew the "real me" and the "something happened, depressed me". I told them it was my fault (it was) I went to ask for trouble...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Saw my best friend today for lunch. We hunkered down outside in the drizzle so she could smoke. I have been hiding from her. A mutual friend... I wasn't sure what she would...
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    but I dont think Im getting there. I am changing but not for a better me. I am stuck inbetween extremes. one is being so nice and kind up to the point that other people would make...
    MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast MaggieAndTheFerociousBeast 18-21, F Apr 1

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    That's the worse. It happens often.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    After I lost my bestfriend due to drama, I've gotten better. I mean, after the loss I've gained so many friends and close connections with my old friends. The enduring pain has...
    Latiaaaa Latiaaaa 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I grew up in a house full of females (3 sisters and Mom) so I was doomed from the get-go. I knew it wouldn't be long before the allure of woman's clothes would eventually get its...
    nyloncrush nyloncrush 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember I've always been treated as an outsider. Growing up I had anger management so it was always hard to make let alone have friends... I'm 17 and am still...
    supersonic098 supersonic098 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    One day, perhaps one night, all of sudden, you will feel so much sadness because of someone or the people you used to be with. You will feel emptiness, loneliness, a different kind...
    Jnyl Jnyl 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    no it's not that i found someone else. i haven't been married too long but my marriage was over before we started we were too naive to think we could put everything behind. right...
    wonderingmind2 wonderingmind2 22-25, F Mar 29

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    I'm getting help today. Finally an earlier slot opened up. It's to the point of I can't get out of bed, even lying down I can panic at random waves. Broke down yesterday and then...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    If anybody ever thought my world was in someway perfect I'd hope they'd of gotten the message right now that's it's not and some of the consequences from my own errors very much...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I think it's about time I started to date. I'm getting to old to be alone, or better yet feel lonely.
    zakkiyyia8 zakkiyyia8 36-40, F Apr 1

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    I went home a while back and met up with a lot of old friends. Many of whom hadn't seen my new "assets" I've acquired since I've filled out. I loved all the comments and seeing...
    mmmmorgan mmmmorgan 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    "Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional" The wise Buddha said that. It means that getting hurt(emotionally) is bound to happen. But, it is your choice to overcome it and get...
    Alyse13 Alyse13 13-15, F Apr 10

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    Definitely getting older, but I'm not complaining about that...there are some great advantages to it. Unfortunately, the mistakes have been extremely numerous.....a semi-lucid...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been an EP member for over 5 years. I have deleted my profile before, hence why it looks like I've only been here since November 2013. I have learned a lot here, some really...
    Literaturegirl Literaturegirl 46-50, F 25 Responses Mar 20

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    Where to start? I'm so much happier thn I've been in months and so much has changed. Firstly I decided to quit my job and now I'll be starting a new one on one week with a $7k...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    My divorce is done. What an experience. I feel like I've beaten cancer, been to war, lost at sea, and lived to tell about. I loved my wife more than anything on this earth and it...
    fundrummerdad fundrummerdad 36-40, M 8 Responses Mar 21

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    I don't mean black out drunk or anything. But I love drinking with friends, dancing and laughing. Alcohol has a way of opening people up and I love being that way with my friends...
    Etherealrose Etherealrose 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I don't deserve any of them. They are all wasting time and energy on me. If they won't leave me then I need to leave them so they are better off. There's a fair chance I'll delete...
    persononinternet persononinternet 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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