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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    The fact that I'm getting worse again, or that I can't bring myself to tell anyone.
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    People first definition I found when I googled was this: "human beings in general or considered collectively." that is part of the reason I love getting to know people, all so...
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    Ethack826k7ix2 Ethack826k7ix2 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    I hate it here. This place is a hellhole and I can't deal with it anymore, I'm sick and tired of all of this crap that is in the world around me. I wish people would actually see...
    Mcfly815183 Mcfly815183 13-15, F Mar 11

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    I hate it here. This place is a hellhole and I can't deal with it anymore, I'm sick and tired of all of this crap that is in the world around me. I wish people would actually see...
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    Im feeling a lot better now these days! Im smiling more, im getting out more, im getting back into my favorite old hobbies, and happily acquired new ones, I actually wanna get up...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F Mar 2

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    I battled depression. And I got over it by myself. No doctors, no friends, no parents. Diagnosed in 2013 knowing I had been suffering it for years, and today... in 2015 I can...
    nataliafacheux nataliafacheux 18-21, F Mar 5

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    Working out daily,getting in better shape month after month. Focused on the positive and tired of being tired of being tired.Confidence is high and I know who I am. I've been...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Many people, obviously the whole world, wanted to be a better person for themselves. However, there are many who didn't make it. Some of them made it and prove themselves to be a...
    Megumi07 Megumi07 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    After i explain to the telemarketers that I'm on the DNC list they ordinarily hold up but some lately have began to discuss back, swearing profusely and also making some unpleasant...
    Ethack826k7ix2 Ethack826k7ix2 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I'm so much better now, still depressed but better
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    Air is consistently staying circulated around your home whenever you have your furnace running. It is a constant cycle when air is sucked into your house from outside the house As...
    Andrick161y4cv3 Andrick161y4cv3 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    Even worse, not only will you and your family be remaining shivering-you could possibly also operate the potential risk of a gas leak, or even a house fireplace. That sort of...
    William7035cob3 William7035cob3 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    My husband and I met 8 years ago and fell in love rather quickly. Within a few weeks of dating (in highschool) he proposed. I thought this was just aploy to get in my pants and...
    nikkigabber22 nikkigabber22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    Today I had a collaborative effort of those who knew the "real me" and the "something happened, depressed me". I told them it was my fault (it was) I went to ask for trouble...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've come to realise the damage is unrepairable. She is who she is now. A narcissist can't be changed. I only make her worse than she is being who I am.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Mar 5

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    But physically I'm worse...
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 1 Response Mar 11

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    The last little while, I've turned myself into someone I don't like. I now have bad grades, no job and less than a relationship. I've lost all my meaningful friends. All thet are...
    archerart archerart 18-21, M Mar 14

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    I am tired of allowing fear and anxiety control every aspect of my life and I do mean every. Not getting my drivers license, Going to bed, eating, what to wear, etc,etc,etc. I am...
    animallover412 animallover412 31-35, F Mar 3

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    Over the past years I had been diagnosed with depression due to not being able to join the military. My whole family has served, and I'm the only one who cant. It really took a...
    CanoWilliams CanoWilliams 22-25, M Mar 5

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    My grandma talked to my mom today after we had a fight. And I think my mom finally realizes that I'm not happy at home. I'm depressed really. I don't talk to anybody, I don't ask...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I ssem to be getting better as i get older
    pauly673 pauly673 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    My mom normally spanked me and my siblings in the privacy of her bedroom. But some of my friends were not so lucky. Mrs. Schneider, the mom of my best friend Gaby, thought that...
    Germanmom Germanmom 51-55, F 6 Responses Mar 9

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    better, but now I find it hard to get myself to band class. I'd like my revenge now, please.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Mar 9

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    But I thought at time I don't get better and then good thing is reaching it so hard and trying always in your life
    nimkansiri nimkansiri 22-25, F Mar 10

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    What loving yourself feels like: - Amazing enough to buy tickets to travel, because you do deserve a break from very hard work - dress up the way you feel most like yourself...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    no it's not that i found someone else. i haven't been married too long but my marriage was over before we started we were too naive to think we could put everything behind. right...
    wonderingmind2 wonderingmind2 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    I'm getting help today. Finally an earlier slot opened up. It's to the point of I can't get out of bed, even lying down I can panic at random waves. Broke down yesterday and then...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    absolutely - whenever I see a guy wearing pants of any kind that reveal the bulge beneath, my mind starts going - what's he got under there - is he cut or uncut - how long is it...
    billytex1 billytex1 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    Hmm... I think some are so worried about becomming old looking. That they actually speed the ageing up with stress and what not, forget to actually live and be present. Maybe just...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 7

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    I feel like when I was younger I use to let ppl say things to me now I'm much meaner now I say what I feel I honestly don't like it cus I want to b nice to everyone without getting...
    justicebabyy justicebabyy 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Why is it when I think I have finally beaten a certain sin it comes back to haunt me? Even when I was able to beat it with God's strength in my weak mentality moments. I had...
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    Another bad day. Perhaps God let me know something but perhaps not. I'm not getting to heaven.
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 3 Responses Mar 12

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    It's funny that at so many levels, what we wear is but a piece of cloth cut which ought not on the face of make that much of a difference but as we all know it does. When I first...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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