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I Am Not Geting Better I Am Getting Worse

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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    Edwardkarter Edwardkarter 36-40, M Apr 6

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    depression is getting worse,

    I listen to music to rid of dark thoughts but I get dark thoughts about as often as the sun rises and sets. my self-hatred is getting worse. I soically isolated myself all my life and now I'm beginning to regret it...I'd love to beat myself...but the wounds would heal...
    omss omss 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I really thought that being alone over a year

    now I would start feeling better about myself but you know what I don't if it could be possible to feel worse I Do. When I drove my husband last Jan to the airport I really wanted to get on with my life , but it is as if I had nothing but bad luck this year, my dad passed away I...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Jun 16

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    Trying To Recover

    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    I don't know what's wrong with me yet.

    . But the past month everytime I feel I'm loosing my boyfriend I threaten my life.. And now he has gone.. I drove him away even more... Our families our saying it's better for him not to see or speak to me ARE THEY MAD I need him more than ever right now!! Lucky he pulls...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    but damn am I sick of it. I'm sick of giving in, I'm sick of always thinking for others and I'm sick of people expecting me to be the better person. enough is enough and there is...
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    Acne breakout is one of the complaints of many teenagers since the start of time. Both girls and boys experience this during puberty. The only problem though, with all the...
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    I am a 38 year old widow with 3 adult children and a 15 year old. I ended a relationship that practically devoured my self esteem. In the interim of trying to make myself feel...
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    Last december, I made two friends. It was a short, yet intense friendship. I had been a long while without really connecting with new people. I usually keep to myself, except with...
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    Years ago I thought I had the world by its tail. After loosing a large sum of money and people very close to me I kind of started acting out. This acting out consisted of kind of...
    ShaneFunk ShaneFunk 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So it's been about 4 weeks since I last heard from you. I'm doing so much better now, I'm very proud of myself. I used to want you to call meĀ  so I can hear your voice again..at...
    celia8789 celia8789 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    My sister does treat me so bad. I swear most of the times I don't want to call her my sister. She says she rather help someone than help her own little sister. Then she have the...
    Kadeez Kadeez 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Put your lips close to mine As long as they don't touch Out of focus, eye to eye Till the gravity's too much And I'll do anything you say If you say it with your hands And I'd be...
    gingershark89 gingershark89 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ikr, weird, huh? I actually like getting stuck with a needle, if they do it correctly. many phlebottomists miss my tiny veins! ouch!!!! maybe becoz my mum happens to draw blood...
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 3 days ago

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    I am a teenager, healthy, and in high school. I am the only atheist in my family, as well as the only one whose hobby is writing. I don't play video games, and writing is pretty...
    RamenTraveler RamenTraveler 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I'm in the middle of a separation with my wife of ten years im a recovering alcoholic and have been sober for a year and a half.i also cheated on her rite out of rehab and finally...
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    I don't really have any other place to process this, so I'll just do it here. This has got to be the craziest Rollercoaster of emotions I've ever experienced. When we finally...
    mg75 mg75 36-40, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was walking along the main road carrying a bag of iced coffee and butter listening to country when I watched that extremely bright light turn the corner. Just as they decided to...
    LionPrincess03 LionPrincess03 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    "She says she wants to end it all when she's all alone in her room She cries The way she feels inside is too much for her When all you got is these four walls It's not that hard to...
    wanttobeokay wanttobeokay 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Has any of you feel sad even you are the one wants the divorce? I see the house where the children grew up and they still are young. My decision is going to change their lives...
    lostfoundusa lostfoundusa 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    In a couple of weeks, senior year! I can't believe how much I've changed since I was a freshman. It's bittersweet actually, I mean no one likes getting older but I just can't...
    Kittygirl17 Kittygirl17 16-17, F a week ago

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    I reallywant to get to know this lady better I hope she feels the same way as I do it's just a pity we are so far away from each other
    mark210 mark210 36-40, M Aug 19

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    The other day I stepped on the scale and it said a number I've never seen before. 221lbs. I am now fatter than I've ever been before. My clothes are getting really tight and my...
    obesegirl1 obesegirl1 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 19

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    my name is Paul. I am getting a divorce. I am on my own for the first time in 22 years. I have a 5 year old boy who is my life. He is hurt by all this but doesn't really...
    prandall prandall 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 16

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    Can't talk to anyone since all they do is guilt me and tell me how it was/is so worse for them belittling me making me feel like I don't matter.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 16

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    It has truly been a whirlwind of activity in my life in just these past few weeks. Having agreed to and signing the divorce papers I am now officially divorced. Then there was the...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 46-50, M 7 Responses Aug 15

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    its funny because i made this account to talk about my feelings n **** and say what i can never say to my friends and family. but even anonymously i can't do it. in the end i'll...
    AriesRain AriesRain 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I feel worse personally... I hate getting out of the shower :( it's so warm and comforting.
    Endow3d Endow3d 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    galactickittens galactickittens 13-15, F Aug 15

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    End of this mth getting my tattoo ! It's gunna be extra special because am getting my late Mum x dad on the tattoo aswell little nervous being my first one! Getting it on my upper...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12

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    I'd been doing so well, but now the ******* sadness is back. Could you stop? Like where are you coming from? I feel like **** and dont know why. ****
    drowninginsaltwater drowninginsaltwater 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    this is my "about" on my profile. i wrote this when i frist got on ep and what my mind was like then I am a quiet person normally but have no problem communicating on the internet...
    idkwhatiam idkwhatiam 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Finally doing what I should've done years ago. When you're being taken advantage of and you've voiced your concerns for a good two years and they only fix it for the moment and the...
    tmantx tmantx 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 9

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    As if the aches and pains of a misspent youth are not enough, the pictures in the mirrors are certainly no lie. A few obituaries pin point it out for you too. Hard enough seeing...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses Aug 8

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    It's a much better day today.. Thank God for that. I'm reading some great stuff and it's helping me to process much better and to be more me.. I'm normally such a kickass broad...
    mg75 mg75 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    Physical and emotional pain are often compared with each other and people argue about which one is worse. I personally think that emotional pain wins it hands down. Physical pain...
    Drastine Drastine 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 8

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