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    Please read !!!! I have osteochondritis in

    both my knees I was diagnosed 6 years ago at the age of 11, since then I have been prescribed to go to physio therapy and have done so for around 4 years - on 2 different occasions, I have seen 3 specialists and all have said to carry on with physio therapy however the last...
    jomariee jomariee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    About 6 weeks ago, I attempted suicide. I went through partial hospitalization, and I am currently waiting to see a psychiatrist on a weekly basis. I feel like maybe I am worse than they thought I was, because I don't feel any different that I did that night. I still hate myself...
    akzoh11 akzoh11 16-17, M Feb 19, 2013

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    Me wants to get better.

    Meds dont work. Hospitals are bondage motels. Was getting better. But staff here was found to be jerks Am allergic. Want them gone or apologizing. They think they are great. Hope they stroke out SOON. Was almost better. Exercising by digging...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    This double standard censorship is incredible . I can say it's ******* stupid . I'm allowed to say ******* as many flicking times as I ******* want . I never say **** in real life...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    When I speak, my mind goes blank and I can't speak properly. I stutter and slur my words and constantly can't find the word I'm looking for.. do you know how many jokes I've killed...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F Nov 17

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    Hello, Hope everyone is having a good day. If you are reading this on 11/27/14; Happy Thanksgiving. Well, its been another year. I am a lot better than I was when I first...
    redphoenix911 redphoenix911 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    Everyone must think I have a terrible life and I hate everyone and I'm gloomy all the time on here! Use this website to vent and get it advice but when you meet me I'm always happy...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Nov 17

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    Seventeen years and it has not hope keeps sinking n rising and sinks again . It feels a long lonely road and i am the only one on it . Years after years the same familiar gloom...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Nov 5

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    I pity people who live only to tear others down.I pity people who want to talk about what's wrong with the stream, rather than be grateful for having a whole ocean.I pity those who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    These past few months have been amazing. We are now in November and it's exactly a year since I started therapy, because of my social anxiety and Tourette's. It's been a long road...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 7

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    I´m a burden to everyone who loves me and to everyone I love (or useless at best). I lived in an abusive marriage for 28 years, 8 years ago!! It could have been an "excuse" for...
    cnc0308 cnc0308 56-60, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I haven't been working out like I used to. I've noticed I've been getting a little flabby, but I didn't think it was too bad. I'm pretty skinny, really. Ten, last night the...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F Nov 17

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    I've never really understood the "makes you stronger". I've always viewed it as, if I weren't already strong I wouldn't be getting back up. And if I'm getting up, it better run.
    VRK71 VRK71 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    You can't have a better tomorrow if you are thinking about yesterday all the time - Charles Kettering The past can be quite wearing if it’s a burden of bitterness that you...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For a while, things were better, and I really thought I was getting better. But then all out of sudden I realized I was going downhill again, or might have never even really got up...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F Nov 12

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    getting into more deep conversations with my sweetheart has been exhilarating! We've really been getting to know each other on a whole better level and exploring each others...
    trmhippygirl7 trmhippygirl7 22-25, F a week ago

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    Just had about 6 burgers and some fries from McDonald's because McDonald's is great for gaining weight I put on about 10 ibs the more I eat it the more weight piles on not only...
    sakura20201 sakura20201 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    We Italians just get better and better with age...hey..the Roman Empire lasted for over 1000 years...;)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M Oct 30

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    I had a good talk with my STBX the other day. Only separated four months and we both have someone new in our lives. I had seen him a few times here and there making arrangements...
    Sapphire89 Sapphire89 22-25 1 Response Nov 1

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    Well........for years now I have been struggling with depression and anxiety and still do but things seem to be getting better. I am still taking medication but don't feel the need...
    Youmeansomething Youmeansomething 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Methods for a better score on a life insurance paramedical assessment AXIS Capital is a group of global insurer and reinsurer, providing clients and distribution partners with a...
    dunecrawford dunecrawford 36-40, M Nov 5

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    Yea, I don't know what it is, but I've recently started buying my undies off ebay. Very cute briefs, marketed to men, but really no different than women's. In fact, my wife saw...
    SandmanDreaming SandmanDreaming 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 5

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    I've been to see someone today who specialises in Leadership programmes, mainly because I keep getting knocked back for promotion, but also because I know I have a really low self...
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 5

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    After two days of a furious flu problem and lots of tissue papers, I seem to have felt way better and stronger, feels like I've kicked virus' butt for good outta my nose. Doc...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I'm learning that everyday is a new day to change, grow and learn with a better understanding of myself and the people I've been blessed to have in my life today. I woke up today...
    Snnowflake Snnowflake 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    Went out for a friend's birthday last night and my STBX and his new girlfriend was there. I am glad that he found someone new, and he had told me that she was a better match for...
    Sapphire89 Sapphire89 22-25 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to be a better person. I want to work out and get a great body. Be so ripped and then the shallow girls that would not want to date me because I was small I can just tell...
    ofskies ofskies 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    my boss is very upset with me today, cus i arrived at 9:30. always have problem getting up early in the morning. feel so tired, as if the whole previous night when i should have...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    So, I belong to a family of 8, five sisters, me the oldest and my parents. My mother is a hardworking individual while my dad is a drunk who quit his job a few months back. His...
    jonlehawk jonlehawk 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My past made me very mature. Made me grow up way too fast.. My mother died by my dad's hand, and he's made many marks upon my body. 10 years this went on, I'm just glad I'm not...
    Scarlott Scarlott 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I don't really know why I haven't been more online. It's not that I don't enjoy reading everyone's experiences, nor is it because I don't want to talk to people online. A lot of...
    Suwalski9 Suwalski9 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I need a distraction. My stress is out there today. Very crappy start to my morning and rest does not look any better. Ugh. Someone make me smile.
    bloud13 bloud13 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    Lately I've been thinking about finding a job after college. It's my third year and it's getting real close. I am an environmental science major but I want to focus on marine...
    steve0629 steve0629 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    I love taking a shower in the morning because I am so busy then with my own and step kids and getting dressed for work. I feel wonderful after my shower and ready to start my day...
    gloriahughes gloriahughes 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 31

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    I left my 18 year marriage 3 months ago. I was very unhappy and had been for many years but just kept hanging in there hoping things would change and get better but they never did...
    jboomer1977 jboomer1977 36-40, M 9 Responses Nov 3

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    I have always been a big girl I have lost and gained a few people in my life and I am just tired ! I have a lot of health issues that are starting to really scare me and doing this...
    Davidswifey Davidswifey 46-50 1 Response Nov 4

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    Women goes through lots of tough times. In my country, boys have to go for national service but girls don't and boys are like, ITS NOT FAIR! Let me tell you boys,95% of what...
    MayDiana MayDiana 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    It will be so much better to be alone and happy then together and miserable. Almost final if she would just sign the papers and let me go in peace, we both could be happy!
    lonelywolf4 lonelywolf4 36-40, M 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I know that exercising would (supposedly) make my pain hurt less, give me more energy (they say), and lessen the depression and anxiety I have, as well as getting rid of these...
    EeyoreBlue373 EeyoreBlue373 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    Now it's just kind of, whenever I meet someone exceptional (admittedly, not very often) after a while I just start waiting for them to find someone better and leave me. It's just...
    pickapebble pickapebble 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 9

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    My parents got divorced when I was 8, and neither of them have ever spanked me that I can remember. They do take away privileges and ground me for weeks or even months at a time...
    grace4life grace4life 13-15, F 9 Responses Nov 12

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    If all goes well, everything should be final this month. Should have been final at the beginning of the month. Haven't heard back from the attorney, so it's a waiting game. God, I...
    hourbyhour163 hourbyhour163 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 12

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    Its awful, feeling this way. Im TERRIFIED of being in a relationship. I'm scared that I will be played. I'm scared that I'll never be good enough, or pretty enough. When did this...
    Shanyyyy18 Shanyyyy18 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I used to find it hard to get to know new people. Life always seemed to get in the way of meeting people. Then jealous girl friends didn't want me going anywhere without them and...
    jdansn jdansn 46-50, M 4 days ago

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