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I Am Not Going Down Without A Fight

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 351 People

    painterchick painterchick 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Sometimes it's not really a fist

    that we got to use, it's fight every day not to get in the fight, trying to be better person in many situations but mainly NYC gets the best and worst of me I'm glad u can't meet a stranger 2times in this b The best is, crazy ppl sleep when I work and freaks come out at nite, so...
    hunlove hunlove 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    The Fighter

    Life is tough, but I'm tougher. I'm gonna go the full 9 rounds, and when this fight called life is over, I'll be the victor.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F 22 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    This year has barely begun

    and I've had a mix of feeling down, feeling up, feeling lost and feeling like "seriously this is messed up." No, it hasn't been all bad, but the tone has clearly been set that I have three choices - 1) I can roll with the punches and continue to survive - I've been doing this...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    It Stings Like A Bee But I Am Floating Like A Butterfly

    Tales from a conscious coma... The Doctors had a little exploring to do, apparently they don't always have the answers without a little slice and dice. It was a minor proceedure, just a little look and see, nothing really, nothing at all. I'm pfectly fine and excited to get some...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    cat1989 cat1989 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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    To everyone whose ever learned how to fight

    because they had no choice or because they chose to put that foot forward instead of bowing down, not to say there is anything wrong with being passive, know that there are a couple of us in this world that understand. We also have no problem with calling you a friend any day...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart 22-25, M 1 Response May 12

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    Oh Who Am I Kidding?

    I'm trying very hard not to worry about the things I can't control, I'm finding I have serious control issues. Less than 4 hours until my big fix. I don't know what's racing faster my thoughts or my heart... but I've bought my big girl undies and I am not backing out... I guess...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    There was a point where I actually contemplated

    suicide and dying. I was exhausted and didn't know what else I wanted to do with my life as I had explored all that I had wanted to explore (and even some things I didn't want to explore) to my heart's content and found it all to be kind of meaningless. It was around the time...
    Crownite Crownite 22-25, F 1 Response May 18

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    To The Members Of This Group.

    I LOVE YOU ALL...THE ONLY ONE WHO STANDS IN YOUR WAY IS THE ONE YOU ALLOW TO DO SO. RIOT. RAGE. REEK HAVOC. IF YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THEN FIGHT FOR FIGHTINGS SAKE. THE ONLY FIGHT YOU EVER LOSE IS THE ONE YOU REFUSE TO FIGHT. IF YOU GO DOWN...GO DOWN SWINGING.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    The worst part was waiting for my flight at the airport. It was Saturday evening when she told me it wouldn't work anymore. We spent Saturday night holding each other and falling...
    Kaylors Kaylors 22-25, M 27 mins ago

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    So I came home on Thursday night after a truly awful day at work and my girlfriend went out for a bit. By the time she got back, she found me on the floor crying into a spliff I...
    Gangstress Gangstress 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Yeah, just recently at about 8:15AM this morning, I got into a physical and verbal fight with my Fake Mother. She cussed at me, called me the N word several times, and hit me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I don't even know how to explain this. I'm surrounded by so many people that I am close friends with but I can't somehow talk about what's really important and I act like a...
    aishaaas aishaaas 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Ah another day in the weight room! Let's get it going!!! Love it.
    Softballplayer101 Softballplayer101 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I got my soldier rag down on my head man and I'm being processed with a red band
    psychoval psychoval 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    Last night at the old house. Polished off two bottles of wine, took a couple pictures of the view. Im really going to miss this place. And my life.... Hanging on to a shred of hope...
    KR17 KR17 31-35, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    After my great uncle died and we moved into his house things seemed to spiral down hill. A lot of bad seemed to come of it. Though I have more memories while we were there, there...
    LoveMyLittleFroggie LoveMyLittleFroggie 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I used to fight depression and anxiety, but now I think I'm just tired of fighting. I want to release my husband from our marital contract so he can return home to his mom and kids...
    GettinginMyownWay GettinginMyownWay 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It seems that I find myself alone more and more. My partner, who is a woman, works late sometimes. Every other Saturday, she spend the whole day with her mom. I usually would stay...
    Mystic71 Mystic71 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    Thought things where getting better and deleted the app for a while, and now it's all gone down hill again. I'm fed up of going from highs to lows extremely quick. I with my...
    aimsdisneyox aimsdisneyox 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was about 14, I stole my friend's(who was way smaller than me) phone and he ran me down and put me in a headlock and beat my face until I gave him the phone. That is the...
    keegan22 keegan22 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    My Fake Mother came home, stormed in, and began to cuss at me. She told me that the puppy had defacated in the front of the yard and I hadn't cleaned it. She claimed she woke me up...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I sometimes feel like I'm not real, like I'm a 3rd person watching myself. It happens quite a lot and I was really starting to wonder what was going on. I'm still a kid and a very...
    Kurunoo Kurunoo 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know it's ridiculous but I've been fighting with my boyfriend for a few days and even though I feel very insulted by him he refuses to acknowledge it. Last night it looked like...
    glitterninja glitterninja 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    That fight is a constant battle. The more my life gets turned upside down the more those dark thoughts try to take over my mind. I don't think those thoughts will ever leave my...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been fighting my hole life and not going to stop until My time comes.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 5 days ago

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    I don't know what to do friends. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm going to cry after every thought. Things just keep bringing me back to what could I have changed before it all...
    rnwytrain85 rnwytrain85 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I'm new to this but I want some feed back on twin flames I have a story through remember I didn't about twin flames its Long but interesting because is over a 7 year period Hello...
    june2009 june2009 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I am now currently going trough a horrible breakup. I was with with my girlfriend for almost two years and she broke up with me today. I've stayed inside almost all day and didn't...
    swsluver swsluver 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    it stresses me out. it upsets my emotions. i have trouble dealing with it all that I just want to shut down. physically and emotionally. I've always had trouble dealing with stress...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    Sandra. Before I get to this I'm going to tell you a story of something that happened to me 3-4 years ago. I threw my boyfriends cigarettes out the window because we were arguing...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 23

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    I hate how people tell me **** like how people and guys are weird and they are just up to no good I'm just like ok so I just talk to someone and maybe I like them and want to get...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F Jul 23

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    So I was at my friends house just hanging out. So my parents call me and said that it was time to come home. So when I got home my parents where waiting for me. So I asked them why...
    Altickler Altickler 13-15, M Jul 23

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    so, i was hanging out with my boyfriend, his twin brother, & his brothers girlfriend. we were all hanging out in the basement smoking weed, the usual. i cleared the bowl, & i...
    guallym guallym 13-15, F Jul 21

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    This is a continuation of the story. When I came inside I ignored Kyle and ran upstairs to my room later that night I heard a knock. I didn't respond. Justin opened the door and...
    Ginger1313 Ginger1313 13-15, F Jul 20

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    I was doing the laundry when I heard the door bell ring. "Ginger door." Kyle yelled from downstairs his friend Ryan was over and they were playing pool. I sighed put the clothes...
    Ginger1313 Ginger1313 13-15, F Jul 19

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    I was outside sitting in the grass. I kept picking pieces of grass and fiddling with them in frustration, I play soccer and i had missed when i tried to make a goal, and that goal...
    megan6565 megan6565 13-15, F Jul 19

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    He is no longer a concern of mine, but the victims in his shameless selfishness are. What makes this person so enticing and wonderful on a surface level is in how he makes you feel...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I'm not sure I even fight them. I live with them - the depression and the loneliness are part of me and I don't know how to change. I'm 23 years old. I graduated from a...
    Bradley004 Bradley004 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    my whole life has been a prize fight. I have fought to survive for the first half of my life growing up in an abusive life. And the second half i am fighting just to stay afloat...
    ackleholic ackleholic 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I really hate all these arguments between atheists and theists... It's an endless fight. Just get over it. Everyone's has the right to believe in whatever they want to... To love...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 3 Responses Jul 17

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