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I Am Not Going Down Without A Fight

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 364 People

    It Stings Like A Bee But I Am Floating Like A Butterfly

    Tales from a conscious coma... The Doctors had a little exploring to do, apparently they don't always have the answers without a little slice and dice. It was a minor proceedure, just a little look and see, nothing really, nothing at all. I'm pfectly fine and excited to get some...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    Sometimes it's not really a fist

    that we got to use, it's fight every day not to get in the fight, trying to be better person in many situations but mainly NYC gets the best and worst of me I'm glad u can't meet a stranger 2times in this b The best is, crazy ppl sleep when I work and freaks come out at nite, so...
    hunlove hunlove 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    To The Members Of This Group.

    I LOVE YOU ALL...THE ONLY ONE WHO STANDS IN YOUR WAY IS THE ONE YOU ALLOW TO DO SO. RIOT. RAGE. REEK HAVOC. IF YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THEN FIGHT FOR FIGHTINGS SAKE. THE ONLY FIGHT YOU EVER LOSE IS THE ONE YOU REFUSE TO FIGHT. IF YOU GO DOWN...GO DOWN SWINGING.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    This year has barely begun

    and I've had a mix of feeling down, feeling up, feeling lost and feeling like "seriously this is messed up." No, it hasn't been all bad, but the tone has clearly been set that I have three choices - 1) I can roll with the punches and continue to survive - I've been doing this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Oh Who Am I Kidding?

    I'm trying very hard not to worry about the things I can't control, I'm finding I have serious control issues. Less than 4 hours until my big fix. I don't know what's racing faster my thoughts or my heart... but I've bought my big girl undies and I am not backing out... I guess...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    To everyone whose ever learned how to fight

    because they had no choice or because they chose to put that foot forward instead of bowing down, not to say there is anything wrong with being passive, know that there are a couple of us in this world that understand. We also have no problem with calling you a friend any day...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart 22-25, M 1 Response May 12

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    cat1989 cat1989 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 7

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    The Fighter

    Life is tough, but I'm tougher. I'm gonna go the full 9 rounds, and when this fight called life is over, I'll be the victor.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F 22 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    painterchick painterchick 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 15

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