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I Am Not Going Down Without A Fight

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    The Fighter

    Life is tough, but I'm tougher. I'm gonna go the full 9 rounds, and when this fight called life is over, I'll be the victor.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F 19 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    To The Members Of This Group.

    I LOVE YOU ALL...THE ONLY ONE WHO STANDS IN YOUR WAY IS THE ONE YOU ALLOW TO DO SO. RIOT. RAGE. REEK HAVOC. IF YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THEN FIGHT FOR FIGHTINGS SAKE. THE ONLY FIGHT YOU EVER LOSE IS THE ONE YOU REFUSE TO FIGHT. IF YOU GO DOWN...GO DOWN SWINGING.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    This year has barely begun

    and I've had a mix of feeling down, feeling up, feeling lost and feeling like "seriously this is messed up." No, it hasn't been all bad, but the tone has clearly been set that I have three choices - 1) I can roll with the punches and continue to survive - I've been doing this...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It Stings Like A Bee But I Am Floating Like A Butterfly

    Tales from a conscious coma... The Doctors had a little exploring to do, apparently they don't always have the answers without a little slice and dice. It was a minor proceedure, just a little look and see, nothing really, nothing at all. I'm pfectly fine and excited to get some...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    Oh Who Am I Kidding?

    I'm trying very hard not to worry about the things I can't control, I'm finding I have serious control issues. Less than 4 hours until my big fix. I don't know what's racing faster my thoughts or my heart... but I've bought my big girl undies and I am not backing out... I guess...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    Part 5 If you didn't read the others I suggest you do because it might not make sense to you if you start reading from when times start going down hill to when it was all happy...
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    I know I'm a little young to feel this way but typing this may help me. First of all, I didn't care when I was little so as of now I weigh like 225... And I'm too lazy to do...
    MonkeyGirl0909 MonkeyGirl0909 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I love going down on a woman it's the best thing I love when a woman claiming that high point an come all in my mouth
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Jan 3

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    I'd be up for the challenge I enjoy going down south for some nice sweet juice.
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Jan 11

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    I lived with my mom and her mom from birth till I was about 6. she was 16 raising me. I didn't know any different, it was the way I was raised, how I was influenced, the life I...
    summerwinterfallspring summerwinterfallspring 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Fighting It I REALLY want to purge. I'm overwhelmed by the urge. I'm not going to cry about this. I refuse. No one is going to fight this battle for me. I've got to do this...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well I'm going to start off saying I'm a cool person I eff wit some people and some I don't say something to me I don't like we gon fight well a while back I fought this THOT name...
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    There is panic in my heart. I feel down, and on the verge of tears. It doesn't help that I am alone, scratch that I am crying. I just want to be held right now. Sometimes I feel...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    So today while I was on my way home, it's dark out, and a homeless man wanted to pick a fight with me for no reason loll, "Yo fking wanna die?". I was kinda freaked out at first...
    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Hello, I am new here. I had something happen to me that I have never seen before and just wanted to talk about. I was beginning to heal from it because of reading other people's...
    Fresh1414 Fresh1414 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can't deal with the pain of losing my soulmate. We were so prefect together. My whole world is crashing down around me. I'm in incredible physical and emotional pain. Can't...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I can't remember the last time I've truly ever been happy. I can honestly say that I hate myself. I have low self-esteem, low confidence, poor self and body image, insecure, feel...
    Twistering Twistering 22-25, M 8 Responses Jan 9

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    Been best friends 20 years, together 16, married 11. We have a 5 and 8 year old. On NYE we talked through divorce arrangements. I initiated but am devastated and don't want this...
    differentdrummer78 differentdrummer78 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I've been with my boyfriend for years... So much that the word boyfriend seems belittling to him. As irrational as it may seem I would risk everything I have for him... that's...
    xderailedfatalitiesx xderailedfatalitiesx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Monday was my first day back to school after winter break, and it went pretty well for the first day at school after my breakup. Yesterday was a snow day. Today was not so good. I...
    Katiebug7 Katiebug7 13-15, F Jan 7

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    Breaking down more and more as I go. Losing hope so fast. I feel trapped in something I can never get out of. Inside of being last on an importance list and first on "stay the...
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    Today was just another Sunday. It was unusually cold for Texas, and the pitter-patter of rain could be heard outside of my window. As I listened to the rain, I rolled over in bed...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    This is something i wrote some weeks ago... When the only messages you get are either sms from your cellphone company, or e-mails from each Store's newsletters you've signed up...
    schmetterlingmx schmetterlingmx 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Okay so this is a really interesting experience, just saying. About 3 dad ago I had a really bad breakdown. Usually I can fix it within the day. I'll sit down and analyze the...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have been living in this "shared hallucination" for the past 30+ years. I called it "surviving" instead of living but now I realize I was trying to describe what Ekhart Tolle...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Maybe not what. But who is more like it. I will not fight someone just because they make me angry or something. I will fight for my loved ones. I will fight for my family, my...
    MoMolicious93 MoMolicious93 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lord have mercy on my soul for dealing with such a rude and arrogant person such as my sister. God knows there is not one day we go without arguing because she likes spewing up...
    marilynnrox marilynnrox 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    Im done with letting negativity and depression rule with my life, im proud of myself for making the proper changes and deleted all my negative depressing post on EP. The past...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    So I have chest pain because of a heart condition and it wouldn't go away for almost two weeks now. I don't want to be negative but I feel it getting worse everyday. It wouldn't do...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Another member asked about the first time for going sockless. I grew up in a household where being barefoot wasn't allowed, even indoors (except on the carpet). It seemed so...
    fun2bnaked fun2bnaked 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    it was alright. we had our ups and downs but even our downs brought us ups. for 3 years we found ways to work through all the **** that life through at us...even if it involved...
    summerwinterfallspring summerwinterfallspring 18-21, F Jan 2

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    Downie x Tom, a love fanfic written by Swuft Today was a normal day for downie, Cook some food, take a nap, play video games (and lose), life here for him was boring, living...
    chimpchimp1 chimpchimp1 22-25, M Jan 3

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    All I do is work and sit at home.. i can go days without anyone trying to get a hold of me. I'm always the one who has to reach out for someone but I usually just end up sitting at...
    theFitzgibbon theFitzgibbon 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I have been away from my desk for a loong time. At least it seemed so.Anyway I have been real busy and Happy New Years to all.I know this will be a good year.My life will never be...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jan 3

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    THE DREAM "You're dreaming of me again." I smile as I watch you in your slumber. I see the playful way you look into my eyes. You take my hand and we go running down to the beach...
    LadyLouisiana LadyLouisiana 56-60, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everything, I'm going to miss it when I once could make you laugh, last year, could make you smile, when u wanted to hug me just because, when you'd want to hold my hand without...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    This isn't some kid whining about therapy. This is a passionate F you to the system. How is this crap supposed to make me feel better? It's mandated by the state so I can't just...
    mardalfoosen mardalfoosen 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    Close enough to start a fight, all my friends are killing me inside... I don't like it when people start blaming me for having a little bit of emotions. If I ever get upset, God...
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I love people. I think people are interesting and born innocent. I can't hurt someone if i tried. Yet the moment someone tears me down or worse i will stand up and have no mercy...
    londonbr1dge londonbr1dge 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I met a girl. She was a girl destined for a bright, if unhappy, future. She went to med school to become a doctor. She travelled the world. Her mum left this world just as that...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 10

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    Some of my mom's responses when I try to reach out to talk about my depression: -What do you want me to do? -How are you going to make it in the world? -Stop being so negative...
    RoxannaM RoxannaM 22-25, F Jan 12

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