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I Am Not Going Down Without A Fight

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 266 People

    Oh Who Am I Kidding?

    I'm trying very hard not to worry about the things I can't control, I'm finding I have serious control issues. Less than 4 hours until my big fix. I don't know what's racing faster my thoughts or my heart... but I've bought my big girl undies and I am not backing out... I guess...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    The Fighter

    Life is tough, but I'm tougher. I'm gonna go the full 9 rounds, and when this fight called life is over, I'll be the victor.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F 21 Responses Nov 4, 2013

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    There was a point where I actually contemplated

    suicide and dying. I was exhausted and didn't know what else I wanted to do with my life as I had explored all that I had wanted to explore (and even some things I didn't want to explore) to my heart's content and found it all to be kind of meaningless. It was around the time...
    Elsahen Elsahen 22-25, F 1 Response May 18

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    It Stings Like A Bee But I Am Floating Like A Butterfly

    Tales from a conscious coma... The Doctors had a little exploring to do, apparently they don't always have the answers without a little slice and dice. It was a minor proceedure, just a little look and see, nothing really, nothing at all. I'm pfectly fine and excited to get some...
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    To everyone whose ever learned how to fight

    because they had no choice or because they chose to put that foot forward instead of bowing down, not to say there is anything wrong with being passive, know that there are a couple of us in this world that understand. We also have no problem with calling you a friend any day...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart 22-25, M 1 Response May 12

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    This year has barely begun

    and I've had a mix of feeling down, feeling up, feeling lost and feeling like "seriously this is messed up." No, it hasn't been all bad, but the tone has clearly been set that I have three choices - 1) I can roll with the punches and continue to survive - I've been doing this...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    To The Members Of This Group.

    I LOVE YOU ALL...THE ONLY ONE WHO STANDS IN YOUR WAY IS THE ONE YOU ALLOW TO DO SO. RIOT. RAGE. REEK HAVOC. IF YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT THEN FIGHT FOR FIGHTINGS SAKE. THE ONLY FIGHT YOU EVER LOSE IS THE ONE YOU REFUSE TO FIGHT. IF YOU GO DOWN...GO DOWN SWINGING.
    Vivagalore Vivagalore 31-35, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Some people feel miserable within the easiest and most comfortable of lives. And some people manage to cope when horrible things happen. Could feelings be overrated if so...
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    Is this an unusual thing? I know that some men will never do it... I know some are turned off by it... I know some have no idea how to do it. But those people are not me. of...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ok, so if you have read mu past experiences i want to kill myself. I have been thinking for about the last month of smoking just because i need a relief to keep me going, say i am...
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    On my way to work, I couldn't bear the inequity of our relationship any longer and with all of my previous attempts of an honest conversation ending in being belittled, I knew I...
    Deeismee Deeismee 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I had pillow fights on my birthday once, guess I was like 17 or so, it was crazy. 3 girls against me, and we broke the bed...it literally collapsed and I was stuck, because they...
    JamessRL JamessRL 22-25, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    StudioAppBuilder is one of the most innovative and modern app builders online that you can use to create a brand new mobile app both quickly and without coding. The website...
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    I am 22 years old. I've been with the same guy since I was 15. We were married a little under 2 years ago. I was very happy for the first two years or so of our relationship. Since...
    guiltygirl92 guiltygirl92 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    Help! I can't read my ex. I am confused. I'm going through a breakup, but with recent interaction with him, am unsure what he wants out of any future relationship between us. He...
    Kadessa00 Kadessa00 26-30, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Still remember first look down a top to see breasts...been addicted ever since. It was in grade 5 and at coat rack in classroom. Crystal was a pretty girl I had crushed on...
    HotWife3000 HotWife3000 41-45, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I am a woman. I don't always dress pretty, I don't always wear make up, and I'm sure as hell not a stick either. I have a body, a full body with curves. I eat, I love food. I swear...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    now, before i rant about my feelings and thoughts i just wanted to add a little disclaimer that i am not here searching for pity or attention. i downloaded this app cause i feel...
    zoellamota zoellamota 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    you know what I just want to f*** me complain you don't just talk to text another f****** work out its the f****** software wasn't available then they should have made it. why can...
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I do wish black and brown people will stop getting swept up in other peoples fights , because we have some very serious issues to address ... On our side things have changed...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 3 Responses May 1

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    The pain is emotional, not physical--although my chest hurts from the grief. My disabled husband lost his job, I am barely working, and we have constant appointments without the...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 Apr 30

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    I am a fighter. the very meaning of my name means battler (Gaelic), warrior or courageous defender (Saxon or old English), and is fitting. I'm a huge lover and love with everything...
    hosedsailorboy hosedsailorboy 41-45, M 1 Response May 6

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    2 days ago, the feeling of depression and anxiety and panic all wash over me. I truelly wanted to die and acted on it. I was set off down this path after getting into another...
    monekochan monekochan 22-25, F 3 Responses May 16

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    to be honest never had snow ball fights but i think i am gonna love it i live at a place without snow never snows some day i am gonna go to some snowy place and the kids who...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M May 21

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    I have my list, and I'm coming All you people do is destroy my confidence I'm nervous every second I will put it aside for now Since I won't survive without necessities...
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 1 Response May 14

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    Right so I am 29 years old and coming up on 30. I haven't had a real relationship before (had 1 gf who was on a rebound i reckon when i was 19) and I have no luck with dating and...
    Roadkill8386 Roadkill8386 26-30, M 2 Responses May 19

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    I left the laboratory. The guys who liked to ogle me on my arrival. And when I was at work. I went to London with Etienne and we had great sex. Vladimir. Cesare, who wanted me on...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I will if it is something very important to me or is needed. I generally don't like fighting but it is better to fall for protecting what you believe in than to stand and live...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F Apr 30

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    A new girl move to our school last year and in a few months she was "popular" so a few weeks later I was in a fight because some this bîtçh kept making rumours about me. Then she...
    ThisIsLife13 ThisIsLife13 13-15, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I don't know where you are and how long is it going to be until I find you but I miss you. I am so sick and tired of this loneliness. I want to love you,pamper you,take care of you...
    FallenAngelStar FallenAngelStar 31-35, F 2 Responses May 3

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    Each weekend is like a fight between my husband and my self. i just want one weekend where there is no fighting. He has demanded access to my phone and wants to know everything...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    I think the worst type of pain is emotional pain, I can deal with a broken bone but a broken heart has no healing time, the scar may not be visible but it's there and it's deep. I...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    My boyfriend and I used to fight a lot we've gotten passed it but it still happens occasionally which I can understand. Lately though my boyfriends temper has been kinda bad, he...
    AbbyCee AbbyCee 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    I will fight to survive! Life will not beat me down! I will not go gentle into that good night!! I will fight the dying of the light!!
    criticalminded criticalminded 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I'm still fighting it. I'm trying to be happy, but what's the point in trying if it's just going to be ruined in 5-10 minutes? I really just wish I could get it over with but I can...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hello everyone My name is Alexys, I am currently 16 years old. Before I start my story I want to say that life is precious no matter what and nobody should ever take away their...
    imalexys imalexys 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Here is a poem that I wrote, and I hope it helps someone out there as much as it helps me... When life is at an all-time low, My thoughts do seem To wonder to and fro. I stop...
    screeminganvil8 screeminganvil8 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I did!! It was a boy I was dating and I really liked him. On our 3rd date, he came by to watch a movie and he brought takeout for dinner. I got up to put the movie in & the next...
    iusedtolovemyself iusedtolovemyself 41-45, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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