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    I was going to show up today at my sons hearing but after THREE text messages to my idiot oldest daughter and no friggin' answer telling me what time and if he wants me there I am just not even going to go! She's doing this on purpose so that he will think that I knew about it...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 Aug 24, 2010

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