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I Am Not Happy About It

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    This is a mantra, which most depression victims use on an hourly basis. Today it is mine. It's hard to feel happy when you're alone with nothing but your thoughts. When alone, my...
    StrayMouse StrayMouse 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    i don't know how i got stuck in this vicious empty circle where i have to be happy for order of me to be happy. but i am not happy about that :S :S :S if that make any sense at...
    clownesta clownesta 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    1. I am Irish. 2. I have blue eyes. 3. I have long brown hair. 4. I am 5'3 (160cm). 5. I have one sister. 6. I have three brothers. 7. I love my family. 8. I am an...
    pupet08 pupet08 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I've never been able to pay a bill with other people's opinions or compliments. I'm a loner so I don't need to have lots of friends. There are some people whose opinions matter but...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I'm feeling so good right now (: real happy about where my life is and how things are working out. Couldn't be feeling better! Wanting to say thanks to everyone on EP who has been...
    ashley719 ashley719 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even if it means I have to be sad. I gave some people my concert tickets because they got ripped off. It was kinda sad cuz I noticed it was a date... So I had to discreetly give...
    Langour Langour 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    When I started back working again I was worried that my social anxiety would keep me from doing a good job but things are great. My co-workers are great, my managers love me, I get...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I think I came to an conclusion! Lol, that I got to change how I view everything ! Take on a more positive attitude and complaining about nothing be content in whatever state I'm...
    onlytrusthim onlytrusthim 36-40, M 21 hrs ago

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    I am so happy to have Friends who really care about me and who I really care about them too I love to have friends and if you want to be my friend come on and be my friend and talk...
    JadelynThompson2121 JadelynThompson2121 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    I like being happy, I tell my teachers to have a nice weekend every friday, and have a nice day on mondays to thursday. I will open up doors for people, say thank you to the...
    StrongerBetter StrongerBetter 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    Wishing you all a Happy & peaceful Easter...from Izzy & Aslan-Bunny..xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
    sparklingdiamonds sparklingdiamonds 31-35, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Happy Easter, you will reborn to the person you love
    mindwithawhy mindwithawhy 41-45, F 5 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I hope that all guys have a happy easter
    drumroar drumroar 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    I woke up this morning, seeing, hearing, smelling seeing. Next to me lay my husband, a wonderful lover, provider, and friend. He, too, woke up healthy. I slept in a warm bed last...
    Lapoeta2nv Lapoeta2nv 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I grew up in my parents home learning about God. never did a day go by that they taught me. they brought me up in a Godly home and brought me to the house of worship every week. I...
    flyingangel7 flyingangel7 46-50, F Apr 3

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    This is going to be a long post! When I ever I feel down - which Is fairly often, I try to write something down which reflects my general feeling at that time and now it's built...
    5tr1k1ng13 5tr1k1ng13 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Its easy to say, that I am hard on myself, I always have been. Some say that I may be a bit too hard on myself, and that may be true too, but something that I am learning as some...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've had a lot of minimum wage jobs in a variety of different fields that never took off in a career direction. Now I am in another minimum wage job making barely above minimum...
    DJM8 DJM8 31-35, M 11 hrs ago

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    I live in a happy house with parents who love me. I love them too. I feel safe with them. I have a brother who I jokingly say I hate because of his annoyance, I love him however. I...
    varixtic varixtic 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    i will be happy with you and i dont need anything else i just want you to love me.I dont need money or luxury i just want you to smile and that will make my day i want you to stay...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Apr 2

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    - I was obsessed with the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I used to go dumpster diving with my friends, and found what I thought was a TurtleCom. I realize these days that it was...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Apr 5

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    I really want to be happy. Or happier. For me happiness seems like a chore, smiling seems like a chore. Something that people expect you to be and so you conform to their ideal...
    TheWestlifer TheWestlifer 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I would have liked to have thought I knew better. I always say I'd have the upper hand. I suppose I wanted to see the little 'good' in you that I did see at times. But, this was...
    ScreamingTree ScreamingTree 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    Can you imagine that one good deed can impact someone so greatly it can last forever? Even the simplest transaction between two people can spread through the universe with a...
    TakingTheWorld TakingTheWorld 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Sometimes in your quest to make everyone else happy, you make yourself miserable. Never let your own happiness wither away as you try to bring sunshine to others. Life is not...
    SatriaMerah07 SatriaMerah07 26-30, M Apr 3

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    Hi My name is Stacey, and I’m going through a lot in my life lately, I feel like I will never be happy again , I lost hope and I feel so desperate. My love life is a mess. At a...
    Stacey111 Stacey111 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Yes I do. I want to be happy with a woman I love. I want to be happy with a woman that will bear children for me I want to be happy with a woman that loves me for what I am I...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M Apr 9

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    Friday. The dead have all the knowledge. That thought crossed my mind this morning as I was heading into work. Having recently lost a friend to cancer, I guess I've been thinking...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 46-50, M 17 hrs ago

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    Hey guys! I'm not confused about my religion, but if anyone wants to talk, or needs a prayer request about religion let me know! I'm a Christian, southern baptist. Anything at all...
    ssuummeerr2 ssuummeerr2 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    After using EP for a while , i have realised how lucky i am , i go through your experiences everyday , and some of you are incredibly unhappy. I wish i could share my happieness...
    xoxTheLifexox xoxTheLifexox 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Everyday I feel alone, empty.. Hollow Inside, no emotions what so ever, but when I see her I get this smile on my face and I'm just happy to see her. Because she made me feel like...
    CannibalizeTheMerciful CannibalizeTheMerciful 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    so im drunk, not in the bad way where people think you should see someone, just happy drunk. I want to chat with someone just for fun, it doesn't matter who you are or what you...
    pandora1994 pandora1994 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Well... It has been a couple months now. Its been hard, really hard. Everything reminds me of you and our memories. But somehow someway I've learned to store the memories away. I...
    isabelll26 isabelll26 13-15, F Apr 5

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    I've posted about my woes in my experiences.I have a good positive thing that is I always have a smile on my face and am the happiest girl. I may not have a best friend or have a...
    cheerfulgirl7 cheerfulgirl7 16-17, F Apr 7

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    this is about to sound really ironic, but I don't care! haha. i loathe people who complain and then do nothing about it. or people who complain about something they can't change or...
    aftersomeday aftersomeday 13-15, F Apr 7

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    1. I live in Florida 2. It's really hot here 3. I recently went to Ohio to visit family and saw snow. I cried... Haha 4. I do horseback riding 5. the horse in my profile photos...
    behindthelens behindthelens 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    1. I love God, but wish I made more time for him. 2. I fear what will become of me. 3. I love, love. 4. I'm a very happy person on the outside. 5. I look like I'm 12 but will be...
    BehappyToday BehappyToday 16-17, F Apr 9

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    I'm trying to make you as happy as you can but your hard to get to. Every since our break up its hard to get things outa you. Before you would tell me anything in an instant and...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    1.) I cry, a lot, even when I'm happy. 2.) I think Depeche Mode is the best band to ever grace the planet Earth. 3.) I love my son Jackson more than anyone else. 4.) I have...
    PandorasDream PandorasDream 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Sometimes, I just really don't want my friends to worry about me, so when I get hurt, either physically or emotionally, I always fake my feelings and paste a smile on my face. It...
    TheHetalianPewdiepieNerd TheHetalianPewdiepieNerd 26-30, F Mar 20

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    Well this is some long introduction of me or things about me. So let's start :-) Im Mj an asian girl who have seen many bad things in life. I have done so many mistakes in my life...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    1. When I was 8 my great grandmother died. 2. I cried everyday for 2 years after, and still do sometimes. 3. I'm Wiccan. 4. I'm "in the broom closet" 5. Same Love by Macklemore...
    HeyItsMexox HeyItsMexox 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Hi guys, I came across this group and after reading some of your stories, I am intrigued! It is so refreshing to hear about happy relationships that work really well! I am a...
    littlestar89 littlestar89 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I try to be happy and everyone wants me to be the old me all happy but how could someone be happy when they are constantly getting put down by the same people? It's like kicking...
    fearlessbae fearlessbae 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Yeeaaahhhh. Scary, me being happy it's a miracle. It's super weird. But for once I'm legit happy. (Except the fact that I'm fighting suicideal thoughts) Anyways things are sort of...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    When I'm out and about I like to people watch, I'm sure anyone noticing me would think I'm some kind of nut me sat there with a big grin on my face for no apparent reason, I've...
    IF64 IF64 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    But two guys I have dated ruined my trust... So now I have a hard time trusting anyone. They were abusive and told me so many horrible things and said I didn't deserve happiness...
    jazziNicole1994 jazziNicole1994 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    6 months, 377 applications sent, 18 weeks of unemployment, 3 in-person interviews and 1 lump sum severance check later, I, Jai Ferrell, a 10-year entertainment marketing...
    jaiferrell jaiferrell 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I can't stop thinking of my master. He is my world, I would give up everything for him. He may be a little older than me but I truly love him and I feel that he loves me too. If he...
    792kiss 792kiss 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I know I should Be happy that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20

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