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I Am Not Happy With My Life

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    Fake Happiness

    i say im good... i look fine... when deep down inside... im not... as i sit here and listen to music... my bf doesnt know how bad my depression is.... ive tried to tell him... he wants to help...he rly does... but when i try to talk to him about it he thinks its cuz of him... and...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    Uncertain Life....

    hi, I am a 25 year old guy, though young I may be to post in here, I have a very strong feeling about this and wish to share. I was a overtly ambitious student all my schooling and college through-out my graduation. every time i looked for opportunities and tried my hands...
    ashjais ashjais 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Learn

    As sleep eludes meMemories pour downFreezing my presentTouring through my pastI am staring at myselfThe being of a looserBut I don’t regret it,Just wish I could learnTo enjoy my own companyThan lament the lack of friendsTo learn to forget how to cryI failed to learn how to cry...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M May 11, 2013

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes people are bigger than we think. At the end of the day they are who they are. Dont judge just be who you are to stabilize what it is that they believe is them. To give them the everlasting belief that what they are is them. It may not make sense to those who have lived...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    I got told this morning

    that I wont be getting approval to have my surgery as I need to sort through a recent event first, I told him I cant as other person has blocked me, Ive been told I have to find a way, otherwise I wont get the approval I need, Im so depressed today, seems as if certain people...
    TrannyinSydney TrannyinSydney 26-30, T Jan 11

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    I know I'm not the only one

    but that doesn't help....
    lillibella lillibella 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

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    Difficulties

    I have created this life for myself. I moved to the city with the man I thought I was madly in love with. I started this great new sales job, and everything was okay for a while... That is, until I started really examining what I wanted with my life. I always wanted to do...
    Malynne Malynne 22-25, F Apr 18, 2012

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    These last three years have passed

    so fast, yet so slowly. I am alive, but I don’t feel like I’m living or that my existence means anything at all. I have no friends that really care for me, or that I care for deeply. I am eighteen, in two weeks I’ll be nineteen – yet I’ve never been in love. There’s...
    kalithedestructor kalithedestructor 18-21, F Jan 7

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    Lost

    I just don't know what t do anymore or even what makes me happy; I dislike everything and this is even when I try to find to happiness in it.  I wonder if is truly depression or what. I can't even get out of a rut no matter how hard I try. I have never felt so hopeless in...
    Winterstorm1381 Winterstorm1381 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college

    and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing down all around me.. I don't know if I can stay at this school but I'm not sure if where I should transfer to will take me. All comes...
    SupremeMo SupremeMo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Resentment Over Being Rejected In My Prime

    I feel deep resentment now that during my late teens and early twenties no quality guy got off his arse to treat me right. no one asked me out but my sisters pushing her rejects onto me.  during my teens she used to get off pushing weedy puny boring guys onto me and in...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Jan 4

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    RIP

    The beaming eyes that followThe playful cuddles that delightThe fluffy little fun balls that coaxThe baby meows that amuseI will miss them forever, :(
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Asylum

    Avalanche of albatrossIs forcing me to some land unknownA land no man would wish to beI don’t wish to win it, neither can IBut rather not to succumb,To be dead, than to be there 
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    Memories

    Why you kicked me down the stairs,That I was kicked to the depths of an insane mind tooA little Later,Why you teamed up just to thrash meThat not only my leg joint got complicated, but myself tooA little Later,Why you threw me down and clubbed meThat not only a tooth was broken...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    Being Sick

    Many a timesIt is left over of our own pastThe price of our past prodigalsDebt of regret,to tally the gone recklessnessSour remembrance,of the past forgetfulness 
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Numb And Clueless

    It's almost as if my emotions don't exist anymore. When I laugh or smile the feeling isn't entirely there. My heart aches in pain, but the tears and stress just won't give in. I keep trying to get myself to feel something, anything, but it never works. My motivation to work or...
    TheRealMe44 TheRealMe44 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    Paper Boat

    On a cloudy monsoon eveThe vividness contrasting the shading clouds,My paper boat set sailPlaying hide and seek with the sunRising and falling to the tune of the wavesDrifting through the gravel pathwaysBut the rain is getting stronger,The rising water is on a slow feastGaining...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me

    are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my marriage of 14 years I still feel so alone
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    Want To Start Over Again

    I have procrastinated all my life. I have phobias.  Two car accidents when I was 2 and 4 have apparently left me with a fear of getting a drivers lisence.(donot remember them)  I am now 50.  I never graduated from highschool.  I never had children. I am not...
    faith6454 faith6454 46-50, F Oct 30, 2009

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    Louder Please

    Incomplete figures that linger aroundSilently following through dim and delightThe fleeting figures that hide in ripplesThe lasting ones in the broken wallsThe moving shades in the passing cloudsWhat are you telling meLouder please , I can’t hear you
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    I Live A Losers Existence...

    I am 25 and feel I live a loser existence. I also worry I am morphing into my 43 year old aunt who is single, still living at home, has friends but doesn't bother with them and depends a lot on my grandparents. Everyone says how alike we are and it scares me stupid that I could...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Satisfied, Not Happy.

    On the exterior, i'm just a normal girl, And yeah, most of the time, sarcastic, mean, and self-centred. But underneath it... Well, the name of the group says it all.   People who know me would say, "But what have you got to be unhappy about? Your life is fine!"...
    LostGirlLydia LostGirlLydia 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I'm going to make this change 2015,

    I can't seemed to find the base but next year would be all about making myself happy instead of everyone else around me.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    My cousin move to my town

    that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn't. I was nice to her.I was generous,kind and all but she's the one that was being mean to me.When her mom visits us here in...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 13-15, F Apr 8, 2014

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    Can't Get Through

    I feel stuck inside my own life. But I can't do anything about it. I just wish I could be happy again and people wouldn't label me like everybody else...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Im very happy with my life. I get good grades, i always help people, i have wonderful family, and i am always doing right.
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 5

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    I am so bored with life. I am tired of my job and my lifestyle. I can't wait to pack everything up and move to the beach. I want a new start and a new life. Honestly I just want to...
    Lynnxxoxx Lynnxxoxx 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's a major struggle tonight. I'm feeling so beyond done with life at this point. I should be sleeping, but all this crap is running through my head and it's literally going to be...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I grew up in a home where I never felt short of love. My dad passed when I was younger so my mom showed my brother and me more love than I can put into words. She taught me that...
    Dolor1312 Dolor1312 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    At this point in life it's just hard to be happy anymore. All my life consist of now is struggle, drama, sadness, school, and pain. I haven't been happy in months and anything...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I love her so much. I not think is possible to feel so much about someone. But my love and feelings for her...are so much. I have find someone I am happy...and love to bits...
    dariaaaa dariaaaa 22-25, F Jan 14

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    Ok , so ill try again this year to reset my life... where should i start from. Should i be more organized, should i learn how to save money. Should i make friends. should i get a...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Day by day is difficult for me. I feel like no one understands me and it is like I do appreciate the things I have but trying to be happy is a struggle. It is difficult for me to...
    AngelK2010 AngelK2010 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    The open ocean, tropical beaches, a swift sailing ship and all the time in the world. To spend nights looking at the stars, talking of nature and the creation of the universe...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When you do travel abroad and find the account that suits you best getting access that is online is a terrific method to keep an eye in your account. You'll be able to check on any...
    Darronbanksso0 Darronbanksso0 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    paulacc11 paulacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Hi I'm 35 going on 36 and I'm currently dreading my life. New year started with a new potential relationship which didn't work out and has left me feeling broken and useless. I...
    Oliverwm Oliverwm 31-35, M Jan 11

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    i dont see alot of point any more i just seem to be like a rollar coaster that dips further down than it comes up, i dont have any reason to live and no one would miss me plus if...
    E5RedViper E5RedViper 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I finally told my real life bestie/fake sister about me being bi 😪 she didn't care THANK THE LORDS
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I struggle with every part of life. It hurts to breath.
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F Jan 14

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    Today was not good. Nothing good came out of today. Well, I guess the fact that I got to have a peppermint mocha was good, but today was ****** all around. I'm tired of crying...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Wow im so f^^^ing done with this place. Im sorry but people who should keep replies to themselves should do so.
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I don't think I have the energy to go on anymore. I have never felt so alone and broken. I can't concentrate and I can't talk to anyone. I was thrown out of my house over...
    Ver24 Ver24 18-21, F Jan 6

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    New year. The cliche new me:) I have been dragged through hell this past year and the sun is in the horizon . This year will bring many changes. I'm cannot wait!!!!
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    The end of 2013 and all of 2014 has been pretty rough. I'm going to make sure 2015 will be so much better and keep my head up even through the toughest situation going on at school...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F Jan 4

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    Dil Ki Nagri Hai Udasss Teraay BinBujhti Nahi Aakhooon Ki Piyaas Teraay BinJindagi Me Sailaab Hai Karu KaiseKhushiyon Ki Talaxsh Teraay Bin.
    AKIDIRANY AKIDIRANY 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    At sometimes, I think yes but then wonder do you?
    acquiredtaste acquiredtaste 26-30, F Jan 5

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