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I Am Not Happy With My Life

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    Being Sick

    Many a timesIt is left over of our own pastThe price of our past prodigalsDebt of regret,to tally the gone recklessnessSour remembrance,of the past forgetfulness 
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Numb And Clueless

    It's almost as if my emotions don't exist anymore. When I laugh or smile the feeling isn't entirely there. My heart aches in pain, but the tears and stress just won't give in. I keep trying to get myself to feel something, anything, but it never works. My motivation to work or...
    TheRealMe44 TheRealMe44 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me

    are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my marriage of 14 years I still feel so alone
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    Can't Get Through

    I feel stuck inside my own life. But I can't do anything about it. I just wish I could be happy again and people wouldn't label me like everybody else...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Louder Please

    Incomplete figures that linger aroundSilently following through dim and delightThe fleeting figures that hide in ripplesThe lasting ones in the broken wallsThe moving shades in the passing cloudsWhat are you telling meLouder please , I can’t hear you
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Resentment Over Being Rejected In My Prime

    I feel deep resentment now that during my late teens and early twenties no quality guy got off his arse to treat me right. no one asked me out but my sisters pushing her rejects onto me.  during my teens she used to get off pushing weedy puny boring guys onto me and in...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    RIP

    The beaming eyes that followThe playful cuddles that delightThe fluffy little fun balls that coaxThe baby meows that amuseI will miss them forever, :(
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Memories

    Why you kicked me down the stairs,That I was kicked to the depths of an insane mind tooA little Later,Why you teamed up just to thrash meThat not only my leg joint got complicated, but myself tooA little Later,Why you threw me down and clubbed meThat not only a tooth was broken...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    These last three years have passed

    so fast, yet so slowly. I am alive, but I don’t feel like I’m living or that my existence means anything at all. I have no friends that really care for me, or that I care for deeply. I am eighteen, in two weeks I’ll be nineteen – yet I’ve never been in love. There’s...
    kalithedestructor kalithedestructor 18-21, F Jan 7

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    Fake Happiness

    i say im good... i look fine... when deep down inside... im not... as i sit here and listen to music... my bf doesnt know how bad my depression is.... ive tried to tell him... he wants to help...he rly does... but when i try to talk to him about it he thinks its cuz of him... and...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    I know I'm not the only one

    but that doesn't help....
    lillibella lillibella 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

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    Satisfied, Not Happy.

    On the exterior, i'm just a normal girl, And yeah, most of the time, sarcastic, mean, and self-centred. But underneath it... Well, the name of the group says it all.   People who know me would say, "But what have you got to be unhappy about? Your life is fine!"...
    LostGirlLydia LostGirlLydia 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Learn

    As sleep eludes meMemories pour downFreezing my presentTouring through my pastI am staring at myselfThe being of a looserBut I don’t regret it,Just wish I could learnTo enjoy my own companyThan lament the lack of friendsTo learn to forget how to cryI failed to learn how to cry...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M May 11, 2013

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    Right now I am not me.

    Yesterday I wasn't me. Last week. Last month. Last year. I was never me. I was, am, and will be what my parents want of me. What my family wants of me. But someday, I'm going to fly high. And be myself. I will leave them wondering how I flew higher than they wanted me to.
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 Apr 27

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college

    and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing down all around me.. I don't know if I can stay at this school but I'm not sure if where I should transfer to will take me. All comes...
    SupremeMo SupremeMo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes people are bigger than we think. At the end of the day they are who they are. Dont judge just be who you are to stabilize what it is that they believe is them. To give them the everlasting belief that what they are is them. It may not make sense to those who have lived...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    Uncertain Life....

    hi, I am a 25 year old guy, though young I may be to post in here, I have a very strong feeling about this and wish to share. I was a overtly ambitious student all my schooling and college through-out my graduation. every time i looked for opportunities and tried my hands...
    ashjais ashjais 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    My cousin move to my town

    that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn't. I was nice to her.I was generous,kind and all but she's the one that was being mean to me.When her mom visits us here in...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 16-17, F Apr 8, 2014

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    Want To Start Over Again

    I have procrastinated all my life. I have phobias.  Two car accidents when I was 2 and 4 have apparently left me with a fear of getting a drivers lisence.(donot remember them)  I am now 50.  I never graduated from highschool.  I never had children. I am not...
    faith6454 faith6454 46-50, F Oct 30, 2009

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    Difficulties

    I have created this life for myself. I moved to the city with the man I thought I was madly in love with. I started this great new sales job, and everything was okay for a while... That is, until I started really examining what I wanted with my life. I always wanted to do...
    Malynne Malynne 22-25, F Apr 18, 2012

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    I'm going to make this change 2015,

    I can't seemed to find the base but next year would be all about making myself happy instead of everyone else around me.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Paper Boat

    On a cloudy monsoon eveThe vividness contrasting the shading clouds,My paper boat set sailPlaying hide and seek with the sunRising and falling to the tune of the wavesDrifting through the gravel pathwaysBut the rain is getting stronger,The rising water is on a slow feastGaining...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    I have lived a very sober life with no much

    loaded tensions in my life. I am married for last 2 years & my life has changed. I am married to a huge family which comes with lot of responsibilities & expectations.. which I had already accepted. I come from a background where girls are not allowed to study much neither...
    MYLIFEMYVIEW180 MYLIFEMYVIEW180 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Jan 4

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    I Live A Losers Existence...

    I am 25 and feel I live a loser existence. I also worry I am morphing into my 43 year old aunt who is single, still living at home, has friends but doesn't bother with them and depends a lot on my grandparents. Everyone says how alike we are and it scares me stupid that I could...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Lost

    I just don't know what t do anymore or even what makes me happy; I dislike everything and this is even when I try to find to happiness in it.  I wonder if is truly depression or what. I can't even get out of a rut no matter how hard I try. I have never felt so hopeless in...
    Winterstorm1381 Winterstorm1381 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    Asylum

    Avalanche of albatrossIs forcing me to some land unknownA land no man would wish to beI don’t wish to win it, neither can IBut rather not to succumb,To be dead, than to be there 
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    I still feel like a kid… I love to laugh and do things that are simple in nature with the end goal of always learning something new and having fun. I love to shop for a meal and...
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    I really do hate it. I hate hurting peoples feelings and making them feel bad. It hurts me just as much seeing them like that. Espeically people I care about. :( But lately I've...
    Azena Azena 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a year and a half. When we first met he was charming, charismatic, confident and sweet. Then things took a turn and I thought...
    marie2324 marie2324 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I struggle with this every day. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, hate getting on the scale, I hate putting clothes on and feeling the tightness. I have struggled with my...
    luvme4me2012 luvme4me2012 31-35, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    I had surgery on my stomach last summer and I can't seem to lose the weight from being stuck in bed for months and I hate how I look in a bathing suit. I just wish for once I could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know we both are highly incompatible. I know we both HATE eachother. I know YOU are Happy with someone else. Why do I cry then?
    KosmicKonnection KosmicKonnection 31-35, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    life is really tough for me right now. dont really want to be here any more. fed up with exsisting and dealing with ****, nothing goes right so there is no purpose to being here
    evolution2012 evolution2012 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You make me so happy and I feel safe I feel like I'll accomplish what I want in life with you and at the end when my time is up I'll look and be happy with life as my family will...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Exactly four years ago I was the happiest,luckiest girl alive.Had everything I wanted but I thought why not get some struggle and pain.And slowly situations got horrible...And I...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    My baby is beautiful. He is getting to the age where he starts cooing and Smiling. He makes me so happy, without him I know I would probably crying right now. I Love Him So Much...
    LoveMyLittleFroggie LoveMyLittleFroggie 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    2001 and 2003, we lost our children. Newly born, and stillborn. It was fundamentally the downfall of my wife, as shed secretly started drinking after both of our children had died...
    NottsProfGent NottsProfGent 46-50, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I sure do. I'm in recovery from addiction and alcoholism, so happiness without these poisons is the plan.
    TheCallipygist TheCallipygist 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I feel like the closer I get to finding my true inner balance, the more any drug (even light weight drugs like pot and alcohol) pulls me from my inner balance. It's just...
    villaliving villaliving 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    sometimes I hate my life others I'm just sooo happy with it ugh
    Flite Flite 16-17, M a week ago

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    So, done with life right now. That dog was seriously my life and then I leave him with my brother for a few minutes and he's gone. FML
    rainbowkitties rainbowkitties 16-17, F Aug 20