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I Am Not Happy With My Life

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    Want To Start Over Again

    I have procrastinated all my life. I have phobias.  Two car accidents when I was 2 and 4 have apparently left me with a fear of getting a drivers lisence.(donot remember them)  I am now 50.  I never graduated from highschool.  I never had children. I am not...
    faith6454 faith6454 46-50, F Oct 30, 2009

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    Learn

    As sleep eludes meMemories pour downFreezing my presentTouring through my pastI am staring at myselfThe being of a looserBut I don’t regret it,Just wish I could learnTo enjoy my own companyThan lament the lack of friendsTo learn to forget how to cryI failed to learn how to cry...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M May 11, 2013

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    Paper Boat

    On a cloudy monsoon eveThe vividness contrasting the shading clouds,My paper boat set sailPlaying hide and seek with the sunRising and falling to the tune of the wavesDrifting through the gravel pathwaysBut the rain is getting stronger,The rising water is on a slow feastGaining...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    Louder Please

    Incomplete figures that linger aroundSilently following through dim and delightThe fleeting figures that hide in ripplesThe lasting ones in the broken wallsThe moving shades in the passing cloudsWhat are you telling meLouder please , I can’t hear you
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Resentment Over Being Rejected In My Prime

    I feel deep resentment now that during my late teens and early twenties no quality guy got off his arse to treat me right. no one asked me out but my sisters pushing her rejects onto me.  during my teens she used to get off pushing weedy puny boring guys onto me and in...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    My cousin move to my town

    that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn't. I was nice to her.I was generous,kind and all but she's the one that was being mean to me.When her mom visits us here in...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 16-17, F Apr 8, 2014

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    Can't Get Through

    I feel stuck inside my own life. But I can't do anything about it. I just wish I could be happy again and people wouldn't label me like everybody else...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F Nov 24, 2012

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    Numb And Clueless

    It's almost as if my emotions don't exist anymore. When I laugh or smile the feeling isn't entirely there. My heart aches in pain, but the tears and stress just won't give in. I keep trying to get myself to feel something, anything, but it never works. My motivation to work or...
    TheRealMe44 TheRealMe44 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    RIP

    The beaming eyes that followThe playful cuddles that delightThe fluffy little fun balls that coaxThe baby meows that amuseI will miss them forever, :(
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Asylum

    Avalanche of albatrossIs forcing me to some land unknownA land no man would wish to beI don’t wish to win it, neither can IBut rather not to succumb,To be dead, than to be there 
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Jan 4, 2015

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    I know I'm not the only one

    but that doesn't help....
    lillibella lillibella 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

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    Right now I am not me.

    Yesterday I wasn't me. Last week. Last month. Last year. I was never me. I was, am, and will be what my parents want of me. What my family wants of me. But someday, I'm going to fly high. And be myself. I will leave them wondering how I flew higher than they wanted me to.
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 Apr 27, 2015

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    Being Sick

    Many a timesIt is left over of our own pastThe price of our past prodigalsDebt of regret,to tally the gone recklessnessSour remembrance,of the past forgetfulness 
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    I Live A Losers Existence...

    I am 25 and feel I live a loser existence. I also worry I am morphing into my 43 year old aunt who is single, still living at home, has friends but doesn't bother with them and depends a lot on my grandparents. Everyone says how alike we are and it scares me stupid that I could...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college

    and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing down all around me.. I don't know if I can stay at this school but I'm not sure if where I should transfer to will take me. All comes...
    SupremeMo SupremeMo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Difficulties

    I have created this life for myself. I moved to the city with the man I thought I was madly in love with. I started this great new sales job, and everything was okay for a while... That is, until I started really examining what I wanted with my life. I always wanted to do...
    Malynne Malynne 22-25, F Apr 18, 2012

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    Memories

    Why you kicked me down the stairs,That I was kicked to the depths of an insane mind tooA little Later,Why you teamed up just to thrash meThat not only my leg joint got complicated, but myself tooA little Later,Why you threw me down and clubbed meThat not only a tooth was broken...
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    These last three years have passed

    so fast, yet so slowly. I am alive, but I don’t feel like I’m living or that my existence means anything at all. I have no friends that really care for me, or that I care for deeply. I am eighteen, in two weeks I’ll be nineteen – yet I’ve never been in love. There’s...
    kalithedestructor kalithedestructor 18-21, F Jan 7, 2015

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me

    are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my marriage of 14 years I still feel so alone
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    Satisfied, Not Happy.

    On the exterior, i'm just a normal girl, And yeah, most of the time, sarcastic, mean, and self-centred. But underneath it... Well, the name of the group says it all.   People who know me would say, "But what have you got to be unhappy about? Your life is fine!"...
    LostGirlLydia LostGirlLydia 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    Lost

    I just don't know what t do anymore or even what makes me happy; I dislike everything and this is even when I try to find to happiness in it.  I wonder if is truly depression or what. I can't even get out of a rut no matter how hard I try. I have never felt so hopeless in...
    Winterstorm1381 Winterstorm1381 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    So i am in a relationship

    for nearly 5 months, i found this beautiful girl on tinder. On the first day i pick her up next to her house, and went to eat out, each one of us start talking about our life and past life. She told me that she's a Vegan! and that she has went through alot, anyway after a week...
    Wolfcorleone Wolfcorleone 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2015

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    My ex husband has been stalking me

    for 6 years. He pays people to rob me, tamper with my car, put dead birds in my house, follow me, tamper with my medications, try to kill my dog, break into my online accounts ... well you get the picture. I moved half way across the US and still am pursued. I bought 2 security...
    b4Iknewit b4Iknewit 61-65, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2015

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes people are bigger than we think. At the end of the day they are who they are. Dont judge just be who you are to stabilize what it is that they believe is them. To give them the everlasting belief that what they are is them. It may not make sense to those who have lived...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    I'm going to make this change 2015,

    I can't seemed to find the base but next year would be all about making myself happy instead of everyone else around me.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 22-25, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I have lived a very sober life with no much

    loaded tensions in my life. I am married for last 2 years & my life has changed. I am married to a huge family which comes with lot of responsibilities & expectations.. which I had already accepted. I come from a background where girls are not allowed to study much neither...
    MYLIFEMYVIEW180 MYLIFEMYVIEW180 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2015

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    Fake Happiness

    i say im good... i look fine... when deep down inside... im not... as i sit here and listen to music... my bf doesnt know how bad my depression is.... ive tried to tell him... he wants to help...he rly does... but when i try to talk to him about it he thinks its cuz of him... and...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    Uncertain Life....

    hi, I am a 25 year old guy, though young I may be to post in here, I have a very strong feeling about this and wish to share. I was a overtly ambitious student all my schooling and college through-out my graduation. every time i looked for opportunities and tried my hands...
    ashjais ashjais 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    I came out a while back ,its been really hard . my family had the biggest problem with it .I was sad and couldn't seem to think I could handle the situation but it has made me...
    timjusttim123 timjusttim123 16-17, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I LOVE FOREVER CELIBACY. I'm a girl of 22 years old who enjoys in being single and i enjoys it to full extent. I know that there are some other people too in some corner of this...
    yoyoFnze yoyoFnze 18-21 17 hrs ago

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    At this point in life things have taken an interesting twist. Right now i feel numb. I'm 23 and already been married and divorced. The whole dating thing has been a fall. I'm shut...
    laquitabonita laquitabonita 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm to young to die bull isn't here to be given I've lived till I needed to I live what I lived for, I can't get good grades nor can I get a girl I'm ugly a liar and I cry like a...
    MrSilvertheNeko MrSilvertheNeko 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    need to gain 15 lbs tbfh.........
    GoSameUrSelf GoSameUrSelf 18-21, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    3 children later Flat abs from dancing Still wear bikinis (yeah why not) Same weight as high school (not as cut but I'll take it) Keep in shape is a life long commitment with...
    ReflectedSoul ReflectedSoul 41-45, F 12 Responses 2 days ago

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    I struggle daily to keep myself feeling like a real person. I deal with nerve and disc damage to my back. I also suffer with severe hypothyroidism and now type2 diabetes. I try...
    JoJo725 JoJo725 51-55, F 3 days ago

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    The only reason I am not happy with my weight is because I am 700 pounds and I want to be over 1,000 pounds. I think it will be pretty easy since I am immobile and eat soooooo much...
    TheFattest1000pounds TheFattest1000pounds 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Those who are like me, come and tell me about your situation. I am just wondering how i compare to other
    keith14 keith14 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm 192 pounds and I need to get down to 179lbs so I got 13 pounds to go.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Is still have about 5 pounds to lose until I'm where I want to be
    unhappilymarriedf unhappilymarriedf 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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