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I Am Not Happy With My Life

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    RIP

    The beaming eyes that followThe playful cuddles that delightThe fluffy little fun balls that coaxThe baby meows that amuseI will miss them forever, :(
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    These last three years have passed

    so fast, yet so slowly. I am alive, but I don’t feel like I’m living or that my existence means anything at all. I have no friends that really care for me, or that I care for deeply. I am eighteen, in two weeks I’ll be nineteen – yet I’ve never been in love. There’s...
    kalithedestructor kalithedestructor 18-21, F Jan 7

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    Numb And Clueless

    It's almost as if my emotions don't exist anymore. When I laugh or smile the feeling isn't entirely there. My heart aches in pain, but the tears and stress just won't give in. I keep trying to get myself to feel something, anything, but it never works. My motivation to work or...
    TheRealMe44 TheRealMe44 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2013

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    Learn

    As sleep eludes meMemories pour downFreezing my presentTouring through my pastI am staring at myselfThe being of a looserBut I don’t regret it,Just wish I could learnTo enjoy my own companyThan lament the lack of friendsTo learn to forget how to cryI failed to learn how to cry...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M May 11, 2013

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    My cousin move to my town

    that I live in.She made my life miserable.She told my other friends that I hurt her,I made her cry and that I did a lot of rude things to her which I didn't. I was nice to her.I was generous,kind and all but she's the one that was being mean to me.When her mom visits us here in...
    1Dimples 1Dimples 13-15, F Apr 8, 2014

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    Fake Happiness

    i say im good... i look fine... when deep down inside... im not... as i sit here and listen to music... my bf doesnt know how bad my depression is.... ive tried to tell him... he wants to help...he rly does... but when i try to talk to him about it he thinks its cuz of him... and...
    emoXkitty emoXkitty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    Want To Start Over Again

    I have procrastinated all my life. I have phobias.  Two car accidents when I was 2 and 4 have apparently left me with a fear of getting a drivers lisence.(donot remember them)  I am now 50.  I never graduated from highschool.  I never had children. I am not...
    faith6454 faith6454 46-50, F Oct 30, 2009

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    Paper Boat

    On a cloudy monsoon eveThe vividness contrasting the shading clouds,My paper boat set sailPlaying hide and seek with the sunRising and falling to the tune of the wavesDrifting through the gravel pathwaysBut the rain is getting stronger,The rising water is on a slow feastGaining...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 4, 2013

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    Resentment Over Being Rejected In My Prime

    I feel deep resentment now that during my late teens and early twenties no quality guy got off his arse to treat me right. no one asked me out but my sisters pushing her rejects onto me.  during my teens she used to get off pushing weedy puny boring guys onto me and in...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    Uncertain Life....

    hi, I am a 25 year old guy, though young I may be to post in here, I have a very strong feeling about this and wish to share. I was a overtly ambitious student all my schooling and college through-out my graduation. every time i looked for opportunities and tried my hands...
    ashjais ashjais 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Louder Please

    Incomplete figures that linger aroundSilently following through dim and delightThe fleeting figures that hide in ripplesThe lasting ones in the broken wallsThe moving shades in the passing cloudsWhat are you telling meLouder please , I can’t hear you
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes people are bigger than we think. At the end of the day they are who they are. Dont judge just be who you are to stabilize what it is that they believe is them. To give them the everlasting belief that what they are is them. It may not make sense to those who have lived...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    I Live A Losers Existence...

    I am 25 and feel I live a loser existence. I also worry I am morphing into my 43 year old aunt who is single, still living at home, has friends but doesn't bother with them and depends a lot on my grandparents. Everyone says how alike we are and it scares me stupid that I could...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2011

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    Well I'm 19 and going to college

    and I'm messing up really bad.. I am smart but I don't apply myself or go to class because it all just seems..so pointless. My life is crashing down all around me.. I don't know if I can stay at this school but I'm not sure if where I should transfer to will take me. All comes...
    SupremeMo SupremeMo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 8, 2014

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    Can't Get Through

    I feel stuck inside my own life. But I can't do anything about it. I just wish I could be happy again and people wouldn't label me like everybody else...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F Nov 24, 2012

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    I love to listen my most important thing to me

    are my children I love to give it makes me happy to see some one else happy but the sad thing is even having my children and my marriage of 14 years I still feel so alone
    kathy4104 kathy4104 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    Being Sick

    Many a timesIt is left over of our own pastThe price of our past prodigalsDebt of regret,to tally the gone recklessnessSour remembrance,of the past forgetfulness 
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    I'm going to make this change 2015,

    I can't seemed to find the base but next year would be all about making myself happy instead of everyone else around me.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Memories

    Why you kicked me down the stairs,That I was kicked to the depths of an insane mind tooA little Later,Why you teamed up just to thrash meThat not only my leg joint got complicated, but myself tooA little Later,Why you threw me down and clubbed meThat not only a tooth was broken...
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Jan 4

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    Difficulties

    I have created this life for myself. I moved to the city with the man I thought I was madly in love with. I started this great new sales job, and everything was okay for a while... That is, until I started really examining what I wanted with my life. I always wanted to do...
    Malynne Malynne 22-25, F Apr 18, 2012

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    Asylum

    Avalanche of albatrossIs forcing me to some land unknownA land no man would wish to beI don’t wish to win it, neither can IBut rather not to succumb,To be dead, than to be there 
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 1 Response May 12, 2013

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    Lost

    I just don't know what t do anymore or even what makes me happy; I dislike everything and this is even when I try to find to happiness in it.  I wonder if is truly depression or what. I can't even get out of a rut no matter how hard I try. I have never felt so hopeless in...
    Winterstorm1381 Winterstorm1381 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    I know I'm not the only one

    but that doesn't help....
    lillibella lillibella 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

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    Satisfied, Not Happy.

    On the exterior, i'm just a normal girl, And yeah, most of the time, sarcastic, mean, and self-centred. But underneath it... Well, the name of the group says it all.   People who know me would say, "But what have you got to be unhappy about? Your life is fine!"...
    LostGirlLydia LostGirlLydia 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I got told this morning

    that I wont be getting approval to have my surgery as I need to sort through a recent event first, I told him I cant as other person has blocked me, Ive been told I have to find a way, otherwise I wont get the approval I need, Im so depressed today, seems as if certain people...
    TrannyinSydney TrannyinSydney 26-30, T Jan 11

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    3 years ago new life was breathed in me through the birth of my niece. Before that I was so miserable and hurt after a difficult relationship. Life had become so repetitive and...
    bleuoiseau bleuoiseau 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Life seems so different since we drifted apart ...I only want to be happy with you
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Feb 16

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    I am in love with life. I have depression issues, more than some people, less than others. This does not stop me from trying to live my life to the fullest. This life was meant to...
    stupendusdude stupendusdude 46-50 7 Responses Feb 17

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    I am not really sure why, but I just am. I've seen all kinds of people and travelled to different parts of the world. I know what it's like to be poor and also what it's like to be...
    SiriusJT SiriusJT 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F Feb 15

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    I am tired of being this way, constantly comparing my life to others, (she has it better,, ect) i am not gratfull for what i have. i am 26 years old, very attractive, amazing body...
    Gena11 Gena11 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    How do you know that your marriage isn't working? It's not like he beats, cheats, or stays out all night. We just lost things we used to enjoy together. I feel bad cause my...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    when im with my friend... I felt so great that i dont want to go home... I have no problem with my family... Its just i dont find that i fit in my family... I always felt left out...
    sayafh sayafh 18-21, F Feb 12

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    Underststement of the century! I'm ******* livid with my husband! Why? Because every time I start to trust him around alcohol he shows me that I can't trust him at all. I stupidly...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am trying not to do something. Sometimes it's hard. Sometimes harder still. That something has been integral to my life for over 10 years now, and I'm only 28. It's eaten away...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M Jan 30

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    I hate life, and life loves hating me.
    HarleyHart HarleyHart 13-15, F Feb 17

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    I just feel like my life is over. I feel like I have failed and there's nothing more I can do. I feel ashamed. I'm tired of feeling this way, I'm fu3kin tired of it. I feel so much...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm just really bored with my life. I have a lot of **** going on. but I don't know. I'm kinda waiting for something and while I'm waiting I'm just bored. I sit and have nothing...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel I'm disorganized and careless. I also lack confidence and overthink too much. I can't commit to anything fully, and I often get told I don't pay attention. I often question...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M Feb 16

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    Ever since I was born things were really **** for me..im now 19 and it's getting worse well for starters I've never told this to anyone but when I was 10 years old i ended up being...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm really bored of life right now, there is nothing to do. Alxcoeneodpwlqlxktmr.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Feb 18

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    It's one of those mornings where you wake up with a major headache, stumble out of bed after hitting snooze like 4 times, rush to get dressed not really knowing what you're putting...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I say I'm done. I'm done. When did you ever say you started? Huh? Thats the damn question.
    xxxfakerhaterxxx xxxfakerhaterxxx 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Another night alone and that's ok . :-)
    snowmoon123 snowmoon123 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Life Lessons - by Jason Wachob 1. "You can't connect the dots going forward; you can only connect them looking backward." Steve Jobs was right on the money with this one. There...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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