I Am Not Happy With Myself

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    I Am Not Happy With Myself

    i never have been happy with my self i look at the bad side of things majority of the time and now need to get out of the habite i only do this to myself no one else.
    specialsomeone specialsomeone
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

    There are so many things i would love to do,

    somtimes it just feels like those things i want to do are so far away. i have such a long way to go.each time i try to do things right it just ends up getting all messed up.my emotions mess everything up for me.i started taking my medication (schizoaffective disorder) i think it...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    Preamble To The Actual Plans

    I have no perfect role model. There's no one whose footsteps I can follow in 100% and still feel like myself. If there was, it would have to be a dark skinned woman who is vegan, weight-lifts; is a sex kitten, adventurer, soft spoken; dresses in a feminine and woodsy way; has a...
    sunshineunder sunshineunder
    18-21, F
    Nov 12, 2012

    I try my best to hide my true self from people

    because I don't want people to the REAL me. Ever since the age of fifteen when I was rejected by an unrequited love I've tried so hard to appeal to everyone, when in reality I can truly only appeal to little. My true self is a girl with low self-esteem and an ego as little as a...
    Pencil2Paper Pencil2Paper
    Jun 13, 2015

    I Fail At Everything I Try

    I haven't ever been truly happy with myself.  When I was younger it was because I wasn't pretty enough or sexy enough and all of that.  At least that was a big part of it.  But I think some of it is because I just don't like who I am.  I'm not really good at...
    HotPinkGirl HotPinkGirl
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Feb 23, 2009

    Someone Help Maybe?

    I honestly don't know what's going on with me anymore, I just feel down all the time. I've never felt like this before, this is why I'm turning to experience project once again. I need help, I want help, advice, just anything that will change how I'm feeling because I hate it. My...
    secretlifeofbees2 secretlifeofbees2
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2013

    I haven't been happy with myself

    for awhile. It started with my ex, I became very self conscious about myself. I used to never care, I was very care free but then I started to notice how I act, how I look, how others can perceive me. And I've grown to really dislike myself. I would pretty much change the...
    blooop123 blooop123
    22-25, F
    Mar 26, 2015

    My past is a huge jumbled up trash heap of mess

    I can't even begin to tell you. All of the things I've done..to myself, to my family. I've hurt the people I love. Even though it's been so long, I still don't forgive myself for any of it. I try to tell myself that I have to stop holding back in the present just because of what...
    shecanfly88 shecanfly88
    22-25, F
    Dec 25, 2013


    I seriously screwed up my life this year ... Thinking back the things I have done this year ... I Felt disappointed ... I am now so desperate of having a new life so i can start all over again!
    daren11600 daren11600
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2010

    Failure In All

    I am failure in all aspect.I am an unlucky person. I dont have a job . I dont get what i desire. Even If I get it will be too late by that time I will be totally depressed. whatever I get is not stable. I have a lifetime ambition to become a scientist  and win a noble prize.I...
    aranya25 aranya25
    2 Responses May 9, 2011

    I want to wear all black,

    and have multiple piercings in my ears. I want to wear deep dark eye make up, and wear strange things. I want to act crazy and go on midnight runs. I want to wake up and climb to my roof just to watch the sunrise. I want to be free. I don't feel like myself. I have so many...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 6, 2014

    Bad Girlfriend...

    I passed out from tiredness and tipsy while talking to my man over EP in a really sweet conversation. I suck...*sigh*
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2009

    When I say "Don't worry about it",

    a lot of the time it's because I know whatever it is that somebody did, they won't worry about it anyway. I'm not worth quite that much.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2015

    Tired Of Trying

    Okay, this is my second story and I probably sound like a big whiney baby, but I'm really not. When times are tough the world around you seems just like a big pile of crap. That's how my last year has been, so forgive me for sounding very negative. I promise I'm not always like...
    Atimeforchange Atimeforchange
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2012
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